The Wind Blows Fallen Leaves Chapter 89

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After his head cleared, Shen Luo became manic and restless. No one was allowed to get close to him or touch him. His blood was still blocked by the needles thrown on the ground, and the blood vessels on the back of his hands were swollen.

Blood seeped down drop by drop. An Yu wanted to stabilize him, but was forced to step back as soon as he took a step.

“Don’t come here, stay away from me, I beg you.”

When An Yu saw his moist eyes, she suddenly shrank in her heart, took two steps back and said, “Okay, I won’t go, you have a good rest.”

After An Yu left, he was the only one left in the ward. Shen Luo huddled in the corner skillfully, tears streaming down his face, his hands tightly clenching his sleeves, and his head buried deep in his arms.

Liang Qian couldn’t resist the two of them in the end. As soon as he got out of the elevator, he saw An Yu slumping outside the door. He stepped forward to ask the reason and comforted him: “Don’t worry, let’s go take a look.”

Guo Rui opened the door first and entered. The ward was empty. Liang Qian felt bad. He immediately leaned on the window and looked down. Then he breathed a sigh of relief. There was no wind outside the window, but the curtains were blown. He walked over lightly and saw Shen Luo huddled there with bare feet. Guo Rui’s heart was suddenly incited. She covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying, and then gently called his name.

“Xiao Luo.”

Shen Luo’s body obviously stood up a little. Guo Rui saw that he didn’t resist, so he gently lifted the curtain covering him. His blood was stained on the curtain. Guo Rui held back his tears. He helped Shen Luo to the bed and applied medicine to his hand.

“My poor child, why did it become like this?” Guo Rui still couldn’t help but hug him into his arms, smoothing his hair that stood up due to stress over and over again, and choked out, “Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, no one can hurt you in the future.”

A rational person like Liang Zheng couldn’t help but feel tears in his eyes. He turned his back and wiped away his tears. Unexpectedly, Liang Qian saw him and said awkwardly: “What are you looking at? Xiao Luo is also my son. You can’t cry.”

“No, I didn’t say anything.” Liang Qian said speechlessly.

Shen Luo was a little resistant to such a restraint, but he didn’t force himself to break free. He just reminded: “Godmother, it’s too tight. I can’t breathe.”

Guo Rui immediately let go of him and corrected him: “Don’t call me godmother, call me mother. You will be my son from now on. Let me see who dares to point fingers at you.”

Shen Luo looked at her doubtfully, and Liang Qian explained: “We are now a legal family, and you have nothing to do with that Shen Meng.”

He was afraid that Shen Luo wouldn’t believe it, so he kept the household registration book in his pocket. Shen Luo looked at the brand new page in front of him and shouted dumbly: “Mom.”

Guo Rui sighed, and Shen Luo, who received a response, shouted again with a tearful voice: “Mom.”

This familiar yet unfamiliar title came out of his mouth again, and he finally received a response.

Liang Zheng looked expectantly and wanted Shen Luo to call him too, but Guo Rui kept changing the subject and said angrily: “When should you call or not? It won’t be more than a day or two. Xiao Luo is still sick now, so don’t disturb his rest.”

“Then didn’t he call you just now?” Liang Zheng complained in a low voice.

Guo Rui was too lazy to pay attention to him and told Shen Luo a lot of things to pay attention to before leaving reluctantly.

The ward was quiet again. Liang Qian wanted him to speak on his own initiative, but Shen Luo shrank back and had no intention of speaking.

Liang Qian took a deep breath and said, “I thought…”

“Thought I would forget, right?” Shen Luo looked out the window very calmly, his eyes still lifeless even under the sunlight. He said, “But I remember it clearly. Every scene is like a nail in my mind. Whenever I think of it, I seem to have experienced those pains again. You don’t know how unforgettable it is.”

“You’re like this, I’d rather you not remember anything.”

Shen Luo’s fingers were buried in his hair and he said painfully: “How could I not remember? Those people put his photos in front of me and tortured me all the time. Every time I couldn’t hold on, as long as I saw him, I would get over it.”

“Then why did you…”

“Because I couldn’t pass the test in my heart,” Shen Luo’s eyes couldn’t bear the heavy pain, and there were waves in his eyes. He looked at him and said, “They stripped me naked and pressed me to the ground to torture me. There were pictures of him in front of me, and then they grabbed my hair and forced me to show my slutty look in the photo.I was exposed before the film, and I wanted to die at that time, but I really couldn’t bear it, so I could only tell myself to escape and escape alive.When I see him now, the image of being insulted by a group of people is in my mind.I can’t stop myself from thinking about him, but I don’t have the courage to face him.”

An Yu was heartbroken when he heard what he heard outside the door. He clenched his fists and smashed the wall with both hands. The huge muffled sound was heard even in the house. Liang Qian turned half of his eyes to the person outside the door and said in a low tone, “It’s not your fault. If you can’t face him now, then just wait, wait.”

Shen Luo’s knees were already soaked, and he looked outside with red and swollen eyes. From the soft words at the beginning to the silence now, he was afraid that An Yu would abandon him, but there was no reason to keep him, so he could only go to the door to take a look.

Liang Qian had already left, and An Yu was squatting at the door. Looking from behind, his shoulders slumped, as if the pillar supporting him was broken.

Shen Luo tried to smooth out the wrinkles on his clothes through a piece of glass, but it didn’t help no matter how hard he tried.

From that day on, An Yu never appeared again, but the tulips on the bedside were always blooming. He asked Liang Qian, and Liang Qian said that he had no time to take care of these flowers and plants, and Shen Luo guessed it.

That night, the lights in the room were turned off for a long time. It was so long that he was about to fall asleep when he heard someone come in. Shen Luo nervously clutched the sheets, but after smelling a familiar scent of flowers, he gradually let down his guard. The footsteps got closer and closer until they stopped in front of the hospital bed. Shen Luo squinted his eyes dimly under the moonlight. The person in front of him was An Yu. He could only suppress his hand that wanted to touch.

An Yu wore a replaced tulip on her chest. She bent down and was only a punch away from him. Shen Luo’s heart beat faster and faster. An Yu put her hand on his chest and softly uttered a few words: “Did you dream of me?”

Shen Luo wanted to turn over and scare him away, but it felt like a huge boulder was pressing down on him.He wanted to hug him, but An Yu seemed to understand his thoughts, hugging him scribbled, and then gently slipped his lips from his lips, and it was over before Shen Luo felt it.

Shen Luo, who was greedy for this moment, pretended to sleep more than once. Every night he would leave a gap to take a look at his lover.

It seemed like the only thing between the two was like this, one pretending to be asleep and the other pretending to leave.