A Disabled Alpha’S Guide To Being Loved Chapter 61
byChapter 61 It’s a pity, no matter whether you still want to save me or not, you have no regrets…
Cheng Cheng walked up to Wei Zhi and asked a little awkwardly, “Can we get in the car?”
Wei Zhi snorted coldly and narrowed his eyes slightly, filled with undisguised displeasure and sarcasm.
we?He lowered his eyes and glanced at Shen Pingjun beside Cheng Cheng. Are Cheng Cheng and the incomparable woman in front of him worthy of being called “us”?
In his eyes, does he still exist?
Seeing this, Shen Pingjun said quickly: “Cheng Cheng and I are from the same village. He came here just to ask me about his second uncle. We have no other relationship.”
Cheng Cheng understood this sensitive alpha and added: “We just met yesterday.”
Wei Zhi was still furious, turned his head expressionlessly, and slowly raised the car window.
Cheng Cheng felt bad and sighed secretly. Just when he was about to turn around and say to Shen Pingjun, “Wei Zhi probably won’t let us get in the car today,” the window of the driver’s seat in front slowly rolled down.
Secretary He put on a standard smile and stuck his head out: “Xiao Cheng, get in the car. Your friend can sit in the passenger seat.”
“Oh, okay!” Shen Pingjun felt like she was being pardoned, and quickly ran towards the passenger side with the things in her arms. Before her hand even touched the handlebar, the door automatically opened.
She was stunned for a moment, muttering to herself that this car door was so high-end, she retracted her hand in embarrassment, rubbed it on her clothes, and then sat in carefully.
Cheng Cheng put away the big umbrella, put it in the trunk, and got into the back seat.
The car was very quiet, so quiet that you could hear the rain hitting the windows. Wei Zhi was sitting upright, looking at the documents on the tablet attentively. His long fingers swiped the screen twice from time to time. He said nothing the whole time, exuding a low pressure that kept strangers away from him.
Cheng Cheng realized that he was angry, but what did Wei Zhi have to be angry about?He’s not angry yet. He hid so many things and wasn’t the first to tell him the news about winning the project. Why should he be angry?
After being together for such a long time, Cheng Cheng also learned a thing or two about Wei Zhixiao’s temper, and knew that he would not say a word to him when he was angry.
So, Cheng Cheng pondered and said, “Brother Wei, I heard that you won that government project. Congratulations.”
Wei Zhi lowered his eyes, and his tone was so calm that no emotion could be heard, even a bit perfunctory: “I just won it. I don’t know how it will be done in the future.”
“Then I have to work overtime from now on. It’s really hard…”
After Cheng Cheng said this, the place became cold. Wei Zhi looked at the tablet attentively and seemed to have no time to pay attention to him.
He struggled to buckle the leather seat cushion, and suddenly noticed that Wei Zhi’s legs were only tied with fixed straps and not covered with a small blanket.
This kind of cold rainy day is most likely to cause phantom limb pain and spasms. Whenever it rains, Cheng Cheng always helps him massage a few times before going to bed, so that he can sleep more peacefully.
So, he subconsciously frowned and blurted out: “Why aren’t you covered with a blanket?”
Wei Zhi still pulled the tablet and hid his twitching left leg with his hand. He pursed his lips and said, “I was in a hurry to go out and forgot.”
Cheng Cheng’s clothes were a little wet from the rain, and he couldn’t take them off to cover him at the moment. He turned and looked out the window. In the dark night, the road was empty, no one was there, and scattered street lamps were standing there.
Secretary He drove quickly and steadily. Less than a quarter of an hour later, he stopped steadily in front of the beauty salon and softly called to the sleepy Shen Pingjun: “Ms. Shen, we’re here.”
She stretched and blinked: “The luxury car is different, it arrived so quickly! I’ll leave first, Cheng Cheng. Contact me next time if you need anything!”
Cheng Cheng waved goodbye to her and watched her back disappear behind the door from the car window.
“Ha.” Wei Zhi’s laughter was a bit sarcastic, “Reluctant to leave.”
Cheng Cheng was stimulated by these words and reacted suddenly: “I never told you where she lives, why did Secretary He drive here? You investigate her!”
After a pause, he said angrily: “Wei Zhi, I already know that you have been secretly dealing with Cheng Xianggui, why didn’t you tell me?”
“Now we call him by his first name.” Wei Zhi raised his head, his eyes were astonishingly bright, and the mocking tone in his tone was even more intense, “Yes, I did all the things you said. If you ask me why I didn’t tell you, did you tell me when you left without saying a word? Cheng Xianggui contacted you, why didn’t you tell me when you encountered difficulties?”
Cheng Cheng clenched his fists and leaned forward unconsciously, wanting to argue with Wei Zhi, but when his eyes met Wei Zhi’s eyes unexpectedly, he was startled.
All anger was replaced by worry at this moment. He subconsciously asked: “Why are you injured so seriously?”
The bruise on Wei Zhi’s brow bone was much more serious than what he saw in the video. A small part of his forehead was bruised and slightly red and swollen.
“You don’t need to care.” Wei Zhi Wei Zhi’s eyes flickered and he reached out to cover his forehead, but now he couldn’t hide his twitching calf.
Cheng Cheng saw his spasmodic legs and hurriedly pushed the tablet aside: “I’ll press it for you.”
A drop of sweat ran down the side of Wei Zhi’s face, and he gritted his teeth and said, “No need to press it!”
“If I don’t massage now, do you want to be in pain all night?” Cheng Cheng looked at Wei Zhi’s handsome and flawless profile, but the emotions he expressed were full of paranoia.
He didn’t understand why the relationship that was so good a few days ago was at this point.
Seeing that Wei Zhi still rejected his massage, and Cheng Cheng’s arm strength could not compete with an alpha, he finally couldn’t help but get angry and asked three times: “What are you doing? Are you prone to self-abuse? Aren’t you the one who’s been in pain all night?”
Wei Zhi was yelled to the point where his breath choked in his throat. He slowly let go of Cheng Cheng’s wrist, smiled strangely, and said sarcastically: “Cheng Cheng, do you have white knight syndrome?”
What kind of disorder?Cheng Cheng pressed on Wei Zhi’s ax with all his strength. Gradually, the twitching eased a lot, and then he remembered what Wei Zhi had just said.
White Knight Syndrome refers to a group of people who have a specific “savior” complex and save others to satisfy their own psychological needs and build a sense of self-worth. Their saving behavior is just a performance of self-satisfaction.
Cheng Cheng opened his eyes wide, his expression instantly dimmed, and the light in his eyes faded little by little. He looked at Wei Zhi in disbelief, and his voice was trembling and disbelieving: “Do you think I have white knight syndrome?”
In Wei Zhi’s eyes, are all his cares and efforts just a self-impressed performance?
Wei Zhi mocked unabashedly, with hidden malice: “Isn’t it true? You have been mentally ill for a long time, but you just didn’t realize it. After your father died, you were forced to take care of your paralyzed mother and get a pitiful salvation from her.
She also died, and your kindness had nowhere to go. You happened to meet me again, and you couldn’t help but start to ‘save’ me. You also told me that you fell in love with me. After I told you that I fell in love with you, you gained great satisfaction, but you still couldn’t fill the emptiness in your heart.
So, you save Xu Zhiping, save Su Xiaohe, and save Qiu Yao.At the same time, you deliberately left without saying a word even though you knew I couldn’t live without you, and used those high-sounding reasons to perfunctory me, putting me in a situation where I needed to be saved again.
And now you are in this ravine again, saving your childhood sweetheart Shen Pingjun, whom you haven’t seen for more than ten years, and transferring all your savings to her.How about it, does it feel good to be ‘rescued’?It feels good to pull someone out of the quagmire, right?Cheng Cheng.”
Every word is like a sharp knife, piercing Cheng Cheng’s heart.
Cheng Cheng clung to the car door, biting his back teeth and shaking with anger: “Is this how you look at me? You madman! You have never loved me at all. You have been relying on these imaginary things to act like you love me! You are worthy of being an actor… It really impresses me…”
The next second, his tears fell, and he could not control the retching and nausea. He grabbed the handle of the car and covered his mouth to vomit.
It’s not physical disgust, but psychological, the despair and disgust of having your sincerity trampled on and your dedication being denied.
“Haha, have I made you sick?” Wei Zhi reached out and gently wiped away Cheng Cheng’s tears, “Unfortunately, no matter whether you still want to save me or not, you have no chance to regret it.”
“Get out!” Cheng Cheng growled low in his throat and eagerly opened the car door, but it was already locked and there was no way to escape.
He looked earnestly towards the driver’s seat, as if grasping the last straw: “He Rui, please help me, please? Open the door!”
He Rui’s hands on his knees were trembling. His fingers had just reached to the switch when he saw a sharp cold light in the rearview mirror. Wei Zhi was staring at him warningly.
He quickly lowered his head and pretended not to exist.
Wei Zhi’s cold, sharp-knuckled hand grabbed Cheng Cheng’s wrist again, and with a slight exertion, he brought Cheng Cheng down beside him.
He opened his thin lips lightly and told He Rui: “Drive directly back to Pujiang.”
Cheng Cheng’s body was still trembling, and he looked at Wei Zhi in disbelief: “It will take more than ten hours to drive there, you are crazy!”
“You have said for the second time today that I am crazy.” Wei Zhifeng raised his eyes slightly, “I am just crazy.”
Cheng Cheng closed his eyes, calmed down for a few seconds, and prayed to his parents to bless him in heaven.
He took the initiative to put his hand on Wei Zhi’s leg: “My body is fine after riding in the car for more than ten hours, but if you can’t, it will cause a lot of wear and tear on the lumbar spine.”
Wei Zhi brushed Cheng Cheng’s hand away: “Don’t try to play any tricks, I know my body well.”
“You know what you know, you are so stubborn!” Cheng Cheng was so anxious that he jumped up, “Besides, Secretary He has already driven here for more than ten hours. Do you want us to all die on the road if you let him drive back again?”
Wei Zhi’s face instantly darkened: “You are caring about him. Haha, don’t worry, I won’t let you die on the road. There will be a driver who will change the car halfway.”
Cheng Cheng felt relieved, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and breathed a sigh of relief.
His wrist seemed to be clamped by Wei Zhi’s hand, and he couldn’t break free no matter what, so he had to let him hold him all the way.
Along the way, there was still silence in the carriage. Wei Zhi leaned on the back of his chair, closed his eyes and said nothing.
He didn’t drink any water and just sat there.
Cheng Cheng was really thirsty, so he discussed with him: “Can you let go of your hand? I want to drink some water.”
Wei Zhi said nothing and kept his eyes closed. Cheng Cheng moved his fingers and tried to take his hand out.
After twisting his wrist a few times, Wei Zhi’s hand really loosened up. Cheng Cheng quickly opened the water bottle and drank it.
After finally drinking half the bottle happily, he looked at Wei Zhi’s rolling Adam’s apple and couldn’t help but ask: “You really don’t drink water?”
Wei Zhi rolled his eyes and opened his eyes: “Want to see my embarrassing look again?”
Cheng Cheng knew what he was talking about. He screwed the bottle cap on silently and whispered to himself: “Drink it if you like.”
I really peed on my body and I don’t know who to take care of me!Love Liar!
After constantly building himself mentally, he felt sleepy and tired, and slowly fell asleep leaning against the car window.
Wei Zhi couldn’t help but look at him. Cheng Cheng’s slightly bulging chest muscles rose and fell with his breathing. His mouth was slightly open. His warm breath hit the car window, spreading a layer of fleeting mist. His long eyelashes trembled slightly. He looked docile and cute, and he couldn’t help but want to touch her.
He gently raised his right hand, grabbed Cheng Cheng’s chin, and rubbed the side of his face.
The left hand was still hanging down. It was already so sore that it couldn’t be lifted at all. The involuntary muscle twitching made the forearm numb and numb, making it impossible to use any strength.
“Xiao Cheng, don’t try to save anyone. You can only save me, and you can only belong to me. In this life, you can never leave me again…” He whispered to himself.
No one knows how he felt when he saw all the money in Cheng Chengka being transferred out. He was panicked, furious, and sinister…
At that moment, he made up his mind to completely eliminate everyone who could threaten his relationship with Cheng Cheng.
When the glass and everything on the desk were swept to the ground, even He Rui was shocked. He had never seen such a violent and paranoid boss, and his original cool and gentle temperament was gone.
Cheng Cheng opened his eyes and had a strangely solid sleep. Except for a slight pain in his forehead, he didn’t dream at all.
He rubbed his forehead and saw Wei Zhi still staring at the tablet looking at the plan, pursed his lips, and remembered that they had broken up.
At this moment, the gentle and considerate “reality” that Wei Zhi had deliberately created before has been completely exposed.
His unscrupulous, paranoid and violent true face was nakedly displayed in front of Cheng Cheng.
Cheng Cheng looked at him and felt cold all over, as if sitting next to him was a poisonous snake lurking in the dark that might bite him at any time.
In his confused thoughts, he suddenly thought of Qiu Yao.
His heart suddenly tightened, Qiu Yao was still so young, and they were in such trouble now, what should Qiu Yao do?He couldn’t let Qiu Yao grow up in a family environment full of contradictions and coldness.
Cheng Cheng hesitated for a few minutes, subconsciously feeling that Wei Zhi was sensible and wanted to rely on him.
“What should I do?” he said softly.
Wei Zhi raised his slightly shallow eyes and glanced at him from the corners of his pale and red eyes, as if to warn him not to use his brain.
Cheng Cheng felt a little disappointed again. He silently told himself that Wei Zhi had really changed and was no longer the Wei Zhi he knew. He could no longer have any expectations for Wei Zhi.
His tone was serious: “What should I do about Qiu Yao?”
Wei Zhi finally looked at him, his expression unchanged: “As promised before, I will support him until he finishes college.”
“That’s not what you’re talking about!” Cheng Cheng was a little anxious, “As for family relationships, he can’t grow up in a family environment like ours.”
“What kind of environment?” Wei Zhi sneered, with a hint of sarcasm in his tone, “I can take good care of him and treat him well like before, but you can’t? Or are you just trying to find an excuse to leave me?”
“Of course I can’t do it!” Cheng Cheng punched the backrest of the front row with a punch, his tone full of grievance and anger, “It used to be based on our love for each other, but now you tell me that you don’t love me. You were just pretending before!”
“So you don’t love me anymore?” Wei Zhi licked his dry lips, which turned a little red.
His eyes trembled, and his slender fingers tightly circled Cheng Cheng’s wrist.
Cheng Cheng didn’t know how to answer, so he turned his head in an evasive manner, with a look of embarrassment on his face.
Wei Zhi’s fingers tightened even more, as if they were going to crush his bones: “You don’t dare to look at me, which means you acquiesce, right? You don’t love me anymore. You just want to leave me and save others, right?”
Cheng Cheng retorted sharply: “You used to act nice to me. I can’t tell which of your smiles is real. Do you think you will love me?”
Wei Zhi’s sharp and cold gaze fell on Cheng Cheng for the first time, as if it were deep in winter, cold and cold.
Then, he suddenly smiled like a ghost: “Fortunately, you said these words now and made me change my mind.”
He let go of Cheng Cheng’s hand and said to the driver in front of him: “Go to Xingmingyuan.”
Cheng Cheng felt something was wrong for a moment: “Where is that? Don’t we go back to 1102?”
“We’ll know when we get there.” Wei Zhi dropped this sentence and began to close his eyes to rest.
Banxia novel, a lot of fun