A Disabled Alpha’S Guide To Being Loved Chapter 47
byChapter 47: Really… clingy and crying. Under the lamp, Cheng Cheng…
Under the desk lamp, Cheng Cheng studied hard.
Today is his last day in the small rented house, and he will move back to Wei Zhi tomorrow. He has only lived here for less than two months, and he already feels a little reluctant to leave.
Wei Zhi had been discharged from the hospital two weeks ago. He did not expect that Cheng Cheng would not go home with him after he was discharged from the hospital, but would have to live in that shabby house.
That day, he said matter-of-factly: “Aunt Lan has come back and a new caregiver has been found. There is no need for me to go back. It would be more quiet to study alone in the rental house.”
Wei Zhi was stabbed in the heart without leaving any trace.
Does Cheng Cheng already find him annoying?Do you think you want to hinder him now that he has recovered?
Once this thought arose, it wrapped around his heart like a vine, making him almost breathless.
He only said “Okay” lightly on his face, but there was a gloomy look under his long eyelashes.
Cheng Cheng didn’t know that he had already been blamed, but Wei Zhi was indeed too clingy during this period. As long as he left for a while, he would definitely ask him where he was going.
Especially when he returned to the rental house, he got a phone call before he even arrived, asking him when he would be back.
Another time, it was even worse. Wei Zhi asked several managers to hold a meeting in the ward and insisted that he accompany them. They would hold his hand and touch his hair from time to time without caring about others.
Several managers were blushing.
Cheng Cheng originally wanted to stay in the rental house until the exam was over and then go back to live with Wei Zhi, but he immediately refused outright.
“A week at most.”
“One month at the head office.” Cheng Cheng had never seen him so clingy.
“One week.” Wei Zhi repeated.
“…”
Cheng Cheng reluctantly fought for his own private space: “Two weeks. I still need to negotiate with the landlord to see how much rent and deposit can be refunded.”
Wei Zhi reluctantly nodded, but refused to let him go back to the rental house that night and insisted on sleeping with him in his arms.
If you want to hold him to sleep, just hold him to sleep. Cheng Cheng also felt sorry for Wei Zhi’s body that couldn’t warm up no matter what, so he always moved closer to warm Wei Zhi up with his warm body temperature.
After finally finishing today’s exercises, Cheng Cheng stretched and rubbed his sore eyes.
Almost all the knowledge points to be tested have been reviewed, and all that is left is to repeatedly consolidate and correct wrong questions.
He has accumulated several thick notebooks of wrong questions, each of which is densely written. He takes it out and goes through it every day before going to bed to ensure that he will not make the same mistakes again.
Looking up at the wall clock on the wall, the hands were almost pointing to twelve o’clock. At this time, only the 24-hour convenience store was still open.
He usually goes back to the barbecue stall downstairs around ten o’clock to buy some fried rice, fried noodles and the like, and eats it as a late-night snack after studying. It seems that it is too late today, so he can only eat instant noodles at home.
Cheng Cheng put on his clothes and planned to go downstairs to throw out the trash, and then go to the convenience store to buy ham sausage which would be more delicious with instant noodles.
The low-key black business car is hidden in the night.
He Rui sat in the driver’s seat, couldn’t help but yawned, and put his hands on the steering wheel to spin gently.
He glanced at the dark buildings around him, and couldn’t help but feel a little tingly in his heart.Most of the people living in this old community are elderly people. In the cold winter months, there are always elderly people who cannot survive the winter and die in the quiet night.
Just now, he accidentally caught a glimpse of the second floor of the building opposite. The windows were wide open. There was a faint fluorescent light from candles in the dark room, and a rectangular coffin could be vaguely seen.
He shuddered and couldn’t help but turned to Wei Zhi in the back seat and said, “Boss, Xiao Cheng probably won’t come down to buy supper today. Let’s go.”
Wei Zhi went crazy, and he could only follow suit. He had been squatting in this shabby community every day for the past two weeks.
Wei Zhi didn’t go up to say hello when he saw someone, he just watched, and then went back after watching.
He Rui didn’t understand. Don’t the boss and Cheng Cheng have a harmonious relationship? Can’t they just make a phone call if they want to see someone?He had to do it secretly, as if he had done something sinister.
Wei Zhi blinked his dry eyes and remained silent, continuing to stare at the building where Cheng Cheng lived.
His fingertips dug into the leather seats unconsciously.
It seemed that there was only one light left in his world, and the warm light of that desk lamp was all his comfort.
As long as he could see that light and know that Cheng Cheng was inside, his restless heart could calm down a little.
But that wasn’t enough. He wanted to get close, to touch, to surround that person completely so that he could never leave her.
He Rui sighed inwardly, okay, I have to keep watching, I guess I will have to stay up until one or two o’clock tonight.
Cheng Cheng usually listened intently to English words when he came down to buy late-night snacks. Today he was so hungry that he only thought about the noodles and ham he was soaking, so he walked out quickly, two steps at a time.
“Hey, boss, Xiao Cheng is here!” He Rui pointed the direction to Wei Zhi in surprise.
Wei Zhi saw it at first sight, his eyes closely following Cheng Cheng’s brisk footsteps.
Although they had just met yesterday, but seeing him again, Wei Zhi’s heart suddenly surged with desire. His face was buried in the dark night, and desire shone in his eyes.
He was sitting in the car, but it seemed as if he could reach out and touch the warmth of his flexible body and skin. He eagerly wanted to melt that warmth into his own body and eat his shadow into his stomach, as if in this way, he had truly become a part of him.
This thought made Wei Zhi’s throat tighten, giving him a suffocating pleasure that was both painful and addictive.
Cheng Cheng was about to walk out of the community.
“Follow me quickly.” Wei Zhi’s voice had an imperceptible hoarseness, and he ordered He Rui hastily.
He Rui didn’t dare to delay, so he immediately started the car and followed slowly, stopping at the corner of the street, hiding in the shadows, just enough to have a clear view of the convenience store not far away.
He saw Cheng Cheng taking something, probably something like fast food. The female clerk in a green employee uniform approached him with a smile and said something to him, probably to sell him discounted products.
I don’t know what the female clerk said. Cheng Cheng smiled, his eyes rolled up, and he happily took the thing in her hand. Their hands brushed against each other in an instant, which was extremely dazzling.
Wei Zhi’s breathing almost stopped, and his fingers dug into the leather car seat.
God is not good at it.At this moment, the pattering raindrops suddenly fell and hit the car window, making a tinkling sound.
The rainwater slid down the glass window and flowed into the cracks of the window. It was like the ever-expanding, invisible desire in his heart, becoming more and more turbulent and out of control.
Cheng Cheng didn’t bring an umbrella with him when he went out. Wei Zhigang asked He Rui to send the umbrella over, when he saw the female clerk took out an umbrella from behind the counter and handed it to Cheng Cheng, apparently asking him to use it first and return it tomorrow.
Wei Zhi watched their conversation expressionlessly through the glass and rain.
They came out, holding an umbrella together, and the female clerk’s shoulder seemed to be touching his.
Wei Zhi’s nails clenched his palms, and the pain made him sober up.He opened the memo on his phone and recorded the time, place, Cheng Cheng’s clothes, and Cheng Cheng’s expression.
The text is short and restrained, but behind it lies a bottomless swamp.
“Let’s go.” Wei Zhi’s voice was as cold as ice, breaking the silence in the carriage.
He Rui was confused. Doesn’t it usually end when he sees Cheng Cheng enter the room and turn on the light? Isn’t it over today?
He obeyed his boss unconditionally and restarted the car.
On the other side, Cheng Cheng smiled and took the umbrella from the clerk: “Thank you, what time will you get off work tomorrow morning? I will definitely return the umbrella before then.”
The female clerk smiled, with a hint of expectation in her eyes: “The shift changes at seven in the morning, so it’s okay if you don’t return it. By the way, how about we add a WeChat account? When you come over to buy things in the future, I can save the discounted items for you in advance.”
Cheng Cheng refused without thinking, and smiled sheepishly: “I’m married, and my partner is more strict with me. If he sees it, he might be jealous.”
The female clerk immediately imagined an image of a clingy and coquettish little O, and said with a little regret: “Well, I wish you and your wife happiness.”
Cheng Cheng said goodbye to the clerk. As soon as he walked to the roadside, he saw a familiar business car speeding past.
It seemed to be a Maybach. Cheng Cheng never remembered the model, but it seemed to be Wei Zhi’s car.
How come it appears here?
He took out his cell phone and dialed Wei Zhi’s number. He was picked up within a few seconds after the “beep beep” ringing.
“Hello?”Wei Zhi’s voice sounded a little dull, with a hint of subtle hoarseness, as if he was suppressing some emotion. “I was just getting ready to go to bed, Xiaocheng, haven’t you rested yet?”
Who are you kidding? I just drove past here.
Cheng Cheng suddenly thought about it, and an idea came to him: “Husband, yes, I just crossed Qianjiang Road, when will you pick me up?Oh, right away, okay, okay, I’ll wait for you.”
The word “husband” ran through Wei Zhi’s nerves like an electric current, making him tense up instantly and the uneasiness in his heart suddenly amplified.
Wei Zhi grabbed the phone and instructed He Rui to turn around: “Xiao Cheng, who did you meet?Don’t be afraid, just stand where you are, I’ll be there in five minutes!”
Cheng Cheng raised his voice and took the phone away. He pretended to be afraid of talking to others and let the voice on the receiver fluctuate: “Brother, I don’t want to take a taxi. My husband will be here soon. Hey, don’t…”
“Beep…” I forgot to charge my phone. It just used up the last bit of power and shut down.
When Wei Zhi heard the busy tone of the phone shutting down on the other side, his heart felt cold, his throat tasted the rust of blood, and the scenery in front of him gradually solidified into a block of color.
At midnight, the security situation near the old community is not good. There are many illegal car drivers who are here all year round. They specially select young men and women to forcefully solicit customers. If they resist the slightest resistance, they may attack.
If Cheng Cheng had a conflict with them, if the other party had brought a knife…
As soon as this hypothetical thought emerged, cold despair suddenly rose up, sealing his throat and making it impossible to breathe.
The trembling started from the clenched fists and spread to the arms and whole body…
His calves began to spasm, kicking uncontrollably, and he twisted the shaking muscles in disgust.
The rain stopped after a while, and there was a biting chill in the air.
Cheng Cheng squatted on the side of the road, chewing on the ham he just bought out of boredom.
A snow-white stray kitten was attracted by the scent, and cautiously came over. First, it rubbed gently against his leg, and then boldly turned over, revealing its soft belly. Its round eyes glanced at the ham sausage in his hand from time to time, looking cute and cute.
Cheng Cheng took a few handfuls of the cat’s soft, snow-white abdominal fur, broke the ham sausage in his hand into sections, and fed it into its mouth one by one.
Cheng Cheng’s heart was melted by cuteness in an instant. He reached out and took a few handfuls of the kitten’s soft belly, broke the ham sausage in his hand into small sections, and fed it to its mouth.
“Eat, eat,” he whispered to himself, “It’s a pity that I have no money now. I will ask another clingy big cat to buy you delicious cans later.”
As soon as he finished speaking, a sudden sound of brakes sounded in his ears.
Wei Zhi rushed out of the car cold, without even covering his legs with a blanket.
His face was as pale as paper, and his eyes were covered with red bloodshot eyes. With the fear of the rest of his life and the gloom that had not yet dissipated, he stared at Cheng Cheng who was squatting on the roadside feeding the cat.
Wherever there is any illegal car driver, wherever there is any trouble, he is here in good order, even playing with the cat leisurely.
The joy of being reborn after the disaster and the anger of being deceived were instantly intertwined, severely impacting Wei Zhi’s nerves.
He said nothing, controlled the wheelchair, and slowly approached Cheng Cheng.
The night wind carried a chill, making his thin shirt rustle, but he didn’t feel the cold at all. He only felt that the blood in his body was boiling. His nerves on the verge of collapse had not yet fully regained their senses, and the surging emotions in his heart almost swallowed him up.
Wei Zhi sat in the cold wind and quietly watched Cheng Cheng interact with the stray cats.
Cheng Cheng turned around as if sensing something, stood up and waved: “Brother Wei!”
With a gloomy expression, Wei Zhi maneuvered the wheelchair close to him alone. He felt that his body was still in pain, and his nerves, which were on the verge of collapse, had not yet regained their original sanity.
“What did you call me on the phone?”
Cheng Cheng looked at Wei Zhi, the gloomy and defeated look on his face had not yet dissipated.He sensed something was wrong with him and realized that he might have really angered Wei Zhi.
“Nothing.”He said bravely, “I thought I saw your car when I came out of the convenience store, so I wanted to give you a call…”
“Don’t lie to me next time.”Wei Zhi suddenly interrupted him, stretched out his hand, and hugged Cheng Cheng suddenly.
His strength was very strong, almost with a bit of brute force, and he held Cheng Cheng tightly. His face was buried tightly in his chest through the thick down jacket. Listening to his powerful heartbeat was like a tranquilizer, which gradually calmed Wei Zhi’s trembling body.
The sobs collided with the pounding of the heart.
Cheng Cheng’s heart skipped a beat.Wei Zhi seemed to be crying…
Really… clingy and crying.
He gently raised his hand and patted Wei Zhi on the back: “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to lie to you, it was just… I saw your car and wanted to tease you.”
Wei Zhi said nothing, but held him tighter, as if he wanted to embed him in his own flesh and blood.
The sobs gradually subsided, but he still didn’t let go of his hand. He buried his face in Cheng Cheng’s chest, greedily absorbing the warmth and breath from his body.
Cheng Cheng touched his shoulder, pulled open his down jacket, and wrapped him in his arms: “Are you cold? You are wearing so thin.”
After a while, Wei Zhi finally spoke in a dull voice, with a strong nasal sound: “I thought… I thought something happened to you.”
When he thought of the struggling sounds on the phone, and the final busy tone, his body couldn’t help but start to tremble again, and the pain of spasm in his calves spread throughout his body.
Suddenly, his calf twitched violently. The violent spasm made cold sweat break out on his forehead, and the wheelchair shook slightly.
He gritted his teeth and secretly held his calf with his left hand, holding back the heartbreaking pain, not wanting Cheng Cheng to see his embarrassment.
“I was wrong,” Cheng Cheng felt even more guilty, “I shouldn’t have joked about this kind of thing.”
Wei Zhi finally let go of him and raised his head. The red bloodshot eyes were still clear, and there were still tears on his cheeks. He looked embarrassed and fragile.
He stretched out his hand and gently touched Cheng Cheng’s cheek with his fingertips. His movements were too gentle to be true, but the paranoia in his eyes did not diminish at all: “Xiao Cheng, don’t leave me, and don’t lie to me.No matter where you want to go or what you want to do, tell me and don’t let me find you.”
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The author has something to say: Come on, it will be updated tomorrow, and the little cuties will come to support it.
Boss Wei, who has just recovered from a serious illness and wants to have sex with his wife: Damn it, my wife wants to study
Xiaocheng (of course): The world is vast, and learning is the most important
Banxia novel, a lot of fun