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    Chapter 74 Chapter 74 The heart will give the answer, I love you…

    “You don’t really think you two don’t love each other, do you?”

    “That’s not true.”

    After hearing this, Xu Zheng clicked his tongue again, “I’ll just say…”

    But before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by the second half of Shen Li’s sentence, “It’s just that I don’t love Gu Yunzhao, but he does love me.”

    “Oh, I don’t love her. I don’t love her so much that I want to live with her for the rest of my life.”

    Thinking of Gu Yunzhao showing off to him countless times throughout his life, Xu Zheng almost laughed out loud when he heard what Shen Li said. He asked him speechlessly, “Can you tell me first, where did you get the feeling that you don’t love Gu Yunzhao.”

    “Do you need a reason not to love?” Shen Li was also puzzled. After a pause, he asked him blankly, “Isn’t love something that can be answered from the heart?”

    Shen Li clearly remembered whether it was the psychiatrist or Gu Yunzhao before.They all told him that when love comes, the heart will automatically give the answer.But his heart never said he loved Gu Yunzhao.

    Xu Zheng glanced at him again. Shen Li felt that his eyes were full of emotions, but roughly speaking, it probably meant more of disgust and speechlessness.

    “Quickly ask and answer a few questions.” Xu Zheng said, “Don’t think too much. Give me the answers immediately after you finish asking.”

    “Just ask.”

    “What do you like to eat?”

    Although Shen Li didn’t know what he meant, he still answered honestly, “If you’re not picky about food, anything will do.”

    Xu Zheng asked him again, “What is your favorite color?”

    “Black, what’s the point of asking these questions?” Shen Li was already a little impatient. His relationship with Xu Zheng hadn’t reached a point where they could share their personal hobbies.

    “Last question.” Xu Zheng spoke very quickly. His first few questions were originally intended to relax Shen Li’s heart. The last question was the real purpose of quick questions and quick answers. “Are you willing to spend the rest of your life with Gu Yunzhao?”

    “I do.” Shen Li didn’t need to think too much and answered without hesitation.He has answered this question many times with different people, but the answer is the same every time, and this time is no exception.

    He is willing to live with Gu Yunzhao for the rest of his life and be together forever.

    “Then you said you don’t love him.” Xu Zheng looked at him with an even more undisguised look of disgust, and his expression was full of wanting to throw him out, “Brother, do you know? The prerequisite for us humans to be together forever is love. If you are not a human being, then just pretend that I didn’t say it.”

    “That’s different.” Shen Li has a self-consistent logic about relationships and life.Of course he was willing to be with Gu Yunzhao for the rest of his life. This was something he had decided a long time ago, but he also firmly believed that it had nothing to do with love.

    “I am willing to be with Gu Yunzhao forever because I like him, but liking is not love.” Shen Li remembered what Gu Yunzhao taught him clearly about the definitions of like and love.

    After listening to his weird logical explanation, Xu Zheng wanted to beat him out.Shen Li is not trying to understand love or not at all, it is purely self-hypnosis.

    “It’s because of your self-hypnosis that you have regarded not loving Gu Yunzhao as a prerequisite for all your relationships, so you have ignored the details and all the throbbings in the relationship.” Xu Zheng really couldn’t think of anyone who could even lie to his own feelings. After holding on for a long time, he still couldn’t help but give Shen Li a thumbs up, “I’ve seen people who deceive other people’s hearts, but even my own heart can’t be deceived.Liar, you are really the first.You just told me that liking and love are different.What is the boundary between liking and loving?Student Shen, you have to understand one thing first. The boundary between liking and loving only applies to creatures that are not partners.When it comes to relationships, there is essentially no difference between liking and loving.”

    “I… lied to myself?”

    He had confirmed a long time ago that he liked Gu Yunzhao. If there was no difference between liking and loving, wouldn’t it mean that he had fallen in love with Gu Yunzhao a long time ago, but he had never discovered it.

    Shen Li was completely shocked by this theory, and his mind went blank, like a rusty bearing, unable to rotate at all, and unable to provide the ability to think at all.

    “How is this possible?” Shen Li muttered to himself in confusion, “My heart didn’t speak.”

    The doctor has clearly said that when you truly fall in love with someone, there is no need to think or doubt, the heartbeat will give the most firm answer.But when he stayed with Gu Yunzhao, he never felt his heartbeat fluctuate.

    “Gu Yunzhao also told me before that my feelings for him are only indistinguishable love and dependence, which is why he is unwilling to establish a relationship with me and fall in love.” Shen Li subconsciously pulled out what Gu Yunzhao said and read it again. He didn’t know whether he wanted to persuade Xu Zheng or Xu Zheng to help him refute this sentence.

    Xu Zheng really couldn’t hide his expression this time. He rolled his eyes rudely and choked him back with one sentence, “Have you never been in love or liked someone before? Gu Yunzhao, a theoretical god of war who still has his first love, can only deceive an innocent little boy like you.”

    “Huh?”

    Shen Li was stunned. What is the theoretical god of war whose first love is still there?

    “You don’t know?” Xu Zheng sneered, “Then you two are indeed a perfect match. A fool deceives the other, who is even more stupid. If one dares to say something, the other dares to believe it.”

    Xu Zheng really admired these two people. When he heard Gu Yunzhao talk about the pain in relationships, he thought it was really a secret love.With sympathy for others, Xu Zheng spent countless nights trying to come up with ideas for him on how to chase people. He even helped to pretend that the position on Shen Li’s watch was fake.

    It turned out that these two people were already in love with each other, but no one knew it.If one of them thought of asking someone for help outside the court, their honeymoon would probably be over.

    But after feeling disgusted, Xu Zheng inevitably felt a little envious in his heart.

    Unlike me, although these two are stupid, their love is true and cannot be truer.Even if no one helps them figure it out, sooner or later they will figure it out themselves.

    Perhaps influenced by the thoughts in his heart, when Xu Zheng spoke again, his tone was much softer than before, even with a hint of enlightenment and persuasion, “Love is not necessarily earth-shattering, it may just be a moment in life. Love at first sight is love, hatred in the sea is love, and long-lasting love is also love.”

    He said to Shen Li with a hint of envy in his words, “Actually, when you are willing to be with Gu Yunzhao forever, your heart has already given you a hint.”

    “Is this love?”

    “Otherwise? Then are you willing to spend the rest of your life with me?”

    “I don’t want to.” Shen Li shook his head faster than anyone else. He was unwilling to spend his whole life with anyone except Gu Yunzhao.

    Xu Zheng: “It’s okay, you see, you know it yourself. Gu Yunzhao is not a multiple-choice question for you at all. He is the only correct answer you set for yourself in the fill-in-the-blank questions in life. When it comes to the behavior your lover wants to do, you subconsciously chose him, right?”

    Shen Li still frowned and couldn’t help but sigh, “But my relationship with him is completely different. I can’t always be as kind to me as he is. I can’t give him positive feedback and help him. I drag him down to worry about me all the time, and I can’t give him anything in return…”

    Xu Zheng interrupted him before he finished listening, “Have you ever heard a very popular saying?”

    Shen Li: “What?”

    “Love is a constant feeling of debt.” Xu Zheng was rarely so serious and said to him with some sincerity, “Shen Li, don’t regard love and dedication as a burden and responsibility on yourself. Relationships are not a business that requires consideration of profits and losses. You are too young now. There is no need to force yourself to give more than Gu Yunzhao before you can say you love him. To love someone, you only need to do your best, not perfection.”

    Shen Li blinked his eyes, and his brain was thinking about what Xu Zheng said.When he reacted, his heart suddenly jumped, as if it was about to burst out of his chest, and even his breathing became urgent.

    He didn’t expect that the answer had already been written in front of him, but he was blinded and deceived himself, so he couldn’t see anything.

    After a brief shock, the surprise swept through his body like water, making Shen Li’s whole heart feel like it was soaked in warm water, so comfortable that he wanted to cry.

    Does he love Gu Yunzhao?

    Yes, he loves Gu Yunzhao.

    Shen Li’s eyebrows suddenly curved, and even the small mole on the side of his neck became vivid with the speed of blood flow.He said thank you to Xu Zheng seriously, stood up and ran away without even looking at Xu Zheng’s reaction.

    Like a light butterfly, it rushes towards the first ray of spring sunshine in his life.

    “Xu Zheng, thank you, but I have something to tell Gu Yunzhao now. It’s very urgent. We can talk later.”

    Xu Zheng, who was behind him, was slightly startled by the thank you. After a pause, he said softly, “Bless you all.”

    Gu Yunzhao was looking at his mobile phone in the corridor outside the door. He did not work overtime today, so he could only deal with the accumulated work through the screen.

    While Shen Li and Xu Zheng were chatting, he planned to arrange things more clearly to avoid problems when doing things there.The time has come to close the net, and we must not fail at this moment.

    It was at this moment that Shen Li threw herself into his arms.

    “Are you done talking?”

    After you have the answer and then look at the question, everything seems to be solved.Shen Li had never seen it so clearly. Just now, Gu Yunzhao was still explaining things with a cold face and a low voice. After he rushed over, he immediately changed to a gentle and tired expression.

    Shen Li thought, so happy, very, very happy.When I love someone, and they happen to love me, that should be the best thing in the world.

    “We’re done talking.” Shen Li’s eyes were bright. He wanted to share his current full happiness with Gu Yunzhao, so he held Gu Yunzhao’s face, stood on tiptoes and kissed him on the lips. “Gu Yunzhao, I love you.” He said, “My heart told me, I love you, I love you very much.”

    “I know.” Gu Yunzhao subconsciously chased his soft lips and replied habitually after hearing Shen Li’s words.It was only after he regained consciousness that he realized what Shen Li had just said.

    “Xiao Li, you said you… love me?” It was rare for Gu Yunzhao to have such a blank expression.Seeing this, Shen Li couldn’t help but smile, “Yes, I love you.”

    “Am I dreaming?”

    “No.” Shen Li held Gu Yunzhao’s face and looked into his eyes, and said again and again, “Brother Yunzhao, I love you.”

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