The Real Young Master Wants To Get Married First When He Returns Home Chapter 71

Chapter 71 Chapter 71 Gu Yunzhao, please teach me

Autumn in City A came quietly, and the end of summer vacation was already in autumn.The room where no one spoke was silent for a moment, with only the ticking of the clock and the traditional sound of the wind passing by.

Shen Li opened the window for ventilation. At this time, the cool night breeze was blowing into the house from the balcony window.

But the cool breeze could not dissipate the steaming smell of alcohol in the room, nor could it dissipate the drunken but fiery eyes of Gu Yunzhao.

“Xiao Li.”

Gu Yunzhao, who didn’t get an answer, stared at him reluctantly and asked the same question again.

It seemed that if Shen Li didn’t give him an answer today, he would not give up.

Gu Yunzhao’s eyes were so aggressive that Shen Li felt like his back was numb as he was being stared at, like a prey being stared at by some large wild carnivore. His skin was licked with appetizing eyes, wanting to devour him at any time.

The brain that had been unable to move completely shut down at this moment. It was Gu Yunzhao who was obviously drunk, but Shen Li felt at this moment that he seemed to have been infected by his drunkenness, and that he was the drunk one.

Otherwise, why is it that now his brain seems to have turned into a pool of slime without will, and he can’t think of any answers.

Whether it was perfunctory or sincere, he looked into Gu Yunzhao’s eyes and opened his mouth but couldn’t say a word.

“Answer me.”

Gu Yunzhao was very determined not to give up, even because Shen Li delayed for too long.He changed his posture from just relaxing on the sofa.Two hands pinched Shen Li’s waist to control him from escaping his questioning, and his upper body leaned forward to stare into Shen Li’s eyes.

“Gu Yunzhao.” Shen Li couldn’t answer at all, so she could only press her hands on his chest and push him out.A pair of beautiful round eyes were wider than usual, and the eyelashes were trembling because of the owner’s restless thoughts.

Shen Li stared at him with eyes that were almost begging for mercy, “Are you drunk?”

He hoped that Gu Yunzhao was really drunk so that he could coax him to sleep instead of asking himself whether he loved her or not.

Gu Yunzhao’s eyes have always been beautiful. They are not standard peach blossom eyes, but there is a small light-colored mole at the end of his eye.His eyes were not red with drunkenness, and when they looked at each other, his thin eyelids lifted up to reveal his pupils.

Shen Li’s heart suddenly jumped, and he realized that Gu Yunzhao’s eye color was a very gray black.If most people’s pupils are not completely black, they will have a bit of amber brown mixed in, but Gu Yunzhao’s is a gray tone.

Normally it is difficult to tell the difference between black and gray within social distance, but now I am being watched by such a pair of eyes.Shen Li’s attention wandered inappropriately. In such a tense moment, he sank uncontrollably into the gray sea and couldn’t extricate himself. Even his breathing seemed to be entangled.

He swallowed unconsciously, “Gu Yunzhao…”

“Huh?” Gu Yunzhao leaned closer, and Shen Li could see the trembling arc of the eyelashes raised at the end of his eyes when he lowered his head.

Like a butterfly fluttering its wings, Shen Li’s heart seemed to be lightly swept by the butterfly’s wings, and she couldn’t help but shrink.

Shen Li’s perfunctory words were swept away by butterfly wings again.

Sex makes the mind faint.

After coming back to his senses, Shen Li cursed himself again secretly.

He was obviously trying to coax Gu Yunzhao to sleep, but he ended up staring at other people’s eyes or eyelashes.

He closed his eyes tightly, determined to coax Gu Yunzhao to sleep first no matter what.

It’s too difficult to decide whether you love her or not. If you ask her sincerely, he can’t answer it now.

A familiar hand went up his back and pinched the back of his neck.The warmth that was so comforting in the past is like a flame today, causing a burning sensation wherever it touches.

“Xiao Li.” Something soft and furry rubbed against his face.

Shen Li opened his eyes and saw Gu Yunzhao very close at hand.What’s soft is his face, what’s furry is his hair.

Like rhubarb… He couldn’t help but reach out and touch Gu Yunzhao’s hair.His meticulous hair style had long been messed up while working, so Shen Li inserted her fingers into his hair and gently twisted it a few times.

Very soft.An old man once said that people with soft hair often have hard ears.

But Gu Yunzhao never showed this side in front of him.No matter what he wanted to do, at most just grind it out a few times, Gu Yunzhao would always agree and then silently smooth things over for him.

The determination that had just been made was like a spark that was extinguished. With a sneer, only a wisp of smoke remained.In an instant, it flew into the sky and disappeared again.

The word “love” weighed more than a thousand pounds when pressed on his lips. Shen Li was so heavy that he could not open his mouth and spit out the word no matter what.

He couldn’t deceive Gu Yunzhao.

“Do I have to ask today?”

“Can’t you give me an answer?”

“I’m sorry.” Shen Li said these words with difficulty, as if he dug out a piece of meat from his heart and stuffed it into Gu Yunzhao’s hand.But he also knew that this answer was tantamount to digging a piece out of Gu Yunzhao’s heart at the same time.

Silence became the best answer for both of them.

“I don’t understand.” Gu Yunzhao spoke very softly, “Shen Li, I don’t understand you.”

“It seems that no matter what I do, I can’t move you. I thought it was good for you. I would make up for everything the Shen family owed you. If I gave you my heart, I could get your sincerity. But whether it’s good or not, it doesn’t seem to affect your escape from marriage, or your not loving me.”

“Shen Li, can you teach me what to do to make you fall in love with me?”

Not to mention that Gu Yunzhao didn’t understand, in fact, Shen Li himself didn’t understand himself that well.As he said, Gu Yunzhao was far more kind to him than anyone he had met in the past eighteen years.

“Gu Yunzhao, you drank too much.”

“Maybe.”

“Shall we go to bed?” Shen Li lowered his eyes to avoid his gaze and buried his head in his arms, “Gu Yunzhao, let’s go to bed.”

Gu Yunzhao was silent for a while, “Okay.”

Alcohol will blur people’s consciousness, and drunk people are definitely the group with the best sleep quality in the world.

But Shen Li was not drunk, so he couldn’t sleep.The question just now wrapped his heart tightly like layers of threads, and wrapped them tightly layer by layer, making him unable to breathe while lying on the bed, as if he was on a plateau.

He turned sideways and stared at Gu Yunzhao, tracing his sleeping face through the air.

“Brother Yunzhao, are you asleep?” Shen Li’s voice was very low. He rarely used this title, but in fact, in his heart, it was the most common one.

He has parents but is not as good as an orphan; having an older brother is not as good as having none at all.

Apart from his grandmother, the only person he has the closest relationship with is the rhubarb he picked up for himself.

All the unsaid thoughts were given to the rhubarb and the tree at the door.

Until Gu Yunzhao was sent into his world, this was the second family member sent to him by God. He was the brother, father and husband he chose for himself.

Shen Li couldn’t explain his feelings for Gu Yunzhao. All his emotions were too complicated, and his already ignorant mind was like a pot of boiling water poured on the vast snowfield, poured into the heavy snow, leaving no trace except for the wisp of white smoke.

Gu Yunzhao gave him too much affection, unreserved love and affirmation, and tried his best to support and protect him.

But the bit of sincerity he tried his best to show disappeared when exposed to sunlight, leaving only a few watermarks that dried up in an instant.

He couldn’t help but reached out and touched Gu Yunzhao’s hair again. It still felt the same as before, soft and smelled of the shampoo shared by the two of them, which was the same smell as his own.

Shen Li couldn’t sleep, so he climbed up and walked around the bed to pick up the clothes Gu Yunzhao had taken off.

There were no lights in the room, so he took advantage of the moonlight that shone in and searched for a long time before he found the lighter and cigarette case.

The floor-to-ceiling windows on the balcony separated the distance between the outside and the inside of the house. The wind from the upper floors was strong, whizzing past Shen Li’s ears.

Shen Li took a few steps on the balcony, and he seemed to feel what Gu Yunzhao felt when he was smoking here that day.Because I don’t know how to calm down, my thoughts are frozen, and I can only rely on the sound of wind to blow away the white fog in my mind.

He followed the example of Gu Yunzhao in his impression, held the cigarette in his mouth and tried to light it, but the flame of the windproof lighter did not light up the cigarette in his folded palm for a long time.

“That’s not how cigarettes are lit.”

A deep voice sounded from behind him, followed by the coat draped over his shoulders and the man’s warm embrace.

Gu Yunzhao hugged him from behind, holding a lighter in one hand and a cigarette in the other.

“Breathe in.”

The cigarette was lit, Shen Li took a puff subconsciously, and immediately choked on the unfamiliar smell.

“Why should a child learn to smoke?” Gu Yunzhao calmed his breath for him, and he took the cigarette and held it between his fingers.

“I think.” Shen Li was a little unconvinced by his performance. He turned around in Gu Yunzhao’s arms and came to look at him to ask for help. “Let me take another breath and try.”

“No.”

Gu Yunzhao put the cigarette into his mouth, and the smoke turned into a white circle and spit out from his mouth, landing in front of Shen Li.

Shen Li was choked again.

Gu Yunzhao calmed down for him again, and then directly put out the cigarette.

“Smoking like me?”

“No.” Shen Li was reluctant to admit it. He didn’t want to confess his nagging boyish worries, so he simply refused to admit anything.

Fortunately, Gu Yunzhao didn’t ask any more questions.

“Can’t sleep?”

“Can’t sleep.”

“Because of me?”

Shen Li nodded, then shook his head, “Because of myself.”

“Why?”

Shen Li didn’t answer. He didn’t know what to say. His evasive eyes looked across Gu Yunzhao from the balcony to the house.

The living room is covered with soft handmade carpets, which Gu Yunzhao arranged for someone to cover the entire floor after Shen Li fell once in the corridor.Not just inside the house, but also in the hallway.

I even hired someone to wrap the edges of the furniture in the house with foam anti-collision corners, just in case he fell again.

The apartment was originally decorated in a cold modern style, but now it is decorated with carpets and bumpers to give it a nondescript look.

Shen Li suddenly thought that Gu Yunzhao’s love had always been very good.The way he treats people well is not limited to the extra real estate in his name, the large transfers in his bank card and the extra jewelry in his cabinet.His love has always been hidden in many, many places, surrounding people like warm water, always at the most comfortable temperature.

But I can’t do it myself.

Shen Li asked himself, the affection he could give was just such a small amount, just like the smoke Gu Yunzhao exhaled just now.

“Being with me seems really tiring. I’m not even sure about my own feelings. I can’t give you equal feelings. I can’t even say the word love.” Shen Li said with some confusion, “But I’m so selfish. Even though I know it’s unfair to you, I still want to be with you. Gu Yunzhao, please teach me, what should I do?”

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