The Real Young Master Wants To Get Married First When He Returns Home Chapter 59
byChapter 59 Chapter 59 Don’t you hate me?
Adult love is originally a long-term ambiguity of tugging and tugging, with everyone teasing each other tacitly until there is a result, or there is no result.
But Shen Li obviously hasn’t read through this set of adult love rules, and the straightforwardness of his words makes it difficult for Gu Yunzhao to resist.
The soft orange light in the room circulated between Shen Li’s beautiful brows. The petite cat was held in his hand and was now looking at it with him. It was equally indescribably well-behaved and docile.
Gu Yunzhao’s heart skipped a beat. He felt that sometimes there were disadvantages in having a wife who was too beautiful. He couldn’t even think of what he wanted to say under his wife’s gaze.
His Adam’s apple rolled and he swallowed, feeling that his three souls were flying and seven souls were floating under this gaze, and only a little bit of instinct was left urging him to reply quickly.
“Don’t I confess to you every day?” Gu Yunzhao replied in a low voice.
Shen Li blinked and understood the sentence, “So you want to fall in love with me?”
He asked very straightforwardly, giving Gu Yunzhao no chance to pull anything off.
Gu Yunzhao was stuck again in an instant. He couldn’t say a word from the draft he had just typed. His mind was agitated and he only thought about how to obey him.
But when he touched Shen Li’s crystal clear gaze, his originally hot heart suddenly became as cold as if someone poured a basin of ice water on it.
Shen Li’s eyes were soft, and the light cast a shadow on his long eyelashes, but beneath the shadow was an innocent look.
Yes, Shen Li asked him if he wanted to fall in love, not because he suddenly understood his heart and found that he had fallen in love with him, but he was young and ignorant.
He is ignorant, so whoever treats him well will have the illusion of love.
“No.” Thinking of this, Gu Yunzhao’s heart suddenly felt so sour that it was hard to describe, and he did not dare to think about it further.
He was also afraid that he would not be able to resist the temptation, so he could only rely on his willpower to suppress the thoughts that were swirling in his heart.He pursed his lips and forced himself to reluctantly reject Shen Li’s proposal, “We won’t talk about it.”
Those two words were bitten by him as if he were devouring blood and flesh, as if he had to peel off a layer of skin before he could barely speak them out.
“Why?” Shen Li didn’t expect and didn’t understand the reason for his rejection. His eyebrows were already frowning. He was obviously unhappy because of the rejection. “You don’t like me anymore?”
His understanding of feelings is too shallow. He can only understand that telling someone you like means confessing, and confessing means falling in love.
Many people had confessed to him in the past, but he didn’t like them, so he rejected them all.
But now that Gu Yunzhao has said it, he clearly wants to confess to him.Shen Li just thought about it carefully, and he wouldn’t hate it if Gu Yunzhao was in love.
What’s more, even if he has been hanging for so long, there should be a result.
Putting aside love or not, Gu Yunzhao is a perfect love partner.
That’s why he wanted to agree, so he took the initiative to ask Gu Yunzhao if he wanted to fall in love with him.
But Shen Li didn’t expect that when he agreed, Gu Yunzhao didn’t want to fall in love with him.
Based on Shen Li’s understanding of feelings, Gu Yunzhao didn’t want to fall in love with him just because he didn’t like him.
I’m very annoyed, indescribably annoying, and I feel like I can’t even see the world anymore.
Shen Li’s heart felt as if he had been thrown into a pot of boiling water and boiled with the boiling water. It was hot and uncomfortable.It’s uncomfortable to talk, it’s uncomfortable to breathe, it’s uncomfortable to do anything.
“You really don’t want to fall in love with me, right?” The light was still shining on his beautiful face, and his soft brows and eyes, which usually had a smile on his face, were now filled with a chill.
“Don’t talk about it.” Gu Yunzhao still shook his head, his attitude was very firm, and there was no possibility of giving in on this matter.
“Why?”
“You’re too young.” Gu Yunzhao also noticed his unhappy expression and explained to him softly, “You don’t quite understand what feelings are yet, and the word love is too strong. It would be irresponsible for you to take on this responsibility now. I can’t rely on my extra experience to seduce you or deceive you just because I live a few more years than you.”
Gu Yunzhao still wanted to break up the conversation and explain it clearly to him, at least not allowing Shen Li to misunderstand their love with emotions.When talking to him, he tried to keep his voice as soft as possible. Mr. Gu was the most gentle in his life.
“Of course I understand that you are in a lot of mood swings because of what happened in the past two days, so you will subconsciously seek external support, and no one in your native family can give you the right guidance and education. As the adult closest to you, you will subconsciously put your feelings towards your parents on me, and because you and I are not related by blood, in your understanding, you need to use love to respond to my feelings for you.”
In psychology, situations like Shen Li’s are common, especially in families that are unhappy due to the lack of parental roles.Gu Yunzhao had seen too many of these, and he had been feeling uneasy.If Shen Liruo simply hasn’t fallen in love with him yet, it would be really ruined if she transferred her feelings for her parents to him and regarded him as her father.
Because of this, Gu Yunzhao dared not respond to any of Shen Li’s proposals for love at this moment.
He will also be afraid that Shen Li will hate him when he grows up and truly understands his heart and understands what feelings are, so he has no choice but to wait.
“Xiao Li, how about we discuss this matter when you grow up?” Gu Yunzhao reached out to take Shen Li’s hand to comfort him, but he turned around and dodged him.
“Are you going to talk about your guardian theory again soon?” Shen Li raised his eyelids and looked at him expressionlessly. Just when he avoided Gu Yunzhao’s hand, he changed his posture and took the opportunity to hold the cat in his arms.
“You still think I’m a kid.”
Gu Yunzhao was speechless.
What Shen Li said was true. In his heart, Shen Li was indeed still a child.
“You are only eighteen years old.” Gu Yunzhao was silent for a long time, and finally could only say this.If Shen Li were a few years older, their age difference would be easy to tell.But Shen Li was only eighteen years old and had just reached adulthood.
“Xiao Li, I like you very much. I had a crush on you from the first moment we met, but I thought you were too young at that time. Later I checked your information and found that the birthday you reported to me was false. In fact, I was very happy when you were an adult…”
Gu Yunzhao spoke sincerely, but Shen Li didn’t want to hear more.
In his current view, all Gu Yunzhao’s current explanations are nothing but politeness and hypocritical deception.
He was too bored to listen and couldn’t understand the social rhetoric of these adults.
He understood Gu Yunzhao’s concerns. They just felt that he was too young and not someone capable of falling in love.
I was nice to him before, liked him, and just wanted to have some fun.After all, he is good-looking, and it is easy to keep him as a doll and watch and play with him.
But now that the baby is forcing the palace to ask for status, Gu Yunzhao is not willing to give it.
What else are you talking about?
Shen Li felt uncomfortable and became extreme when thinking. He also speculated on what Gu Yunzhao said in the past according to his own thoughts.
Maybe the guardian theory was just to perfunctory him and make him willing to stay with Gu Yunzhao and play with him.
Just like that sister in the village before, she was young and beautiful, and when she didn’t get enough food, the man would chase after her.When I get married in the future, I will immediately change from white moonlight to white rice.
When he took advantage of Gu Yunzhao before, Gu Yunzhao had a very good attitude and said that we can fall in love when you understand what feelings are.
As a result, I didn’t take advantage during this period, and my attitude immediately began to change.
Hum.Shen Li thought to himself that Gu Yunzhao was not as good as that man. He couldn’t even cheat for a while and quit immediately when he saw that he couldn’t get enough to eat.
Why wait until he is willing to be together? Wait until he is willing to put her in bed and then dump her!
Scumbag!
Shen Li didn’t want to say anything at all, he just hugged the cat into his arms, turned around and left, “Then it’s up to you.”
Love to talk or not.Shen Li thought as he walked, it’s not me begging to talk to you. Gu Yunzhao, if you don’t kneel down and sign the guarantee letter to beg me, don’t dream of talking to me.
Gu Yunzhao didn’t know why he suddenly became so angry, but he also understood that if he ran away now, he might not be able to talk to him in the next few days.
He hurriedly caught up with him and held Shen Li’s hand to prevent him from leaving.
“Let go.” Shen Li was still losing his temper and didn’t want to pay attention to him.
“Not loose.”
Gu Yunzhao spent some effort to suppress the child, trapping him in his arms and preventing him from moving casually.
“Xiao Li, please listen to me first, okay?”
“I don’t want to hear it.” Shen Li looked at him seriously, “Gu Yunzhao, I know what you want to say to me. It’s just your guardian theory. You think I’m too young, I don’t understand emotions and can’t be responsible for my own life, and I think everything I talk to you is impulsive.”
Shen Li is very smart, he just doesn’t understand emotions that well, but people who have been struggling with life since childhood are the best at observing words and emotions.
“Gu Yunzhao, you are not doing my best.” His eyebrows were cold, “You just look down on me.”
“Because you look down on me, any thoughts I have are not important. I am just a beautiful but useless vase in your heart. You are protecting me in your own way and trying to put me up, but have you ever asked me?”
It was the first time that Gu Yunzhao saw him in this posture. Shen Li was beautiful in the past, but she was elegant and dignified without any aggression.Like the hidden knife hidden in the arms of ladies in the past, the flexible curves are decorated with gems.But at this moment, there was a chill in the corners of his eyes and brows, as sharp as a sword being drawn out of its sheath, and even the light shining on the ends of his eyes was a cold and cold light.
“Of course you don’t want to fall in love with me, because I have never been a person who can be treated as an equal in your heart and needs to be looked at equally.” Shen Li held his head high, like a proud swan, “It doesn’t matter, as long as I think highly of myself, I don’t care what you think, because you are not that important.”
“Xiao Li…”
Gu Yunzhao was speechless, his heart beating wildly.Shen Li’s words were like the bolt of lightning that split open his world. It was earth-shattering, and a single word caused huge waves.
Look down on Shen Li?no.
But does he really regard Shen Li as a vase that needs protection?The answer is yes.
Gu Yunzhao realized his arrogance belatedly. He always thought that he was inferior because of the age difference.But in fact, he was obviously proud of this, thinking that Shen Li must be ignorant at a young age and that he was a flower branch that needed to be pruned.
But Shen Li is a human being, an independent, independent, and smart person.
As soon as the thought came up, he realized how wrong he was.
“I’m sorry.” Gu Yunzhao murmured, but didn’t know what to say next.
“It’s okay.” Shen Li forgave him generously, “I’m going to sleep now, let me go.”
“Okay.”
Shen Li’s question just now was not because he wanted to get an answer. He had met too many people and could understand Gu Yunzhao’s arrogance.
In fact, he didn’t take it seriously.
If it hadn’t been for today’s conversation, he still wouldn’t have talked about it.
As he said, Gu Yunzhao is very important, but his opinion of himself is not that important, and this matter is not that important either.
Shen Li actually didn’t understand what was going on with Gu Yunzhao’s expression as if the sky was falling. After being let go, he raised his eyes and looked at him for a while, and then took the initiative to reach out and take Gu Yunzhao’s hand, silently sending a reconciliation signal.
“I can’t sleep without you, sleep with me.”
“Xiao Li, don’t you hate me?”
Shen Li shook his head, “I like you.”
Gu Yunzhao’s eyes moved slightly, he looked at him steadily for a while, and then he hugged him again.
“Shen Li, I’m sorry.”
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The author has something to say: I turned off the lights, but the room was still very bright. I looked around for the light source, and finally found that the light source was on the left side of my chest. It was not because my heart was bright, but because I had you in my heart. Baby, you are my light, you are my sun.
Banxia novel, a lot of fun