ATBWSTBP Chapter 28
by VolareJin Mo unfolded the letter and immediately recognized that it was indeed his brother’s handwriting.
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Little Mo:
I’m sorry! Do you resent your brother in your heart?
Don’t resent me, okay?
My heart is also full of apprehension, and I don’t know what the road ahead holds.
Sitting in this cramped bunk, I still can’t calm down, and I don’t know if doing this is right or wrong!
If you see this letter, I should be a little happy! At least it shows that you are looking for me!
You should have solved the mystery of the 3D painting I left behind, right?
After you see it, will you think your brother is perverted? Will you hate your brother? Will you think your brother is disgusting?
Little Mo, if… if you don’t have that kind of feeling for your brother, then don’t look for me anymore, let me live quietly alone.
I am a psychologically twisted person, and I can’t bear to watch you get married, have children, and live your own life. I will go crazy and do things that will hurt you.
Just for the sake of all the good I’ve done for you over the years, please don’t look for me anymore, let me give up on that hope, okay?
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Next, there were several lines of words that were written and then crossed out, which showed how chaotic Jin Baiyan’s thoughts were at that time.
Jin Mo held back his tears and turned to the other side.
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Little Mo, will you like your brother?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Probably not, right! Otherwise, how could you bear to ignore your brother for three years!
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Seeing this, Jin Mo burst into tears! His heart felt like it had been hit hard, and it was extremely painful.
During those three years, he didn’t ignore Jin Baiyan. He just acted coldly in front of Jin Baiyan. In fact, every week, he would sneak home from school and hide behind the flowerbed to secretly watch his brother!
His brother just didn’t know!
Jin Mo reached out and wiped his face, sniffed hard, picked up the letter, and continued reading.
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But your brother is still a little greedy, maybe Little Mo will like your brother!
Your brother’s world is very small, there’s only Little Mo.
Your brother still wants Little Mo to come find him because he likes him!
Your brother is also afraid that his illness will scare Little Mo, and after struggling for a long time, he finally wants to give himself a chance.
Little Mo, if… if you have even a trace of feeling for your brother, please grab me and find me, okay?
Little Mo, don’t give up on me, okay?
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After that, there were a few more lines that were crossed out.
Jin Mo held the letter up and squinted his eyes, identifying it little by little.
–Little Mo, you won’t know how much your brother loves you!
–Little Mo! I’m actually very scared, I…
–Please, find me, okay?
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This time, Jin Mo quickly deciphered the words under the crossed-out lines.
He took deep breaths at the letter to barely hold back his tears.
“Brother, you’re wrong, I knew it when you wrote this letter!”
“It’s you who doesn’t know how much I love you!”
“You wait, I will definitely find you!”
He sat on the bed for a full five minutes before he felt his emotions calm down a little.
He carefully folded the letter and put it in the envelope, and after confirming that it was correct, he stuffed it into his clothes pocket.
Walking out of the cabin, Xiao Feiwu and Xu Jiahao greeted him.
“Why did you go for so long?” Xu Jiahao asked.
“My brother left me a letter!”
Jin Mo patted his pocket, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were red, it was obvious that he had been crying.
“What did Baiyan write in the letter? Did he say where he went?” Xiao Feiwu asked closely.
Jin Mo shook his head and briefly summarized: “No, he just told me that if I don’t have that kind of feeling for him, let him live alone and don’t look for him. If I have feelings, then look for him and work hard to find him!”
Xu Jiahao laughed “hehe” twice.
“Jin Baiyan’s meaning is that either don’t look for him, or look for him hard. In other words, either give up on him or love him hard!”
Xiao Feiwu opened his mouth, speechless for a long time.
Jin Mo laughed.
“Yes, that’s what my brother means!”
The three stood for a while, and Captain Cao came over.
“Have you finished looking at Bai brother’s room?”
“Thank you, Captain Cao, I’ve finished!” Jin Mo bowed to Captain Cao.
“You’re welcome! Back then, if it weren’t for your brother, my ship would have been shut down long ago! This little thing is not worth mentioning!” Captain Cao took Jin Mo’s hand and said, “Your brother’s condition was not very good at the time, and I was also a little worried about him. If you have any news about him, can you tell me?”
“Okay! I’ll add you as a friend!” Jin Mo nodded, took out his phone, and opened WeChat.
After adding each other as friends, the three returned to the yacht.
“Captain Cao, then I won’t take up your time!” Jin Mo waved to Captain Cao at the bow of the ship, “See you later!”
Captain Cao also said, “See you later,” and then asked the helmsman to start the ship.
After saying goodbye to Captain Cao, the group sat in the yacht’s cabin to discuss their next course of action.
“My brother got off the boat in Yucheng, so let’s go to Yucheng first!” Jin Mo said, taking out a notebook from the side cabinet, “Yucheng is a Mountain City, sparsely populated. Sanatoriums, hospitals, and communities with the word ‘beauty’ in their names, Xu and I checked, there are eighty-three in total. Once we get there, we have to check them one by one.”
“First, check the sanatoriums, large and small, a total of thirteen,” Xu Jiahao added, “We have to check carefully, not just check whether there is a medical record for your brother.”
Jin Mo was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at Xu Jiahao, “Do you suspect that my brother changed his identity?”
“Yes! Think about it, if he still uses his original identity information to check in, as long as the social payment software connected to his ID card goes online, Zhao Chengxi’s side will be able to find out, then he will have nowhere to hide!”
Jin Mo frowned, “You’re right, my brother started contacting Captain Cao half a year ago, then he must have made perfect plans. It’s possible that he changed his identity and even arranged a series of life plans for the future.”
Xiao Feiwu listened as if he were listening to a heavenly book, barely keeping up.
“No, I just don’t understand, if Baiyan likes Little Mo, wouldn’t it be enough to just ask? Why make it so complicated?”
“If he likes him, he’ll stay. If he doesn’t like him, he’ll leave. Isn’t that great!”
Xiao Feiwu said, scratching his head hard.
Xu Jiahao stared at Xiao Feiwu for a long time, and finally spat out a sentence, “No wonder you’re twenty-eight and still don’t have a girlfriend!”
Xiao Feiwu bristled when he heard this.
“What does this have to do with whether I have a girlfriend or not?”
Jin Mo sat aside, smiling as he watched the two argue.
“Don’t you know that the more you like someone, the less you dare to ask? The more you love to the extreme, the more timid you become?”
Xiao Feiwu thought for a while and shook his head, “I don’t know!”
Xu Jiahao’s hand supporting his head slipped, and his head almost hit the table.
Xiao Ping and the others couldn’t help but laugh “hahaha.”
“Then you just haven’t liked anyone yet!” Xu Jiahao reached out and tapped Xiao Feiwu on the forehead, teasing with a smile, “Hey, what a pity, twenty-eight and never been in love!”
Xiao Feiwu’s forehead was poked, and his heart was also poked.
He turned his face slightly and muttered, “Who’s like you, with a lot of experience!”
Xu Jiahao choked in his throat. He wanted to refute, who has a lot of experience? Seeing everyone looking at him, he swallowed it back.
Getting back to the main topic, after assigning the tasks, the group set off for Yucheng.