ATBWSTBP Chapter 10

Chapter 10 The First Real Argument in My Life

Chapter 10 The First Real Argument in My Life

That time was the first real argument he ever had with his brother in his life.

Already on the verge of collapse, he was even more devastated by Jin Baiyan’s roar.

He pushed Jin Baiyan away with all his might.

“Get out!”

The moment the words left his mouth, they stabbed Jin Baiyan, who stumbled back a few steps, his face filled with shock.

“Xiao Mo, you…you want me to get out!” Jin Baiyan’s voice was hoarse and trembling, filled with disbelief.

At that time, Jin Mo, who had already lost his mind, did not stop, even though he sensed Jin Baiyan’s sadness.

“Yes, I want you to get out! The further away, the better!”

“I don’t want to see you anymore, and I don’t want to hear you say another word!”

“You’re a liar!”

“From now on, don’t you ever bother with me again!”

“And I won’t pay attention to you either!”

“Get out! Get out! Get out!”

At that time, he was almost shouting at the top of his lungs.

Jin Mo’s mind replayed the scene of Jin Baiyan at that time.

After being yelled at by him, Jin Baiyan seemed to have been struck by lightning, his whole body went limp, and he fell to the ground. The huge stimulation caused the last trace of color to fade from his face, as pale as a paper doll.

His body trembled non-stop, his hands clutching the ground tightly, his eyes looking at Jin Mo like a abandoned puppy.

He kept saying, “Xiao Mo…, why…why is this? Why…are you like this? Don’t you…want your brother anymore?”

“No, no! I don’t want a brother anymore, ever!” Jin Mo roared like a madman.

“No, you can’t not want your brother!” Jin Baiyan suddenly got up from the ground and staggered towards Jin Mo, wanting to pull him into his arms.

Thinking of this, Jin Mo’s tears flowed “Wow”!

Jin Baiyan lunged at him, wanting to pull him into his arms, but what did he do at that time!

He pushed Jin Baiyan away with almost all his strength.

The force was so great that Jin Baiyan hit the artificial mountain beside him.

That mountain was full of sharp edges, and he had once said to Jin Baiyan with a smile that he should avoid it when walking in the future.

Now, he actually pushed his brother onto the artificial mountain with his own hands!

To this day, he still clearly remembered the look of pain that appeared on Jin Baiyan’s face when he hit it!

He also remembered that he felt a pang of heartache at that time!

However, that pang of heartache was quickly buried by the gushing anger.

“Jin Baiyan, from now on, you are no longer my brother, and I don’t want you to bother with me! You go and get engaged, and I’ll go find my boyfriend, we’ll go our separate ways!”

After saying that, he ran wildly towards the school gate.

Jin Baiyan was stunned for a moment, then ran out after him.

Then, his memory stopped at the moment he was hit by the car.

He didn’t know if he would die, so his first reaction after landing was to turn his head and look towards the school gate, he wanted to take one more look at his brother.

As a result, he saw Jin Baiyan, who was so frightened that he fell to the ground.

At that moment, there was only one thought in his mind.

“Brother, I’m sorry! I was willful! The words I said before were not sincere!”

Waking up was a month later!

Jin Baiyan and Pei Qingqing’s engagement banquet had long ended!

He didn’t ask what the scene was like, and he didn’t want to ask, subconsciously avoiding it extremely.

He only knew that Pei Qingqing had gone abroad, a few days after the engagement banquet!

It seemed that the bomb between him and Jin Baiyan had left!

He stayed in the hospital for another two months, and Butler Jin had been taking care of him since he woke up.

Jin Baiyan always appeared after he fell asleep.

Every time, he pretended to be asleep, and then quietly listened to Jin Baiyan and Butler Jin explaining various precautions.

He also heard Butler Jin ask, “Baiyan, aren’t you waiting for Xiao Mo to wake up before you leave?”

His brother was silent for a long time before saying, “No, Xiao Mo…doesn’t want to see me! He needs to recuperate now and can’t be stimulated.”

The decadence and frustration in his tone, as well as the faint sadness, he could still clearly feel at this moment.

At that time, he really wanted to open his eyes and say to his brother, “Brother, I’m sorry, the words I said were not sincere, I was just…just overwhelmed by jealousy and sadness!”

But he didn’t open his eyes, because he really did still resent Jin Baiyan in his heart.

Especially when he thought that his brother was already someone else’s fiancé, he was filled with irritability and anger, as well as a deep sense of abandonment.

For those three years, he had been avoiding Jin Baiyan, and Jin Baiyan was also very understanding, he would no longer go to school to find him as he used to, nor would he call him several times a day to ask him what he was doing, and WeChat was also silent!

If he didn’t take the initiative to call, didn’t take the initiative to send WeChat messages, and didn’t take the initiative to find Jin Baiyan, perhaps they wouldn’t have any contact for three years.

He had always blamed Jin Baiyan for being even more ruthless than him, but he didn’t expect that his brother was sick in a place he couldn’t see!

And he was still immersed in his own emotions, unable to extricate himself!

Jin Mo couldn’t help but want to slap himself a few times!

Jin Huaiyang was right, he was a heartless bastard.

When he was three years old, Jin Baiyan took him out of the Little Mo’s Orphanage, and from then until the break-up, for sixteen years, Jin Baiyan really treated him like a treasure.

He, the adopted son of a butler, was even more of a young master than the Jin family’s young master!

But he actually turned around and hurt the person who had taken care of him to such an extent!

He really deserved to die!

Jin Mo was already sobbing!

He watched the following videos almost crying!

Jin Baiyan in the video was terrifying, very scary, really like a mental patient!

But Jin Mo didn’t find it scary at all, he only felt heartache!

Regret, like a poisonous snake, was entrenched in his heart.

He was the one who hurt his brother! Hurt the only person in this world who was truly good to him!

Now, in order not to hurt him, Jin Baiyan hid himself again!

It was all his fault!

He was the one who told Jin Baiyan to get out, he was the one who didn’t want Jin Baiyan to bother with him anymore, he was the one who didn’t want to see Jin Baiyan anymore, now that’s great, Jin Baiyan completely fulfilled his wish!

Jin Mo turned off the video, put it on the table, walked to the window, looked at the night view outside, and sighed.

Okay! Brother, you’re ruthless!

You fulfilled my wish, got out, and don’t want to come back, then I can only go and find you myself!

This time, I must tell you that none of the words I said that day were sincere!

I don’t want you to get out!

I also want you to always bother with me!

I also want to see you every day!

Most importantly, I want to tell you that I was angry because I didn’t want you to get engaged to Pei Qingqing!

Because I was jealous!

Because deep down, I have a strong possessiveness towards you!

If I tell you the truth, wouldn’t you run away again!

Jin Mo frowned, and his mouth also flattened.

Probably…not!

He comforted himself again.

Or, let’s see how it goes before deciding whether to say it or not!

Yes, yes, can’t use strong medicine right away, what if the old illness isn’t cured and a new one is scared out?

My brother is just a paper tiger!

He looks very cold, but his heart is actually very soft!

Unlike me, who looks like a little lamb, but is actually a ruthless wolf!

Hehe!

Jin Mo smiled at his reflection in the window.

Brother, where are you! I～miss you so much!

The sigh mixed with murmurs filled the huge room, seeming so illusory.

His heart contracted in bursts, and he couldn’t help but raise his hand to hold it!