FCY Chapter 16

I was wrong.

But even if it’s different, what can I do? I’m still my brother’s boyfriend, it’s just starting from scratch. What’s so difficult about that? Luo Yan convinced himself word by word, argued for Cen Xi, and vented his anger for himself. Finally, he figured it out, stood up, pressed the button on the toilet, adjusted his state in the mirror, and walked out of the bathroom.

When Luo Yan walked out of the bathroom, Cen Xi had just finished packing his things and was sitting on his bed. He looked up at Luo Yan, “Did you eat something bad?”

“No.” Luo Yan shook his head and sat on his bed. Even though he had just figured it out, he still felt aggrieved when he saw Cen Xi.

There was a small aisle between the two, and neither of them spoke. The atmosphere was a bit strange, but not awkward at all.

Luo Yan turned his head away, not looking at Cen Xi, but Cen Xi kept staring at Luo Yan.

He seems to have cried, his eyes are red, Cen Xi thought. Luo Yan was born with a pair of flirtatious eyes, and there is a not-so-obvious mole at the corner of his eye. These slightly red eyes made Cen Xi feel distressed. Was my tone too serious just now? It doesn’t seem like it. I think I was pretty gentle just now. What’s wrong with him?

Cen Xi recalled the series of events that had just happened, but couldn’t find the reason. But he was sure that Luo Yan was angry with himself, crying because of himself, because Luo Yan had been calling himself “Cen Xi Ge” just now, instead of “brother.”

“I was wrong.” Cen Xi took the initiative to hug Luo Yan, “I’m sorry, Yan Bao, can you tell me, where did I make you unhappy? Tell me, I will definitely correct it.”

“I’m your boyfriend.” Luo Yan muttered softly.

Although the voice was small, it didn’t prevent Cen Xi from hearing it, “Yes, you are my boyfriend.”

“So, why don’t you care more about your boyfriend’s feelings, ignore your boyfriend’s feelings? Others can have resentment towards you, can’t your boyfriend have resentment towards you?” Luo Yan cried himself, and made Cen Xi stunned.

“I…I…I’m sorry.” Maybe everything was going too smoothly, and Luo Yan expressed his feelings too strongly, which led Cen Xi to naturally accept this relationship. It also led Cen Xi not to think from Luo Yan’s perspective. Others have so much resentment towards me, Luo Yan, as my boyfriend, should have resentment towards me that is not reduced but increased. And Luo Yan hid this resentment in the deepest part of his emotions, making it impossible to detect. In Luo Yan’s case, love is greater than resentment, but if this resentment is not resolved, the cracks in this relationship will deepen sooner or later. Luo Yan himself probably doesn’t know this truth yet.

“Yan Bao, from now on, I promise, from now on, I will definitely seriously consider your thoughts. Will you forgive me today?” Cen Xi hugged Luo Yan tightly, leaned on his shoulder, and said seriously, word by word.

Before Luo Yan could answer, a drop of hot tears fell on Cen Xi’s hand. “Dong,” Cen Xi’s heart ached again.

“Or, I’ll go now, I’ll go now and tell the coach, the manager, Wu Xinming, Wu Xinshen, that I want to compete with you for the position of captain, I want to be the captain, the captain of SY can only be me, do you think that’s okay?” Cen Xi was anxious, eagerly waiting for Luo Yan’s answer, even not waiting for a moment, hardened his heart, stopped hugging Luo Yan, and prepared to go downstairs to realize his lofty ambitions. Fortunately, Luo Yan stopped him.

“Brother, no need.” Luo Yan smiled through his tears, pulled Cen Xi in front of him, and hugged Cen Xi, “I actually think about it carefully, it’s not necessary for you to be this captain. I just feel aggrieved, it’s the kind of special, special grievance. I don’t want to be like this, but as soon as I see you, I can’t control this emotion.”

“I understand, I understand, it’s my fault, from now on, my first priority will definitely be you, never regret it.” Cen Xi lowered his head and kissed the tears on Luo Yan’s face, then deeply kissed Luo Yan’s lips. Yan Bao, I will work hard to be your boyfriend.