FCY Chapter 15
by VolareA Layer of Membrane (…)
A Layer of Membrane (…)
Cen Xi smiled helplessly and followed Luo Yan’s pace, sitting directly next to Luo Yan.
Luo Yan glared at Cen Xi fiercely and moved to the side. He moved one step, and Cen Xi followed one step. Gradually, Luo Yan sat on the edge of the sofa, with nowhere to move.
Hmph! Luo Yan turned around, directly facing Cen Xi with his back, leaving Cen Xi with a back view. Really, he doesn’t even know how to coax people. Sure enough, he’s changed.
Belated loss, belated awareness, only at this moment did Luo Yan realize that Cen Xi was different from before, and he couldn’t go back to the time when he could act as he pleased and wait for Cen Xi to coax him.
“You, don’t make yourself angry,” Cen Xi said awkwardly.
With just one sentence, Luo Yan’s heart felt even more sour. “Who’s angry! I’m not angry.”
Luo Yan clenched his phone, his eyes turned red despite his efforts, but he stubbornly held back his tears. There was already a layer of membrane between him and Cen Xi, and he didn’t know when it would break. On the surface, they were harmonious and still a couple, but with Cen Xi’s personality, who knew if he was only willing to accommodate him out of responsibility, knowing their past relationship? Luo Yan didn’t know and didn’t want to know.
“It’s not that I don’t want to be the captain, but given the team’s situation, you are more suitable. I know that Wu Xinming and Wu Xinshen, the two brothers, are only temporarily putting it down for your sake, but it will take some time for them to completely let go of their resentment towards me. All things considered, only you can and must be the captain for this team to get better and better.” Cen Xi analyzed the situation for Luo Yan from an objective standpoint. “So, little captain, don’t be angry, okay? Hmm?”
Then why don’t you care if I have any resentment in my heart? After hearing what Cen Xi said, Luo Yan felt even more aggrieved. Clearly, he was his boyfriend, he was his number one, but why did he put himself behind, considering the team, considering the state of Wu Xinming and Wu Xinshen, but not considering himself?
Luo Yan stared at his phone for a long time, and Cen Xi watched him for just as long.
Forget it, Luo Yan compromised, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and reconciled with himself. What Cen Xi said was right, it was just his own obsession acting up. He wanted Cen Xi to be the SY team captain, he wanted to go back to the past, but he couldn’t, Luo Yan thought.
“Let’s go, Cen Xi-ge, I’ll take you to the room.” Even so, Luo Yan didn’t want to share a room with Cen Xi. This was their previous agreement, and it was also Luo Yan’s possessiveness. No matter what, Luo Yan and Cen Xi had to be together forever and always be loving.
But in the end, only one person remembers the memories of two people, and only one person remembers the habits of two people. In the end, cracks will more or less appear in the relationship between two people.
Cen Xi picked up his suitcase and followed Luo Yan upstairs, entering Luo Yan’s room.
The room wasn’t particularly tidy or particularly messy. In the middle were two beds, one bed with obvious signs of sleeping on it, and the other bed piled with some clothes.
Luo Yan walked over unhurriedly and threw the clothes into the laundry basket. “This is your bed.”
Then, Luo Yan walked to the closet. One closet, two compartments, both filled with Luo Yan’s clothes. Luo Yan roughly threw the clothes from one compartment into the other, no matter how messy it was inside, as if venting his anger. “You can put your clothes here. I’m going to the bathroom.”
In the past, this action of Luo Yan’s could be said to be superfluous. After all, in the past, the two people’s clothes were mixed together, regardless of you or me, and they wore whatever they wanted. But just now Luo Yan had figured out some things, and besides, Luo Yan was still angry with Cen Xi, angry that Cen Xi didn’t become the captain, angry that Cen Xi put himself behind, angry about the relationship between himself and Cen Xi…
Luo Yan ran into the bathroom, closed the door, sat on the toilet, and the tears that had been held back for a long, long time finally flowed out.
(Luo Yan is wronged)