FCY Chapter 100

Flustered – Breakup

Flustered – Breakup

Right, the phone, I can call my brother. We even talked on the phone yesterday.

Cen Xi’s disappearance three years ago was too much of a blow to Luo Yan. After he couldn’t find Cen Xi, his brain seemed to stop working, and he couldn’t think of anything for a while.

Luo Yan frantically took out his phone from his pocket and dialed Cen Xi’s number.

“Beep beep beep…” Answer the phone, answer the phone.

“Yan Bao?” Just as the call was about to end, Cen Xi finally answered the phone, and Luo Yan’s heart, which had been hanging in the air, finally eased a little.

“Brother, were you just asleep?” Cen Xi’s voice calling Luo Yan was slightly hoarse, as if he had just been woken up.

“Yeah, Yan Bao, are you in a bad mood because you lost the game?” Cen Xi had fallen asleep after watching the live broadcast of the match, so he knew that SY had lost miserably, taken down directly in two games. But anyone could see that everyone had tried their best.

“No.” Luo Yan replied in a low voice. He was adjusting his emotions. If Cen Xi was really going to leave again, he wanted to ask him about it as if he didn’t care. No one wants to be a clown in a relationship.

“Then Yan Bao…”

“Cen Xi, you be well…”

The two spoke at the same time, and then both fell silent. Finally, Cen Xi broke the deadlock.

“Why did you suddenly call me by my name? Yan Bao, I’m a little flustered.” Cen Xi’s tone was like flirting, but also like he was really scared.

“Cen Xi, what exactly is the relationship between us?” Luo Yan still asked. After asking, he resisted the urge to take the phone away from his ear, clenched the phone with both hands, closed his eyes, and prepared to accept the verdict.

“Aren’t we lovers?” Cen Xi replied seriously.

Lovers? Is that so? Really? Then why, as your boyfriend, can’t I find you again? Do you really treat me as someone important in your heart?

Cen Xi’s words were like a pair of scissors, directly cutting through Luo Yan’s disguise. His grievances, sadness, incomprehension, and resentment all began to show on his face. Tears and sobs could no longer be held back. Luo Yan tightly covered the microphone of the phone, not wanting Cen Xi to notice his emotions.

But Luo Yan couldn’t hide his emotions by doing this, and Cen Xi panicked.

“Yan Bao, what’s wrong? Why are you crying? Is the pressure too much? Or did I say something wrong? Yan Bao?…”

At this time, Cen Xi was like a chatterbox, constantly talking, trying to attract Luo Yan’s attention, “Yan Bao, where are you? I’ll come find you.”

“Hospital.”

Hearing these two words, Cen Xi immediately stopped talking. He found the reason.

“Wait for me, I’ll have someone pick you up.”

“Okay.”

…….

It’s time to resolve the conflict, Cen Xi thought. If it’s not resolved, I’ll be a conflicted person.

Cen Xi got out of bed, tidied himself up, and walked to the living room, waiting for Luo Yan’s arrival.

If three years were delayed because of a misunderstanding, then I really deserve to die.

Cen Xi looked at the door and smiled self-deprecatingly.

After thinking for a while, Cen Xi increasingly felt that this possibility was very high.

He would accept all the consequences.

At most, he would just have to pursue Luo Yan again.

If pursuing him once doesn’t work, then pursue him twice…

……

At the entrance of the villa area, the driver dropped Luo Yan off and then left immediately, as he had other things to do.

“Are you Mr. Luo?” The security guard at the villa area saw someone coming and stepped forward to ask.

“Yes.” Luo Yan nodded.

“Mr. Luo, please get out of the car. Mr. Cen instructed me, I’ll take you over there.”

“Okay, okay.” Luo Yan now felt a bit reckless as soon as he heard anything related to Cen Xi. He immediately got out of the car, not caring if this person was a con artist. Normally, Luo Yan would maintain his proper vigilance at this time.

Luo Yan followed the security guard for a few minutes, and then the security guard stopped, pointing to the house in front of him and said, “Mr. Cen is inside…”

Before the security guard finished speaking, Luo Yan immediately ran over and was about to knock on the door, but he pushed it gently, and the door opened.

Cen Xi in the house heard the movement and immediately got up and walked towards the door. He actually wanted to go out to wait for Luo Yan, but because of his injuries, he was forcibly kept inside the house.

“Yan…” To Cen Xi’s surprise, Luo Yan rushed in anxiously, glanced at him, and without saying a word, turned around and left.

“Luo Yan!” Cen Xi hurriedly chased after him, grabbing Luo Yan’s hand, “I’m sorry, no matter what, I think I have to say, I’m sorry.”

If I misunderstood you before, causing you to wait for me for so long, I really deserve to die, I’m sorry to you. If it’s true… then I’m also sorry to you, because this time I still left without saying goodbye.

Luo Yan didn’t move, didn’t turn his head to look at Cen Xi, nor did he continue to move forward.

“Yan Yan, if… if possible, let’s have a good talk, talk it out. You can kill me or do whatever you want. I’ve recovered my memory.”

After a moment of silence, Luo Yan turned his head to look at Cen Xi, his eyes fixed on Cen Xi. The edges of Luo Yan’s eyes were completely red, and the tears that had been held back for a long time flowed out again, “Three years ago, why? This time, why again?”

“I’m sorry.” Cen Xi knew that he was being awkward, insisting on getting an answer from Luo Yan that he already knew in his heart. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust Luo Yan, but that he himself was too inferior, so inferior that he believed what others said three years ago. No one knew that the towering god of the e-sports world, Xi Shen, was an extremely inferior person. No one knew that the former Xi Shen also had psychological problems, which led to him losing several years of memory.

Cen Xi pulled Luo Yan to sit on the sofa, but Luo Yan didn’t move, just looked at him. He wanted an answer. He cherished this relationship very much, but Cen Xi left without saying goodbye again and again, and he began to doubt this relationship. Had Cen Xi ever loved him? Or rather, had Cen Xi ever liked him? Otherwise, why would he leave again and again without saying goodbye? He wanted an answer, a reasonable explanation.

“Three years ago, on the morning of the finals, I saw the ‘strawberry’ on your neck. At that time, you and Li Yu were living together, and then the night before, someone told me that you drank… so, I suspected you and Li Yu…”

After Cen Xi said this, he didn’t dare to look at Luo Yan’s expression, and directly lowered his head to apologize, “I’m sorry, I was wrong, I didn’t use my brain at the time… but I was really flustered at the time, so I brought my emotions to the finals, and I killed exceptionally fiercely in the finals, and also because I was at that time…”

Cen Xi closed his eyes and broke the pot, “At that time, my mental state was still a bit problematic.”

Cen Xi looked at the wound on his arm as he said this, “So I chose to escape. I’m a coward, I know. I’m sorry for you, wasting so much of your time.”

Luo Yan was stunned, looking at Cen Xi with an incredulous expression.

“So, Cen Xi, you actually suspected that I had a relationship with Li Yu? How is that possible? I don’t have any relationship with him. At most, it’s just friendship. And you said that I drank… How is that possible? If I drank, I would immediately go to you, or find a doctor… You actually believed other people’s words and suspected my relationship with Li Yu? How ridiculous!”

After saying these words, Luo Yan smiled self-deprecatingly. These years of waiting seemed to have turned into a joke at this moment. No, I’m just a joke, “Because of this matter, you left without saying goodbye, hahaha, and I waited for you like an idiot for so long. I’m really sick! Waiting for someone who doesn’t believe in me, hahahahaha!”

Luo Yan fiercely flung away the hand that Cen Xi was grabbing, “Cen Xi, let’s break up, I’m tired.”

After saying that, Luo Yan left without looking back. He couldn’t believe the reason for Cen Xi’s departure. In this reason, he didn’t even have a chance to explain, and Cen Xi sentenced him to death.

How ridiculous.

Please, don’t cry, Luo Yan, it’s not worth crying for this matter. You still have to cheer up and participate in the competition.

But he still couldn’t stop himself, crying as he walked.

He didn’t know how long he walked, but he was tired and found a chair to sit down. His emotions had fluctuated too much this day.