FCY Chapter 58

Is it like…

Is it like…

“Here, Yan-ge.” Qing Lu handed the medicine and water in his hand to Luo Yan. Seeing that Wu Xinming and Luo Yan had nothing to say, he casually started talking about what he had just seen.

“The coach is scolding fiercely downstairs. Xi-shen is like a child who has done something wrong, hanging his head in front of the coach. I’ve never seen such a fierce coach and such… um… humble Xi-shen, even when reviewing mistakes normally.”

“Hahahaha.” Wu Xinming laughed loudly, “This is called reaping what you sow. Let’s go, Qing Lu, let’s go downstairs and join the fun.”

These words conveniently gave Wu Xinming a reason to pull Qing Lu out of the room, leaving Luo Yan with some alone time.

……

“I like Yan Bao.”

Zhu Zi’s lecture finally ended, and Cen Xi began to express his attitude.

“I hope he can live happily and healthily.”

“But I don’t think I can do it. Just this time, my long-term negligence caused his stomach problems to flare up.”

“My understanding of him is limited, and I can’t take care of him all the time, but he’s the opposite, he knows me very well.”

“I really don’t think I’m worthy of him.”

“Xi-ge, you’re escaping.”

Wu Xinming, who had just arrived at the training room, heard Cen Xi’s words as soon as he entered the door, pointing out the problem sharply. He likes him, but because he doesn’t understand him deeply and can’t take good care of him, he leaves him. What is this if not escapism? Isn’t everything something that can be learned? Can’t you slowly learn about things you don’t know? Is it necessary to do this?

“Xi-ge, when did you become a deserter? I feel like you’ve changed. You wouldn’t treat Yan Yan like this before. If you couldn’t do something well, you would work hard to make it happen.”

Zhu Zi agreed with Wu Xinming’s words and stood up to deliver the final blow to Cen Xi, “Cen Xi, put your hand on your heart and ask yourself, do you really like Yan Yan?”

I… do I like him? I… do I like him? What is like?

Cen Xi didn’t answer immediately.

“Sigh.” Zhu Zi sighed, “Qing Lu, Xinming, Xinshen, let’s go, let’s leave him alone. Let’s go out for dinner.”

“Okay.”

Everyone left the training room, leaving Cen Xi alone there, questioning himself about whether he liked him or not.

So, do I like him?

I don’t know.

The first time I saw him… a little drunkard, throwing himself into my arms without rhyme or reason, wondering what was wrong with this person, but seeing his face, I thought he was really good-looking, quite cute.

When I confirmed my relationship with him, I felt like I was a scum, a rogue, a perfectly good youth was gone because of me, but I was secretly glad, glad that he was mine, glad that I met him.

But what if I had no relationship with him?

Cen Xi looked in the direction of the bedroom. He knew Luo Yan was there.

I should still pay attention to him, right? If I had the chance, I would still approach him step by step, win him over, and make him put his eyes on me.

Because…

I fell in love with him at first sight.

Because… I fell in love with you at first sight…

These words suddenly appeared in Cen Xi’s mind, along with a little bit of his past memories.

Why do you like me?

Why do I like you? Because… I fell in love with you at first sight. From the first time I saw you, my eyes were fixed on you. The more I understood you, the deeper my love for you became…

So, Yan Yan, would you like to be my boyfriend?

Xi-ge, after I become your boyfriend, you can’t abandon me.

Of course, I will be with you for all eternity.

The two in the memory hugged and kissed tightly.

But when Cen Xi wanted to continue to recall, his mind went blank, and he even started to have a headache.

He hugged his head tightly.

So, no matter when, I will fall in love with Yan Bao at first sight.

So, if I break up with him now, not only me, but you will also be sad, right?

Thank you, Cen Xi, for letting Yan Bao fall in love with you.

I know I don’t have the right to receive Yan Bao’s love now, but I will try to learn how to treat him well until you come back.

I won’t be a deserter, I won’t let you down.

I won’t let the former Cen Xi be disappointed.

I was really completely wrong. From now on, I will not break my promise, and I will not say things like breaking up that make you sad, Yan Bao. This is not only punishing me, but also punishing you.

A tear fell on the floor.