I Don’T Want To Be This Master For A Day Anymore. Chapter 99
byFalling in love is a blessing
Ever since Qiu Yin’an promised Wan Qiongju to marry him, Wan Qiongju had been focusing on arranging the wedding arrangements. Qiu Yin’an took over the affairs of Qingxuan Peak.
The sect’s affairs were complicated, and Qiu Yin’an was too busy to get away. He wanted to go to Wanyun Pavilion to find Haidi to check on Linghu, but he didn’t get around to it until today.
Qiu Yin’an arrived in front of the gate of Wanyun Pavilion. The gatekeeper saw that he was obviously stunned for a moment, then he paced around for a few times with his big eyes wide open, and then he hurriedly came to greet him and saluted, “See you, Lord.”
Qiu Yin’s eyebrows sank slightly, “Why are you so flustered?”
The young disciple slowly raised his head and replied hesitantly: “Returning to the Lord, I was distracted just now and didn’t see you coming.”
After the younger brother finished answering, he stayed in place timidly and had no intention of leading anyone inside.
Qiu Yin’an was a little helpless at this young disciple who was not doing things well. He sighed to himself and walked towards Wanyun Pavilion, “Call the elders in the pavilion to come out. Don’t stand here and waste time.”
A trembling voice came from behind the ear, “Elder Haidi, he—he’s not here.”
Qiu Yin’an just stepped over the threshold with one foot and stopped. He turned around with a cold face and asked, “Where have people gone? He doesn’t know that I am in charge of Qingxuan Peak now, am I not the great witch master? As an elder of a pavilion, his whereabouts are not disclosed to me, the lord?”
The disciple turned pale with fright and hurriedly knelt down, “I don’t know, no, I know you are in power, but I don’t know where Elder Haidi has gone.”
Qiu Yin’an didn’t mean to be sincere, but the recent betrayal caught him off guard. He was like a frightened bird and became extremely sensitive.
Qiu Yin slowly raised his eyes and temporarily suppressed the anger and uneasiness in his heart, “Forget it, punishing you won’t work. Take me to see the spirit fox first. When Hai Di comes back, ask him to come see me immediately.”
The disciple replied repeatedly, “Yes, yes.”
The room was silent, and the spirit fox curled up on the bed in its true form and slept lightly. It had lost its long fluffy tail, and its body looked a little thin. The small ball of body was only as big as a person crossing one leg.
Qiu Yin’an walked quietly to the bed, not wanting to disturb Linghu.
The tips of Linghu’s ears moved slightly, and his eyes opened a crack. When he saw that the person coming was Qiu Yin’an, he twisted his body and moved to the bed twice.
“Master, I want to go back to Xishan Palace.” Linghu was seriously injured and his voice was weak because he had just woken up.
Qiu Yin sat on the edge of the couch and said sarcastically: “Didn’t you like to go to Wanyun Pavilion the most?”
Linghu blinked, his eyes moist, “I know I was wrong.”
Linghu’s thin body rose and fell with the sound of sobbing, which was so heart-wrenching that Qiu Yin’an couldn’t bear it.
“I can let go of the past, but after returning to the Xishan Palace this time, if I find out that you have any involvement with Bai Chengying again, I will never care about your life or death.”
Linghu rested his chin on Qiu Yin’an’s leg, “Master, cast a spell to seal my memory. I still have him in my heart now. I’m afraid I can’t control myself.”
“Trash.” Qiu Yin’an bent his fingers and tapped Linghu on the head, “You have already lost your tail and body because of him, and now you have to seal the memory for him. How much do you want to hurt yourself for him? You can’t argue with him and don’t love him anymore. Live a good life for yourself.”
“I know I’m not living up to expectations, and I don’t understand why I still love him now.”
Linghu’s sobs became louder and louder, and tears fell down his cheeks. “I didn’t expect that he would be so cruel to me. My cultivation is shallow. If I didn’t have a master to deliver spiritual power to me that day, I would really be dead.”
It looked up at Qiu Yin’an and said, “Master, tell me if he is not afraid at all that he will never see me again.”
“Yes, that’s right.” Qiu Yin’an was angry and said frankly: “Even if you die, he will not collect your body.”
Linghu: “I’ve been with him for three years. Even if he doesn’t love me the most, he should still care a little about me. Why is he so cruel?”
Qiu Yin’an: “Because he doesn’t love you. The more you get involved, the more he will despise you. Let alone three years, the same result will be achieved in thirty years. You can’t understand it yourself, and you can only live in it day after day, living in extreme pain.”
Linghu was stung by Qiu Yin’an’s heartfelt words and broke down crying.
Qiu Yin’an sighed softly and put his hand on the furry head. He softened his tone and said: “Don’t have so many expectations for someone who doesn’t love you, and don’t hurt yourself anymore for him. Sealing memory can certainly avoid pain, but it can also hurt the soul.”
Linghu cried almost convulsively, “I can’t do it, I love him, I don’t want to love him anymore, please help me.”
Qiu Yin’an seemed to be able to see a broken heart through this trembling body. Every fragment that fell on the ground was deeply engraved with a person’s name. If he wanted to erase it, he could only crush the heart together.
Qiu Yin’an doesn’t understand the pain of not being able to love, and he can’t empathize with Linghu’s heartbreak.
The words of comfort he could come up with were as useless as the breath blown in front of the wounds.
The only thing he can do is to seal the memory of Linghu and help him end the pain of his infatuation.
Qiu Yin’an asked solemnly: “Have you really thought about it? Once the memory is sealed, not only the things you want to forget will be sealed, but also all the good things you have experienced. I will help you if you have thought about it.”
Linghu closed his eyes, and the past was spinning in his mind. The only thing he missed was the face that hurt him the most.
He and Bai Chengying have known each other for ten years and have been in love for ten years.
The first time he saw Bai Chengying, she was the most handsome and extraordinary figure in the crowd. It was the first time he knew the feeling of heart trembling. That person reflected in his eyes and fell into his heart.
Later, he was barely able to transform into a human being, and he longed to have a mutually satisfying relationship with his sweetheart, but he failed again and again, and failed again and again.
In the past ten years, he has never achieved what he wanted. He got Bai Chengying’s body, but he only vented his anger and never felt any love.
Ten years can be unforgettable or fleeting.
Linghu opened his eyes, and his eyes suddenly hit the orange glass pendant hanging on Qiu Yin’an’s waist, which was made by refining his tail.
He turned his head to look behind him again. The tail that should have been floating was empty. At that moment, the spirit fox’s sobbing stopped abruptly.
“Actually, if I think about it carefully, it seems that he has never been nice to me.”
Qiu Yin’an: “You are finally willing to admit it and no longer misinterpret what he did as his kindness to you.”
After Linghu came to his senses, his eyes were as calm as water, “I have thought about it. Master, please do it quickly. Let my memory go back to the first time I met him. I don’t want him to occupy any part of my life anymore.”
It grabbed Qiu Yin’an with its paws and urged, “Help me quickly, master, help me quickly.”
A sincere and wrong payment is the most fatal. Forgetting is not an antidote.
Qiu Yin’an raised his hand to form a seal, and the golden light flowed on his fingertips. After a moment, the light dissipated, and the spirit fox whimpered and fell into a deep sleep.
Qiu Yin’an carried Linghu to the Xishan Palace, carrying the mutilated body and the broken memories back home. At this moment, all his blame for Linghu disappeared, and there was only pity for this thin body in his heart.
He felt that he should be happy for the spirit fox. When he woke up, he would be reborn, but he didn’t feel any sense of sadness in his heart.
For the first time, he felt that love was so dangerous. It could make people feel proud, but it could also destroy the human body.
It turns out that falling in love is not a blessing that everyone can have.
Qiu Yin’an went up a few more steps and saw Wan Qiongju walking towards him from the mountain gate. The sun was blazing, making his eyes dizzy and sore, but he couldn’t bear to look away.
Wan Qiongju walked quickly to his side, his eyes falling on the corners of Qiu Yin’an’s slightly drooped mouth, “What happened? His face looks so bad.”
He glanced at the fox with closed eyes in Qiu Yin’an’s arms, and exclaimed: “Hai Di didn’t save it, right?”
Qiu Yin’an: “I saved him. The fox himself begged me to seal his memory.”
Wan Qiongju breathed a sigh of relief, “It’s okay if you can’t remember anything. Just let it stay in the Xishan Palace and be Master’s spiritual pet. This time I will train it and keep it well-behaved and sensible.”
Wan Qiongju held Qiu Yin’an’s face and rubbed it, “Then what’s wrong, Master? What made you unhappy?”
“Is there any news about Bai Chengying in Demon Valley?” Qiu Yin’an tightened his jaw, “He has ruined my spiritual pet like this. He must pay the price. I have to settle this bill alone.”
“In the battle at Spirit Beast Mountain, Bai Chengying did not escape unscathed. He was injured and had to recover for a while. Don’t worry.” Wan Qiongju continued: “This spirit fox is also to blame -”
“I don’t care.” Qiu Yin’an roared: “My spiritual pet’s body and soul are damaged because of him. Why can he be as carefree as someone who doesn’t want to do it?”
Wan Qiongju changed the topic sharply, “Bai Chengying is really not a good person.”
He stroked Qiu Yin’an’s back and coaxed: “As soon as he appears, I will capture him and escort him to you. We can’t let him die too easily.”
Qiu Yin’an lifted the fox in his arms and said, “The fox I raised must seek justice for him.”
“Master is right, this fox is lucky to meet a master like Master.” Wan Qiongju glanced at the sleeping fox, nestled in Qiu Yin’an’s arms, looking so comfortable, so comfortable, so jealous, he grabbed the fox by the back of the neck, “I’ll help Master take it.”
Qiu Yin’an hurriedly stretched out his hand to protect him, “Be gentle. This fox is seriously injured. Don’t let it fall into your hands after escaping death.”
“Okay, let me slow down.” Wan Qiongju bent his arm and held Linghu to his side, “Why didn’t Haidi help you carry it back? You still have to carry it yourself.”
Qiu Yin’an raised his eyebrows, “Haidi is not in Wanyun Pavilion. Didn’t he tell you where he was going?”
“I have already told you that all monks in the Wu clan, except Changchuan Jianfan, must report all matters to you.” Wan Qiongju’s eyes narrowed, “It seems that he did not report to me, nor to the master.”
Qiu Yin’an’s face suddenly darkened, “Qingxuan Peak cannot tolerate disloyal people. He’d better give me a reasonable explanation.”