I Don’T Want To Be This Master For A Day Anymore. Chapter 98
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Qiu Yin’an held three sticks of incense in her hand and knelt in the ancestral hall until dark.
The spiritual tablet enshrined here is that of his ancestor of the Qiu family. When he entered this place, he should clear his mind and stop thinking about Wan Qiongju. However, from dawn to dusk, he still had this person occupying the place in his heart.
He did not dare to burn incense, fearing that the ancestors of the Qiu family would not accept the incense offered by his descendants.
The words Yao Ye scolded him echoed in his mind.
“Your attitude changed once you found out that the great witch master is your Xiao Wan.”
Qiu Yin’an has never dared to face this problem head-on, but now, he realizes that his evasion was just self-deception.
He didn’t need to answer this question at all. He could tell it by himself. It was because of Wan Qiongju that his attitude towards the Wu clan had completely changed. He was the only one who didn’t want to admit it.
Everyone praises Qiu Yin’an for being upright and aboveboard, but in fact only he knows that he is the least honest.
He wants to hide all the old grudges that cannot be resolved. He doesn’t want those things to hinder his and Wan Qiongju’s happiness. He hates when someone exposes those scars.
Qiu Yin’an knelt in front of these spiritual tablets, feeling that he was a sinner and an accomplice of the Wu clan. He felt like a trophy used by the Wu clan to show off to the ancestors of the Qiu family.
But if he was told to break up with Wan Qiongju cruelly, his life would be worse than death.
Qiu Yin’an felt that he had no future, but the only way out for him was to live like this.
Qiu Yin’an looked at the room full of spiritual tablets and asked in a low voice: “Can I live for myself?”
The room full of spiritual tablets could not give him a positive or negative answer. At that moment, Qiu Yin’an’s guilt welled up from the corner of his eyes.
“I’m sorry. An unscrupulous descendant like me should go to hell and be tortured.” Qiu Yin’an kowtowed to the spiritual tablet several times. The pain on his forehead brought a little joy to his heart. He knelt on the ground and watched his tears fall to the ground. They seemed to be the dirtiest tears in the world. While admitting his mistake, he made another mistake.
“I don’t want to love him either. It would be better if I didn’t love him.” After Qiu Yin’an said this, he stood up and slapped himself twice. He felt that he was going crazy with torture. He might as well not come to this ancestral hall and just say something disrespectful to his ancestors.
He dropped the incense and ran outside. When he opened the door, he saw Wan Qiongju kneeling outside.
I don’t know when it started to rain outside. The drizzle was not heavy, but Wan Qiongju’s clothes and hair were soaked. She must have been kneeling for a long time.
Seeing him coming out, Wan Qiongju did not get up, but knelt and moved to his feet.
Wan Qiongju grasped the hem of Qiu Yin’an’s clothes and looked up at him, “Master, please let me in and kowtow to apologize. I admit that the Wu clan is guilty. Can you give me a chance?”
Wan Qiongju’s handsome face was a little embarrassed by the rain. Qiu Yin’an felt sad when he saw it. At this time, the rain suddenly became heavier. Qiu Yin’an helped Wan Qiongju, “You get up first.”
Wan Qiongju stood up and pulled Qiu Yin’an into the ancestral hall. He closed the door, blocking out the sound of the wind and rain, and asked: “Master, please let me offer incense and atone for my sins.”
Qiu Yin’an didn’t know what he felt in his heart, but he felt that half of the original heaviness in his heart had been lifted up by others.
In the ancestral hall, since the fight between the Wu clan and the Qiu family, fourteen generations of ancestors, women and husbands entered the temple. There are twenty-eight tablets in total. In front of each tablet, Wan Qiongju offered nine sticks of incense, kowtowed nine times, and admitted all his mistakes.
When the two clans are fighting, there is only absolute winning and losing, there is no complete right or wrong, right or wrong, cause and effect. He does not want to go into detail. Now the only descendant of the Qiu family in the world is more important than anything else. He is willing to take all the blame.
Wan Qiongju kowtowed his head unambiguously, and when he knelt on the third tablet, his forehead was already swollen.
On the fourth tablet, blood oozed from his forehead.
Qiu Yin’an, the fifth tablet, knelt with him and apologized together——
Today, more than three hundred years later, the Qiu clan and the Wu clan have both lost and won.
After kowtowing, Qiu Yin’an’s tears were almost dry. He gently wiped the blood stains on Wan Qiongju’s forehead with his sleeve, “You fool, what are you doing with so much force?”
Wan Qiongju blew on Qiu Yin’an’s forehead, which was also scratched, “You are stupid, what are you doing with me?”
Qiu Yin’an: “I am ashamed of my ancestors. I am guilty.”
Wan Qiongju: “You are right. The sins are all mine. I will stay with you from now on and take good care of you for all the elders of the Qiu family. Don’t let me go.”
Qiu Yin’an’s lips trembled slightly, and he choked with sobs: “Thank you for coming here today. I feel much better.”
Wan Qiongju wanted to hug him tightly and comfort him, but it was inappropriate in this ancestral hall. He opened the door and saw that the rain outside had stopped, “Master, let’s go back.”
On the way, Wan Qiongju held Qiu Yin’an’s hand and repeatedly confirmed: “Master, you don’t want it, right?”
Qiu Yin’an: “You’re doing this again.”
Wan Qiongju: “Why do you say that?”
Qiu Yin’an: “In the past, when you were not exposed, you always asked me if I would love you as much as I do now.”
Wan Qiongju smiled bitterly, “Yes, I was worried at that time. I was worried that Master would not love me when he found out that I was the Great Witch Lord, so when I got the chance, I wanted your guarantee, but those guarantees only count when I love you. If you don’t love me, they won’t count.”
Qiu Yin’an: “I know it’s useless, why do you ask again?”
Wan Qiongju: “I feel uneasy and afraid of losing you. I always feel that you are like a gust of wind. I can only wait for you to come, but I can’t catch you.”
“Where does your uneasiness come from?” Qiu Yin’an stopped, “How about we get married and worship each other. I have to recognize you in heaven and earth. This time, I won’t wait for anything, as soon as possible.”
Wan Qiongju was stunned for a moment, “Really?”
He picked up Qiu Yin’an and spun around excitedly, “Master finally plans to marry me, and I want to be his wife.”
“It’s the bride.” Qiu Yin’an squeezed Wan Qiongju’s shoulders, forcing Wan Qiongju to let him down. He stared into Wan Qiongju’s shining eyes, “I have always loved you, don’t live uneasily.”
He lay next to Wan Qiongju’s ear again, with a low voice, “Great Witch Master, I love you, I want to marry you, and I want to be with you forever.”
Wan Qiongju pressed his head against the back of Qiu Yin’an’s head and kissed him sideways. Qiu Yin’an’s voice made him more secure than all the previous guarantees.