FBF chapter 15 part 4

“Ha…”

Even while letting out a stifled sigh, as if holding something back, Lee Jihoon’s gaze was constantly directed at me. Even if I didn’t bother to lift my head to confirm, I couldn’t miss the fact that he was looking at me. My cheeks, bearing his hot gaze, burned.

Even as his dick grew in size inside my mouth, he remained unfazed and began to take off his shirt. Above my head, I heard the sound of buttons popping open. Thanks to the way he threw the shirt away, we both ended up topless. The large chest muscles that I had only touched with my hands were now fully exposed. From his angular shoulders down to his lower back, his muscles were perfectly sculpted. A vein protruded where his chiseled abs met the lower part of his stomach, likely because he was flexing his dick. I averted my eyes from the excessively stimulating sight and closed them. It was the first time I had ever been aroused just by seeing someone else’s body. Heat rushed to the top of my head in an instant.

His dick continued to grow in volume as I sucked it. I had to open my mouth to the limit, almost to the point where my mouth could tear. My jaw felt stiff, but that was the only way to fully accommodate his dick. As if rewarded for my effort, Lee Jihoon’s dick started to twitch gradually. Veins popped out wherever my tongue passed. Because I had only swallowed part of it, his dick, which had only been inside my tongue at first, had now grown so large that it was grazing the back of my throat. I felt like I would gag from the foreign sensation, so I buried my head a little more into his stomach and opened my throat to swallow his dick all the way down. Lee Jihoon’s well-groomed, prickly pubic hair brushed against my cheek. It was bothersome, but not unbearable, so I continued what I was doing.

“…You’re doing great, annoyingly so.”

Making an incomprehensible sound, Lee Jihoon reached down and ruffled my hair. His hand, moving down my scalp, gripped my ear in one hand. He fiddled with the insides of my ear, massaging it as if massaging it, only stopping occasionally when I played my tongue deeply. I was worried about what he meant by “annoyingly”, so I peeked up at him. Thankfully, his face didn’t look angry or averse. If he didn’t like it, he would have already pulled away. More than anything, the fact that his voice was cracking even as he said those words suggested that his arousal was rising. I didn’t want to give up, because I could feel that Lee Jihoon was steadily getting excited by what I was doing.

The speed of the fellatio gradually picked up. Instead of Lee Jihoon moving his hips, I pulled my head back and then pulled it forward again repeatedly. The mucous membranes in my mouth tightened around his dick, holding it tightly before releasing it again. Every time I thrust his dick deeply into my throat, his testicles brushed against my chin. As I took my hands off his rock-solid thighs and gripped his testicles, Lee Jihoon let out a rough groan and pulled the back of my head between his legs. It was the first sign of urgency that he had shown, even though he had been trying to maintain his composure, as if trying to endure, despite being so close to cumming. I could sense that he was about to come. I placed my hands on his abs and pulled my head back like a piston. Due to the sudden movement, I had to catch his dick on my cheek instead of my throat. My cheek bulged where his dick was pressed against it.

“Hey, stop that.”

It was unexpected that my hair was grabbed suddenly. Lee Jihoon’s dick, which had been in my mouth, slipped out from between my lips. My lips, which had just lost what was in their mouth, were parted. I lifted my head blankly, not even wiping the saliva that was running down the corner of my mouth. It took me a beat to realize that Lee Jihoon had grabbed me by the hair. It wasn’t enough to pull at my scalp, but my head was almost bent backward. Lee Jihoon let go of me as soon as our eyes met. Laughing as if in disbelief.

“You have a talent for making me feel like a country bumpkin, seriously.”

Before I could even ask what that meant, his lips were on mine. Lee Jihoon grabbed my waist and pushed me backward. My body, which had been standing, suddenly fell backward. He wasn’t averse, even though it was just where his dick had been a moment ago. His tongue, which had pushed in roughly, swirled wildly around my mouth. Because his tongue, which filled the entrance of my throat where his dick had been, I couldn’t breathe. I let out a muffled groan as I reached out to grab him, my hands waving in the air before Lee Jihoon grabbed them.

By this point, it seemed like hand-holding was practically a habit. My chest heaved because he leaned over me. Lee Jihoon buried his lips even more urgently than before. The moment his lips, which had been moving down like a stamp, touched my chest, I couldn’t help but flinch. It was an unfamiliar and uncomfortable sensation. As if sensing my awkward expression, Lee Jihoon, who had glanced down at me, gripped the flesh around my chest instead of pulling away. His large hand held one side of my chest without any problem. He kept caressing and touching it, as if checking what his hand was holding.

“Why? Don’t want me to?”

“…….”

“I won’t if you don’t want me to.”

“It’s not that I don’t want you to, it’s more like….”

“It’s unfamiliar?”

Rather than being unfamiliar, it was more accurate to say that I hadn’t experienced it using that particular method. Lee Jihoon, narrowing his eyes as he made a “hmm…” sound in response to my ambiguous reaction, laughed briefly.

“I can’t figure you out.”

I almost let out a groan as I suddenly hunched my shoulders. The tips of his fingers were moving gently, as if scratching at the bumpy flesh of my nipple.

“You ruin the mood by making it obvious that you suck other people’s dicks often, but then you seem like someone who’s never been properly sucked when I see you like this.”

Only after hearing those words, which he had been spitting out with an expressionless face, did I understand why he had stopped me from doing fellatio earlier. I had never thought that his words about being annoying had been about my past experiences.

He stared intently at me, who was speechless, and then pinched my nipple between his thumb and forefinger and rubbed it. A rush of unfamiliar sensations flooded me, making the tip of my nipple stiffen. I swallowed hard. Every time Lee Jihoon’s nail pressed down on one spot of my areola, my startled abs would tighten and twitch. As if stimulated by that twitch, my lower body felt heavy.

Lee Jihoon, who had been straddling my lower body on my thighs, seemed to have noticed that fact even before I had. After glancing down, Lee Jihoon lowered his head the next moment. His plump lower lip easily enveloped my nipple. My nipple, which had been feeling sore from being rolled around in his hands, reacted even more sensitively. My vision was blurry.

“Ah… a bit….”

My breath kept getting trapped inside. It was uncomfortable yet dizzying, and dizzying yet uncomfortable. I tried to push away his shoulder weakly with my free hand, but that only made him suck harder. In the end, I gave up and stopped, my hand awkwardly resting on Lee Jihoon’s shoulder. It felt like his actions were a petty jealousy or spite. It was because, belatedly, I had realized that he was deliberately doing this to me, sure that I had never done these things before since I was acting so unfamiliar with them.

When I stopped pushing him away, the way he rolled his tongue over my nipple became gentler. As if a cat was playing with a ball of yarn, Lee Jihoon’s tongue rolled and played with my nipple. Knowing that his goal was to only arouse me as he licked my flat chest obsessively made my stomach tighten. My breath became more rapid due to that fact than because of the stimulation of my nipples.

“…Ha.”

I pulled Lee Jihoon’s head closer and ruffled his hair, which was now practically free of wax. Just when I was getting used to the feeling of being sucked, his lips moved to the other nipple. And then it started all over again. Even then, because of the way he lifted his eyes to look at my reaction to make sure I really didn’t like it, the amount of time I looked down there gradually shortened. The nipple that he had just released in order to move onto the other nipple was swollen, as if proving that it had been tormented for a long time. If I couldn’t stop him from doing this, then at least I wouldn’t look, so I put my hand over my eyes. But even that didn’t last long, and my hand was held. Lee Jihoon, who had grabbed my hand tightly, laced our fingers and let go of my right nipple. His lips were glistening with saliva, as if proving how hard he had been sucking.

“What are you thinking about?”

When I didn’t answer, Lee Jihoon brought his lips back to my nipple, which he had just been sucking on. I felt a tingling sensation that resembled pain when he bit lightly with his front teeth. I barely managed to catch my breath. I had a feeling that he would keep doing this if I didn’t answer. A sigh-like word escaped me.

“You suck so hard… That’s what I’m thinking…”

Lee Jihoon chuckled. He lifted his head and grabbed my cheeks, giving me a short kiss. For some reason, he seemed to be pleased with that answer. Only after giving me a peck-like kiss several times did he pull away, seemingly satisfied.

“Shall we see where else you can suck so hard?”

He said playfully, but as if he had already decided on an answer, he reached for my jeans. Then, he tapped the spot above my noticeably heavy area with his fingertips. I knew that my lower body had become erect, even if it wasn’t as much as Lee Jihoon’s. It was just that I hadn’t expected him to act so freely. The moment I saw him about to bring his head down as if he was about to give me a fellatio, my hand shot out.

“Hey.”

Luckily, this time I was able to grab his shoulder before he could go down. I shook my head frantically.

“You don’t have to do that.”

“What?”

“You don’t have to suck it.”

“What do you mean? You sucked mine completely.”

“You’re different from me. It’s your first time with another man.”

I met Lee Jihoon’s eyes. I had been thinking about this since the moment I had decided to sleep with him, so I was able to say it more easily than I had thought.

“You don’t have to push yourself. I didn’t want to do it just for that.”

That was my honest feeling. He seemed to have no qualms about kissing me and taking off my clothes, but I had been thinking that he would probably be averse to seeing another man’s dick and putting it in his mouth.

The reason I wanted to sleep with Lee Jihoon wasn’t to test how far he could go. I just wanted to feel with my skin if he was feeling the same way, and to be reassured. I could know that even if he didn’t suck my dick. In fact, I was already overwhelmed just by looking into his eyes and holding his body, something I had never been able to desire.

“I’m fine right now. Just… being like this with you is enough.”

I couldn’t bring myself to say it felt like a dream. Just the thought of it was enough to make my cheeks flush and feel like they were burning.

Lee Jihoon, who seemed surprised by my unexpected words, stared at me for a moment before slowly approaching. He leaned close to look at my face. I could see myself clearly reflected in his eyes, and he in mine. Lee Jihoon let his lips soften and chuckled.

“Thank you for being honest.”

Our eyes met at close range. Unlike earlier, when he had been showering me with kisses, this time he lingered near my lips as if he wanted something more. He seemed to want to kiss me quickly, but his expression was one of pain, as if he had something to say.

“There are parts of what you said that are true and parts that are not.”

He sighed briefly and moved his head. His light, ticklish kisses continued on my cheek, cheekbones, and even around my eyes. Even the hands that were resting on my shoulders, as if he didn’t want me to pull my head back, were light. Yet, I couldn’t shake them off and just remained still. My heart was pounding in a different way than when I had seen his naked body earlier. Lee Jihoon, who had been touching my earlobe, even placing his lips there for a moment, said in a whisper. As if he was telling me a secret.

“It’s true that you’re the only man in my life.”

“…….”

“You can ask more of me than you are right now. And I want to suck your dick, I don’t even need to be asked to.”

A gentle kiss landed on the tip of my nose. It felt as if there was a trail left on the bridge of my nose. I closed my eyes automatically when his kiss traced the corner of my eye. Lee Jihoon, who had put his lips on my trembling eyelids, murmured softly.

“When I said I was ready, I didn’t just mean it. It means that I’m giving everything to you.”

The moment I looked into his sincere eyes, everything was forgotten. All the things that had been scaring me up until this very moment, all the worries that had been holding me back, seemed to dissolve completely.

“I won’t say anything to you even if you ask for the impossible. The thing about pushing yourself is that there is a line and I don’t like crossing it, but if it’s you, I won’t dislike anything.”

“…….”

“Just be honest, like you are now. And don’t run away while having those thoughts.”

Huh? His lips, which had come down to my mouth, lingered around my lips as if urging a reply. I resisted the urge to pull away and only managed to nod. Lee Jihoon’s hand moved down as if he had been waiting for that. I hesitated for a moment, but instead of trying to stop him like before, I lifted my waist so he could take off my pants easily. As he pushed my jeans off to the side, he grabbed the dick that was visible through my underwear and murmured.

“…It’s bigger than back then.”

I felt a shiver down my spine when he said something similar to what I had said. It was the same as saying that Lee Jihoon remembered the last time we had seen each other naked. Back then, we had joked about that fact like it was nothing, comparing our sizes, but I had never imagined that I would be observing it so closely and thinking about how to swallow it whole.

After looking at it as if he was admiring it from all angles, beyond just observing it, he pulled my underwear down to my thighs. The dick that was already erect popped out of the underwear the moment it was free and was immediately grabbed by Lee Jihoon. He was a man who always kept his nails clean and tidy, due to the nature of his job which demanded that he be neat. His long, well-formed fingers, which weren’t particularly thick, exposed a glimpse of a red dick that was stimulatingly unfamiliar. Even the fact that he was shaking it quite well. The way he made a circle with his thumb and index finger, and shook the shaft inside while applying the right amount of pressure to the end of the tip with his thumb, was unhesitating. He licked his lower lip with his tongue out, looking more aroused than I was. I didn’t take my eyes off his unfamiliar face and relaxed my body. It was like watching Lee Jihoon masturbate with my dick. I felt a tingling sensation in my stomach, as if electricity was running through it. I tried not to put any force into my legs and leaned back against the headboard. My vision became blurry as my arousal rose gradually.

“Huuu….”

It was a simple hand job, but the speed of my arousal was fast just from being held by Lee Jihoon’s hand. Lee Jihoon, looking at my dick swelling up, gradually lowered his body. He brought his face close to my dick and bit the end, taking it into his mouth slightly. As he nibbled on it as if saving it for later, heat rushed down and gathered below. I was getting excessively aroused in a time that was nothing compared to how long it would normally take.

“Wait, just… ah….”

“Jushht a momen’, jushht a momen’.”

Because he was talking with my dick in his mouth, I could feel the soft membrane in my mouth swallowing it in a more vivid way. I felt like I would reach my climax soon. The tips of my toes became stiff as if they were tense, and my lower back was pulled tightly from behind as if it was practicing thrusting.

“Hey… hey, move.”

Lee Jihoon, who had covered my hand as I frantically reached out to push away his shoulder because I couldn’t handle the stimulation, finally released my dick. He put his face near my dick, which was swollen to the point of climax, and smiled, his eyes crinkling as he looked at me. His cheek was pressed against my dick.

“Your dick likes me.”

A dimple curved into a circle on his pressed cheek. The moment I recognized that it was the smile that he only made when he was genuinely happy, I released the last of the strength I had been barely holding on to as I balled my hand into a fist.

Ah, fuck…

The moment I squeezed my eyes shut, I couldn’t hold back my orgasm. I had barely managed to put my feet on the ground and kick him in the chest before he reached his face, but his cum had already splashed on Lee Jihoon’s chin. I quickly tried to sit up and reach for his face. But Lee Jihoon was faster at turning his head to block it. He stretched out one arm to block my chest, and wiped the liquid from under his chin with his hand, murmuring calmly as he looked down at his palm.

“The color is dark. You must not have been masturbating much lately?”

“…Ah, come on. Give me your hand. Don’t lick it.”

“Why? I’m curious if the smell and taste are the same.”

I was flustered by the words he was saying so brazenly. He looked so unfazed by the smell of the semen, which was even fishy, as if he was sampling a new drink, that it was almost unbelievable. He must have seen my expression, because he asked why? Seeing that he wasn’t laughing made it seem like he wasn’t joking.

‘I won’t say anything to you even if you ask for the impossible. The thing about pushing yourself is that there is a line and I don’t like crossing it, but if it’s you, I won’t dislike anything.’

Is it really okay with him because it was me? Even though I was seeing it, it was hard to believe. I bit my lip and awkwardly averted my gaze from his, looking down at Lee Jihoon’s dick. His dick, which had swollen even more in the meantime, was standing straight and throbbing, almost attached to his stomach. It was amazing that he was holding back.

Seeing Lee Jihoon, who had left his dick like that, was about to lower his head towards my dick again, I made a decision. I grabbed Lee Jihoon’s shoulder. I quickly said to him as if explaining, to the man who looked up with a puzzled expression.

“Close your eyes for a second.”

“Why?”

“Just try closing them for now. It won’t take long, just a moment.”

Lee Jihoon, who was puzzled but couldn’t beat me who kept urging him, closed his eyes. I lifted my body slightly to the side and opened the second drawer. I vaguely remembered it from a long time ago, but fortunately, I found the gel and condoms that I didn’t even know when I had bought. I put the condoms down next to Lee Jihoon and grabbed the gel. Even then, I looked at Lee Jihoon. Luckily, his eyes were still closed. I squeezed the gel onto my hand. After taking a deep breath, I brought my gel-covered fingers down to my hole. I was planning to loosen my hole on my own while Lee Jihoon’s eyes were closed. It was something that I should have done in the shower, but it was already too late for that.

I knew the process, but it was my first time loosening myself like this. Even just putting my fingers up to it, my hole tightened even more, as if preparing for a strange intruder. I took a deep breath and tried to relax my body. Then I pushed one finger in between the folds. As if startled, my hole tightened quickly. A tremendous pressure rushed into my finger. I almost lost the strength I had been using to bite my lip, so I quickly bit down on my lower lip.

Lee Jihoon mustn’t hear the moans that were leaking out. He had his eyes closed because I didn’t want to show him the sight of me loosening my hole.

I glanced at Lee Jihoon’s dick and tried to move my fingers slightly inside my hole. Even if I put all four fingers in, I doubted if it would be anywhere near the thickness of his dick, and at this rate, it wasn’t going to be enough. After making my decision, I ignored the tight hole and pushed in another finger. No moans escaped, probably because I had bitten down hard on my lip in order to avoid making the same mistake as before. The inner parts of my thighs were trembling as if they were tense, probably because I was trying not to make a sound. I felt sweat gathering in the crevices of my back. As I grabbed the sheets with my other hand, I kept trying to move my hand while holding back my moans. Still, after resisting the urge to pull my fingers out and kept wriggling them, the sensation below seemed to gradually become dull, though very slowly.

Just a little more… a little more… I had to squeeze my eyes shut at the moment I pushed the third finger deep into my hole, as if scraping the inner lining. Still, it was fine. As I took it step by step, I only felt more strongly that I wouldn’t have been able to make Lee Jihoon do this anyway. The taste of blood was in my mouth from the way I had been biting my lip to stop the moans that were escaping.

“Why are you having sex by yourself?”

I had to stop breathing at that moment. I hadn’t been keeping an eye on Lee Jihoon because I had been so focused on the pain that I had closed my eyes. The moment that my fingers that had been stuck to the mucous membranes were pushed further in, I let out a rough gasp. That was because I had loosened the lips that I had been biting because of the unexpected pain.

“I closed my eyes thinking I was going to get a reward, but it was a punishment?”

“Lee, Ji, hoon… Take… take your hand out.”

“Fuck, I didn’t see your expression when you had only put one in.”

Lee Jihoon’s fingers, which had been inserted hastily, were squirming and digging into the narrow hole that had already been struggling with just my fingers. My hole had become tightly constricted simply by Lee Jihoon’s hand entering. There were already four fingers inside my hole, counting Lee Jihoon’s.

“Not… ugh… not yet… if you….”

I felt like my hole would tear if he kept going. It was tight, as if my hole was complaining about the foreign sensation. It was as if the sensation wasn’t only felt by me because I felt that Lee Jihoon was grabbing my thighs and spreading them open even more. Even while using his knees to keep my inner thighs from closing, Lee Jihoon’s hand was still digging around inside. I had thought I had loosened it up quite a bit on my own, but it felt like my hole was twitching because I couldn’t handle Lee Jihoon’s hand moving around. My body as well as my hand, which had been reaching out to pull Lee Jihoon’s hand out, collapsed, unable to withstand the stimulation. Lee Jihoon, who had been persistently moving his hand and opening my hole up, frowned and commanded.