MTMIO Chapter 94

Lu You lowered her head, her eyes were hot and moist. The tears inside rolled down onto the bedding like large beads, staining it with even deeper marks.

The word “Okay” was already on the tip of her tongue, but she bit her lower lip and swallowed it back down.

She wiped her eyes haphazardly and twisted around to turn on the bedside lamp.

The room was really too dark, and she didn’t want the stillness caused by the dimness to create a suffocating atmosphere between them.

The orange glow of the tungsten bulb flowed from under the emerald green glass lampshade, stretching all the way to the foot of the bed.

Lu You turned back and looked at Yue Yunxi across from her.

A loose and thin plain-colored nightgown covered her slender body. She sat in the soft, warm light, but she exuded a sense of coldness. There wasn’t much color on her face, only a thin warmth reflected by the light, and her eyes shimmered with tears.

Not receiving her response, Yue Yunxi’s wet, long eyelashes trembled slightly.

The tears clinging to them fell, rolling down her pale and beautiful cheeks, like dewdrops Condensation on petals.

This wasn’t the first time Lu You had seen Yue Yunxi cry.

She had seen it not long ago on that cold, windy, and rainy night.

But it was different from the last time’s morbid madness.

At this moment, every inch of Yue Yunxi’s wet cheeks was interpreting the words “pitiful to see.”

Lu You closed her eyes and struggled to lower her gaze, softening her tone as she said, “…Let me see your injury first.”

In the corner of her eye, she saw Yue Yunxi’s hand on her lap, her knuckles slowly curling up, tightening more and more.

Perhaps it was because she suddenly wanted to see the wound.

Perhaps it was because she was avoiding the topic of reconciliation.

Or maybe it was both.

Yue Yunxi didn’t say anything, nor did she make any move to show her the wound.

Lu You pursed her lips and reached out directly.

Before she could even touch the fabric of the nightgown, her wrist was suddenly grabbed.

“…It’s not pretty.” Yue Yunxi’s voice was slightly hoarse, with a lingering wetness.

“…” Lu You glanced at the scar on her little finger, which wasn’t covered by a pinky ring, “What wound is pretty?”

The strength restraining her loosened a little, but didn’t completely let go.

“Are you going to show me or not?” Lu You tentatively struggled, but couldn’t break free.

Clearly, Yue Yunxi was still in a state of refusal.

Lu You stared at her intently, hardened her heart, and gritted her teeth, “I’ll count to three. If you don’t show me, I’m leaving. Three—”

She counted almost without pausing, as if after the three counts, if Yue Yunxi still held her like this, she would immediately forcefully Throw away her hand, leave without looking back, and never linger.

“Two—”

Yue Yunxi gripped her even tighter.

Lu You felt a slight pain and couldn’t help but frown.

“One…”

Yue Yunxi released her, withdrew her hand, and grabbed the hem of her nightgown, but didn’t make any further move.

Lu You moved her legs off the edge of the bed, found the slippers that had fallen to the floor in the chaos, put them on, and pretended to leave.

“Didn’t you want to see it!” Yue Yunxi took a deep breath and repeated in a low voice, “Didn’t you want to see it?”

Lu You turned back.

She saw Yue Yunxi sitting on the bed facing her, grabbing the hem of her nightgown with both hands and pulling it up, lifting it halfway to reveal a rounded breast, before suddenly stopping.

Below the curve, about a finger’s distance away, was a hideous seam, pulling up the flesh, with a row of dents on the side where the meat had been deeply nailed down.

The color of the iodine mixed with the oozing blood was shocking.

Just looking at it made one feel as if their own skin was being pierced and twisted.

Lu You slowly squatted down along the edge of the bed, trembling as she reached out, keeping a little distance, and traced along the seam. She faintly felt that the surface of her ribs was also aching. She didn’t dare to really touch it, let alone imagine what the skin had looked like before it was stitched up.

“Does it hurt a lot…” Her voice was heavy, and her eyes reddened again.

After a long silence, Yue Yunxi took a long and slow breath, and answered her softly and seriously, “Sutured under general anesthesia. I didn’t feel anything when it was being stitched. After the anesthesia wore off, it hurt quite a bit.”

Lu You’s throat choked, and the mist in her eyes instantly welled up again.

She felt both heartache and anger.

“When you were injured…” Yue Yunxi lowered her clothes, stopping her words.

Lu You looked up.

Yue Yunxi’s shimmering eyes stared at her, “I only felt very cold—”

“Enough.” Lu You pressed her finger on her lips, “Don’t recall that time.”

Don’t recall the pain.

Her left hand, which was propped on the bed, clenched slightly, with only her little finger uncontrollably Up.

She had experienced the dying cold brought about by extreme pain.

Lu You withdrew her hand and changed the subject, “How often do you change the dressing?”

“…Once or twice a day.” Yue Yunxi said in a soft tone.

The weakness shown by someone older was like a large carnivore crawling to one’s feet after being seriously injured.

What was revealed was not only obedience, but also a bit of fragility.

Lu You pursed her lips, and when she spoke again, her attitude was a little gentler, “Do you do it yourself?”

“Yes.”

“How many times have you changed it today?”

“I haven’t changed it today yet.”

“Can you change it now? Just now I saw it’s seeping blood over there. You need to take care of it, right?”

Yue Yunxi turned and pointed to the corner of the opposite wall, “The medicine is over there.”

There was a small cart over there. Lu You walked over and looked at it. Everything needed for changing the dressing was on it, complete.

She pushed the small cart to the bedside, took off her coat and draped it over the chair by the dressing table, and rolled up her sleeves.

Yue Yunxi glanced at her eyes that were constantly tearing up, and couldn’t bear it, “Let me do it myself.”

Lu You wiped her eyes with her arm, “I’m more experienced than you in changing dressings.”

After her finger was reattached, she also needed to do wet healing of the wound every day, but Lu Huai’an wasn’t responsible and didn’t take her to the hospital to change the dressing on time, causing scabs and inflammation. She suffered a lot, clearly knowing that it was better to rely on herself than on others, so she began to learn to change it herself.

Just because it wasn’t handled well at the beginning, the scar could never fade.

Yue Yunxi didn’t speak, and cooperatively lifted her clothes.

Lu You squeezed some No washing and carefully rubbed her hands, glancing at the seam.

In addition to heartache, the Depressed in her heart also became stronger.

Taking a deep breath, Lu You carefully peeled off the Apply patch, “Isn’t this your first time in Italy?”

It was a sudden question. Yue Yunxi froze for a moment and couldn’t answer in time.

Throw off the patch, Lu You took a Iodine Cotton Swab, “I remember, last time you called me, you almost encountered danger in Venice.”

She took another one after using one.

“So you should be very clear about how unsafe it is here, how rampant stealing and robbery are.”

After applying the iodine in the brief silence, Lu You threw away the cotton swab. Her suppressed temper was almost out of control, “You knew it was dangerous and you still went after it. Is that phone more important than your life?”

Yue Yunxi moved her lips, but didn’t say a word.

Lu You’s increasingly unstable emotions fluctuated even more violently in her silence, “I thought you took the initiative to apologize because you finally learned to speak, but this mouth is still only used to force people to kiss, is it?”

Yue Yunxi was stunned. In retrospect, Lu You hadn’t responded to her in the kiss just now.

She finally understood in the first half of the sentence why Lu You was avoiding the question of reconciliation.

Because the conflict between them hadn’t been resolved.

A rash promise was like a wound with a scab, seemingly fine, but in fact, it hadn’t healed inside.

And the unhealed wound would accumulate bacteria under the scab, and inflammation and fester were only a matter of time.

So at this moment, Lu You was not only cleaning a visible wound for her.

“Nothing is more important than life, but there are—there are many things I don’t want to lose… You can understand my mood at that time… right?”

Yue Yunxi’s gentle and enticing voice, the content of what she said, smoothed Lu You’s emotions a little like Smooth hair.

She could understand.

Not only did she know that there were love words she had recorded for Yue Yunxi in the phone, but she also understood Yue Yunxi’s mood.

Also, she suddenly remembered that she had experienced similar things and had similar feelings.

Not long after Zhang Wenyin left, the phone Zhang Wenyin had given her was lost.

At the moment she discovered it, she frantically searched every place she had been, wanting to cry, but she couldn’t even cry. It was as if something in her body was also lost. The empty space was filled with despair.

But being able to understand only meant that she could understand the mood.

Seeing the stitches and thinking about Yue Yunxi’s behavior of disregarding her own safety for a phone, she would still be angry.

“I don’t understand.” Lu You’s gaze fell on the suture marks, “You said it’s not more important than life, then tell me, how did this injury come about? The thief wanted money, not your life. When he took out the knife to threaten you, couldn’t you see the knife? Didn’t you know to dodge? Are you stupid?”

The more she spoke, the angrier she became. Her voice trembled more and more. She swallowed and didn’t say anything more.

Yue Yunxi’s voice was soft, “I wasn’t in a good state those few days, I couldn’t react in time… It won’t happen next time.”

Lu You frowned, narrowed her eyes, and glared at her fiercely, “You still want a next time?”

Yue Yunxi Lip and said, “I don’t want to, it hurts.”

“Serves you right! You should be in so much pain you die.” Lu You touched her nose. She knew that Yue Yunxi meant that because it hurt, she didn’t want to have a next time, but still, because of her “pain,” she lightened her movements when cleaning the blood scabs with saline.

Yue Yunxi lightly scratched her nose, “Words are wrong.”

Things to do.

Lu You waved her hand away impatiently, thinking, “I’m still asking the obvious,” and then asked, “What’s in the phone? That made you chase someone for two blocks.”

Yue Yunxi stared at the hand that had been waved away, curled her fingers, “…What do you think?”

“I think you’re very interesting! When the phone with the recorded love words was lost, you knew to chase it. You could chase a thief for two blocks.”

Lu You threw away the used cotton swabs impatiently. The lid of the small trash can banged loudly. “The person who recorded the love words for you was driven away by you, and she’s not even two blocks away from you. You didn’t know to chase her. The phone may not be more important than your life, but it’s definitely more important than me.”

“No.” Yue Yunxi denied.

“Not a Yarn!”

“Lu You…”

It was her full name again.

“Don’t call me!” Lu You’s voice was hoarse, revealing a sob, “Do you know how many days I’ve waited for an apology from you? I don’t understand why you were so unwilling to apologize the first time I asked you to. Why didn’t you say those words to me at that time.”

“…Because many times, too intense emotions cannot coexist with stable emotions.” Yue Yunxi took a deep breath and explained in a gentler tone, “Yoyo, when I face you, my Joy, anger, sorrow, joy will be affected by your attitude. Like now, I need to constantly use—you care about me, you care about me so you’re so angry and lash out at me—to stabilize my emotions.”

Because at that moment, my feelings for you were too intense.

So intense that I couldn’t control the emotions derived from them.

At this moment, Lu You understood this principle all too well.

Lu You didn’t speak, and slowly applied red Mycin ointment to the wound.

Her cold attitude, her mood controlled by anger, and her Top emotions also gradually softened and moistened in the process of applying the medicine.

“…From the first until today, I haven’t blacklisted you again. You had the time to change the moon in your nickname to pitch black, but you didn’t have the time to look for me.” Lu You said in a muffled voice.

Time was stretched out and became long in the stillness.

A long time.

Or maybe not so long.

Yue Yunxi sighed very softly, with a distant Fluttering and also a close Serving size, and the Serving size all hung in the Final note of each word.

“…Because I was afraid. I was afraid that you wouldn’t respond to me, and I was also afraid that you would respond to me.”

Lu You stuck one piece of Reduce posting and picked up the thread of the conversation to speak the unfulfilled meaning: “You were afraid that the answer you responded to wouldn’t be what you wanted, right?”

“Yes.”

“So, you’re apologizing to me at this time because you’re sure that I still have you in my heart and guessed that the answer would be as you wished.” Lu You paused and asked uneasily, “Is that so?”

She was Uneasy, she worried that there would be another argument like that night.

She was Uneasy, she was afraid that this question was not the answer she wanted, and she hadn’t even thought clearly about what to do if Yue Yunxi answered yes.

And Yue Yunxi looked at her with tearful eyes very hurt, and coldly put what she was afraid of hearing on the Open face, “If I answer you—yes, would you refuse to reconcile?”

Lu You shook her head and said, “I don’t know. I’m not questioning you, and I don’t want to argue with you again. I just want to ask clearly. Don’t give me answers to these hypothetical questions. I don’t want there to be too much calculation and suspicion in our relationship.”

There was another silence.

After a moment, Yue Yunxi took a deep breath and said, “…I’m sorry, I seem to have made you especially nervous about whether it’s still pure in a relationship that should be pure.”

Her nose suddenly felt sour, and Lu You bit her lower lip to barely suppress the urge to cry.

“The phone was robbed.”

In Yue Yunxi’s slightly trembling voice, a shallow layer of Wronged was mix out.

Lu You’s hand paused. She had already finished sticking the Reduce posting. She lowered Yue Yunxi’s clothes and raised her face to ask, “What do you mean?”

The moment their eyes met, Yue Yunxi said, “When it was robbed, I was in the input box, typing word by word the words I wanted to say to you…”

However, the phone was robbed, and those words were never sent to her.

Yue Yunxi’s eyes flashed with the light of tears.

“I had a bit of a fever after the stitches, and I had a lot of dreams… Several times, I either dreamed that the phone wasn’t lost, or I dreamed that I got the phone back… I dreamed that I sent you those words, dreamed that we reconciled… I also dreamed that you said to me… let’s end it completely… When I woke up, I was both Lucky that it was all a dream, and regretted that it was all a dream…”

Lu You listened to her speaking this passage intermittently, sitting on the floor, slowly hunching her back, lowering her head, and the whole person Short, her vision becoming more and more blurred.

Yue Yunxi took a deep breath and said a little more calmly, “I’m very happy that you came to see me, and I’m also delighted that you have me in your heart. You care about me, which can increase the possibility of our reconciliation. But this is not the determining factor for my apology to you, but the Opportunity for me to communicate with you in person.”

Lu You lowered her head, and tears fell on the floor drop by drop, “Yue Yunxi…”

Yue Yunxi knelt down in front of her, waiting for the verdict in the brief silence.

In the process of waiting, the space smoke to a Withered yellow by the desk lamp light appeared Boring and Suppress.

As if even a slightly heavy breath could Extrusion deformation it, to the point of collapse.

Yue Yunxi instinctively held her breath slightly.

“…I like you like this. I like that you can tell me everything, tell me everything you’re thinking, and I like that you communicate with me well like this…”

After a pause, Lu You opened her mouth in a trembling voice, “I like that my relationship with you can develop healthily towards a very distant future…”

Yue Yunxi regained her breath, lightly and slowly.

Lu You covered her face with both hands, and the irrepressible sobbing mixed with the intermittent voice overflow from the tear-soaked fingers.

“I’m always afraid that the relationship won’t last… and I long to have one that can last… You may not know, taking a step towards you almost used up all the courage I can invest in love… Because before deciding to be with you, I would always feel Troubled and imagine the moment we end. I would regret my choice as much as before… I would think, if you were always Yunxi elder sister.”

Yue Yunxi could hardly make a sound, “Yoyo…”

“Let me finish.” Lu You choked, “But I still took this step. I’m with you not just to spend the autumn with you. I also want to see… see the Sweet dreams bursting flowers you told me about…”

Sweet dreams bursting flowers is in late April.

Yue Yunxi immediately understood what she meant.

——I want to spend from spring to autumn with you, and infinite seasons.

Slowing down a little, Lu You said, “So, in the future… don’t be a Saw-mouthed gourd again. Don’t hide things from me like this with so many other people, and don’t give me the illusion that you’re preparing for a breakup, okay?”

“…Okay.” Yue Yunxi choked with a slight pain in her throat.

“If one day you don’t want to—”

“There is no ‘if’.” Yue Yunxi interrupted her, “Don’t make this kind of assumption.”

Lu You pursed her lips, nodded, and asked in a low voice, “Then… is there anything you want to say?”

“…Don’t pay me back like that in that kind of thing again.”

Lu You lowered her head, and the ear that was exposed was Anime, “I won’t do that again. I apologize to you.”

“Lu You.”

Yue Yunxi called her name.

It involved her heart, and brought out a full Exhausted pain.

“I always feel that loving someone is a kind of ability, and I envy you for having this ability.” Yue Yunxi reached out towards her ear, “You also have more experience than I do in dating. Can you teach me more in the future?”

Lu You felt as if something had hit her heart. It hurt terribly, but it was so soft that it was out of shape.

She always felt that it wasn’t a good dating experience.

For her, it was an No name one, and she didn’t even want to categorize it into her dating history.

For Yue Yunxi, it was even more “Can’t say.”

But now, Yue Yunxi was telling her that that experience wasn’t a prick that made people care about it, it was just a past road.

That road didn’t only leave her with Mud, but also the experience to walk the next road more steadily.

Lu You lightly Sucked her nose, suddenly grabbed Yue Yunxi’s hand, and then,Post put her hand to the position of her heart, “…You always make me feel pain here.”

“Is that so.” Yue Yunxi felt the beating there, passing from through her clothes to her palm, and flowing into the depths along the Noise blood.

She closed her eyes, and as a clear tear fell from one eye, she said softly, “Then we can be considered to be sharing the same feeling.”

Lu You’s wet and heavy eyelashes trembled heavily, slowly lifted, and she raised her head to look at Yue Yunxi.

In the Dim yellow halo, Yue Yunxi’s eyebrows and eyes were like the distant spring water after the snow melted, quietly looking at her.

In her gaze was a Twist and tenderness.

Lu You couldn’t speak.

At this moment, she only wanted to fall into the embrace of the night with her.

Lu You straightened her body, leaned forward, moved closer, tilted her head, and kissed the eye of Yue Yunxi that always shed tears on one side, lightly Touch her tear mole with her lips, and rubbed her tall nose with the tip of her nose, seeming and yet not seeming.

Each Tease was like energizing her heart, making that softness throb accordingly, beating faster and faster.

Fast enough that the electric current spread all over her body, and the warm touch landed on her lips, holding salty tears.

From a short touch like drizzle to a more and more fierce Storm, melting the salty taste that seeped from the corners of her lips.

Yue Yunxi Feeling Lu You’s ears, her fingertips and slightly sweaty palms softly Touch to the back of her neck. When she felt her Tip of tongue invading from between her lips, she melted in the love that she actively released, slowly using force, tightly hugging her, and responding eagerly.

Very soft, very good to kiss. In the smooth touch, the sweet breath became more and more intense. They Entangle each other, suck. Sucking, occupying, and plunder each other’s oxygen.

Going.

The blood seemed to be boiling and clamor, and the nerves were beating.

And the heart, lungs, and even the wound were aching slightly due to lack of oxygen.

It allowed one to truly feel the Freak of life inside and out.

And thus know.

She was finally saved and completely came alive.

Lu You soothed her breathing, opened her blurred eyes, and her gaze swept over Yue Yunxi’s eyebrows and eyes that revealed a bit of Fascination.

The moment their gazes lightly collided, the eye of Yue Yunxi with the tear mole slid down a line of clear tears.

Lu You’s fingertips gently wiped it away, and her gaze fell down along another line of tears, focusing on her lips that had been kissed red and Run.

Seeing the red lips that had been kissed even more full opening and closing, she heard Yue Yunxi asking with a heavy nasal tone with heavy panting, “Now… are we considered to have reconciled?”

She also felt her hand climbing on her shoulder, trembling slightly in unison with her voice.

Lu You captured the low sense of security revealed in her voice, her eyes heating up, “Otherwise?”

She lightly pursed her lips, touched Yue Yunxi’s lips again, and kissed her with a lingering and forceful kiss.

The body temperature rose steadily in the hot kiss, and her whole body was soft, as if she was about to melt.

When they separated, her face was terribly hot, and she was slightly open-mouthed, panting, “Is it obvious enough?”

“What to do, I still don’t think it’s enough.” Yue Yunxi’s voice was dyed with a smile, tightly surrounding the back of her neck, staring at her at close range.

In her sight was satisfaction that she had Get what you want, and also a few desires and greed, complexly intertwined on her body.

Said her eyes could drive, it was not an exaggeration.

Just being looked at like this made Lu You’s face red and hot. She kissed Yue Yunxi one time, and said in the gaps, “I contacted you on the way here, on WeChat, but you didn’t reply to me.”

“That’s a Unjust, I don’t have a phone.”

Lu You Smile and laugh: “Yun Zhu asked me to bring you a new phone, and I also replaced your phone card.”

“I don’t know if it can synchronize messages.”

“It’s not like we can’t say it in person.”

Yue Yunxi’s soft lips gently wipe Lu You’s ear, lingering on her side neck, falling behind her ear, the tempting tone was all contained in the air sound, “What did you send me?”

Her ears were itchy, and Lu You’s breathing intensified under her Tease. Hearing her question, she hooked her lips.

What a big battle, just for a curious heart.

Lu You held her face in both hands,Right her face,Touch gently her head twice, and deeply see into her eyes.

That tender gaze had a depth that seemed to want to Insert all of her.

Yue Yunxi’s heart A shock.

Then, in the midst of an fierce heartbeat, she heard Lu You’s wet and soft voice, containing a smile and a slight sob, accurately Falling on her heart.

“I love you.”