TSIAGBICATMWI Chapter 210
by VolareChapter 210 Extra 2: Raising Oneself
Chapter 210 Extra 2: Raising Oneself
Luo Wu Sorrow hesitated about saving Xie YunChuan, but when he sensed Luo Shuyou’s consciousness gradually sinking as Xie YunChuan’s aura weakened, that hesitation turned into a determination that he had to save him at any cost.
Luo Luo was another soul that he had nurtured bit by bit with love, carrying all his beautiful things. Luo Wu Sorrow would rather fall asleep with him.
If there was no Xie YunChuan, and there was no expectation in the lonely years, Luo Wu Sorrow was afraid that his Luo Luo would never wake up.
With the impact of the mixed power of the zombie blood crystal and the JÄ«ngpò, Luo Wu Sorrow’s spirit seemed to be torn apart, but his consciousness became extremely clear, the more painful, the more awake!
At this time, he was grateful that it was not his Luo Luo who was suffering these pains.
Perhaps, the only good thing he wanted to protect in his life could not be protected. If so, then he would leave with him.
He thought of Luo Luo’s birth, and his thoughts were gradually pulled back to the past.
Luo Sorrow, this was the name Luo Wu Sorrow’s father first gave him, and it was the only thing he did for him.
Luo Wu Sorrow liked it very much, it sounded very nice, and it felt very artistic, it was obvious that it was done with care.
Later, Luo Wu Sorrow learned that it was indeed done with care, but not with the love that Luo Wu Sorrow wanted.
The meaning of Sorrow——died before adulthood! What an interesting meaning. Born into this world with a curse, is it destined to be a life of misery and suffering?
Luo Wu Sorrow could not change his life, so he changed his name to Luo Wu Sorrow!
He changed his name, but the trajectory of fate did not turn because of this. The pain still pressed him so hard that he could hardly breathe.
Wu Sorrow, Wu Sorrow, the more people desire something, the more they cannot have it.
When he was thirteen years old, Luo Wu Sorrow took out a handful of change that he had secretly saved for many years and bought himself a birthday cake.
That was the first day he knew his birthday, and it was the first time he ate a sweet cake.
When he took the first bite of the cake, he cried. His life was too bitter, so bitter that he felt that the sweet cream was also bitter in his mouth.
Therefore, he created Luo Shuyou. He regarded Luo Luo as another self, and used all his love and greatest efforts to raise him from the initial daze of consciousness to be able to live happily in the sun in his place.
He was the bearer of Luo Wu Sorrow’s beautiful expectations. Luo Wu Sorrow bore all the unbearable and painful things himself, and Luo Wu Sorrow left all the beautiful things and hopes to Luo Shuyou.
He wanted his Luo Luo to live a happy and fulfilling life, born with love, and happiness would always be with him for the rest of his life!
That was his greatest expectation for himself, but he had lost the ability to feel happiness.
What he could not achieve, his Luo Luo must achieve. He entrusted all the remaining beautiful emotions to Luo Shuyou. He felt him, and when he smiled, Luo Wu Sorrow knew that it was a happy emotion.
Luo Wu Sorrow handed over the few bright moments in his life to Luo Shuyou to control, and carefully put away the dark bitterness, hiding it under the haze, and digesting it himself.
It can be said that Luo Shuyou is a sub-personality that Luo Wu Sorrow actively split out and possesses all the life he wants to have.
He is not only the only comfort in his difficult life, but also the white peony he raised delicately.
Luo Wu Sorrow likes peonies because they bloom with wealth, likes white because it is pure and flawless, and likes Luo Luo because he is his white peony.
Because his parents did not raise Luo Wu Sorrow well, he wanted to raise Luo Luo well. He wanted to say, look, it is actually very simple to raise a person well.
Because his life was already fragmented, he wanted his Luo Luo to be complete. He wanted Luo Shuyou’s life, from birth to old age, to be sweet.
He wanted to personally verify whether perfection is really so unattainable?
Xie YunChuan didn’t know that his first meeting with him was Luo Wu Sorrow, not Luo Shuyou.
Luo Wu Sorrow liked Xie YunChuan, or he expected Xie YunChuan, such a strong, gentle, and loving person who loved himself more than his life, to appear by his side.
So, as always, he added this beautiful expectation to Luo Shuyou.
He personally facilitated their meeting, witnessed their acquaintance and love, and guarded… the happiness that belonged exclusively to Luo Shuyou.
Luo Wu Sorrow’s heart was contradictory. He admired, liked, and even loved Xie YunChuan, and also longed to get a love like Xie YunChuan treated Luo Shuyou, but Xie YunChuan could not help but love his Luo Luo.
If Xie YunChuan showed even a trace of guilt towards Luo Luo, he would not hesitate to kill this man who betrayed Luo Luo’s feelings.
Xie YunChuan had never disappointed him, but he could not avoid being lonely time and time again, lamenting that in his life, he had never received a love.
Not even mottled and mixed love!
Xie YunChuan, Luo Wu Sorrow loves him, but does not love him.
He wants someone who loves him like Xie YunChuan loves Luo Shuyou, this person can be anyone, but… no one can become him.
Love is mutual. He has lost the ability to love, and at the same time, he has lost the qualification to be loved.
Xie YunChuan is a dark and strong person, and he, Luo Wu Sorrow, is not a gentle and loving person. It is better not to force two ruthless guys to be together.
People cannot fall in love with their own kind, because we can never live the way we are satisfied with.
——Extra End——
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