Is This Reporter Also Paying Off Debts Today? Chapter 64

no more love

Lu Huaichu understood from Wen Di’s eyes.

He also understood.

Wen Di is no longer in love and really wants to end things with him.

Lu Huaichu looked away in panic. He stared at the grass in front of him that was being blown around, and did not dare to speak again.

“I’m sorry for you about the breakup.” Wen Di stopped looking at him and continued to look at the stars in the sky.

“I shouldn’t have left you alone without telling you clearly.” Wen Di later thought about going back to Lu Huaichu to explain things clearly, but he was too aware of his worthless virtues. As long as he saw Lu Huaichu, he would lose all principles and bottom lines, and lose all reason.

Want to love him.

Just want to love him.

“…I’m sorry for you.” Wen Di sighed and continued: “I understand that your parents can’t accept me. Don’t blame them. They are your parents after all. I am just your boyfriend of several months. LeaveWithout me, you can still find better and better people, men and women, who are better than me. I hope you can tell the difference.I didn’t handle the relationship with your parents well when you didn’t come here, and I made it difficult for you.”

“No! It’s not like that, you didn’t…” Lu Huaichu just wanted to tell Wen Di that it wasn’t like this, but he always couldn’t tell Wen Di. While he was still organizing the words in his mind, Wen Di could already move on to the next thing, so he interrupted Wen Di in a hurry.

“Listen to me first, don’t interrupt me.” Wen Di comforted Lu Huaichu softly, and he could hear fear in Lu Huaichu’s voice.

At that moment Wen Di’s heart hurt as if it was being squeezed by many hands.

But he had to do this. He had to completely draw the line between the two tonight.

“I didn’t help you with anything about Huainan. My personal grudges even triggered a quarrel between Huainan and his aunt, which led to Huainan’s death. This was something I didn’t expect at all. I didn’t expect it would bring such a disaster to your family.” Lu Huainan’s sudden death is something Wen Di can’t let go of.

This was also the main reason why he insisted on separating from Lu Huaichu.

If it weren’t for him, Lu Huainan and Chen Xiaofang would not have seen those photos, and the quarrel between them would not have happened.

Wen Di always blamed himself for Lu Huainan’s death.

In Wen Di’s view, even if Chen Xiaofang should not have done anything wrong, he was still the culprit.

Therefore, he accepted all Chen Xiaofang and Lu Ting’s hatred and cold eyes towards him.

If he withdraws from this relationship, will Lu Huaichu’s life go back to what it was before? He is still the most trusted doctor in the First Hospital, and he is still the young and promising eldest son of the Lu family.

“No… it’s not like that…” Lu Huaichu shook his head anxiously. He didn’t want Wen Di to take all the problems on himself and bear these unwarranted charges alone. “I didn’t blame you, never. How about we start over? I will love you more than before. If you think I did something wrong in the past, you will point it out and I will change it. You will supervise me to change it, okay?”

Lu Huaichu’s voice became weaker and weaker. He looked at Wen Di’s side face and gradually became speechless, as if a hand was grabbing his throat.

“Baby…please pay attention to me, please?”

“Lu Huaichu, you know, after I came here, my biggest feeling is that living is the most important thing.” Wen Di raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Lu Huaichu’s eyes, “I no longer expect to have love again in this life, no one will love me more than you.”

“Look, that place.” Wen Di pointed into the distance. Lu Huaichu looked over and saw only ruins.

“When I first came here, there was a four- or five-story communication base station there. The refugees here relied on that base station to listen to the radio intermittently every day. Then someone came down and blew up everything there.”

“I still remember that there used to be a canteen next to the base station. We thought it was a canteen, but for the people living here, it was already a large supermarket. The owner of the supermarket had a mustache, small eyes, and wore glasses, but he could speak a few words in Chinese, so I was particularly impressed by him. He also died in the air raid. He died on the counter of the canteen he had opened for decades.”

“And Hiba, she told me that the children here don’t grow up. I felt very uncomfortable when I heard this. How old is she? When I was her age, all I did was pee, mud, catch caterpillars, and scare other children all day long. But I want her to live. If I can take her out of here, I will always support her to study and see the wider world.”

“Instead of being locked in this besieged city like now, living in fear all day long.”

“So, Lu Huaichu, you see, living is more important than anything else. I hope you can live well, just like you did before you met me. With Lu Huainan gone, your parents will only have you as their child. Don’t do anything to disappoint them again.”

“If Huainan could see it in the sky, he would probably have the same wish for you as I do.”

After Wen Di finished speaking, Lu Huaichu could finally speak out the words he was holding in his chest: “What about me? You have said so much, but you have never asked me if I am willing…”

“I can never repay what I owe you in my life. I will repay these debts. I will use my whole life to atone for my sins. To repay, I might as well use my life to pay for it in Huainan…” Wen Di murmured.

Lu Huaichu’s eyes widened in disbelief, with a hint of anger in his tone: “Wen Di, I don’t need you to pay me back, you never owe me anything. I love you, that’s all I’m willing to give you, and I’m willing to be good to you. Now what do you think you want to pay me back and atone for? What do you think of my love for you?”

“Everything you said is right, but I used the wrong words.” Wen Di responded in a nonchalant manner, making Lu Huaichu feel as if he had punched cotton.

Lu Huaichu was stunned for a long time: “Do you still love me?”

Wen Di did not answer, but stood up, patted the dirt on his pants, turned around and walked slowly down the hillside: “Go back, I’m a little tired.”

It would be three days before Wen Di officially went on a mission with the special forces team.

On this day, the special brigade received the task of searching and rescuing trapped people in the urban area.

In the early hours of this morning, Country L had just launched another air strike.

The weather these days is very unusual.

There is no wind and the muggy heat makes people feel restless no matter what they do.

“The search and rescue scope of this mission is relatively large, so only two people are left to guard the camp. The rest will participate in this mission, bring their equipment, and gather at the entrance of the camp in 10 minutes.” After Yu Chen arranged the team, he walked towards the tent on Wen Di’s side.

When searching and rescuing local people, in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, translation must be in place.

“Reporter, we will leave in 10 minutes.” Yu Chen stood outside the tent and looked inside, asking others to follow him to work. It was not easy to just lift up the curtain and enter the tent.

“Wait for me!” Wen Di’s voice came from inside the tent.

Yu Chen waited outside the tent for a few minutes before Wen Di came out, followed by He Liang who was carrying a camera.

“Team Yu, do you mind if we take a picture of everyone’s working process?” He Liang asked with a smile, showing his white little tiger teeth.

Yu Chen looked at the small tips of the tiger teeth and felt a little itchy. He didn’t know what was wrong with him. Since he met Wen Di Heliang, he felt that his originally boring life had become interesting.

When I was out on a mission, I encountered strange-looking bugs and small stones. I always wanted to take them back to tease He Liang, and then watch He Liang smile happily.

Just like now.

“I don’t mind, of course I don’t mind, let me help you.” Yu Chen stepped forward to take the camera, but He Liang took a cautious step back.

Yu Chen’s hands froze in place, at a loss.

“Oh, Captain Yu, that is our Aliang’s little wife. You must not touch his wife, or she will fight you.” The flute player put his pockets in his pockets and walked past the two of them expressionlessly.

“Sorry Yu Dui, I’m not used to other people touching my camera.” He Liang scratched his head in embarrassment and followed Wen Di slowly away.

Yu Chen was stunned on the spot.

Did he just smile to himself again?

After regaining consciousness, he quickly jogged a few steps to follow He Liang: “It’s my fault. I was too reckless. Don’t mind.”

“How could it be? I think Captain Yu is tall and thick, but he is actually very attentive!” He Liang didn’t notice the expression on Yu Chen’s face and was talking to himself.

He didn’t notice the look in Yu Chen’s eyes every time he looked at him. In his opinion, Captain Yu had a cold face and a warm heart. After getting to know him, he would become warm-faced and hot. He was not as scary as his team members said.

And he is also very kind to himself. He takes care of himself first when he has food and drink.

Ever since Yu Chen and the others came here, He Liang felt like he had gained a few pounds.

But this matter was completely different in Yu Chen’s eyes.

They had just arrived in such a chaotic area and were unfamiliar with the place, when a greedy kitten who came from familiarity broke into their camp and begged for food.

Even though this kitten is cute, it has a very sweet mouth. It won’t eat alone after asking for food, and it has a spirit of sharing.

But this kitten is also very good at catching mice. It can always catch many fat mice quickly and accurately. Although it sometimes falls and is covered in injuries, the kitten never seems to get tired.

It doesn’t matter if he’s injured, he just sleeps under the quilt, and he’ll be resurrected with full health the next morning and start catching fat mice.

Banxia novel, a lot of fun