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    Why is your ex-wife like this?

    “Lu Huaichu, we have broken up.”

    Seeing Lu Huaichu frozen on the spot, his eyes getting redder and redder, Wen Di’s heart tightened and hurt, but he was still determined to say goodbye to Lu Huaichu and not have any more relations, so he cruelly repeated it again.

    Lu Huaichu stood beside Wen Di at a loss, his tears rolling down like broken beads, and a few drops even fell on the back of Wen Di’s hand, which made his fingers curl up due to the heat.

    “Baby, are you feeling uncomfortable? What nonsense are you talking about? You are too tired, please rest soon…”

    Hearing Lu Huaichu’s almost broken voice asking himself over and over again, Wen Di closed his eyes.

    If he wasn’t cruel this time, Lu Huaichu would only feel even more uncomfortable when he wanted to end this relationship in the future.

    Wen Di always felt that the rash disclosure of his feelings to Lu Huaichu was the most regretful thing he had ever done.

    People who have been in the dark for a long time can’t help but move up when they see some warmth or sunshine.

    But Wen Di loved Lu Huaichu.

    His heart, which had been closed for more than ten years, began to disintegrate the moment he met Lu Huaichu.

    Wen Di, who originally planned to die alone, changed his mind at that moment. He began to believe that “love at first sight” really existed in the world.

    He suddenly wanted to pull Lu Huaichu away from the busy hospital and take him to drink coffee, ride the Ferris wheel, and travel around the world.

    He wanted to see all the scenery in the world with that person. Maybe by then the two of them had become little old men who couldn’t even walk and struggled to chew biscuits, so there would be no trouble. They would get up every morning and eat some milk to make steamed buns, and then bask in the sun together downstairs, or just sit at home, with the news or TV series playing on the TV, and the two of them would sit on the sofa together and look through the photos and videos taken over the years, recalling the beauty of that time.

    Wen Di originally thought that life would finally start to treat him kindly.

    But reality will always hit him hard when he is most defenseless.

    The two often spend less time together and more apart, his deteriorating health, Lu Huainan’s death, and the opposition of Lu Huaichu’s parents all remind Wen Di:

    People who grow up in the dark should not enjoy even a little bit of sunshine.

    Yes, how could such a bad self be worthy of such an excellent Lu Huaichu?

    Since we are people who will break up sooner or later, it is better to end it as soon as possible.

    “We… have separated, Lu Huaichu, I don’t want to fall in love with you anymore.” Wen Di looked into Lu Huaichu’s eyes and said every word.

    Lu Huaichu felt his brain “boom”.

    He didn’t find a hint of joking in Wen Di’s eyes. Instead, he was serious, very serious.

    “Why? Is there something I didn’t do well enough? You said, I can change it, I can change it! Or do you think I am too busy at work and don’t have time to accompany you? I have resigned from the No. 1 Hospital for a few months. This time I came to Area J with the army to find you and take your baby home. Last time,Yes, and the last time my mother hit you, I apologize for her and you, don’t be angry, they will accept you and like you, you are so good, everyone will like your baby, you, please don’t separate from me, okay?” Lu Huaichu squatted on the ground, holding Wen Di’s cold sign and talking incoherently.

    “None of them, Lu Huaichu, none of them.” Wen Di pulled out his hand, and he saw Lu Huaichu’s fingers clenching the sheets helplessly.

    “I don’t love you anymore. Sorry, I don’t love you anymore.”

    “I left without saying goodbye because I didn’t think about how to talk to you, so I blocked all your contact information. I’m sorry for making you sad. But now that you are here, I decided to make it clear to you in person. I’m sorry, Lu Huaichu, but I don’t love you anymore and we broke up.”

    Lu Huaichu didn’t know how he returned to the camp. He only remembered that Yu Chen had been asking him very concernedly what was wrong. He ignored Yu Chen and lay on the bed, covering his face with his coat, and cried in the darkness.

    Wen Di said that he didn’t love himself anymore. Wen Di’s expression was very serious. Wen Di was not joking with him.

    “Lu Huaichu, I know you have always been very kind to me, and I am very grateful to you for taking care of me these past few months. After my parents left, no one has been as kind to me as you. Thank you, thank you very much. But the two of us are not suitable. You are the only child in the Lu family now. Your love life is no longer just your own business. I understand that your parents cannot accept me.”

    “If I were your parent, I couldn’t accept that my only son chose to spend his life with a man, Lu Huaichu. I would not only drag you down, but also drag down your parents. This is something I cannot accept.”

    “After my parents left, for a long time, I thought I would never get out. But you see, more than ten years have passed, and I am still alive and well. This is something I couldn’t have imagined when I was thirteen. So, Lu Huaichu, it’s not your fault that I chose to separate from you. It’s my problem. It was my fault that I was obsessed with you a few months ago and made you invest your feelings in me. It’s my fault.”

    “Let’s separate, Lu Huaichu, and stop the loss in time. The two of us should not continue to be entangled and sink deeper and deeper into the wrong path.”

    “You know, the biggest change after I came here is the change in my state of mind. I face a lot of death every day. Some people may just finish talking to me in the morning, and they will be turned into a corpse burned to black charcoal in an inexplicable air raid at night. I now feel that being able to live, healthy and complete is the most important thing.”

    “Whether you think I’m selfish or you think I’m ruthless, we all have to face this fact, Lu Huaichu. My feelings for you have long… gone away a long time ago, so your kindness to me should stop here.”

    How could it be?

    How could it be your problem? Wen Di?It’s always been my fault that I haven’t done well enough.

    I don’t have much time to spend with you. You are obviously in poor health, and you often squeeze into the small sofa in the duty room with me night after night, just to stay with me for a while, but you still have a day of work to complete the next day. My parents are not good to you, and even beat you. How can you be so considerate and willing to understand them?

    It’s obviously all my fault, it’s all my fault, so why do you take all the problems on yourself?

    Wen Di, you lied to me, right? Although your eyes were serious and firm, the moment you saw my tears, your heart was shaken, right?I can feel it, Wen Di…

    After Lu Huaichu left, Wen Di lay on the bed and stared at the roof of the tent in a daze. The patients around him had relatives and family members accompanying them, including him, but that person was driven away by him just now.

    He thought about what he had just said to Lu Huaichu, and felt a dull pain in his heart. Lu Huaichu must have felt so uncomfortable. How could he be such a bastard?!

    Seeing Lu Huaichu’s increasingly aggrieved expression, Wen Di’s heart was shaken. He wanted to immediately put Lu Huaichu into his arms and tell him, “I’m sorry, what I said is not my sincere words. I have seen all the text messages and phone calls you made. I love you, I love you too, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.”

    But that wavering was immediately suppressed. He needed to be the person who was ruthless and let go first, so that Lu Huaichu would be discouraged about him as soon as possible, so that he could get his life back on track as soon as possible.

    “Brother? Are you asleep?” He Liang lay beside the tent and asked softly.

    Wen Di came back from his thoughts, sat up and leaned on the head of the bed, waving to He Liang who was peeking at the door.

    With permission, He Liang dared to walk in.

    He Liang came in and sat beside Wen Di’s bed. After caring about Wen Di’s body for a moment, he started scratching his head and scratching his head, but hesitated to speak.

    “…He Liang, if you feel itchy, go take a shower. Don’t scratch it here.”

    “…”

    He Liang secretly glanced at Wen Di and found that Wen Di stared at him with an unkind expression every time. He was heartbroken: “Brother! Didn’t you say you were divorced?! How is your ex-wife such a big man?!”

    “I…” Wen Di was speechless for a moment when He Liang asked him. I waited for a long time, but I still couldn’t say a complete and convincing sentence.

    After a long time, he could only say “Children should stay out of adults’ affairs” to save his face.

    “I’m not a child anymore, brother!” He Liang couldn’t help but yelled at Wen Di regardless of the fact that the person in front of him was still a sick person.

    “…I know, I know, you are the oldest, you are the oldest, okay, what are you yelling about?!” Wen Di rolled his eyes, lay down, with his back to He Liang, and did not intend to pay attention to this despised little kid anymore.

    “Brother, you! Forget it, you go to bed early, I will bring you food tomorrow morning.” While Wen Di turned around, He Liang quietly made a few rebellious but silent movements towards the back of Wen Di’s head, such as slapping his big ears and scratching his head.

    Wen Di, who felt a chill in the back of his head, turned around suddenly and squinted at He Liang, who was stunned on the spot: “Why aren’t you leaving? What are you doing?”

    “No! Why not! Brother, go to bed early, good night!” He Liang diligently covered Wen Di with a quilt and ran away.

    “…There’s something wrong with this kid.” Wen Di cursed in a low voice, closing his eyes to fight against a wave of dizziness.

    He Liang ran out of the tent and saw Yu Chen waiting not far away. The look of defeat on his face had already been caught in Yu Chen’s eyes.

    “How is the reporter’s situation?”

    “You just scolded me. There should be no danger to your life. Lie down and go to sleep.” He Liang wiped the non-existent cold sweat on his forehead. It was really scary to hear the flute become serious!

    “Thank you for your hard work, Reporter He. You should go to bed early. If you need anything, call us at any time. We have people patrolling 24 hours a day.” Yu Chen was about to leave. The sensitive and fragile doctor in the camp had to take a look himself, so as not to faint from crying while no one was there.

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