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    It was a normal day, eating, feeding Shancha, cleaning the room, and taking a shower. A message popped up on He Linzhou’s cell phone. A once-in-a-century meteor shower was about to appear. This was the Leonid meteor storm, which only occurred once in a century.

    Some people say that when they see a meteor shower like this, something good will happen.

    He Linzhou held Shancha in his arms, kissed Shancha’s head, and asked, “Baby, do you think so too? If you wish on the meteor shower, good things will really happen?”

    Shancha didn’t answer him, but lay quietly in his arms.

    He Linzhou thought that if it was true, he would definitely make a wish.Make a wish to be with Zhu Qing well.

    The moonlight was very good today and the stars were very bright. He stood at the window and watched. He wondered what Zhu Qing was doing at this time and whether he was looking at the same starry sky as him.

    It would be great to be with him sometime.

    He Linzhou felt that tonight was a bit formal and the feelings came out of nowhere, maybe it had something to do with the news he saw.

    The camellia in his arms jumped down and ran to his nest to sleep. He Linzhou watched it jump lightly, with skillful and flexible movements, just like Zhu Qing hiding from him.

    It is true that like mother, like daughter.

    It’s so late, Zhu Qing’s mysophobia doesn’t know if he’s finished sorting it out.

    ————————————————————

    Zhu Qing did not clean the house. He confessed at home. If he had not met Zhu Ci today, he would not have realized his problem deeply. In fact, from beginning to end, He Linzhou had done nothing wrong. It was entirely his own wishful thinking that led to the breakup. As the other party, he did not even know the reason.

    He can now completely think of his pain. There is reincarnation in the way of heaven. This pain is like a boomerang, piercing his body.

    Only today did he feel the pain of the other person.

    He hesitated to apologize, but if it was just a phone call, he would look down on himself because there was no sincerity.

    When they broke up, He Linzhou didn’t say anything bad about him, he just accepted it. His reason for breaking up was really not a reason.Zhu Qing felt that he wanted a serious apology, which was a debt to He Linzhou.

    The hygiene can be cleaned tomorrow, but the confession must be done today.

    It was very late, and he didn’t want to disturb He Linzhou. He guessed that He Linzhou should be sleeping sweetly with the scent of camellia in his arms.

    The stars were very beautiful today. He wanted to pick up his phone and take a photo, but the news about the century-old meteor shower popped up on his phone.Zhu Qing further strengthened his heart. There could be hundreds of years in his life, and his life would be an opportunity to witness a meteor shower.

    Similarly, He Linzhou only had one chance.

    Life is short and he doesn’t want to miss it.

    Having a great lover in a lifetime is something that many people can only hope for, and he doesn’t want to miss it again.

    He Linzhou sent a message: Good night, doctor, and have a good dream.

    Zhu Qing: Same for you.

    ————————————————————

    In the following period, all departments in the first hospital were extremely busy. The two of them had not seen each other for a long time, and they only chatted on the phone for a few words each time.

    On this day, the Four Musketeers finally got together after not eating together for a long time.

    Bai Xiaomeng: “Oh my gosh, it’s been two months since the last time the four of us had dinner together.” Time flies, and the medical staff is so busy that they catch up with ghosts. Her parents also urge her to find a boyfriend in the hospital. Bai Xiaomeng doesn’t want to talk about a boyfriend, just looking for ghosts, and she doesn’t have time now.

    Xiao Shiqi was so exhausted that she couldn’t even eat. In the past two months, she had lost 10 pounds just by going to work. She suddenly discovered that being busy had its benefits.

    Xiao Shiqi said proudly: “I have good news for you, I have lost weight.”

    When Tan Mei heard this, she became even more angry: “I would rather gain weight than lose weight in this way.” It was really tiring. When I got home every day, I didn’t want to do anything and just fell asleep. I didn’t even have time to play with my mobile phone.

    Zhu Qing’s little face also lost a lot of weight, and he felt like he was back to the days when he was in high school, busy but fulfilling, right? However, he still hoped that it would not be so fulfilling. He had time to clean before, but now he has bought a sweeping robot to save energy, and he really can’t do it anymore.

    Bai Xiaomeng stood up and stretched, feeling that someone was looking here.

    It turns out to be Doctor Qian from the Department of Surgery.

    Bai Xiaomeng: “Look, Doctor Qian has been looking here.” She turned her head and whispered: “I heard before that he wanted to chase people from our department. Shi Qi and I were still gossiping about who he wanted to chase. Now he probably doesn’t dare to chase after seeing us so busy.”

    “Ha, I guess society will advise against dating doctors and nurses in the future because they don’t have time.”

    “Hahaha”

    What a cold joke. Several people laughed, but Zhu Qing didn’t laugh. It was time to talk to Qianxing. I promised him last time, but I never had time.

    ——————————–

    Beside the garden of the hospital, the two of them stood together, looking handsome in different ways.

    Zhu Qing was the first to speak: “I’m sorry, Qianxing, I only have time to date you now.”

    Qianxing said: “It’s okay.” They are all in this industry, so he can understand.

    Zhu Qing: “Well, I think you are also very busy, because I haven’t contacted He Linzhou for a long time. I came to you today to make it clear that I have no such thoughts about you. I hope it won’t waste your time, and I hope you can find a better one.”

    Qianxing’s heart ached, as if someone had hammered him hard. Although he knew this would be the answer and had done a lot of mental construction, he was still very sad when Zhu Qing said it. However, what Zhu Qing said was true and sincere. At least he regarded him as a friend.

    Qianxing took a deep breath and nodded: “Okay, Brother Qing, I understand what you mean, and I hope I didn’t disturb you before.”

    Zhu Qing: “No, you are a very good person and you will definitely be able to find an equally good partner.”

    Qianxing: “Brother Qing, do you mind if I ask a question?”

    Zhu Qing: “No, you ask.”

    Qianxing: “Is that person He Linzhou?”

    Zhu Qing: “In my heart, it has always been him.”

    Qianxing: “I wish you happiness.”

    Zhu Qing: “Thank you, the same goes for you.”

    The two shook hands.

    Qianxing’s steps were no longer heavy. He sincerely wished Zhu Qing no matter whether Zhu Qing chose him or not.As a child who was not expected to be born, his parents have been beating and scolding him since he was a child. Once he was beaten so hard that he thought it would be a bad life anyway, so he might as well just die. He searched on the Internet for countless ways to die. Life was very painful. After death, he wanted to choose a painless way. After thinking about it, he thought of burning charcoal and committing suicide.Unexpectedly, his father found him and beat him half to death. He lay in bed for half a month and couldn’t get out of bed. He couldn’t live or die.Gradually, he stopped resisting and thought that God would take him away quickly.

    I met Zhu Qing because he was bullied by those bastards in school. It was not only Zhu Ci who was really bullied, but also him in the lower grades.

    That day, he was beaten up by several people until his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, and he was huddled in a corner. It was Zhu Qing who saved him like a god beating up a few bastards. He came to him like an angel, encouraged him not to give up, to live a good life, and forcefully pulled him out of the quagmire.

    It turned out that his life was not such a failure, and there was a stranger who cared about him so much. He told himself that he wanted to live. He asked: “Brother, please tell me your name.”

    The pretty boy smiled: “My name is Zhu Qing, remember, don’t be afraid of these bastards, and work hard.”

    Later, Qianxing went to the high school department to investigate and found out that Zhu Qing was an outstanding student in the high school department. Thinking of his encouragement to her, Qianxing made a vow to be as good as her brother.

    Later, when he grew up and understood his feelings, he came to Zhu Qing, hoping to be with him.

    In fact, Qianxing himself knew Zhu Qing’s feelings for He Linzhou.

    But it doesn’t matter, he has not failed. He can like such an outstanding person. Even if he doesn’t belong to him, as long as he wishes you happiness, he will be happy.

    Come on, Brother Qing, you must be happy.

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    He Linzhou hasn’t had dinner with his mother for a long time.Huo Jingshuang asked him to go home today, saying he had something important to say.

    He Linzhou asked, “What’s the matter? You can’t talk about it on the phone.”

    Huo Jingshuang: “Why, as a mother, I want to meet my son. Do I still have to apply to the court?”

    He Linzhou: “…” That’s not necessary.

    He Linzhou wondered if it was about attacking Ran Yunshu and his daughter again. He had heard about this kind of thing since he was a child, and he really had no interest at all.

    Huo Jingshuang seemed to guess what he was thinking: “It has nothing to do with the mother and daughter. You can come back from get off work tonight. Mom has prepared your favorite food.”

    He Linzhou hadn’t heard this sentence for a long time, and he felt warm in his heart. He used to have a good relationship with his mother, and he always pestered her. He couldn’t explain why the relationship became estranged later.Mother and son are connected, no matter how distant they are, she is still his mother, and he still loves her.

    He Linzhou: “Mom, do you want to drink red wine? I’ll buy it, your favorite one.”

    “Okay.”

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    “Linzhou, mother wants to confess something to you.”

    “Go and find Zhu Qing”

    “He is a good boy. Mom also knows that you love him very much. I am sorry to separate you because of me. Mom is really sorry for what she has done. If possible, I would like to apologize to Zhu Qing in person.”

    “Mom is now willing to accept you to be with him unconditionally.”

    “Mom, I hope you live a happy life.”

    ————————————————————

    “Zhu Qing, where are you?”

    “I’m at home, what’s wrong?”

    “Have you been drinking?”

    “No.”

    “Drive and come to my house immediately. I have something important to tell you. I’ll wait for you downstairs.”

    “What’s so important, we have to talk about it today.”

    “You have to tell me today, otherwise I’ll drive over drunk and look for you.”

    “No, I’ll go, I’ll drive now.”

    ——————————————

    As soon as they met, He Linzhou couldn’t wait to hug him, and his arms were wrapped so tightly that Zhu Qing felt a little pain.

    He Linzhou seems to be a little different today. He drank wine and his face turned red. He looked at him with an aggressive look and wanted to tear him apart and eat him.

    Zhu Qing asked: “What’s wrong with you, He Linzhou?”

    He Linzhou bit his ear lightly: “Four years ago, we didn’t seem to have reached the last step.”

    Zhu Qing felt as if he was electrocuted instantly, his face turned red, and ambiguous memories came to his mind.

    He Linzhou touched his head: “You don’t have to say it, I already understand why you want to break up with me. All I want now is one word from you, Zhu Qing, ‘Do you still want me?'”

    There was a buzz in his head and he froze. Could it be that He Linzhou really knew.

    He Linzhou was very patient and asked, “Do you want me?”

    “Yes, of course I want it.” The stupidest thing he did four years ago was to break up with him. Now he comes to ask him, of course he wants him, a hundred yes, ten thousand yes.

    ——————————————

    “Ah!!! He Linzhou, when did you prepare this?”

    “I bought it before you came. I don’t want to miss you anymore.”

    “But, isn’t this too anxious?”

    “Can’t I be in a hurry? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting?”

    “But…”

    “Stop it, if you do it again, I will have problems.”

    “Wait a minute——”

    “Can’t wait any longer -” “Camellia, go back to your own bed and sleep, don’t disturb your parents -”

    “Ah – wait a minute -”

    “Shut up”

    ————————————————

    The meteor shower that only happens once in a century is really beautiful. He Linzhou hugged Zhu Qing, and the two of them were wrapped in a blanket and sat at the bay window to watch the shooting stars.

    Zhu Qing’s whole body was red, his face was hot, and his eyes were moist and as pretty as roses. He Linzhou hugged him, feeling infinitely satisfied, and kissed his forehead lovingly.

    It turned out that he secretly made a wish that day, and it really came true.

    ——————————————

    “Zhu Qing, if you have something to do in the future, don’t hide it from me. You can tell me anything.”

    “Okay.”

    “Really?”

    “Really.”

    “Then do you think there is anything you are hiding from me?”

    “No.”

    “I’ll give it to you one more time.”

    “…”

    Zhu Qing was silent for a while and said, “Yes.”

    He Linzhou: “You can tell me now.”

    Zhu Qing: “Do you still remember how we met?”

    He Linzhou: “I will never forget it in my life. You stood up for a girl and thought I was bullying her.”

    Zhu Qing shook his head: “No.”

    He Linzhou was in a daze: “When was that?”

    Zhu Qing: “When I was five years old.”

    He Linzhou: “Five years old? Are you sure? I didn’t even know you at that time. How did you know me? Did you know me in a dream?”

    Zhu Qing: “I knew you had forgotten. Do you still remember the playground opposite the People’s Park? It is gone now. Zhu Yao took me out to play that day. She went to buy toys and asked me to wait for her at the carousel. A little fat guy came over to snatch my chocolate. It was you who came over to help me drive the fat guy away.”

    He Linzhou: “Really? Then I’m a really good person.”

    Zhu Qing nodded: “You are a good person. Not only did you help me drive away the fat man, but in order to comfort me, you also gave me the bear toy in your hand.”

    He Linzhou’s eyes widened: “No way?”

    Zhu Qing nodded heavily.

    “Do you still remember the little bear that was washed white at home? It was the one you gave me as a gift. It has stayed with me for so many years. Later, when I was in high school, I recognized you by chance when I saw you.”

    “Then why didn’t you find me or tell me?” If they met earlier, they might be able to be together earlier.

    “We were not in the same class at that time, and you were very cool and had so many suitors. How dare I talk to you.”

    “Blame me, blame me.” He Linzhou regretted it very much. Why did he pretend to be cool when he was young? The beautiful campus romance is gone. This is not cool at all.

    Zhu Qing smiled and said, “Actually, there is another secret.”

    He Linzhou: “Also, how many things have you hidden from me?”

    Zhu Qing: “Do you remember the box of dried flowers at my house?”

    He Linzhou: “Remember.”

    Zhu Qing: “That was the first flower you gave me. I couldn’t bear to throw it away, so I made it into dried flowers.”

    He Linzhou: “I’ll go, you love me so much, why didn’t you tell me earlier.”

    Zhu Qing: “I wanted to tell you earlier, but I have never found a suitable opportunity. However, tonight, I feel that I must tell you that I really love you. That breakup was indeed a stupid thing I did. I will never do such a stupid thing again.”

    He Linzhou hugged him tightly: “You are not stupid, not stupid at all. My mother has told me that she did something wrong. She asked me to take you home and apologize to you.”

    Zhu Qing: “Actually, no need. If she can accept me, I’m already very happy.”

    ——————————————

    “Shall we go to the United States on our next vacation?”

    “Why go to America?”

    “When you get married, take me to meet your sister’s family. An ugly daughter-in-law always has to meet her parents-in-law. You can’t help but give me a status.”

    “Okay.”

    “Are you agreeing so easily? You won’t lie to me.”

    “No, I really want to marry you.”

    “Me too, I love you, Zhu Qing.”

    “I love you too.”

    Banxia novel, a lot of fun

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