Innocent Ex Is Hot Chapter 29
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“Brother Qing, let’s chat whenever you have time, okay?”
It was a message from Qianxing.
There is no need to escape from this matter. It must be made clear sooner or later anyway. He Linzhou is right. There is no need to delay this kind of matter. Since there is no hope, it is better to make it clear to the other party directly to save the other party from overthinking and wasting time and energy.
If nothing is possible, don’t worry about other people’s feelings. It’s very unethical.
“Okay.” He went back, thinking about telling people clearly during the next break that Qianxing was a good person, but for him, Zhu Qing was not his choice.
An old couple helped each other walk in the corridor. Zhu Qing thought that sometimes life is too lonely, and it would be nice to have someone to accompany him. It would also be nice to be able to be with He Linzhou like this when he gets old.
He was also thinking about the question He Linzhou asked him last time. To be honest, He Linzhou was a good person. As a companion, he was really a plus.
He can control both outside and inside. He is mainly emotionally stable and has a good temper. The two of them have known each other for so long. He Linzhou has only been angry a handful of times, but he himself has a lot of minor problems. From the beginning of their relationship, He Linzhou has been tolerating him, and he can feel every bit of it.
However, his heart began to tangle again, would He Linzhou’s parents agree.
What happened before has been echoing in his mind at home. He is really not sure. There is no way he will let He Linzhou fight against the He family for himself, let alone regret it in the future.
Zhu Qing looked gloomy and there was a trace of sadness in his brows. He wanted to ask He Linzhou, but he didn’t know how to ask. He kept thinking about this matter and didn’t even take a few bites of lunch.
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He Linzhou asked if he wanted to go to his house to see camellia together in the evening.
Zhu Qing held a glass of water and stared out the window in a daze, not knowing what to do.
After typing a lot of words and then withdrawing them, He Linzhou said: [?】
[What was withdrawn?】
Zhu Qing: [Nothing.】
He Linzhou: [Will you come to my house tonight? Let’s take the subway back together and take care of Camellia together.】
He Linzhou had always hated the subway, but now he found that he didn’t really hate the subway. When he was with Zhu Qing, he still liked taking the subway. The two of them leaned together and talked, which was pretty good.
Zhu Qing fell into a daze again.
He Linzhou: [What’s wrong with you? Are you asleep?】
Zhu Qing looked downstairs for a while, but still had no thoughts. The phone rang again. He looked at it for a while and replied: “It still doesn’t work.”】
He Linzhou refused to give up: [Why?】
[You have to give me a reason, otherwise I won’t accept it.】
Zhu Qing: [I’m going to disturb my family.] He has been busy during this period, and he has not cleaned up properly. While Shancha is away, he wants to clean up thoroughly.
He Linzhou knew that Zhu Qing had mysophobia. He knew it from the beginning. In high school, among a group of smelly boys, he was always clean and smelled good. Except for the time when they had a fight, Zhu Qing had always been a decent person in front of him. He had never seen his sloppy side.
This reason makes sense, and he can accept it.
【good.] He Linzhou went back.
As long as it’s not about dating any man or woman, he can accept it.
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After get off work, Zhu Qing went to the supermarket and bought a lot of cleaning supplies, for cleaning the kitchen, cleaning the bathroom, and cleaning the glass sofa. He bought a bunch of them. As a person with mysophobia, he would not allow his home to be unclean.
As I was walking, I suddenly heard a slight touch from behind.
Zhu Qing turned around and apologized hastily: “I’m sorry.”
A girl wearing a cyan cardigan and a white cotton skirt also turned around and apologized: “I’m sorry.” It turned out that the two of them were picking something behind their backs and accidentally bumped into each other.
The two laughed.
The girl suddenly said: “Zhu Qing?”
“Zhu Ci?”
“It’s really you.” They both said at the same time. I really didn’t expect that the world is so big and they could meet in a supermarket.
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It was still a coffee shop, and the two of them sat facing each other.Zhu Qing still ordered black tea, and Zhu Ci ordered coffee. She had stayed abroad for a long time and developed the habit of drinking coffee.
“Last time, I heard Xia Ting say that you were working abroad. When did you come back?” During that interview, he felt that the two of them looked familiar. Later, Xia Ting said that she was Zhu Ci’s cousin. Now, at first glance, they really look alike.
Xia Ting had already told her about her interview with Zhu Qing. Zhu Ci had just returned from abroad. She was tired of living abroad. Xia Ting was now working in a newspaper, so she came to her cousin and wanted to have a good rest.
Unexpectedly, on the second day after returning to China, I met my high school savior.
Zhu Ci said: “I just came back not long ago and I don’t want to stay abroad anymore. It’s too boring.”
Zhu Qing agreed: “It’s true. Many people went abroad and later felt uncomfortable and came back. It’s normal.”
Zhu Ci nodded: “I just hate one of my colleagues. In addition, I have been working for too long. I am tired and want to come back to adjust.”
Zhu Qing: “Very good. Come back when you are tired.”
Zhu Ci lowered his head and covered his eyes with his long hair. In fact, there was another reason why she came back.
Seeing her sudden depression, Zhu Qing asked with concern: “What’s wrong?”
Except for Xia Ting, Zhu Ci has never told anyone about this matter. Until now, she is willing to tell it because she trusts Zhu Qing.
Zhu Ci: “I dated a girlfriend abroad and we had a good relationship. Then one day she suddenly left without saying goodbye. I searched many places but couldn’t find her.”
Zhu Ci: “I am in love with tx, do you think this is bad?”
Zhu Qing: “Of course not. It’s not illegal to have sex. It’s just that the person you like happens to be of the same gender. If I tell you, I do too, what do you think? Do you think I made a mistake?”
“Of course not. Zhu Qing, you are my friend, how could I discriminate against you?”
“Similarly, I won’t discriminate against you.”
There is nothing to discriminate against, and it is nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone has the right to pursue happiness.
Zhu Qing asked: “Can I ask, what happened between you?”
Zhu Ci said: “Speaking of which, I don’t know if that matter is a problem. She was busy writing her graduation thesis at that time, and she might be under a lot of pressure. I was also under a lot of work pressure at that time. She ignored her, and she might have noticed it. She didn’t want to hurt me, and she felt that we didn’t love each other that much, and we couldn’t be together despite all the difficulties. She didn’t want to embarrass me, so she left quietly.”
Looking back now, the other party is indeed under more pressure. Zhu Ci regrets it, but now it is useless. Not only can he not be found, but he cannot be contacted.
Zhu Ci: “Actually, if we openly talk about it openly and face it together, we can completely solve the problem. It’s all my fault. I’m too self-righteous and ignore her feelings. She must be very disappointed in me, otherwise she wouldn’t even tell me a reason. If I meet her again, I will definitely tell her well.”
When he got emotional, Zhu Ci’s face turned pale and his hands began to tremble. This was the sequelae of being bullied on campus before, and it was also a somatic reaction. Zhu Qing was very familiar with this.
Zhu Qing was suddenly enlightened. He thought of what happened to him before and felt that he was totally wrong. He was the bastard. He was really a huge bastard.
Zhu Qing confessed: “Actually, when I was in college, I was in a relationship. I liked that boyfriend very much, and he was very good to me. We imagined many futures, and our relationship was very stable. I told myself that I could give everything for him, even at the cost of my life. I can’t express in words how much I love him..Then something happened, I broke up with him, and like your lover, I didn’t tell him the reason.He was very painful and waited for me downstairs in my dormitory all night, but I avoided it because I felt that since we broke up, there was no need to meet again. But after hearing what you said today, I feel that I did something wrong and I shouldTell him the reason, at least reveal the problem to him emotionally and face it together. If it is resolved, we can continue to be together. If it cannot be resolved, we will break up peacefully instead of missing four years for no reason.In the past four years, I have thought about it countless times. Every time, I will ask my classmates how he is doing and that he is back.I still tried to avoid it, but now I know that I was wrong because I wasn’t honest with him. I didn’t even tell him the reason for breaking up.It was so unfair to him. After talking to you so much today, I realized my problem.In fact, I am really grateful to you today, Zhu Ci, for giving me the opportunity to face my feelings calmly.”
Zhu Ci listened to what he said. After a while, Zhu Ci calmed down. Zhu Qing asked the waiter to serve him a glass of warm water. After drinking it, Zhu Ci looked much better.
Zhu Ci: “I’m much better. Thank you, Zhu Qing, you are still so considerate.”
Zhu Qing: “You’re welcome. In fact, today I just want to thank you. If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t have known about my previous mistakes. I really want to thank you.”
After Zhu Ci told the incident, she felt much more relaxed. There were few people abroad who could share their concerns. She had been holding it in for a long time. Being able to chat with Zhu Qing for so long made her feel much calmer.
Zhu Ci wanted to pay the bill. How dare Zhu Qing ask a girl to pay the bill? The two of them rushed to pay. Zhu Ci said, “You have helped me a lot. Can’t I treat you to a cup of tea?”
Zhu Qing still couldn’t defeat her, but he thought again, don’t let Zhu Ci’s emotions become physical again because of this matter, then he would be guilty of a big sin.
When parting, Zhu Ci asked: “Zhu Qing, can we leave our contact information? Can I still talk to you in the future?”
Zhu Qing: “Of course.” In fact, he learned a lot from Zhu Ci today. Zhu Ci trusted him as a friend, and of course he was willing to be friends with her.
The two of them had been so focused on chatting that they had not noticed a well-dressed middle-aged woman sitting on one side of the cafe. She wore a knitted hat and listened to the entire conversation between the two.She held her hands tightly, and her heart was shocked. She had torn apart two people who loved each other alive. How could she do such a thing, how could she do such a thing to her own child.
As a mother, she really failed, Huo Jingshuang thought.
She was wrong.
Banxia novel, a lot of fun