FBF chapter 25 part 3
by Volare“And this…”
“What is it?”
“Cell phone.”
Lee Jihoon lifted the box to check its contents with a puzzled expression, still not understanding. The new model smartphone, complete with instructions, was the same as the one he used. I had bought it in advance last week.
Of course, I had expected to show it to him in a softer and nicer atmosphere rather than this situation.
He couldn’t guess the reason for buying a new phone when he was already using a perfectly good one, so he spoke up.
“I know you’re starting work again… And you sometimes miss my calls and see my messages late, which makes me feel a bit sad. I know you’re trying to hide that from me.”
“……”
“Given the nature of your job, it can’t be helped, but I thought I should make an effort where I can.”
I pressed the power button of the phone that I had only turned on once when I bought it. The black screen lit up and became bright. It was a new phone with nothing installed except for the basic applications. I had made exactly one change.
After confirming the screen of the phone I handed to him, Lee Jihoon’s gaze returned to me directly. It was as if he was checking whether the number on the screen was something I had intentionally displayed.
“That’s right. I’ve only saved your number.”
“……”
“I only want to contact you with this phone.”
Even while speaking, I felt like my mouth was dry. I was saying something I couldn’t if I were in my right mind, and it felt strange. Lee Jihoon took a long time to respond.
“Can I ask you something?”
“…Okay.”
“Did you buy this phone in the same model on purpose to match with me as a couple?”
After starting to date Lee Jihoon, I felt that the world I accessed was so very different from the one I had lived in until now. The word “couples” still felt awkward to me, and I was doing something I would never attempt before, finding other couples on this earth ridiculous and creepy—because of Jihoon.
“…Yes.”
I didn’t want to see his upset face again and wanted to look at the face I loved one more time.
I could see Lee Jihoon chewing on his lips. He was trying to hold back a smile, but it didn’t seem to work, as he scrunched his face every time our gazes met, almost as if he wanted to exaggerate his emotions. After going through a confusing moment of figuring out which mix of feelings to show first, he cleared his throat.
“Hey. I might have acted too angry earlier, and now I’m suddenly loving this—it’s a bit embarrassing.”
“……”
“You pretend to loosen me up just once more. I’ll fully fall for it.”
Lee Jihoon carefully placed the phone back in the box and set it down on the table before turning his body toward me.
“Here’s a hint.”
As our eyes met, he smiled.
“Your boyfriend is really weak to skinship.”
Seeing me smile, Lee Jihoon playfully said, “Oh, you’re such a teacher.” He seemed to say—what are you waiting for when I just gave you a hint? Leaning back with his arms crossed, he tilted his head slightly to the side in a way to divert the conversation. I moved in closer and gave his cheek a light kiss, grabbing his chin to turn his face towards me. Though he pretended to resist, he eventually faced me for the second kiss. Having gotten him to face forward, it was now time to kiss his lips. However, my attempt to grab the back of his neck was thwarted by Lee Jihoon, who playfully lifted my arms down and raised an eyebrow.
“You said you were weak to skinship, but you didn’t say you liked weak skinship.”
As if demonstrating, Lee Jihoon kissed me deeply. It was an intense kiss where our tongues intertwined so passionately that my cheeks flushed. The unrelenting kisses made my lips tingle painfully. He pushed me back, causing my body to fall completely. Only once I felt his hand supporting the back of my head to prevent me from getting hurt did he finally pull away. The strange look in his eyes quickly transformed into a sigh that seemed directed at me.
“This is an unfair fight for me. Seeing your face makes my anger dissipate.”
“…You were quite angry for someone who’s calming down now.”
Lee Jihoon shrugged his shoulders and answered by biting my lips. We both tried desperately to provoke our feelings throughout the evening, and our lips felt oddly rough against each other. Perhaps I wasn’t the only one who noticed this; Lee Jihoon kept licking my lips with his tongue even while kissing.
“Ah, it smells like popcorn…”
His laughing face resembled that of a mischievous child. I opened my mouth to say he was worse but changed my mind and pulled him in for a deeper kiss. Feeling each other’s excited breaths and never leaving the softest parts of our bodies untouched in this whole process felt too good. Lee Jihoon’s kisses gradually moved downward. As he attempted to take off his sweater, he suddenly commanded briefly.
“Ask.”
Following his command, I pulled the almost half-undone sweater that he had taken off. The moment Lee Jihoon pulled his head out as instructed, he buried his face in my neck. We were both already half undressed. I touched Lee Jihoon’s cock while throwing the rest of my pants that had slipped down to my thighs. The cock I held had already half-aroused. Judging by its firmness, it seemed like it had been like this even before the kiss, but it made me curious to think if he had done this while being angry.
Lee Jihoon’s nose brushed against my chest. I began to realize that he loved my scent, but despite knowing this, I couldn’t help but wonder if I had bathed. Maybe it was the excessive sucking, but now, just feeling his breath made my nipples vibrate. Unable to move from the tickling sensation, I felt his cock grow harder.
Suddenly bitten unexpectedly without warning made me moan.
“Haah.”
Lee Jihoon shoved one finger into my mouth without lifting his head. I sucked on the finger he offered without dissent. The sufficiently wet finger softly grazed the roof of my mouth as it slipped out. That finger teased me as if it already knew what was next, making my hips shudder.
Instead of pulling down his underwear, his finger slipped inside gently. Lee Jihoon strangely preferred teasing it this way, always seeming to enjoy pushing down the fabric until it was soaked, rather than just removing it completely. For some unknown reason, it seemed to be his preference. Today as well, having overcome the barrier of fabric, Lee Jihoon gently pushed his fingers inside me. Thanks to the saliva, the entrance was not difficult, but it wasn’t as gentle as if I had used gel. He seemed to understand this too and raised his head.
Eventually spotting the lotion placed beside the sofa, he reached for it. The lotion was something I kept for the purpose of massaging me whenever we lounged on the sofa, watching TV.
“Will this be bad for your body?”
With his cock firmly pressed against my abs, I looked at the serious expression on his face as he read the ingredient list behind the lotion, and then I kicked him lightly in the waist.
“Just do it.”
“Ah, wait a minute. I’m reading.”
“…Hand it over.”
I propped myself up and snatched the lotion from him. Opening the cap, I squeezed the lotion onto my hand before bringing it down. Looking directly at Lee Jihoon, who seemed bewildered, I pushed the finger, now covered with lotion, inside me.
Though it was thicker than gel, the consistency allowed it to move more smoothly once I got it in. Even before I was finished getting my fingers in all the way, Lee Jihoon groaned as he lowered his body over mine.
“I told you not to do it alone, but you didn’t listen.”
He was biting his lips as four of his well-made fingers penetrated me all at once. My abs tightened in instinct, yet at the next moment, I struggled to relax my body with my breathing. Despite being roughly inserted, his fingers moved smoothly inside me. The sloshing sound echoed as his fingers seemed to have no intention of stopping until I melted into the sensation.
“Ha… Uh, Mm.”
Eventually, it became slightly excessive. Every time his fingers, which he had curled like hooks, grazed my deepest places, my abs tightened with anticipation.
“Ah… Just, just do it.”
At the moment those words slipped from my exhausted lips, Lee Jihoon pulled his fingers out. With a hand that wasn’t currently inside me, he had already precipitated my climax three times. I was surprised his cock hadn’t softened yet; in fact, it seemed to have grown.
As he situated himself between my legs, I could hear the sound of our skin sticking to the leather sofa. When I realized that the awkward sound came from my butt being lifted due to his thigh that was propped on my shoulder, Lee Jihoon had already penetrated me.
“When did he take off his underwear?” was the only thought I had while my essence ran an ample amount down my stomach.
“Ugh, Ah…!”
Despite having released quite a bit, it still hurt at first. I bit my lip to endure the pain as Lee Jihoon leaned forward to kiss me deeply. Perhaps because my legs were draped across his shoulders, the insertion felt even deeper. Lee Jihoon’s cock was thrusting into me. After a few rounds of fucking, he had learned to target only where I felt it the most. He didn’t bother going around the sensitive spots or touch the places that didn’t need it.
Every time he pushed in at an unusual angle, it felt as if my insides were pushed to their limits.
“…Hah, Uh, Uhn… Hah!”
Even while my mouth was nearly covered, moans kept slipping out. The best I could do was run my fingers through Lee Jihoon’s hair. Gazing directly at me while kissing, Lee Jihoon was still tracing my body with his hands. He twisted my nipples until they hurt, squeezing the flesh of my chest as my abs trembled in response to his speed. The rhythm of the sounds was difficult to discern whether they came from the leather sofa or our bodies intertwined.
Finally releasing his lips that he had held onto too tightly, Lee Jihoon licked down my cheek, as if to savor it.
“Ah, Ah… Uhn, Lee Jihoon, Ah!”
Lee Jihoon silently quickened his pace. He was inching closer to climax. The thickened state of his cock pressed against my insides made me forget to breathe with its overwhelming pleasure. It felt like my brain was melting away.
All sensations outside of euphoria felt as if they were being consumed. Realizing I needed to ground myself, I felt as if just getting to my feet would push it even deeper.
“Hah, Ugh, Stop… Uhn…”
Trying to hold back my moans had become meaningless. No matter how hard I tried, it inevitably spilled out through my lips.
“Haah, Kuh-”
“……”
“Hah, Ah! Ah…”
A shudder of pleasure coursed through me, causing my body to tremble.
“Ah… Ah, Fuck…”
Ix was happening all at once, grabbing tight around Lee Jihoon’s neck. I felt the sensation of ejaculation surging from deep down. The instant Lee Jihoon pulled out desperately, ejaculate splattered around. It was a substantial amount that even flowed down the groove of my stomach.
“Ha… Hah…”
As I caught my breath and looked down, Lee Jihoon bent over. With one arm around my waist, he lifted himself up, enveloped by my legs.
“Ah!”
It was a position reminiscent of a baby clinging to its mother. The fact that we were facing each other only added to my shame. Even after releasing, feeling his cock hanging near my stomach sent shivers down my spine.
“Damn it, I told you not to do this… Put me down, quickly.”
It hadn’t been long since I reminded Lee Jihoon that I wasn’t small, both in size and build, yet here he was again disregarding me entirely. Trying to push him away, my hands landed on his hard thighs, snuggling up even tighter as a result. With one hand supporting the back of my head, Lee Jihoon twisted his head and shoved his tongue deep into my mouth.
“…Ugh-”
I had no choice but to feel the playful hand tapping my butt. Lee Jihoon opened his eyes only after our kiss ended. He pressed his lips against mine, whispering softly.
“Seon-uk, it’s just the beginning…”
“……”
“Are you going to keep wasting your energy on trivial things?”
He’d regret it later.
Before I could think of a retort, his lips sealed over mine. The sensation of his cock brushing against my entrance was overwhelming, the realization of its size heightened my awareness.
He was right; I had to conserve my strength.
I had learned that if you cum too much, even the semen that flows from your cock turns transparent. The liquid dripped down like water, signaling to my body to stop, but it seemed Lee Jihoon interpreted that differently.
“Hey, just stop… Stop.”
Even when I tried to muster just enough strength to lift my body, it seemed he could hear nothing in response to his eager sucking on my slackened cock. The more I tried to push him away, the stronger his grip became, so I ended up muttering curses while lying back helplessly.
I hadn’t timed it, but I was sure it was well over three hours of rolling around on the bed. It felt like every bit of strength had drained from my entire body. And it appeared that all that energy had been absorbed by Lee Jihoon. He wouldn’t just be fatigue-free by himself.
With his relentless sucking, Lee Jihoon soon pulled his mouth away from my cock. A nearly embarrassing liquid trickled from the tip, something that barely counted as semen. Lee Jihoon looked serious.
“Will it produce more if I add water?”
I could hardly muster any energy to react to his ridiculous question. With any remaining strength, I focused on resisting his advances, which was all I could do. However, sensing my intentions, he raised his head and pressed his body against mine from behind. Again, I felt the firmness of his cock pressing against my back. I closed my eyes, thinking I mustn’t meet his gaze. I wanted to sleep now but doubted Lee Jihoon would cooperate.
As predicted, he would not let me be and spoke up.
“Seon-uk. Are you tired?”
It was a question that sounded innocent. Looking down, I could still see traces of our activities spread all over my body after three hours. I would have to face this reminder even when showering for the next week. Especially the insides of my thighs would probably take over a week to return to their original color. Glancing down there, I could see the signs of irritation that Lee Jihoon’s face was hiding from me, but I knew it looked incredibly ugly.
I summed it up in the briefest way possible.
“…Yes.”
“How much from 1 to 10?”
Here we go again. A request to pick a number within a range. The strategy devised because I didn’t complain of pain or fatigue during sex had become a familiar pattern, but I actually didn’t know how effective it was. The only real effect seemed to be momentarily distracting me into thinking about how much closer the pain was to an 8 or a 9. I found myself ironically confused about whether I should be focusing on which one was more painful, only realizing a heartbeat later that my hole was being penetrated again without any necessity for lube.
He was already calming my battered chest with his soothing fingers. Each time his swollen nipple rubbed against his long fingers, it sent a sharp sensation through my neck. I took a deep breath before finally answering.
“…9.”
Lee Jihoon bit my ear and replied.
“You’ve still got a 1 left?”
I flinched on the spot but was relieved that Lee Jihoon withdrew. As my hole constricted from where his cock had just exited, it was a small relief.
“Ah…”
I felt myself instinctively curling up. The sensation of Lee Jihoon’s fingers teasing every single fold sent shivers down my spine.
“Still way too swollen. Another round would hurt.”
It would have been fine if I hadn’t realized it was his fingers making the soft touches rather than deep penetration. His teasing had made my breathing grow increasingly heavy. I rushed to grab Lee Jihoon’s wrist, halting his wandering fingers.
“Hey, don’t do anything unnecessary.”
He pressed his torso firmly against my back. Warm breath touched my ear.
“Would you like me to suck it?”
“…What?”
After him sucking vigorously, what more could he possibly want? Instantly, he shifted low, gripping my thighs to spread them apart, and I suddenly understood that when he said he would suck, it wasn’t about my cock. Caught completely off guard, I sprang into a sitting position, feeling a rush of adrenaline.
I thought I had no strength to move a single finger, but the shock had somehow given me enough energy. Withdrawing my butt back as if to escape into the headboard, Lee Jihoon looked puzzled, as if he couldn’t understand why I was suddenly like this.
As he stepped forward towards me, I threw a pillow at him to block his path.
“Hey, fuck, what are you sucking? Don’t do it.”
“Why? You said you were tired.”
“What does feeling tired have to do with sucking there? Just stop. Don’t do anything. Please.”
“I’ll just suck, not do anything else.”
“But I don’t want to be sucked at all; what nonsense is that?”
“Why don’t you want it?”
“…It’s more about why do you want to?”
“I’m curious if my smell is present even there.”
Lee Jihoon looked at my blank expression as if genuinely puzzled.
“What reason could there be that a tongue wouldn’t fit where a cock does?”
It was the characteristic look he wore when he was stubborn. Seeing that expression, I felt that no matter how much I said I didn’t want it today, this was something I’d inevitably have to face later. I shivered at the thought but forced myself to take a deep breath.
“…Do it later, later.”
Even though I realized I’d eventually have to give in to Lee Jihoon’s persistence, this wasn’t the day for it. Thankfully, he didn’t press me any further. I hoped that later meant far, far in the future as I leaned back against the headboard.
Lee Jihoon came beside me. Sitting upright a bit more than me, he let me rest my head on his shoulder. The position was anything but comfortable, but sensing that he seemed to want to create a still comforting atmosphere, I just went along with it.
Sitting side by side, our legs tangled together, I stole a sideways glance. Just as he always did when our sex was over, Lee Jihoon had taken my hand. He would either lick each finger or intertwine our fingers to sway them aimlessly in the air. This was his way of indulging in skinship, compensating for my exhaustion after sex.
Viewing the smoothness of my fingers without even one caught on his, I spoke up.
“Lee Jihoon.”
Not having the courage to say this while looking into his eyes, I gazed instead at our intertwined legs before continuing.
“Shall we get a couple’s ring?”
I had never worn accessories, thinking there would never be couple’s accessories focused on the sustainability of our relationship in my life. Moreover, I had almost completely stopped considering these aspects. However, the little circuit that had been blocked for so long had opened unexpectedly at such a small moment. The moment I saw Jihoon getting jealous just from hearing Hyun-woo’s name at the theater, and the moment Jihoon rejoiced at the idea of matching phones, I began to think that maybe he would like it.
After all, a solid ring on my ring finger as a sign that someone has promised a future would undoubtedly be meaningful. It was a socially shared promise too. It made one think that somewhere in this world, there might be others wearing the same ring as we were.
“……”
Lee Jihoon rubbed my knuckles without a word. I could not tell whether he had even heard me, or if he simply disliked the idea, so I glanced directly up at him. In return, his lips brushed against my nose. They soon touched my cheeks, my eyes, and my forehead.
Not knowing whether he liked it or disliked it, I froze, feeling his body lowering beside me. Unlike the small bedside table where I simply placed a lamp, I had a larger one on the left of the bed specifically for holding a gel and condoms.
As I pulled the decorative ring hanging from the bottom, surprisingly, a hidden item was revealed.