FBF chapter 15 part 6

With his left hand, Lee Jihoon gently fondled my dick as he quickly got into position. Unlike before, instead of lifting my legs over his shoulders, he pulled my hands behind my knees and then inserted himself all the way in without warning. My head fell back. My Adam’s apple tightened, and I felt a tingling sensation at the back of my neck.

“Eueuh-ut!”

His glans, which had slid in easily as it crushed my swollen hole, accurately targeted the point he had been grinding on just a moment ago. It felt like the density of my inner walls had been perfectly adjusted to Lee Jihoon. As my mucous membrane contracted, as if trying to accept his large dick, Lee Jihoon’s thrusting speed also increased. The urethral opening, which was being crushed in his hand, felt raw. It felt like I had nothing left to come, yet the sensation of orgasm was still present.

Every time Lee Jihoon thrust his hips up as if grinding against my prostate, the glans he held in his grasp would lift stiffly as if it was about to spill something.

“Seon-uk-a.”

“Heok… huh, huuh…!”

“Seon-uk, ah, Ji Seon…uk.”

Now, every time Lee Jihoon thrust his dick into me, he called my name. Like someone who was getting to know my name for the first time. Like someone who had finally earned the right to call me by that name.

Between the sensations of my brain melting away, his voice would break through. My mind was completely clear. It was a feeling I had never experienced before in my life. At the same time as my body trembled, something shot out from the tip of my dick as if being poured out. The liquid that had shot out from a place I thought had nothing left to give, drew a parabola as it flew all the way to Lee Jihoon’s chin.

Lee Jihoon’s unfocused eyes were still fixed on me. The man who was calling my name over and over as if he was out of it, wrapped his arms tightly around my neck. I could feel something wet flowing from between our tightly joined parts. I mustered all my strength to lift my hand and put it on the back of Lee Jihoon’s head. And then, I pulled him closer to me.

The afterglow that came at the same time lasted for a long time. It was only after a long time that a moan burst out.

“Ha….”

“…Huu….”

Our chests, pressed against each other, rose and fell at the same pace. Lee Jihoon, who had lifted his head which had been buried in my neck, kissed my cheek briefly, and then pulled his body away. However, our lower bodies were still pressed together. His hand, which went down, went straight to my buttocks. He clicked his tongue when he saw the liquid that had run down my thigh.

“I’m screwed. It’s not my size, so it’s leaking.”

It seemed that the liquid that had run down my thigh wasn’t lube that had been pushed out because of his dick, but his semen.

“I need to scrape it off. What should I do.”

Lee Jihoon, who sounded troubled, seemed to have decided that he needed to resolve the problem first as he pulled his body back. I finally came to my senses the moment I felt his dick trying to pull out, as if crushing the path that we had created with so much effort. I shook my head.

“Just stay there.”

It was difficult to even say ‘it’s okay’. I just forced myself to put some strength into my legs and wrap them around his waist, as my lower body felt numb.

“Anyway… I can scrape it off later, so… just a little… little more.”

Lee Jihoon’s back was slippery. The fact that he was sweating as much as I was made me feel relieved. I couldn’t feel anything below my waist, my lips were swollen, and my neck stung. Even so, I wanted to finish my sentence with my own voice, so I forced my eyes open, which kept trying to close, and stared at Lee Jihoon.

“Let’s stay together.”

The man who had been looking at me with surprised eyes looked like he was about to cry. Instead of pulling his body back, Lee Jihoon overlapped his body with mine again, like before. His lips went to an unexpected place. He stopped near my right arm and brought the tip of his lips lightly to the long scar that I had there. I flinched, but it was because it tickled, not because it hurt. Even so, the man, who was looking at me as if asking a question, didn’t seem to know that at all.

“Does it hurt?”

The scar, which had been stitched up about two weeks ago, had healed a lot. Even though I shook my head, Lee Jihoon didn’t do anything more than what he had just done. From the start of the scar to the end, he only kissed it lightly, as if leaving the temperature of his lips there.

The kisses that had started at my arm moved to my chest and then to my abs. Lee Jihoon, who had even pulled his dick out to do this, kissed all the scars that were left on my body one by one. He gently licked a small, faint, yellow bruise that was so small that it felt strange to even have found it. He then lifted his head and mumbled, his eyes still fixed on the scarred abs.

“If I had licked this when you were hurt….”

“…….”

“Would it have healed faster?”

Seeing the man’s expression, which felt strange, even alien, my throat ached so much that it felt like it was burning. Instead of crying, I moved my Adam’s apple. I called out to the man in a hoarse voice.

“Lee Jihoon.”

To ask him for something as he looked up at me.

“Come here.”

Lee Jihoon followed my words obediently, without knowing what I was about to do.

“Closer.”

It was the first time I had ever made such a request of Lee Jihoon. I watched his face get closer as he slowly put his hands on either side of my head. To be precise, I was watching the scar on his eyebrow, which I had always tried to avoid whenever I faced him head-on like this.

I strained my upper body and lifted my head. Without taking my eyes off the scar on Lee Jihoon’s eyebrow, I carefully brought my lips to it. The scar, which had healed a long time ago, barely had any traces to lick. But I kissed it several times, as if handling the most precious thing in the world. Only after doing so for a long time did I feel like I had conveyed everything I wanted to say. When I pulled my head back, I could see that Lee Jihoon’s eyes, which had been still all the while, were red. He had probably realized the meaning behind what I had just done. I squeezed out a voice as I kept eye contact.

“…We’re not screwed.”

There was a time when I believed that everything would only exist once. The first kiss, the first experience. Things that people often consider precious, as they believe that they will never happen again in their lives. At one point, just the fact that I wasn’t having those first experiences with Lee Jihoon made me feel like I wasn’t a part of him.

I know now. The value of ‘first’ lies in the person you share it with. We will experience many of each other’s firsts in the future as well.

“We’re not screwed, us.”

Ironically, it was only when I said those words that I realized that Lee Jihoon and I had been standing on the same path all along. Lee Jihoon curled his lips, and contorted his face. The me inside Lee Jihoon’s eyes looked similar. Neither of us knew who moved first, but we pressed our lips together. Our wet lips were trembling.