FBF chapter 15 part 5

“No, I can’t. Stop.”

Before I could even put any force into my hand, he grabbed my wrist and pulled it out of my hole. The relief of breathing comfortably with the reduced foreign sensation inside didn’t last long. With a flick of his wrist, I was flipped over and my face was slammed into the pillow. Unlike my upper body, which collapsed forward, my lower body was left dangling in the air, ruining my posture. Before I could even open my eyes, I had to let out a painful groan.

“Haaagh… ugh!”

After making me lie on my stomach, Lee Jihoon joined his index and middle fingers and poked inside. This was different from when he had pressed inside as if checking to see what was there. Every time he moved his hand in circles, and then shook his wrist with a slapping sound, my body pitched forward. The sound of the melted lube rubbing against my hole kept echoing. It was the sound you’d hear when unblocking a clogged drain. The lube, which had initially felt cool, now felt like it was scalding hot wherever his hand touched it, as if it had started to melt inside.

“Ah! Ah… Wait, just wait.”

My insides felt like they were being torn apart and stretched as he stirred them. My trembling body made it impossible to even push him away by reaching back with my arm. It was also because Lee Jihoon had pinned both of my hands behind my back. There was nothing I could do but let myself get tossed around, even as I was in pain. It was only the moment I noticed that another one of his fingers had forced its way inside that I uttered my words with urgency.

“Lube, more lube….”

I couldn’t think straight as his fingers kept thrusting themselves in and out, and then speeding up again. Even though I knew I should endure, every time Lee Jihoon deeply stirred his fingers, my body kept moving towards the headboard as if trying to escape. Each time, Lee Jihoon’s grip on my hands became even stronger. As if that wasn’t enough, he released my hands and placed one over my stomach as he pulled me closer. I could hear his rough breathing next to my ear, as labored as my own.

“Spread your thighs.”

Even while I was struggling in a haze of pain, I did as he ordered. As soon as I managed to force my legs open and bent my knees, Lee Jihoon pressed his thighs tightly against mine. I felt his dick brushing against my crotch. It was hard and big. Just the thought of him inserting it made my vision go dark. It was obvious that it would be a pain that couldn’t be compared to the pain of his fingers. Even though I was used to enduring, I wasn’t sure that I could endure that.

Lee Jihoon was silent for a moment. The sounds I could hear told me that he was squeezing out lube. Judging by the sound it was making, it must have been a lot. The sound you’d hear when squeezing the last bit of toothpaste out of a tube.

“Seon-uk-a.”

It was technically a sweet way of calling me, but I still flinched for some reason. Perhaps it was because of the frighteningly low tone of his voice. He had made me tense just by calling my name. Lee Jihoon pressed his upper body tightly against my back. I could feel his hard chest muscles through my sweaty back as we were pressed together without any gaps. I could feel his heartbeat, which was beating faster than normal. I couldn’t tell if it was my heart or his heart making the sound.

Perhaps worried that I might fall forward, his hand moved up my chest, groping. It was a position no different from being bound, had it not been for the gentle pinching of my nipple. My thighs twitched as I felt his erect dick between my buttocks. As if on cue, Lee Jihoon whispered into my ear. His slow voice sounded sweet, at least at a glance. Had it not been for the fact that his actions were clearly designed to make me lean into him.

“Should I just act like an old-school guy?”

By the time I realized that his raspy voice contained more than just lust, four fingers had already entered my hole all at once.

A sound that couldn’t even be called a moan was crushed messily between my lips. As if securing my body which was about to collapse forward wasn’t enough, Lee Jihoon pulled my shoulders back and hugged me tightly.

“Ah… Ah, huut!”

As if trying to endure the pain, I tilted my head back. My head, resting near his collarbone, shook. As if waiting for that moment, Lee Jihoon ran his tongue over my neck. His lips were moist as he sucked on the spot he had been sucking earlier. The moment he bit down on that spot, where he had just been licking, my lips flew open. Lee Jihoon whispered in my ear.

“I’m trying to hold myself back, but I can’t.”

“…Haa, kuh, ah…!”

“Especially when you try to teach me how to use my dick.”

Lee Jihoon, who had knocked away my hand that had reached for his dick in an attempt to relieve some of the pain, grabbed my dick with his hand. The gel that had been used to prepare for penetration smeared all over my dick, making a squishy sound. The speed and force were different from when he had been handling my dick earlier. The way he squeezed my dick as if trying to induce a quick ejaculation caused waves of pleasure to build so much that I couldn’t concentrate on the words I was hearing.

“Euhut, huh!”

It was a messy ejaculation. I didn’t even have time to enjoy the aftereffects of the orgasm as I had to moan, with my lips being crushed. It was because of the fingers that had been shoved into my unguarded hole. Three fingers, sticky with a mix of lube and semen, pushed into my hole all at once, as if breaking through.

“I think that my patience has run out after letting the fact that you might have used this lube with someone else slide. How much more jealous are you trying to make me?”

If I even tried to lift my head, which was leaning against him, the number of fingers would increase. Even while doing so, Lee Jihoon was greedily sucking on my neck and collarbone. I could feel that my insides were gradually softening and loosening as if the hole was his. Every time Lee Jihoon’s hand entered, my inner walls would stick to it and then open the way when he tried to pull it out.

“I’ll say this only once, with the risk of becoming an uncool person, so, do you want to stop while I’m being reasonable?”

“Ha… huut, ah!”

“I’ll take care of it, okay?”

While saying those spiteful words, Lee Jihoon twisted my nipple with his left hand while repeatedly putting all four fingers into my hole with his right, as if checking the state inside. It was only after he had confirmed that my hole was softly accepting his fingers without any resistance that he released the hand that had been holding my chest to keep me from moving.

The sense of liberation was brief.

Lee Jihoon grabbed my shoulders, as I was catching my breath with my hands on the headboard and turned me towards himself. Without putting up any resistance, I was dragged where he wanted me. He grabbed my thighs and easily pulled them down, then spread my legs wide open. Because he was keeping my thighs open with his knees, I couldn’t close my legs and everything was visible below. I closed my eyes, avoiding the sight of that, while it was easier to breath like that. My eyelids trembled, as if in a spasm.

“Ji Seon-uk.”

Even though his dick hadn’t entered my hole yet, I felt like I had already been penetrated many times. Sweat was dripping down my forehead and into my eyes, making them sting.

“Seon-uk-a.”

I blinked several times before my vision cleared. Finally, I was able to turn my gaze to him, as he called my name insistently. He rested his chin on my chest, which was rising and falling as I tried to catch my breath. He reached out and stroked my sweat-soaked forehead and brushed my tangled hair back. Only when our eyes properly met did Lee Jihoon speak again.

“I’m going to put it in now….”

In his hand, which he had pulled away, was a condom. I hadn’t taken it out of the drawer. Lee Jihoon, while maintaining eye contact, slowly put the condom on his dick. As he put the condom tightly against his glans to prevent any air from getting in, he didn’t take his eyes off my face. Because of the way he had pulled his upper body back slightly so that I could see the scene clearly, even the drops of sweat dripping down his broad chest muscles were clearly visible. However, the thing I couldn’t take my eyes off the most was the look in his eyes. The look as if he would eat me alive. If he had been making that expression the entire time he was messing with my hole, it made sense why I had been so ruthlessly tortured below.

The look on his face, which had completely lost the composure he had always had, made me feel like I was being stripped naked once again, even though I was already naked. The form of his blatant desire to conquer was enormous. I swallowed hard, like a person looking at the flames rising from beneath their feet. The fact that Lee Jihoon desired me ignited a spark of excitement that I hadn’t known existed.

“I’m not going to make you close your eyes, so keep them open and look straight at me.”

I hadn’t closed my eyes because he came and devoured my lips as soon as he finished speaking, but his kiss became so deep that I didn’t even think of closing them. Neither of us closed our eyes. We intertwined our tongues and stared into each other’s eyes as if we would regret it even if our noses only brushed against each other. I flinched as I felt his dick brushing against my crotch, and Lee Jihoon pushed his tongue in even deeper. The swollen lips made a wet sound as they rubbed against each other. After running his tongue along my bottom lip as if he was applying medicine between the wrinkles, he grabbed his glans and put it against my hole. The tip of the rubber felt slippery even before it entered my hole. Lee Jihoon’s other hand was holding my half-erect dick. With our lips still pressed together, Lee Jihoon spoke as if breathing life into me.

“Look at the expression I make when I put it inside you.”

“…….”

“If you look at it, you won’t be able to say that you’re worried that I won’t be able to thrust my dick into your hole.”

His glans pressed firmly against the entrance of my hole and slid inside. Even though he had loosened it up with his fingers, it was still an impossible size and thickness. Even though he had timed it well and pushed it in smoothly, I felt like my organs were being pushed upwards and crushed. Remembering his words about not closing my eyes, I could not help but clench my eyes shut.

“…Auuugh…uh, ugh!”

I had to bite my lip hard and shake my head from side to side in an attempt to escape the pain.

Every time I turned my head, Lee Jihoon’s hand brought it back forward. In my shaking vision, only Lee Jihoon remained unyielding. He, too, was straining, his brow furrowed, as if he couldn’t dare to push his large dick into my tight hole. Instead of pulling his body back, he pushed his fingers between my lips, which were clenched shut to stop from moaning. His semen-stained fingers spread my lips open like scissors so that I couldn’t bite them.

“Don’t bite. Suck.”

It was like he was telling me to suck his fingers instead of biting my lips. Only after I sucked on his finger did Lee Jihoon grab and shake my dick. My dick, which had been half-dead due to the pain, gradually grew in size again in his hand. The sensation of pleasure slowly making its way up my spine, as if it was following the pain, slowly straightened my spine.

Only then was I able to breathe a little easier. I moved my jaw to suck the wet finger that Lee Jihoon had given me, and forced my eyelids open. I immediately met the eyes of Lee Jihoon, who had been looking at me. Lee Jihoon pulled his hips back, and then pushed his dick further into my hole the next moment. It felt like it had gone deeper than before.

He put his hand over my thin stomach and pressed on my hip bone, as if checking how far it had gone. With his other hand, he continued to push inside with perseverance, as he rubbed my dick and made it slide. Tap, tap, tap, tap. I was confused by the sounds, unable to tell whether they were coming from my dick that Lee Jihoon was holding tightly, or his dick that was inserted inside my hole. The fact that moans, that should have only been circling inside my mouth because of the finger I had in there, were now leaking out with a garbled pronunciation, was hard to endure.

“Eunguh… euh, uht!”

The pain and pleasure were rising equally and competing with each other. Because Lee Jihoon was being considerate and not moving even after he had inserted it inside me, I ended up moaning more often as I lifted my stomach. While my feet were pushing hard against the sheet, unable to endure the feeling of ejaculation that was coming every five minutes, only Lee Jihoon, who was on top, was staring at me without moving. The expression on his face became strange as he frowned every time my inner walls tightened, due to me twisting my waist, but kept his eyes locked on mine.

“I was wondering why you were only grabbing the sheets.”

His lips slowly twisted, as if he had made a realization.

“You don’t know how to put your hands around a man’s neck, huh?”

After smiling crookedly for a moment, Lee Jihoon moved. As he had been inside me for a long time, Lee Jihoon’s dick, which had started to feel like it was a part of my hole, made my inner walls surge when it suddenly moved. It felt like every cell in my hole was sticking to his dick and being dragged in with it. It even felt like I could hear the sound of a stitch being ripped open on a seam every time his dick, which seemed to be intentionally moving in a different direction from the path that he had created with his fingers, was piercing a new path. My body shook and convulsed. Like a person trying to maintain their balance on a cliff edge, my outstretched hand grabbed Lee Jihoon’s neck instead of a rock. As if trying to maintain my balance, I squeezed whatever I had grabbed tightly.

“…Ah-huth!”

I naturally ended up clinging to Lee Jihoon’s neck. As if adding strength to my clumsy and loose hands around his neck, Lee Jihoon leaned closer to me. He put a pillow under my waist, which was floating in the air, and patted my bottom as if praising me.

“Yeah. That’s how you do it.”

Precum was dripping from the tip of his dick that was caught between his fingers, as he said those words. It was my third ejaculation. I stared blankly at the sight of the semen, which had become thinner than before, being scattered on Lee Jihoon’s hand and on his abs, which had been trembling since right before my ejaculation. Lee Jihoon, who had stepped back as if he had achieved his goal, smeared the semen on his hand onto the condom. He grabbed both of my legs and put them over his shoulders, which lifted my waist and exposed my groin. I felt shame only after seeing him staring down at that spot. Instead of letting go of my bottom, which was trying to move back, he squeezed it tightly and mumbled, as if showing me, while kneading it.

“You need to gain some weight. You’ll get bruised if we do it a little more.”

“Ha… haaa….”

As he had said, my bottom was already red just from the way Lee Jihoon had pressed down on my crotch briefly. It seemed that it was because he had thrust upwards with such force that I could feel its weight every time he went in. Whatever it was, the man, who had been observing a place that even I had never properly seen, lowered his head as if bewitched. After pressing down on the line that divided the muscles of my thighs, he pressed his lips there and then buried his nose in the back of my knee, inhaling deeply, as if smelling it.

“Ah, Ji Seon-uk’s scent….”

His eyes were a little hazy when he lifted his head again. The moment I flinched, Lee Jihoon pulled my legs in a little deeper and aligned his dick with my hole. And then, he pushed it all the way in at once. It was an insertion so deep that I could feel his testicles touching my bottom.

“Ugh…!”

The pain, which was so intense that my vision went white, was something I had never experienced before. The pain had hardened my tongue and I stopped moving. I couldn’t respond to Lee Jihoon who was patting my bottom as if telling me to relax. Instead of rushing me, Lee Jihoon leaned in and licked every part of my body.

Lee Jihoon’s dick was still inside my hole. It felt like my insides had been pierced all the way through, following the shape of his dick. Saliva was dripping from my open lips. I could feel my cheeks getting wet. It was because of the overwhelming pain that I started to tear up.

Lee Jihoon didn’t give up and kept touching my body. He controlled his speed, but the force of his thrusts was getting stronger. The man, lying down on my body, which was trembling in confusion, sucked on my nipples. While doing so, he thrust upward, slightly offbeat. The dick, which had entered my cramped hole, rotated as it dug even deeper inside. The inner lining also moved, chewing as it accepted it, as it hugged Lee Jihoon’s dick. As if welcoming it, Lee Jihoon moved even more violently.

“You’re eating it well, right?”

The man, who had asked as if seeking my approval, grabbed my hand and made me touch our mating parts. My hand, which was on top of his, groped at the bulging wrinkles as it tried to handle the overwhelming insertion. Even though my hand kept slipping due to my shaking body, Lee Jihoon kept holding it and bringing it to that spot. The tips of my fingers, which had touched my perineum, my buttocks, and Lee Jihoon’s pubic hair, trembled.

“Touch it. There’s no blood, right, Seon-uk-a.”

“Haa-ukh, kuh… ah!”

“Now, I don’t have to take it easy, and, huh, I can go ahead, right?”

As if proving that he had been taking it easy on me so far, his thrusts became even rougher. Every time Lee Jihoon thrust it in all the way, my waist would twist. As if surprised, Lee Jihoon swore as he felt my inner lining contract.

“Fuck… damn, it’s, so tight, and I can’t see the end….”

Lee Jihoon, who had thrust so hard that it sounded like a crash, held the tip of his dick in a spot inside and slowly rotated it. I felt the muscles moving flexibly along with his dick, and the pain that had been shaking my body gradually became dull. I couldn’t tell if the feeling in my lower body was disappearing, or if my hole had really started to accept his dick, as he had said. The sounds that my bottom and crotch were making as they stuck together and separated sounded obscene. Every time, I would realize the fact that I was getting it on with a man who had lost his reason.

“Ah, ah… aah, uht!”

It was as if the area where I felt the pain had been numbed. A strange tingling sensation was blossoming in the places where I no longer felt pain. At the tip of Lee Jihoon’s dick which was now thrusting into me without any mercy, and in a spot on my inner walls, which was contracting and relaxing repeatedly. I had to scratch that spot, no matter where it was. My eyes kept rolling back. I just said whatever came to mind. Otherwise, I would have had to moan like an animal. It felt like I would never be able to breathe normally again.

“Breath, suffocating… breath….”

Then, a pleasure that was so intense that it made my spine tingle, pierced through my brain. It was only for a moment, but it was so horrifying that every hair on my body stood on end. I froze, staring at the ceiling. The next moment, I realized it hadn’t been a coincidence when Lee Jihoon’s dick pierced that spot again. Moans that I doubted were even coming from me kept exploding out of my mouth. It was as if Lee Jihoon had gotten the hang of it and started to focus on thrusting as he held my hips. It was dizzying, as if my brain was melting every time I felt his dick repeatedly piercing the spot.

“Wait, wai, huut! Ah!”

If I continued, it was clear that something would break. I needed to stop immediately, but it felt like I couldn’t stop with my own strength. Desire, which was no different from dregs, kept pushing me, as if I had to rely on someone else to resolve something.

“Huu-uk, uht… hu…”

Every time my vision went dark and then white, I could see my calves dangling and shaking above Lee Jihoon’s shoulders. I realized that it wasn’t just Lee Jihoon’s hips that were moving. It was like I knew that my hips, which were moving at similar timing, had to move as well so that Lee Jihoon’s dick could go in a little deeper and crush that spot. The pillow slipped from behind my back and even the sheet was in disarray because of the violent movements. It was as if he knew what I wanted without me having to say anything. Lee Jihoon would pull out and then charge straight into the same spot, over and over, which made me bend in half and then return to my original position.

“Ah! Ah, fuck….”

The hands that had wrapped around Lee Jihoon’s neck were now in a state that was too embarrassing to call ‘holding’. I was only putting pressure on it in the fear that Lee Jihoon might move further away if I let go. A pleasure that I couldn’t define wrapped thickly around my whole body. My blurry vision didn’t clear up. Everything I could see seemed to be crushed in one direction.

It was the same for Lee Jihoon, as his thrusts became faster, showing that he was also reaching his climax. Drops of sweat, running down his sharp jawline, were falling and landing on my chest. Lee Jihoon lowered his head and bit my lips. His eyes were completely unfocused. I could only tell that he was just as out of it as I was.

“Say, more, dirty things.”

“Aaaah-uh, huh!”

“Say more because it’s so fucking hot.”

“Hu-uh…”

“You need to, see your face, right now.”

Lee Jihoon’s hand grabbed and pulled my cheeks together as he paused between each syllable. His gaze, as he examined my face which was a mess with tears and saliva, was sticky. The moment he licked my cheek while letting out a rough breath, I felt a warm liquid spreading inside of me with a pop. Perhaps because of how long we had endured, the ejaculation lasted for a long time as well. Lee Jihoon, who had been licking my wet cheeks meticulously until every trace of tears had disappeared, slowly pulled out of my hole only after he had ejaculated all the way to the very end. The moment he had taken off the condom and threw it to the side after tying the end, he put a new condom on his dick.