Negative Electrode Material Chapter 41
byThink about it
Chapter 41: Think it through
Lin Yi has a big class on Monday afternoon, and class ends at 3:20.
He returned to the office floor after class. As soon as he turned into the corridor from the elevator, he saw a tall black figure standing at the end of the corridor. He hesitated slightly, took a deep breath, and walked straight to the office.
When he arrived in front of Gao Huan, Lin Yi didn’t even look at him and only whispered: “Come in.”
The office is still the same, with one table and three chairs, and the students’ experimental reports are piled on the table.
Lin Yi opened the door and entered the office, put down the lesson plan in his hand, and sat behind the desk.Gao Huan followed in and closed the door.He stood in front of the table, and his whole figure spread out a layer of particles, floating and trembling in the air.
“Have you thought about it?”
“Think about it.”
Gao Huan’s breathing quickened, and the particles outside his body trembled even more violently. If he had to describe his mood at this moment, he might say – scared.
Lin Yi adjusted the frame and said calmly: “We can’t. Let’s stop this matter.”
Gao Huan staggered to the side, leaned against the wall, turned around and smiled, making no sound but shaking violently:
“Hahaha, I have been thinking about it for so long, but as soon as I confessed my love, you thought about it in two days.”
Lin Yi moved his eyes to the table, subconsciously put away the papers on the table, and said, “Yes, I figured it out in the past two days.”
“You lied to me.” Gao Huan raised his head, his voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes flashed with an almost dangerous light, “You didn’t push me away, and you let me get on your bed.” He walked to Lin Yi’s desk, supported the table with both hands, leaned forward, and stared at Lin Yi word by word: “Why don’t you admit that you like me?”
“I didn’t lie to you.” Lin Yi said very softly, his voice even a little hollow, “I just should have told you earlier, I’m sorry.”
“Is it for your job and your reputation?” Gao Huan’s hand holding the table has been clenched into a tight fist, “What about your heart?”
Lin Yi raised his eyes and looked at Gao Huan. For a moment, he didn’t know whether to laugh at his naivety or cry at his own reality.The world is like this. It wants both, everything, and everything. Even fairy tales are not written anymore.
He was also moved.But the two of them followed the path of their “hearts” into darkness, and the light from their “hearts” was too weak to illuminate their futures.
“Heart, it’s too abstract.” Lin Yi’s mouth twitched, and there was no warmth in his tone. “I’m a materials science major, and I only look at specific results.”
“Just look at the specific results…” Gao Huan repeated, as if he was chewing a word he had never heard before, “You are saying that there will be no good results from being with me, right?”
Lin Yi didn’t answer, and his eyes returned to the documents on the side of the table.
“You are hiding. Hiding means you like me. I won’t let you go!” Gao Huan’s eyes were red and his voice broke as he spoke.
Lin Yi looked at him, his Adam’s apple moved. At that moment, he almost let go, but suppressed it again.What flashed through my mind was Wang Yuan’s voice——
“He has no place in the group.”
“It’s hard to stand up again if I’m with you.”
He lowered his eyes and took a long breath: “If you don’t let it go, you have to let it go. I have my way to go, and you have yours.”
“But I want to walk our path with you.”
“Gao Huan, there is no ‘we’,” Lin Yi suddenly raised his head and looked at him, his whole body seemed to be forced into a corner, but his voice was surprisingly cold, “I don’t like you at all. I’m afraid that rejecting you will affect my experiment! Are you satisfied?”
As soon as the last note fell, the two figures fell into a vacuum, and even time stopped.
After a while, Gao Huan laughed again, his shoulders shaking. He smiled unnaturally, as if he had just learned to laugh and had not yet mastered the strength: “Hahaha. I am just a big fool with wishful thinking. An abstract fool. Hahaha.”
Lin Yi curled his fingers slightly, pursed his lips, and said nothing.
Gao Huan withdrew his smile, stood up straight, took a deep breath, as if to suppress something that was about to rush out, and said, “Okay, I understand.”
He wiped his eyes with both hands, inserted them into his hair, smoothed it out vigorously, looked up at Lin Yi and said, “I wish you success!”, turned around and pushed the door open and left.
The door was closed, and the air suddenly became empty.
Lin Yi sat still. After a long time, he picked up the experimental report that had been compiled several times, knocked it on the table, aligned it, and put it back on the table.The white lab report reflected on the lenses of his glasses, like a thin layer of ice, blocking his eyes.
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