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    Chapter 110

    Before I knew it, another two months had passed.

    When Xu Zhiyi went to work, no one would have guessed that she was more than three months pregnant if she hadn’t told her.

    The changes in the body are so small that sometimes they are not noticeable even to the person sharing the same bed.But the morning sickness was indeed more severe than at the beginning, and my mood was often ups and downs.

    “Honey, eat more fish.”

    There was a table full of plates, with everything from vegetables to fruits, and the presentation was carefully crafted.

    “It’s a little oily and I can’t eat it.”

    Xu Zhiyi chewed it for several times and reluctantly swallowed it before feeling nauseated.

    The last time the doctor came for a checkup, he said she was eating too little, which may have adverse effects on the child in the long run.

    Based on the diagnosis, she decided to eat more, including the types of food.

    But what she didn’t expect was that Pei Qingyan fired the original nutritionist that night and hired a professional with a high salary to take over.

    Now, all the food she puts in her mouth is within the measurable range.

    “I’ll ask the chef to do it differently.”

    “Wait a minute, Ayan.” Xu Zhiyi stopped the gloomy-looking woman, picked up a piece and fed it to her, “It’s delicious, but I can’t eat it.”

    She didn’t know what was going on recently, but whenever the food was a little salty, or the color looked too dark… her brain was looking for reasons to resist and tell her not to put it in her mouth.

    Coupled with a poor appetite, eating later became a painful thing.

    Of course, this was not the most difficult change for her to accept.

    “Ayan, there was a student who didn’t clean carefully today. I criticized him directly and made him cry.”

    Emotions poured out like a floodgate.

    Looking back, she suddenly felt guilty, “My intention was to remind you, just pay attention next time. But somehow, the more I spoke, the more serious I became…”

    “That’s because my wife is usually too gentle.” The woman warned her warmly, “It’s normal for students to be scared when they get angry for the first time.”

    “Not normal.”

    Xu Zhiyi pouted and glanced at his partner, “Have you ever seen me get angry?”

    Pei Qingyan’s answer was to shake his head honestly.

    Even during the drunken and forced kiss six years ago, Xu Zhiyi never really lost his temper with her.

    ——This completely shows that her status in the heart of her wife is always extraordinary, someone happily thought about it.

    “I feel so strange about myself today…it doesn’t even look like me anymore.”

    Xu Zhiyi propped up his chin and looked at the dishes on the table absentmindedly, feeling exhausted continuously spreading to his limbs.

    I’ve been getting tired very easily lately.

    She wanted to sleep as soon as she got home, and then woke up in the middle of the night for no reason and couldn’t fall asleep.

    “Honey, let me help you go back to the house and rest.”

    Her partner’s consistent thoughtfulness can hardly make her feel upset.Like a battery that has been used to its limit, blanks flash through my mind frequently, and I can’t think of anything. I am motivated but powerless.

    No words for a long time.

    When she was drowsy and about to fall asleep, the woman hugged her gently, her movements so gentle that it was imperceptible.

    But at this moment, the sleepiness she had accumulated suddenly dissipated, and inexplicable irritability gathered in her heart.

    “Ayan, you…”

    She pinched her palms to stop herself from continuing.

    Can’t.

    Her reason tried her best to tell her these three words, but her emotions were so fragile that they became tense at the slightest touch, like a broken string that could no longer play a soft tune.

    She opened her mouth, but not a word came out, but her eyes could not help but turn slightly red.

    Can’t be like this…

    The feeling of self-disgust grew like weeds in her heart, binding her tightly and making it impossible to breathe.

    “What’s wrong?” The woman’s warm breath lingered in her ears, which made her want to cry even more.

    When she didn’t answer, the strong smell of sandalwood became increasingly clear in the darkness.

    When the corner of her eyes was touched by the tip of her tongue, she trembled instinctively, and could do nothing but shrink into the woman’s arms.

    “Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?”

    Pei Qingyan patiently comforted her with words, “Tell me, wife, so that we can solve it together.”

    “I——”

    Xu Zhiyi closed her eyes, her heart beating violently, like a drum.She took a deep breath and managed to suppress the surging emotions, “Just now, I almost lost my temper with you.”

    The key is that the other party did nothing wrong, but her emotions came without warning and suddenly.

    She couldn’t even pinpoint a clear cause and effect.

    “It’s been like this lately…I could still control it at first, but now I can’t control it more and more…”

    When she was alone, she reflected countless times on how she could become so emotional and unreasonable.But privately, she was even more afraid that Pei Qingyan would think she had changed after finding out.

    “No need to control it deliberately.”

    The woman held her hand tightly, occupying the gap between her fingertips forcefully, “If you feel any emotion, my wife can come to me.”

    “No, no way——”

    With her lips blocked, Xu Zhiyi’s words were forced back into her throat, and only a few moans escaped.

    Just like before, her consciousness gradually melted into a puddle of water in the woman’s hot breath, and then quickly evaporated.

    I don’t know how long it took, but she felt hot in her lower abdomen.Pei Qingyan seemed to be greeting the newly formed fetus, stroking it gently while murmuring something.

    Things like “be calm in normal times”, “don’t make trouble with your mother in the future”… and finally threatened that if you don’t behave, you can only drink milk powder.

    “Ayan, how could anyone be like you?” He was clearly blaming the child.

    Having said that, Xu Zhiyi quietly stretched her eyebrows and raised the corners of her lips.

    “Emotional ups and downs are normal physiological phenomena, don’t take it to heart.” The woman gently held her in her arms, as if she were treating a priceless and fragile item, and was silent for a moment. “It’s just that seeing my wife in such pain makes me regret my decision to have a child.”

    “Now that it has been more than three months, I will find the best doctor, the best nutritionist, and even a whole team to help my wife spend the remaining time smoothly.”

    “But, a lot of people have been invited…” Xu Zhiyi accidentally opened a button of the woman’s nightgown and whispered, “Every day I see new faces.”

    If he is even slightly dissatisfied, Pei Qingyan will replace him.So far, those who have remained have some real ability.

    “When it comes to your wife, you can’t be too considerate.”

    The woman grabbed her hand and stroked the diamond ring again and again, “I still feel that I haven’t done enough.”

    Xu Zhiyi looked at the other party blankly, the gentle emotions in her eyes were like a continuous tide, smoothing the wrinkles called uneasiness in her heart.She inexplicably thought that over the past ten years, when she had confided her grievances and annoyances to Pei Qingyan several times, the other party had always been silent, but the matter was settled quietly the next day.

    At that time, she still didn’t understand what the other party’s hesitation meant every time.

    Now, she knows.

    Since she became pregnant, Pei Qingyan has said to her most often “Don’t be afraid” and “I’m here”.

    Banxia novel, a lot of fun

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