Spend Summer Chapter 45

her diary

[March 15, 2017

Hey, why do you want to keep a diary?Because my deskmate, who was cold-faced and warm-hearted, gave me a golden retriever puppy toy.

It’s very cute. I named it Zaowan, which is a homophony of the two of us.

Doesn’t it sound nice?I think so too!

Also, I exchanged the origin of her name with her, and it turned out that her word “wan” came from that poem.

Don’t forget to see the mulberry trees in the evening, and the sky will still be full of clouds.

Late, Shen late.

Zhao, Ji Zhao.

What a match~

I’m so happy, it seems like my heart doesn’t hurt anymore.

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March 16th.

Wanwan was injured and it looked like it hurt.

Was it her father who beat her?

She didn’t want to tell me yet, so she lied to me and said it was because the stairwell light was broken, so she hit it accidentally.

Really, am I that stupid?You don’t believe me so much?

To be honest, I was a little angry, but she looked so sad, so…forget it, I, Lord Zhaozhao, forgive her.

However, next time, if she lies to me again, I will definitely…definitely be angry!

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March 19th.

It’s Sunday today, I’m shocked!Wasn’t it always once a month before?

But just in time, I can take advantage of this time to take a look at the stair light at Wanwan’s house.

Jia Yue and I followed Shen Wan together and found out the address of her home. It turned out that Wan Wan had been living here…

I found a worker and repaired the stair light. I hope this light will stop Wan Wan from bumping.

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March 22nd.

At night, it rained in Chuzhou.

Wanwan did not bring an umbrella, so she stopped under the eaves to watch the rain, her brows furrowed and her cheeks bulging, as if she was angry.

So cute…

But she didn’t come to ask me to borrow an umbrella?Don’t you believe me yet?

A little angry!

However, Wanwanhao is good at coaxing people, and the next moment, she was actually willing to take the initiative to find me, which was amazing~

We shared an umbrella, so close… My heart was beating so fast, it hurt a little.

But… so happy!

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March 23rd.

Today, Wanwan has a fever. Is it because it rained and froze yesterday?

I took her to the infirmary. The temperature was 38.5 degrees Celsius, so high, and she needed an infusion.

Wanwan, who has a fever, is so cute, so soft and cute, she even calls herself “Xiaowan”.

Seeing another side of Wanwan, I didn’t expect that my classmate, who has always been cold and taciturn, was actually afraid of injections?!

But… so cute!

So, I gave her five candies, and the result – Wanwan gave herself three, saying that she only needed one.

How can you be so good?

I should have been happy that Wanwan was willing to tell herself about her life experience. This meant that she was slowly believing in herself.

But…but I can’t be happy, my heart hurts, I feel so uncomfortable…

I finally understood why she was so well-behaved and silent.

I decided – I will give Wanwan a lot of love in the future, stay with her all the time, and make her happy and brilliant.

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April 13th.

It’s time for the monthly exam again, and Wanwan agreed not to get sick again this time.

I wonder which of us can get first place this time?

So curious.

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April 16th.

Happy week is over!ah!!!What a pain!

But when I think about seeing Wanwan, I seem to be able to accept it.

Jia Yue said that there will be a meteor shower on April 20th, and Wan Wan agreed to watch it together. We are looking forward to it~

…

April 17th.

The monthly exam officially started, and Wanwan and I clapped our hands to encourage each other. It was the first time I touched Wanwan’s hand, it was so soft.

Finally, come on, Wanwan, otherwise you will not be able to keep your first place in grade.

…

April 19th.

After the test results came in, for the first time, I didn’t look for my results immediately. Instead, I paid more attention to the results later in the evening.

She was in the second row, with a total of seven hundred and fifteen points.

How awesome!Wanwan is really great!(But it’s still a little bit behind me, just a little bit…)

And, most importantly – Wanwan smiled!!!

Wanwan has a beautiful smile, but it’s a bit regretful that it’s just a slight smile. I wonder what Wanwan’s bright smile looks like?

…

April 20th.

We went to see the meteor shower with Wanwan and the others. On the way, Wanwan went into a fruit shop.

I asked her what she bought and she was kidding me?!

Wanwan, who is naughty and cunning, is so cute, and there is a lot of emotion in her eyes.

It’s a pity that Wanwan restrained herself quickly, which is a pity (clicks her finger).

The meteor shower is beautiful and dazzling, especially when paired with the oranges specially given to me every night, it makes my heart sweet.

I made a wish – I hope that all the people I love can always be happy, and I hope that Wanwan will get everything she wants.

…

May 10th.

My heart started to hurt again, very painful.

It hurt so much that I felt dizzy and wanted to pass out.

But I don’t want to leave, I still want to stay with my parents.

Also…I can’t bear to leave Wanwan.

Wanwan, I miss you so much, I miss you so much.

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Tears fell on the paper, soaking the black writing.

Shen Wan opened his mouth, but couldn’t spit out a word.

…

[June 1.

I had such a happy birthday, with all the people I love and those who love me.

I made that wish again – I hope that all the people I love can always be happy, and I hope that Wanwan will get everything she wants.

Wanwan gave me a bouquet of jasmine-style flowers. They are so beautiful and I like them so much.

Also, that letter…

Wanwan, you are worthy of all the beautiful words in the world. You are not worthless.

In my heart, you are the best.

I will always be with you until the day I leave.

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June 19th.

When we came to the hospital again, my parents seemed very sad and cried.

They thought I didn’t know, but I heard them.

My heart started to hurt again, it was very uncomfortable.

But I have to persist, I don’t want to make them sad.

…

July 10th.

The final exam was over. I got the same score as Wanwan and stood on the podium together.

I hope I can stand with Wanwan next time and do anything.

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July 15th.

I still can’t escape going to the hospital to take medicine and injections, which is very uncomfortable.

The medicine is so bitter that I feel like vomiting it every time I take it.

The potion also burns the stomach.

I don’t want to eat it, but I can’t.

I want to work hard.

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July 29th.

I was finally able to come out of the hospital, and Jiayue asked me to go out to play.

So we planned to buy a cup of milk tea, but we never expected to see Wanwan.

She was cleaning the table, so I asked Jiayue to buy two more cups. When Jiayue was buying milk tea, I said hello to Wanwan.

Wanwan ran out, her eyes were bright and so cute.

The sun is shining brightly in midsummer and it’s a bit hot, but one night, I can’t seem to feel the heat anymore.

Wanwan went back to work, and Jiayue and I soon left.

On the way home, the air and milk tea were both sweet.

…

August 2nd (actually there are several days, but let’s start remembering it from this day.)

I missed Wanwan, so I came here again.

In the next few days, I will come over and bring some snacks or milk tea to Wanwan.

Originally I wanted to put on weight Wanwan, but in the end she gave me more.

Coke, coconut milk, and small cakes of various flavors.

It’s a pity that I can’t eat so many sweet things.

But there are also benefits, at least you won’t gain weight~

…

August 17th.

I got sick again. The smell of disinfectant in the hospital was so strong that I felt like vomiting.

My parents cried again, their eyes were so red.

Sorry, I didn’t want to.

And night and night…

I don’t know if school can start smoothly, so I can’t let her worry anymore.

August 20th.

School has started again, and it’s time to enter the sophomore year of high school.

I’m so anxious, but the test results haven’t come out yet, so I can’t leave.

Wanwan must be worried.

Jiayue has been accompanying me, which makes me a little touched and a little uncomfortable.

…

Finally, before the afternoon class, I made it to the classroom.

Fortunately, the classroom was moved to the first floor, so there was no need to climb stairs, otherwise my heart would not be able to bear the load.

I watched the sunset with Wanwan, it was so beautiful.

Hope it can stay like this in the future.

But…why is the world so unfair to Wanwan?

She is such a good person, but she is dragged down by a scumbag father.

Wanwan seems to be afraid of him, but it doesn’t matter, I will protect Wanwan.

August 25th.

Wanwan has moved, which is great.

…

September 2nd.

Wanwan participated in the competition and I decided to accompany her.

My parents were a little worried, but unfortunately they couldn’t get over it and finally agreed.

September 5th.

I met Wan Wan’s grandma, such a kind grandma.

September 15th.

After the competition, Wanwan seemed to say something to me, but it was so sad that I didn’t hear it.

My heart is so unsatisfactory, why should it hurt at that time!

But I found another answer – September 15, 2017, 9:15 pm, I am sure that I like Wanwan.

Ji Zhao likes Shen Wan.

October 17th.

The sports meeting officially started, and Wanwan ran really fast.

If only I could be this energetic.

A little envious, just a little bit…

The red maple leaves are so beautiful and dazzling, they look like her.

…

October 28 (the ninth day of the ninth lunar month)

The most important day is Wanwan’s birthday.

I made up a few lines of music and sang it to Wanwan with the sound of guitar, and she actually took it. Wanwan sang so beautifully.

We also made an eight-year agreement together and agreed to go to Iceland eight years later.

I hope I’ll still be there by then.

…

October 29th.

That scumbag threatens Wanwan again. It’s so annoying. Why isn’t he dead yet?

Wanwan seems to be worried about me, although I am also worried about her.

She was afraid that she would be criticized. Wanwan was already suffering so much and could no longer be isolated.

After all, she is different from me. I have a short life and have nothing to be afraid of.

We were called to the office.

She and I confessed our feelings to each other, and we felt very complicated.

I was happy and scared, but fortunately Wanwan didn’t ask anything else.

Fortunately, everyone is very open-minded.

…

November 18th.

There was a rare first snowfall, and Wanwan was given a mini tape recorder.

Wanwan is very happy, I hope she can always be so happy.

…

February 15, 2018 (New Year’s Eve)

We celebrated New Year’s Eve with Wanwan and watched the fireworks. They were so beautiful.

My heart started to hurt a little bit again, really.

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March 30, 2018.

I haven’t written for a long time. I have experienced a lot these days. Grandma Shen left because of that scumbag.

Wanwan is very sad and doesn’t know how to comfort her, so I can only accompany her.

I hope there will be no more sadness in the evening.

…

May 5th (beginning of summer).

That scumbag finally got in, and Wan Wan was no longer in the way.

From now on, may she be bright and worry-free.

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May 26th.

The illness is getting worse.

It seems like I can’t feel the pain anymore.

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July 20th.

I finally came back and fell ill on the field. Fortunately, it wasn’t serious and Wanwan didn’t find out.

Wanwan asked me which university I wanted to apply to. I felt very complicated and didn’t know how to reply.

Can I hold on until that day?

I don’t know, I can only go back to a university close to home to deceive Wanwan.

I hope you don’t blame me Wanwan.

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August 22nd.

Wanwan and Jiayue asked me if they could go play together. Unfortunately, I couldn’t go.

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As I write this, the words in the notebook become crooked, and a few tears can even be seen on them.

Shen Wan’s eyes were still red and swollen, but no more tears could flow out.

She continued to flip back and found that the diary stopped here, with a blank space behind it.

The end of his eyes felt numb and painful. Shen Wan’s fingertips trembled and she slowly rubbed the paper.

The room was dim, without a trace of light. All you could see was a person huddled in a ball, holding some treasure in his arms and unwilling to let go for a long time.

In grief, she thought: Zhaozhao, don’t you can’t bear that I am alone?Then why leave me?

I miss you so much, so much.

Banxia novel, a lot of fun