SCWP Chapter 15

Qi Feiyu’s First Time

Qi Feiyu has many first times, but most of them are with Lin Qichi. Therefore, Lin Qichi witnessed many of his first times, Lin Qichi participated in many of his first times, and Lin Qichi *was* many of his first times.

Qi Feiyu first realized that there was something wrong with Lin Qichi:

At the end of a student council meeting at school, Lin Qichi suddenly said he wanted to come to school to see him. And recently, he had a lot of things to arrange for the new semester, and the work pressure was very high.

Lin Qichi’s sudden arrival left him no time to prepare.

Usually, Lin Qichi was meticulous, rigorous, and took great care in everything around him. Maybe he hadn’t noticed it, but everything he did for Qi Feiyu was according to Qi Feiyu’s mother—Meng Fei.

All the food habits, room arrangements, and even every birthday gift were prepared according to Meng Fei’s preferences. It was as if, in Lin Qichi’s eyes, he was just a substitute. In Lin Qichi’s eyes, there was no him at all.

Because of his reservations about Lin Qichi, Qi Feiyu also did everything that Lin Qichi wanted him to do every day.

But that day was different. Lin Qichi seemed to have suddenly changed. In his eyes, he was no longer Meng Fei’s substitute, but simply and purely him, only Qi Feiyu himself.

Qi Feiyu began to be curious about Lin Qichi’s sudden change. This allowed him not to have to try his best to imitate his mother, who he barely remembered, every time he met Lin Qichi.

His father had always been extremely wary of Lin Qichi. Although Qi Feiyu was not afraid of him, under his father’s influence, he did not dare to offend Lin Qichi in the slightest.

His mother, Meng Fei, was a good person. Everyone said so, and Qi Feiyu had always said he thought so too. Until he caught his mother in those underground boxing rings and special club trades, every picture of her was so unfamiliar and terrible. Later, his mother passed away. With Lin Qichi’s help, he inherited his mother’s club, and the others were kept by Lin Qichi until he graduated from college. Lin Qichi was like a chess player hidden in the dark, knowing everything without showing any emotions.

That day, Lin Qichi was different, no longer indifferent to everything, and hanging high up. Even if it involved himself, he didn’t care at all.

Perhaps it was the intuition from many years of being together, but Qi Feiyu felt that that was not Lin Qichi. Or rather, it wasn’t the Lin Qichi he had been in contact with all along.

Qi Feiyu began to test “Lin Qichi” for the first time:

Lin Qichi was very strange all the way. He no longer looked at him with that strange, nostalgic look.

Lin Qichi’s attitude made him no longer feel that he was just his mother’s substitute. He was him.

But with such a sudden change in attitude, was he still him?

“You’re not really Uncle Lin, are you?”

Qi Feiyu didn’t know why he dared to suddenly ask that question. Maybe it was Lin Qichi’s sentence “Don’t be spoiled”? He suddenly wanted to say it directly, just take it as being spoiled.

Unexpectedly, there was only Lin Qichi’s sentence “Is the food not to your liking?” That was a heavy lift, but gently put down.

Qi Feiyu rolled into Lin Qichi’s arms for the first time at night:

Lin Qichi was very alert when sleeping at night. He would wake up as soon as he felt any movement around him. Qi Feiyu was still sound asleep, but his whole body was already pressed over.

Qi Feiyu slept groggily, feeling hotter and hotter, as if he was about to be cooked.

He opened his eyes uncomfortably. The light was too dark, he couldn’t see the person’s face in front of him, but he could feel himself being tightly hugged, unable to move at all.

He felt that Lin Qichi was about to wake up as soon as he moved, and was so scared that he froze and dared not move again.

Qi Feiyu cried in Lin Qichi’s arms for the first time:

Noticing Lin Qichi’s change, Qi Feiyu just simply wanted to play around.

After all, they had been pretending for so many years. Lin Qichi’s words were always particularly ambiguous and irresponsible, acting like a complete scumbag. But he didn’t have much confidence to say anything about him either. He had also tried a lot himself before Lin Qichi changed.

But he didn’t expect that he would be made to cry by that shameless guy.

Lin Qichi’s saying “cannot respond” made him feel a stabbing pain in his heart for some reason. Clearly… it wasn’t that important of a relationship.

He couldn’t help but lean on Lin Qichi’s shoulder, quietly wiping away the tears that uncontrollably overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

Qi Feiyu lied to Lin Qichi for the first time:

In fact, “no classes today” was all a lie. It was just that Qi Feiyu was familiar with the ways of finding someone to attend class for him and the ways of evening roll call. He could easily handle a mere watered-down general elective course.

In fact, the class schedule changed every week, and Lin Qichi only asked for it that one time.

Before sticking to Lin Qichi every time, Qi Feiyu would look at that one-time class schedule. As long as there were no classes on the class schedule he gave Lin Qichi, then there were no classes.

Qi Feiyu was discovered skipping class by Lin Qichi for the first time:

That damn butler secretly checked the class schedule for a semester. The fact that he had classes but didn’t attend them was naturally discovered by him.

He was originally uneasy about what would happen if Lin Qichi found out. But thinking carefully, he was actually quite looking forward to being punished or something by Lin Qichi.

Filled with anticipation for Lin Qichi’s punishment, what came first was the news of Lin Qichi’s death.

He didn’t know how he fell asleep that day. He must have taken medicine.

Later, Lin Qichi came back, but he already believed that Lin Qichi was dead. Why did he have to come back?

Qi Feiyu resented Lin Qichi. Just when everyone said he was dead and he had already forced himself to let go, he came back again. And he brought back a bellyful of grand principles, and the late punishment for skipping class.

Qi Feiyu couldn’t sleep because of his nagging. When he turned over, he was turned back again.

Being the Lin family’s Madam, it’s so hard.

Qi Feiyu fell in love with Lin Qichi for the first time:

Lin Qichi suddenly came to his house. His father was at a loss because of the illegitimate daughter who suddenly popped up. In fact, Qi Feiyu also felt sorry for his father. He had been played around by his own mother. This so-called illegitimate daughter might have also been created by his mother in order to test his father even after her death.

Knowing his mother’s personality, she could really do it.

Qi Feiyu suddenly remembered that there were still things that the club had just sent over in his room. Lin Qichi had always disdained those things. Although he wouldn’t say much, Qi Feiyu just didn’t want him to know about them.

He asked his father to keep Lin Qichi downstairs, and packed the indescribable things in his room as quickly as possible. Just as he had packed away some of the heavyweights, Lin Qichi came up.

Not having time to slowly pack away the remaining things, Qi Feiyu only had time to pack away some of the large ones. Those small things should be… okay, right…

No, there were things, and they were very serious. Lin Qichi misunderstood that he was just playing at home. He couldn’t remember whether it was anger or shame, but he only remembered that the water in the bathtub that day was very viscous and always warm, which made people feel very at ease. Lin Qichi, he really hated anyone calling him by his name.

When his emotions came up, Qi Feiyu couldn’t help but call his name. Lin Qichi, besides being a little rougher with his hands, still had the same gentle kisses.

Under Lin Qichi’s gentle caress, Qi Feiyu felt that he had completely fallen.

Qi Feiyu discovered Lin Qichi’s cover-up for the first time:

In fact, he knew that there were bloodstains on his face. He should have thought of it when Lin Qichi’s face changed. He was clearly going to clean it up himself after returning to his room, but because Lin Qichi was too sudden, he had forgotten about it for a while.

By the time he remembered it, Lin Qichi had already cleaned everything up.

He didn’t know what his mother had done, but in short, besides leaving Qi Feiyu with a cowardly father and a bunch of industries, there were also a large number of assassins. Thanks to those guys, besides having to spend a lot of money every day to protect his father, (because Lin Qichi hated dealing with his father, in order to let his father live well before he wanted to inherit the things at home, he had been very hard since a long time ago) he saved a lot of money on finding sparring partners.

The previous Lin Qichi might have just severely criticized him and then let it go. This abnormal behavior made Qi Feiyu begin to guess whether Lin Qichi had also gone out when he went out.

Qi Feiyu cried until he collapsed in Lin Qichi’s arms for the first time:

Why did Lin Qichi have to stand in front of him? And the shock in his eyes, that moment of Lin Qichi, was so unfamiliar and so familiar, and that look of finally being relieved.

Qi Feiyu thought of his initial suspicions. The suddenly changed personality, the books he had read many times were taken out and reread, and they were as novel and unfamiliar as if he was reading them for the first time. Was it a split personality?

Qi Feiyu didn’t have time to think about it and verify it, because… Lin Qichi was dead.

He died on… their rare honeymoon.

Qi Feiyu felt that he couldn’t see Lin Qichi’s face clearly anymore. He blinked hard, clutching the thing in his hand tightly.

Lin Qichi was dead… How could this… be possible…

Something slid down his cheek and onto the ground. Qi Feiyu leaned closer to listen to what Lin Qichi was saying.

“I love you.”

But in his eyes, Qi Feiyu saw familiar nostalgia.

Qi Feiyu finally couldn’t help but cry out in pain. His Lin Qichi didn’t want him anymore.

Qi Feiyu cried for the first time without Lin Qichi’s comfort:

Qi Feiyu personally finished off those people. That illegitimate daughter went crazy, and he handed her over to his father.

That was what his mother had left for his father, and he only wanted his Lin Qichi.

But, Lin Qichi didn’t want him anymore.

Qi Feiyu sent flowers to Lin Qichi for the first time:

The flowers in summer were blooming extremely well.

Qi Feiyu buried Lin Qichi in their home. He hadn’t returned to the Qi family for a long time.

His father didn’t care about these things either. He later learned that when they confirmed their relationship, Lin Qichi had clearly told his father that he, Lin Qichi, had taken the initiative to pursue him.

His mother liked simple people, and he liked Lin Qichi.

The Lin family’s servants were very obedient to Qi Feiyu, treating him like their head of the family. Under the butler’s guidance, Qi Feiyu began to take over the management of Lin Qichi’s industry. He couldn’t figure it out, so the butler suggested that he distribute them all, leaving only the main ones, but he refused.

Qi Feiyu planted flowers all over the backyard, right next to Lin Qichi. When the flowers bloomed, it was very beautiful and magnificent, like a formal confession that was long overdue.

Qi Feiyu was relieved for the first time:

In the year he was thirty-two years old, Qi Feiyu let go.

He decentralized most of Lin Qichi’s industries, handing over the main ones to his father.

He told the butler to dismiss all the servants, and in the butler’s hesitant gaze, he closed all the doors and windows of the house.

In the house that was only theirs, he went to a date that was overdue for a long time.