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    Chapter 37 Willing The cat cleverly set up a clever trap, and the dog mistakenly went to the guillotine.

    “What am I to you now?”

    The car stopped and the lights inside the car gradually turned on. Ruan Siyu’s expression was dazed for a while because of the sudden question, and the words that came to his mouth were swallowed back.

    He knew what Schneider wanted to hear, and he also knew what he should say to make them look better and preserve whatever fragile things they had.

    He has endless nice things to say, and he deserves it.He is well-educated and a naturally provocative bad guy. He knows exactly how to satisfy Schneider, but is that what he really wants to do?

    Tell Schneider a few beautiful lies, and make sugar daddy willingly pay for him, stand up for him, and become his backing.

    Ruan Siyu just sat in the car and thought for a while, until Schneider opened the door for him, silently pulled him out of the seat and led him to the elevator.

    The other party didn’t press for any answer, but Ruan Siyu knew the reason behind it.Because Schneider was more cautious than him, maintaining the few tacit understandings between them, the few concessions that they had in common, and the unclear and unclear relationship.

    In order to protect this fragile thing that Ruan Siyu couldn’t name, Schneider kept giving in, and Ruan Siyu was almost certain that the other party could give in and avoid forever, as long as he didn’t break this delicate balance, as long as he didn’t pull away.

    If it were a normal, healthy person, he would definitely be moved by this, but Ruan Siyu was born with a disability.

    He thought for a long time, and after sitting in the dining chair, he spoke:

    “Do you want me to be your boyfriend?”

    he asked, and Schneider responded quickly and coldly:

    “It doesn’t matter what you do, Ruan Siyu, it’s enough for you to stay with me forever. I gave you the choice before, to be my slave, plaything or wife, but that may not make any difference to you. I provide you with everything, and you repay my loyalty, that’s all.”

    Ruan Siyu did not feel the sting of humiliation in response to Schneider’s pretended indifference. He tilted his head, poked his fork into the risotto, and asked in a different way:

    “Do you want to be my boyfriend?”

    “Why do you think I do?”

    Schneider’s voice was colder, as if he was seriously provoked or offended. Ruan Siyu hadn’t seen him express such anger for a long time, as if he was as annoyed as an old scar was being uncovered:

    “Even if I’m not your boyfriend or husband, I can still do whatever I want to you. I control everything about you, and you even allow me to fuck you, right? I don’t have anything you can’t ask for. That title from your mouth is not that expensive. It’s not like you really understand the meaning of the word ‘boyfriend’. You don’t understand anything. You haven’t fallen in love with anyone, remember? I don’t care, it’s up to you.”

    His hand holding the fork had sharp joints and veins. Ruan Siyu looked at it carefully, then suddenly moved away from the plate, pressed half of his body on the long table, and tilted his head close to Schneider’s face:

    “Crying?”

    He fiddled with Schneider’s eyelashes with his fingers, causing him to lean back suddenly, and his light blue eyes reflected beating light:

    “Ruan Siyu, if you want me to do anything, just say it. There is nothing I can’t do, I -”

    “I’m not surprised that you can do anything.” Ruan Siyu stretched out his slender fingers to hug the back of Schneider’s neck. His white fingers had no strength and were just loosely placed on the side of Schneider’s neck. The fingers did not look as strong as Schneider’s floating veins.

    But with such a pair of hands holding flowers, Schneider couldn’t avoid it, his neck turned red like a trapped animal, his breathing was heavy and depressed, he stayed in place and looked at Ruan Siyu unkindly and warily, letting him move.

    “What I find strange is why you want to do these things for me? I have been thinking about it for a long time, sir. I can’t understand you from the first time we met. Everyone has a set of logic to me. Even if many people, such as Wu Anqun and Ferens, their desires and dirty humanity drive them to do evil, there is a source. And I can’t understand the source of your behavior, sir, but I just made a decision…”

    He seemed to feel too tired to slump down on the long table with his arms stretched out, so he pushed the dinner plate aside, half-knelt down, and sat on the long table, letting the crystal lamp above his head illuminate his outline in detail.

    The wrinkles between Schneider’s brows relaxed, his pupils slightly enlarged, and Ruan Siyu’s figure was reflected in his eyes.In a daze, he returned to that spring day when he was fifteen years old. His muse ran into his world like a cunning deer.

    It lit up his life and burned it to the ground. Even the burning pain in his bones remained forever.

    Schneider stretched out his hands and hugged Ruan Siyu who climbed down from the dining table.His muscular arms locked his doe tightly, and their extremely undignified movements caused Maria to whisper in the kitchen, but they didn’t care.

    “I decided not to obsess over the reasons behind it. I don’t think I have much time to waste. So, Mr. Robert Schneider, do you want to be my boyfriend?”

    Ruan Siyu stared at Schneider’s face and spoke word by word, her heartbeat speeding up involuntarily.

    He was nervous, but not for some layout or calculation.It is true that by upgrading himself from Schneider’s sugar baby to a real boyfriend, Ruan Siyu jumped over the dragon’s door and got a lot of glory.In this materialistic world, everyone wants to get something for nothing and find a rich man to become a rich man. However, even if they really pass the five hurdles and become a rich man, not everyone can become a regular wife or husband.

    There are many ways to do this. The poor and the rich seem to have formed a natural reproductive isolation from birth. Capitalists and the hard-working working class are two different types of people. Not to mention that there is a dark side hidden in this world. For those who are struggling to survive, even ordinary people’s daily necessities are out of reach.

    Does Ruan Siyu want to take advantage of Schneider?Of course he wanted to, and he still used it, but when he used him, he started thinking about other things.He missed Schneider’s embrace, savored Schneider’s depressed expressions with a little ridicule and curiosity, missed his concession and tolerance, and thought about the turbulent emotion in his eyes that ordinary people might interpret as “love”.

    Ruan Siyu didn’t understand.He didn’t know what love was, but he knew that it was definitely not Jacqueline’s sweet threat to him, not his father’s violence to his mother, or the valuable bags that rich young men threw at their flesh and blood just to play with their bodies.

    But this time, Ruan Siyu suddenly didn’t want to figure it out.You see, the original motivation to stay awake and see through everything is fear and the pressure of survival. Ruan Siyu has always had this quality because he has been fighting and escaping.

    But Schneider has pointed out a way for him, a path that does not require constant guarding, fighting against everything, and taking every step step by step. It is as if he can not get to the bottom of the minutiae, and he can loosen his tightly clenched fists because he knows that Schneider will catch him.

    As for why Schneider took it, how he took it, and whether he would take it forever, he didn’t know.Maybe one day in the future he will suddenly realize that Schneider is no different from those smooth-talking and bombastic liars, but his skills are more advanced, but not now.

    Now, Ruan Siyu just wants to fall, stay peacefully in Schneider’s arms, enjoy the sense of security that he has never experienced in his life, the sense of security of being caught, and the warmth and solidity brought by trusting someone.

    This is a psychological deception against yourself.He pressed half of his face against Schneider’s neck, feeling somewhat self-deprecating and somewhat sober, but his body was relaxed, calm, and defenseless.

    He thought about the responses Schneider might have had.A flesh-and-blood person, or a stand-in for an ex-boyfriend, takes the initiative to propose to a sugar daddy that the relationship be formalized in a shady way, and there are only one possible outcome. Most likely, they will be gently coaxed and subtly humiliated, and be given up on their whimsical ideas, or the sponsor may be frank enough to reiterate the relationship with the fosteree, allowing them to understand their own position.

    Another possibility is to end the relationship and be completely abandoned.Of course, it is not impossible to be accepted, but the possibility is extremely low. After all, high-ranking sponsors are not willing to live in a passive context. Even if they are really happy, they must be the initiators and controllers of change.

    Ruan Siyu knew that no matter how abnormal Schneider was, at his core he was still a trustworthy child born from old money and a powerful founder of a technology company. His life was full of positive feedback and there was no room for doubt or deviation.Ruan Siyu knew that she was special to him, but so what?He doesn’t think the other party really wants a “boyfriend”, especially after being betrayed by his ex-boyfriend, which is obviously the other party’s minefield.

    So Ruan Siyu lay in Schneider’s arms and waited, waiting for the other person’s next words, waiting for the originally warm embrace to turn cold, and was unwilling to make any remedy for this.

    Yes, Ruan Siyu’s heart is always the coldest.He is not normal, he does not understand love and emotions, so he will not lose.Those who fall will eventually be shattered into pieces. Ruan Siyu feels that there is nothing wrong with using this speed to cut off the undue confusion and false sense of security.Schneider has gone too far. He is now deeply involved in Slave Island, and is involved in a quagmire that has nothing to do with Schneider himself. This is what Ruan Siyu does not want to see.

    Perhaps this is the last bit of mercy in his human nature for capitalists like Schneider, and he does not want to exploit people to this point.And he also successfully threatened Lawrence, because with Schneider on his side, Lawrence would be even more timid. The paintings Ruan Siyu needed would soon be “legally inherited” by himself. He could bear his mother’s debts and repay the money Schneider had paid for him.

    The hardest time is over.

    For the next plan, having Schneider by my side will be a burden.Schneider’s clinginess and the confusing and bad influence he brought to Ruan Siyu are still fermenting, and Ruan Siyu has no time to deal with it.

    So he sweetly and repeatedly asked, will you be my boyfriend.

    He was waiting for the embrace that had saved him, warmed him, and allowed him to linger to deteriorate and rot, and then be cut off and healed like the countless wounds on his body.

    “Boom, boom,”

    Schneider’s heartbeat also shook Ruan Siyu’s skin. He waited and waited, and Schneider spoke:

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    The author has something to say: This is Mizi’s last trial. Read it again. My Mizi is just a face-blind Mizi. He doesn’t understand anything!I didn’t mean to torture the dog!

    Of course, love brain is Gouzi’s best quality, so he is not out.

    This article is being completed quickly!!!The emotional line has been confirmed, and the plot has been completed and the relationship has been completed. Since my grades are very poor, I won’t procrastinate and finish telling the story first!There will be a bonus extra at the end, free subtitles, and 50% off subscriptions will be given with one click.

    Banxia novel, a lot of fun

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