HISO Chapter 177

Everything else, Yu An couldn’t remember very clearly.

In a daze, he only heard the shouts of the crowd and the sound of a storm-like sweeping, wantonly spreading.

【The Holy Maiden is crazy, she, she, she actually willingly became a vessel for the key, wanting to gain power to destroy the whole world.】 After a while, System 089’s voice finally came: 【Host, we have to stop her!】

Yu An felt his thoughts slow down, wanting to reply with a ‘yes’, but felt weak all over, inexplicably falling into a bout of dizziness.

The system’s voice gradually faded away.

Blurrily, about ten seconds passed.

When Yu An opened his eyes again, he found that the storm in front of him had disappeared.

Before him was a large field of iris flowers.

After a long while, Yu An realized that he had been sucked into a sea of consciousness. At the end of the flower field stood a black-haired woman.

She seemed to have been waiting for him for a long time.

“Who are you?” Yu An asked, walking over little by little.

Perhaps hearing his footsteps, the woman turned her head to look, her expression gentle and kind, somewhat similar to Xie Jinsheng.

Yu An suddenly understood something in his heart.

But what surprised him even more was that he sensed a power from the Space-Time Bureau on this woman. Recalling the words of the broken-eyebrowed captain, His Majesty Xie Ming had crashed into a special spaceship.

So, Jinsheng’s mother was also from…

“Little Yu An, you’ve come.”

As soon as she spoke, it was the familiar female voice.

Sure enough, it was the female superior who had spoken to him before.

Yu An looked at her without saying anything, the corners of his eyes dyed a little red, and after a long while, he opened his mouth and said, “He has always… missed you very much.”

Although Xie Jinsheng didn’t usually say these words, Yu An had once heard the Alpha holding his wrist in his sleep in the middle of the night, unconsciously murmuring, clearly missing his parents.

So, he also wanted to know the truth of what happened that year, to know what exactly was going on…

Lan Yin’s eyes lowered slightly, and a faint blue energy appeared on her fingertips, quickly creating a ball of light containing Xie Jinsheng’s appearance. She gently stroked it, saying:

“I miss him too, but I have no way to see him again——”

Yu An had a bad feeling, and saw her turn her eyes to him, opening her mouth very gently, “Because when you see me, I’m probably already withered and dead. Little Yu An, as a host, you should be very clear about what I am now, just a collection of energy.”

No wonder System 089 couldn’t find the female superior’s location no matter what.

So, she was already gone.

So, she was really a high-level host of the Space-Time Bureau.

“The Holy Maiden did it, right?” Yu An’s face didn’t have much expression, but his fingertips clenched tightly, unconsciously pinching his palm.

He then felt Lan Yin stroke his forehead, calming him down little by little, saying: “No, Ren Qingyan’s poison didn’t kill me.”

That year, she was receiving a mission to investigate the matter of infected creatures. The system she was equipped with was very strong, and detoxification was not a problem at all. She just didn’t expect to meet Xie Ming, a native of the end-of-world who had the same goal.

The first night they met, he overturned her spaceship, and the two of them were shaken into the ruins together, living like savages for seven whole days.

At first, she didn’t have much affection for that cold and stern tentacled king, but as they got along for a long time, she was gradually attracted.

They fell in love.

But after the Holy Maiden’s incident broke out, Xie Ming was imprisoned by the Holy Maiden. At that time, she discovered that she was actually pregnant.

“Which is the later Jinsheng.”

This child came at a very bad time. The situation in the end-of-world was complex, not to mention that it was not allowed by the Space-Time Bureau for hosts to be in love with characters in the world. If they were discovered to have a child, the consequences would be unimaginable.

Even the system advised her not to keep it.

But how could she bear to…

Especially feeling the child in her abdomen growing day by day. In the end, she chose to stay and began a life of hiding.

After giving birth smoothly, in order to protect Xie Jinsheng.

She could only contact an old friend in the end-of-world to take care of him, sending the child, who was only a few days old, to the base’s abandoned children’s home, disguising him as an ordinary child of the world.

That day, she looked back countless times.

Walking out very far, she seemed to still hear Little Jinsheng crying in her ear.

——He missed her very much.

Yu An could imagine how heartbroken she was just listening to Lan Yin’s memories. No one in the world would not love their own child, let alone that she and Xie Ming were so in love.

“It’s also good that Jinsheng was sent away at that time.”

Because later the Space-Time Bureau discovered this matter and wanted her to hand over Little Jinsheng. When she refused, she was thrown into the space-time gap.

With great difficulty, when she came out of the time gap again, what she saw was an end-of-world that was about to be destroyed.

Only then did she know that the old friend she had entrusted the child to that year had died in the war. The abandoned children’s home was taken over by others, and Jinsheng was sent to a laboratory, becoming an experimental subject.

Growing up being treated like a monster, the Omega he liked even died in front of his eyes, and then he began to turn black, cooperating with the Holy Maiden to kill the whole world and resurrect Little Jasmine.

And the resurrection in the Holy Maiden’s mouth was just a lie to Xie Jinsheng from beginning to end. She even designed for Xie Jinsheng to personally kill General Miejia——who was his father.

In the end, Jinsheng, who learned the truth, began to kill indiscriminately, the world collapsed, and finally Jinsheng died in a hopeless state.

When Yu An heard this, he vaguely realized something, and a little tear stain appeared in his eyes: “The cycle is you…”

“Yes, I did it.”

In order to rewrite the ending, she paid with her life, and thus opened the cycle again and again, just wanting to change Jinsheng’s ending.

Because, what she owed him these years… was really too much.

Yu An was completely stunned.

He had always thought that what was behind the cycle was a conspiracy, with the purpose of gaining power. But he didn’t expect that the truth was a mother’s love for her child.

“It’s just that I have no way to intervene in cause and effect.” As the initiator of the cycle, she had to maintain energy at all times, and her body had no way to go to the world. Most of the time, she could only use puppets to complete some things in her place.

But personal power was ultimately limited.

No matter what, she had no way to go back to before Little Jasmine’s death. She could only watch Xie Jinsheng turn black again and again, even if the plot in the middle was different, he would eventually take the same path.

She thought that she would have no way to change it in this life.

Until later, the ending had changed somewhat for once. Lan Yin thought that that time was hope, that Jinsheng could live well, but she discovered a chilling thing——

“Jinsheng discovered the cycle.” Lan Yin said, “I don’t know when he realized it, but in order to resurrect Little Jasmine, he made a more crazy move, which was to enter the Space-Time Bureau——”

“What?!” Yu An was stunned in place.

Clearly, the beginning and end of each cycle would not leave any trace, but he discovered it, and he even drilled a loophole.

It was at that time that she realized how deep and unimaginable his feelings for Little Jasmine were.

Yu An’s mind suddenly flashed the evil god he had glimpsed that year… the man in the Space-Time Bureau who didn’t even want his life and was frantically looking for his wife.

So that person——

Was also Xie Jinsheng?

“Yes, he became an evil god.” Lan Yin said, “But he didn’t know that you were the host.”

He thought you were an ordinary human being, and after your death, your soul scattered into the three thousand worlds, and you needed to collect fragments to be resurrected.

So later, he thought that what he encountered in the small world were all the soul fragments of Little Jasmine, but he didn’t know that it was the host Yu An who was doing cannon fodder tasks. And he could only watch his wife’s “fragments” die in front of him again and again.

So, in the later cycles, she sealed Xie Jinsheng’s memories about Little Jasmine, and also erased the matter of the main god from the other party’s mind.

And she used a puppet to go to the juvenile system area, installing some data into a system called 089.

She just hoped that a host would come in the future to stop all this.

But she didn’t expect——

“The person who came is me.” Yu An’s eyes were slightly red, he slowly closed his eyes, and tears streaked across his face.

And he was the Little Jasmine of that year.

Also the wife that the evil god traveled through countless worlds, even at the cost of his life, to find.