HISO Chapter 158

Chapter 158: “I… want to help you”

The group returned to the medical area.

Broken Brow Captain was already being watched over by Wu Gu.

And Xie Jinsheng… had locked himself in his room for a full two hours and hadn’t come out.

It was almost dinner time, so Yu An went to heat up some food for Xie Jinsheng, choosing the dishes the Alpha had been enjoying at the dinner table these past few days.

He went upstairs.

He found the curtains drawn tightly in the room. He turned on the light and found no one in the living room.

He must be in the bedroom.

Yu An placed the food on the table and pushed open the bedroom door. With the light from the living room, he could vaguely see the outline of the man’s figure.

“Xie Jinsheng?”

Yu An called out to him softly.

Receiving no response, he thought about turning on the bedside lamp.

However, the moment he got closer, a strong and powerful arm restrained his slender waist.

Yu An was slightly stunned.

The next second, he was pulled into a hot and sturdy embrace.

“You’re awake?”

“Mm.” The man responded lowly, then hugged him even tighter, as if he were some kind of energy warming pad, and holding him would make him feel a little better.

Yu An knew he wasn’t in a good mood at the moment, so he quietly stayed with him, pressing his soft face against his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

The surroundings were quiet, and for a moment, only the sound of breathing could be heard.

But soon, Yu An remembered the things in the living room and said, “Right, you haven’t eaten yet, I heated up some…”

Just as he was about to get up, the arm around him suddenly tightened even more. The Alpha even flipped over, pressing his thin body beneath him.

Yu An sank into the soft bedding, hearing Xie Jinsheng’s hoarse and suppressed voice, ringing in his ears: “An’an… let me hold you for a little longer.”

Yu An was slightly stunned. This was the first time he had heard the Alpha speak with such a hint of fragility. He quickly hugged the other party tightly.

That’s right.

…After being treated as a monster for so long, he finally had the courage to accept that he was different and face life again.

But suddenly he was told the truth.

He wasn’t a monster after all.

If he hadn’t been abandoned on Earth, he wouldn’t have lived this kind of life.

Regardless of the reason for being abandoned, whether intentional, helpless, or forced, it couldn’t change the fact that Xie Jinsheng had grown up alone, experiencing countless inhuman treatments in the laboratory.

Yu An very gently kissed the tear mole at the corner of the man’s eye, feeling the Alpha’s heartbeat quicken a little.

“Xie Jinsheng,” he called out to him.

Responding to him was a dark tentacle, wrapping around his slender waist, intimately caressing him several times with practiced skill.

The temperature was a little different from the other tentacles.

It was a little hotter.

Yu An almost immediately knew which one it was. Thinking that the man was really a pervert, he just felt embarrassed for a few moments, then, with slightly reddened ears, continued to let it wrap around him.

“This isn’t all bad, you have a family now, you’re not alone anymore,” he said softly, his thoughts drifting, and he accidentally said something he was thinking:

“That way… I can feel relieved.”

His wrist was suddenly gripped.

He saw Xie Jinsheng staring at him with dark eyes, his gaze so deep, and he said, “But, I don’t want anyone else, I only want you.”

He didn’t want to care about the past.

No matter how much he thought about it, he couldn’t change what had happened.

He only wanted to care about the him in front of him and the future.

“I always feel like An’an’s expression is strange today, as if you’re going to abandon me again, and I can’t hold on to you.”

Hearing this, Yu An avoided his gaze a little, saying:

“Why are you saying such things again? I’m going to get you food…”

Before he could finish speaking.

More tentacles wrapped around him.

“An’an, will you leave me like they did?”

Xie Jinsheng suddenly became very stubborn. The childhood trauma, the insecurity of being abandoned, was almost engraved in his bones.

But after a moment, the man seemed to have come back to his senses. He paused, then said, “Never mind, just pretend I didn’t ask.”

Yu An only felt heartache. It seemed like some impulse wanted to break through the soil.

“I just want to hear the truth,” Xie Jinsheng’s voice fell in his ear, close at hand, “An’an, how much time are you willing to give me, or in other words, how much time are you willing to waste on me?”

Even if he knew that he was an Alost person.

But the years of living as an alien had long made his way of thinking no different from a monster.

Especially when he saw the little Omega’s smile after learning about his background, it felt like he had found a home for him and could leave in peace.

The Alpha’s gaze was locked tightly on him, as if he could completely see through his heart at this moment.

Yu An only felt that his thoughts these days seemed difficult to suppress any longer, and he said:

“Xie Jinsheng, I never felt that being with you was a waste of time. I don’t want to abandon you like others. I want… in the time I can control, I don’t want to be separated from you, uh!”

His red lips were suddenly blocked.

The man kissed him.

Kissing him fiercely and passionately.

If it were normal times, Yu An would definitely frown and hum, telling the man not to go crazy, but at this moment, he felt that only such madness… could vent the chaotic thoughts in their hearts.

In a daze, Yu An accidentally touched something, and only then did he come back to his senses, pursing his red and slightly swollen lips.

Then his soft waist was held down, forced to perceive clearly.

“An’an, don’t worry about me,” Xie Jinsheng’s voice was terribly hoarse, his hot breath falling on his cheeks, “Keep kissing me—”

The scent of sandalwood rushed to his face.

“An’an,” Xie Jinsheng said, “I love you.”

This time, it wasn’t just liking.

But love.

Yu An’s eyelashes trembled slightly. He was stunned, and then he was kissed again.

He didn’t know how much time had passed. Realizing that they couldn’t keep kissing, Yu An pushed the man away a little, saying, “You go take care of…”

After the well-behaved and soft little Omega finished speaking, he shrank back into the quilt, refusing to continue kissing. Clearly, he was afraid that he would be too uncomfortable if he held back too much.

Xie Jinsheng raised his finger, very gently touching the boy’s snow-white neck, his mind filled with the Omega’s sentence about not wanting to be separated from him. He couldn’t help but say, “But, the marking hasn’t been completed yet.”

“…” Yu An didn’t want to talk to him. He only felt like Xie Jinsheng was going to explode. “You go take a shower.”

“Then I’m going, wait for me to come back,” the Alpha said, walking towards the bathroom.

Even though the soundproofing was excellent, Yu An just couldn’t fall asleep. His mind seemed to be filled with the man’s low breathing.

And the words he had said in the heat of the moment just now.

And the Alpha’s response, “I love you,” after hearing it.

…It seemed that, unknowingly, his feelings for Xie Jinsheng had become difficult to let go of.

Yu An placed the calming flower on the bedside, but tossed and turned for a long time and couldn’t fall asleep. So, hesitantly, he walked towards the bathroom.

Suddenly, he heard the sound of the door opening.

Xie Jinsheng looked up, and when he saw the boy standing outside, poking his head in, his eyes instantly darkened. “An’an, why are you here?”

His voice had an obvious hoarseness.

“I… want to help you,” Yu An said, unknowingly glancing at something, and suddenly lowered his neck, unsure where to look.

Xie Jinsheng’s gaze was dark and deep: “Are you sure?”

Yu An paused, then nodded.

He wanted to force himself to look directly, but a tentacle wrapped around him, stopping his movement.

The man only caressed his slender fingers, and his delicate palm, saying in a low voice, “It’s already enough.”

“—If An’an thinks it’s too scary, you can close your eyes.”