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    Chapter 135: Aren’t You Afraid I’ll Kill You?

    “Regarding my childhood experiences, I didn’t know anything about them until now,”

    He, like him, had forgotten.

    This was also one of the reasons why Yu An confessed, even though it pained him and he knew the ending he faced would be terrible.

    The Space-Time Bureau gave them new lives and signed their souls, teaching them to be unscrupulous for the sake of their missions, even if it meant lying and deceiving others.

    Anyway, in the end, they would leave.

    Even if they hurt people, they could always walk away sooner or later, without bearing any moral pressure or responsibility.

    Yu An had always followed the rules all these years.

    In the worlds he had been to, no matter who liked him, imprisoned him, or died for him… he hadn’t given anyone a second glance.

    Except for this apocalypse world.

    It was like his second new life, from the moment he met Xie Jinsheng.

    However, after knowing that they had known each other since childhood, Yu An’s emotions that had been suppressed in his heart for days suddenly surged out all at once.

    …So, in those forgotten and sealed memories.

    They were only a little bit away from growing up together.

    Would things have been different if he had really left at that moment?

    He wouldn’t have entered the Space-Time Bureau, wouldn’t have become a host living for missions; and Xie Jinsheng wouldn’t have had to stay in the laboratory, suffering so many years of torment.

    Even if, as he suspected in the vortex, this world was restarting.

    Then it wouldn’t be entirely a bad thing.

    Because even if it restarted, they would still fall in love with each other.

    But the final outcome was that one person bled to death on the frozen lake, and the other left the world in the frozen lake.

    And they even forgot each other.

    Everything changed, and nothing was the same.

    At this moment, the past bonds made it impossible for Yu An to endure the condemnation of his conscience any longer, to continue telling lies, or to pretend to be indifferent and passively accept his love.

    If it weren’t for his deception.

    Xie Jinsheng wouldn’t have had to become this rabid dog.

    He had intervened in the causal chain of his life, but was destined not to be able to give him an ending.

    “Back then, you in Ruined City were a stranger to me,” Yu An said, feeling a sense of relief in his heart as he mentioned this, his voice trembling at the end, “And you were extremely dangerous, always on the verge of killing me…”

    “Stop talking,” Xie Jinsheng interrupted him, tightening his grip on his waist.

    In his dark eyes, a hint of red faintly appeared.

    Feeling the slender fingers almost digging into his flesh, Yu An didn’t stop.

    He slightly raised his round almond eyes, a shallow mist of tears gathering in his pupils, as if he was crying:

    “Also, when we first met, I said I saved you, and the things we agreed on later, going to the base, wanting treasures, living together for a lifetime… all of that was made up by me.”

    So, later in the valley, after he genuinely regarded Xie Jinsheng as a friend, he asked if he wanted to be friends.

    That was because he didn’t want to lie to him anymore…

    After hearing this, Xie Jinsheng suddenly chuckled softly, but the words he spoke were as if each one was soaked in blood:

    “An’an, you must be joking with me, right?”

    Yu An felt his legs suddenly being grasped.

    Distinct and well-proportioned fingers pulled him down forcefully, causing him to stumble and fall directly in front of Xie Jinsheng.

    “It must be that I haven’t been good enough to you these past few days, making you angry, so you’re unwilling to be my wife like you used to be, and have little treasures with me, right?”

    He trapped the Omega in his arms, as if grasping a fleeting ray of light.

    “As long as you tell me, I will definitely change, which is better than you deliberately saying these words to scare me.”

    Hearing this, Yu An only felt a bit of bitterness in his heart.

    Xie Jinsheng’s tentacles also emerged, he didn’t know when.

    They approached him exceptionally docilely,

    Touching him cautiously, just like when they were little, no, even more carefully than when they were little, as if approaching some precious treasure, afraid of crushing it if he used too much force.

    The suckers also gently rubbed against his slender white ankles.

    Extremely fawning.

    “Look, An’an, they’re so close to you, how could you not be my wife, and here—”

    Xie Jinsheng was desperately searching for evidence of their past love, grabbing his slender wrist and pressing it against his chest, he smiled and said, “Listen quickly, my heart is beating. Do you know, before you appeared, I couldn’t even feel it existing…”

    Yu An curled his fingertips slightly, his eyes slightly sour, and said, “Xie Jinsheng, don’t be like this…”

    “An’an, I also have abilities, ice-type, I forgot to tell you before,” Xie Jinsheng interrupted him again.

    He seemed to suddenly regard himself as merchandise, frantically promoting himself in front of him.

    A bit of the energy wave flashed across his palm.

    Then, a jasmine flower carved from ice appeared in Alpha’s palm.

    Perhaps it was the first time he had used his ability to do something like this, or perhaps his heart was in chaos…

    The jasmine flower wasn’t carved very well, and the stem was extremely thin.

    The temperature inside the nest was also raised very high to take care of Yu An’s body.

    As a result, the ice-carved jasmine flower soon broke at the stem, and with a snap, fell off the hammock and shattered.

    A bad omen.

    Xie Jinsheng immediately said, “I’ll make you another one…”

    “We never loved each other,” Yu An blurted out.

    089, who had been watching the battle all along, trembled and shrank directly into the system’s small bed, looking at the tentacled monster’s face, and screaming loudly in his heart.

    It’s over, it’s over.

    We’re doomed ahhhhh!

    Someone, save my host, he’s going to be killed by Xie Jinsheng!

    “I never… took those words seriously, and never thought of actually realizing them,” Yu An said with great difficulty, and in the end, he simply closed his eyes, his breathing becoming a little weaker.

    He was controlling his emotions.

    Xie Jinsheng laughed again, but his dark eyes grew redder and redder.

    In a daze, he felt that Omega’s words were more painful than when he had personally stabbed his heart before.

    Dense and numerous, pulling at his entire chest, how could it be more painful than being stabbed in the heart with a needle?

    “Then why did you come close to me in the first place?” Xie Jinsheng grabbed his chin, forcing their gazes to meet, so close as if he wanted to see through the soul of the Omega in front of him.

    Clearly…

    You were so pure and sincere when you were little.

    How did you become like this in these years?

    “Because I misunderstood, some things, thought you were with—”

    Yu An couldn’t say any words about the Space-Time Bureau, so after a moment of silence, he said, “Forget it, just think of me as a bad person, unscrupulous, lying, not worth your spending your feelings and time on…”

    Before the words were finished.

    A cold scimitar pressed against his fair and delicate neck, and Yu An shivered subconsciously from the cold.

    Then, Alpha’s voice came from his ear, the ending note carrying the coldness and madness of being deceived, hoarse and sad:

    “Yu An, you’re confessing now, aren’t you afraid I’ll kill you later?”

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    ps: There is still a chapter, recently the plot is too difficult to write and will be updated later, if it is past one o’clock and not updated, don’t wait, read it in the morning!

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