A Doll Made By One’S Own Hands—— Chapter 32

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He should have thought a long time ago that how could someone as unusual as Chi Xianyu, with weirdness in his bones, be killed casually by Chi Qing with a knife.

After Chi Qing finally got rid of the suffocating group of lunatics, he found a cheaper coffee shop to sit down near the school.

The young man’s face was very cold, more cloudy than frost flowers. The waitress in the store seemed a little frightened. After struggling for a few seconds, she stepped forward and asked Chi Qing what he wanted to drink.

But when her voice reached Chi Qing’s eardrums, it was exactly the same as in class that morning. It was noisy and chaotic, like the sound of electric current caused by a broken magnetic field.

Chi Qing’s eyebrows were filled with damp mist. He raised his head and asked, “What are you talking about? I didn’t hear you clearly. Can you please say it again?”

The waitress thought he didn’t hear clearly, so she raised her voice and repeated it again. However, she found that the other party still looked solemn and seemed confused. She asked tentatively: “Do you need to repeat it again?”

But the young man in front of him suddenly stood up straight. The legs of his chair made a sharp sound on the ground. His movements were as stiff as if he had seen a ghost in broad daylight. He said coldly: “Stop talking.”

After speaking, he hurriedly opened the door and walked out.

But even escaping could not make Chi Qing ignore the increasingly serious condition. The noise in his ears did not completely disappear, which made him want to pierce the cochlea directly with the tip of a needle. After all, he would not be able to hear anything.

However, these signs made Chi Qing realize one thing more.

Chi Xianyu, this dead bitch, was humiliating him in a way that he was proud of.

He ran straight home at a high speed, and as soon as he entered the door, he threw the backpack on his shoulder impatiently and recklessly on the ground. He kicked the bedroom door violently with his feet, and stared back and forth in the room frame by frame with cold eyes, as if he was unwilling to let go of even a moth.

Empty.

After receiving this result, Chi Qing pursed his lips. He indifferently lifted off the blankets on the floor, the quilts on the bed, and the clothes in the closet. However, as his actions became more and more intense, Chi Qing’s face became even more distorted and gloomy. Everywhere he passed seemed like a chaotic mess like a passing hurricane.

Empty, empty, empty, empty, how could it be empty?

There is no change in the pure black eyes of the young man, and there is no emotion behind the calm appearance. Only the light blue veins under the snow-white skin are looming, as if he is trying his best to endure something.

He swept through the messy place, and then decisively and quickly explored every corner of the rental house, even the narrow and narrow corners such as drawers. Unfortunately, Chi Qing did not get what he wanted.

However, he has always been able to be patient and patient. A small defeat will not make Chi Qing depressed. Just looking at the house that he had rummaged through, he couldn’t help but hold his forehead and laugh softly. The next second, his face was expressionless, his eyes fell on a certain point in the air, and his voice did not waver at all: “Don’t be proud.”

After that day, some classmates who didn’t know Chi Qing and had little contact with him noticed that he was a little strange. He seemed to have accidentally lost an extremely valuable item and was looking for it all over the classroom, campus and outside. He didn’t even hear anyone say hello to him.

Deserve to be ostracized and isolated by everyone, this is almost the unanimous thought of most people.

However, Chi Qing currently has no time to pay attention to these things. He is obsessed with finding Chi Xianyu, just like playing a hide-and-seek game with a kid. At first, he was still confident, but as time went by, Chi Qing’s wish gradually began to fail.

Chi Qing could not find the person he wanted to see at home, in the classroom, or at school. He watched as the places he expected to find were crossed out again and again, until only the only remaining place was left.

On the way to the outskirts of the country, Chi Qing’s mood was not without ups and downs. He had anticipated many possibilities for meeting each other along the way, because he already knew the news that the cunning Chi Xianyu was not really dead, and there was no need for him to hide any more.

To his disappointment, there was no movement or change in the suburbs, only some plaster stumps that looked like dolls were left, and mud and withered leaves were all sticky on the face of the face that could not be seen clearly.

Chi Qing lowered his eyes in disappointment. This couldn’t be Chi Xianyu. At least Chi Xianyu would be so clean that even her hair would exude charm, and the dirty and messy things under her feet were not bullshit.

He stared for a long time, his eyes showing signs of dryness and discomfort, and after a long time he slowly said: “Come out.”

No sound paid any attention to him.

Chi Qing’s brows were suddenly filled with anxiety. He tore off the barbs on his nails to reveal the tender red flesh. He kicked the things under the shoes to pieces. After all, he showed a sinister look, “Haven’t you had enough fun?”

Chi Qing’s clear voice was left alone in the surroundings.

In this way, Chi Qing, who came here at night, looked like a complete idiot. The feeling of being fooled became stronger, so he left without looking back, because Chi Qing would never come back to this place.

The journey down the mountain seemed to be extremely long. Chi Qing felt that he had walked for a long time. When he reached the road down the mountain, it seemed as if there were holes in the soles of his feet. The pain made Chi Qing gasp.

He had no energy to ride the shared bicycle back as he had come. Feeling frustrated and exhausted, he finally took a taxi and headed home.

Chi Qing had closed his eyes and rested his mind since he got in the car, but he couldn’t help but his mind was occupied by Chi Xianyu. Relaxed and soothing folk songs were playing in the car. The sound of the subwoofer made Chi Qing frown a little. His instinctive and subconscious reaction was: it’s not as good as Chi Xianyu’s voice.

hateful.

He was already dead, but now he is dying so rudely. Who is this deliberately causing harm to?

“Classmate, are you hiking alone so late at night?” the driver glanced at him through the rearview mirror and asked. He often took night trains and liked to chat with passengers who came up after being alone for a long time.

Chi Qing was not interested in chatting at all, so he gave a perfunctory hum.

There happened to be a red street light at the intersection. While waiting, the driver spoke again and said seriously: “Classmate, don’t go home so late in the future. Fortunately, I took a long order and passed by this time. Next time I encounter this area so late, it will be difficult to get a taxi.”

Chi Qing slowly opened his eyes. The red light turned green, the car slowly merged into the main road, and the scenery outside the window slowly changed to a familiar scenery. Chi Qing whispered: “Thank you.”

The taxi arrived at its destination about ten minutes later. After paying the bill, Chi Qing neatly opened the door and got out of the car. The past few days had made him exhausted. At the moment, Chi Qing just wanted to fall on the bed and take a deep nap.

“Classmate!” The driver suddenly rolled down the window and called to him.

Chi Qing turned around instinctively, but his beautiful and clear eyes suddenly shrank into black dots, as if he had seen an extremely horrifying scene, and even his fingers were at a loss.

And “Chi Xianyu” smiled at him very kindly and said, “You must remember my words.”

A scream instantly erupted from Chi Qing’s throat, and the blood in his veins began to flow boilingly, screaming feverishly.

Impulse, joy, and excitement almost melted into one at this moment.

But before Chi Qing had time to enjoy this hot and comfortable feeling, a bucket of freezing ice water was poured down on his head. His blood solidified and his bones were filled with cold ice slag.

The driver still had that ordinary face, and the “Chi Xianyu” just now seemed like an illusion caused by his overthinking.

At this moment, the load and emotions that were pouring down on Chi Qing completely collapsed.

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This kind of tinnitus and hallucinations similar to sequelae greatly crushed Chi Qing’s psychological condition to a certain extent. For a long time, Chi Qing continued to be in a depressed and low-pressure state.

Many characteristics such as insomnia, tiredness of studying, lack of energy, anxiety and depression are all reflected in him one by one.

If class attendance records were not calculated into the usual grades, Chi Qing might have been absent from class for several days. Even during class, he would be crouching on the table and staring at the PPT with unfocused eyes.

Not interesting.

He turned his head and scanned the surroundings. Among the faces he usually interacted with, Li Nan’s familiar face did not appear, not even the few boys who often surrounded Li Nan.

Chi Qing asked the girl sitting next to him. The girl raised her eyelids and glanced at him: “Don’t you know? She was sick a few days ago and is asking for leave now.”

He would not believe such lame excuses, and complained that the other party must be planning something secret from him. At the same time, he felt a bit of comfort in his heart. After all, Chi Qing was not the only one suffering pain.

“You…” the girl looked at him intently for a few seconds, as if she was thinking about how to speak, “Are you… recently sick? Or maybe you haven’t eaten on time, and you look a lot thinner.”

It was rare for Chi Qing to receive such a caring inquiry, so that his first reaction was not to be happy, but to reach out and touch his chin, denying: “No.”

The girl didn’t argue too much with him on this matter. She just took out the bread she always kept in her backpack and put it in front of him. “You don’t look good. It happened to be eight in the morning and you probably didn’t have time to eat. I’ll give this to you.”

After she finished speaking, she focused on her own affairs again, as if to avoid Chi Qinghui’s rejection.

Chi Qing whispered a thank you, and then looked at the bread wrapped with delicate butter filling in front of him. The mellow aroma of the food came out from the seal, which not only failed to arouse Chi Qing’s appetite, but also gave him a strong sense of nausea.

But he still endured swallowing the food from his throat into his stomach bag one bite at a time.

It’s just that the reaction and consequences of swallowing something against the physiological and psychological functions are very intense. The food and stomach acid seem to have had a particularly violent chemical reaction. The strong sour smell surges up the throat, making Chi Qing feel like sitting on pins and needles.

When there were only a few minutes left before the end of class, Chi Qingqiang couldn’t help his stomach churning and ran straight to the bathroom to vomit.

When he came out, Chi Qing quickly washed his face and mouth, fearing that he would still smell. He stayed outside for a few minutes before going back to the classroom to get his schoolbag.

“Are you still going to get angry with me like this? I admit it was my fault for forgetting to reply to your message while playing games that day, but you just went too far. Why are you so close to him? Don’t you know I will be angry?”

“Why should I be angry?” The boy seemed to be angry at the girl’s words and asked angrily: “I saw my girlfriend talking so close to another boy, giving him breakfast, and looking so affectionate. Don’t you think I should be angry?”

After hearing this, the girl let out a happy laugh, as if she was pleased by the other party’s angry words, so she spoke in a sticky and coaxing voice, “I did it on purpose to show you. Who told you to make me unhappy these days? Well, don’t be sour and jealous anymore. You must know that the bread has been expired for several days in the bag.”

The owner with a shy and cheerful voice was the girl who sat next to Chi Qing before.

The truth she said should have hurt Chi Qing, but Chi Qing’s focus was not on the bread at all, but on the sentence “I saw my girlfriend talking so close to another boy… and looking so affectionate… Don’t you think I should be angry?”

Chi Qing did not deliberately hide his figure. The sight of him standing at the door of the classroom also attracted the attention of the couple. Perhaps they thought of the possibility that Chi Qing could have seen their conversation just now, so they all had obvious embarrassment and embarrassment on their faces.

Chi Qing walked over without realizing it, packed his backpack slowly, and before leaving, he smiled kindly at them both: “Thank you.”

Now he finally knew how to force him out.

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Babies, I really can’t hold back the manuscripts.