TSBIR Chapter 56

Chapter 56: Song Yichen’s Love Letter

Shen Jinjue was a bit sad when he said this. His men were Shen Xingyang’s men, but now Shen Xingyang was distinguishing himself so clearly from him, probably determined to sever their relationship.

It was also his fault for not realizing Ji Yan’s feelings for so long. Now, it has made things difficult for everyone.

“Major General, if the Young Master knew, he wouldn’t keep me by his side.”

“Whether he would or not is up to him, and do you think you can restrain this feeling by staying by Ah Yang’s side?”

Shen Jinjue had already taken responsibility for this matter. The Song family would not cause trouble for Ji Yan, but Shen Xingyang had the right to know all the truth and should know what kind of feelings the people around him had for him.

Ji Yan knew that he couldn’t do anything about it, so he could only lower his head in disappointment, his eyes full of sadness.

“Your subordinate understands.”

“You’re back. How is Ji Yan?”

Song Yichen looked at Shen Xingyang with a smile. He was quite surprised that Shen Xingyang would punish Ji Yan for him.

You know, Ji Yan is only a subordinate on the surface, but in Shen Xingyang’s heart, he is no different from a biological brother.

“It’s okay, we talked it out.”

Shen Xingyang pounced on Song Yichen, his whole body sticky. He was so scared. What if Song Yichen had really been with Yun Miaoyi back then? What would he do?

Yun Miaoyi is a girl. If something happened, Song Yichen would definitely be responsible. But he is different, a rough man. Whatever happens, Song Yichen doesn’t need to take responsibility.

“What’s wrong?”

Song Yichen wrapped his arms around Shen Xingyang’s waist, feeling his unease, and leaned down to ask gently.

Shen Xingyang shook his head and smiled, getting close to Song Yichen’s ear: “Song Yichen, what’s wrong with you? You’re so hot.”

As soon as Shen Xingyang pounced on Song Yichen, he had a reaction, and he still asked him what was wrong so seriously.

Song Yichen wrapped his arms around Shen Xingyang’s waist: “What do you think?”

He hadn’t touched Shen Xingyang for a long time, so long that he had forgotten when the last time was.

“Then… let you mess around?”

Shen Xingyang took the initiative to bring it up, still a little shy. Those words were as hot as fire, making it difficult for him to say them.

……

The medical wristband on Shen Xingyang’s hand was also ringing constantly. Song Yichen found it annoying and simply took off the wristband and threw it aside.

In the end, Shen Xingyang didn’t know how he fell asleep, he just felt very tired.

This time, Song Yichen didn’t feel sorry for him at all, he was completely within his bottom line.

Song Yichen held Shen Xingyang in his arms and kissed his forehead.

“Shen Xingyang, when will you be able to get rid of those people around you?”

Song Yichen wasn’t a fool. If Shen Jinjue had really done these things, how could he not even dare to come and see him?

He was afraid that Shen Jinjue had never thought of plotting against him like this, so he had been afraid to see him, feeling guilty. If he was really the mastermind, why would he feel guilty?

Thinking carefully about these things, there’s actually nothing that isn’t clear. It’s just that Shen Xingyang trusted Shen Jinjue and Ji Yan too much, so he didn’t think about those things.

Ji Yan’s feelings for Shen Xingyang were probably not that simple. How come one after another, they all liked Shen Xingyang so much? Knowing that Shen Xingyang was his, they still dared to be so blatant. It was really damn annoying.

Wasn’t it just because he had a good temper? It seemed that he also needed to have a bit of a temper.

He saw that it was still early, so he prepared to take a book to read. However, he couldn’t easily reach the book in the cabinet next to Shen Xingyang, so he could only call Shen Xingyang.

“Shen Xingyang, help me get the book from the drawer.”

Shen Xingyang yawned and sleepily reached out to get the book. But as soon as he picked up the book, he saw a very delicate envelope with his name written on it.

“Is this for me?”

Did Song Yichen let him see it on purpose? It should be for him, right? Shen Xingyang thought, preparing to open the letter.

“Don’t.”

Song Yichen hurriedly snatched the letter over. Shen Xingyang looked at Song Yichen in confusion.

“But my name is on it.”

Song Yichen held the letter in his arms, looked at Shen Xingyang’s expectant and confused look, leaned over and asked in a low voice.

“Do you want to see it?”

Shen Xingyang nodded frantically, showing an unprecedented curiosity.

Song Yichen smiled helplessly, handed the letter to Shen Xingyang, and then pretended to be dead, wrapped himself in the quilt and turned to face the wall.

Shen Xingyang smiled and opened the envelope, taking out the letter paper inside.

There were actually three pages of A4 paper inside, all densely filled with words.

Shen Xingyang looked at it for a long time, and Song Yichen also secretly stared at him for a long time. Shen Xingyang put the letter back in the envelope, held it up and asked Song Yichen.

“When did you write this?”

“The first day I was with you.”

Song Yichen said a little embarrassedly. He couldn’t sleep that night, and he couldn’t help but write down his state of mind at the time. It not only expressed his love, but also bluntly expressed his desires.

Every sentence inside was reflecting his possessiveness. The him in the letter was the real him, not this gentle, cautious him.

After he wrote this letter, he couldn’t believe it, so he never thought of showing it to Shen Xingyang. As a result, by chance, he still saw it.

Shen Xingyang walked towards him, wrapped his arms around his neck: “Song Yichen, if you were half as candid in reality as you are in the letter, I wouldn’t have realized it so late.”

From the first time Song Yichen saw him, he was full of curiosity, wanting to explore what kind of person he was.

Later, knowing that he had a boyfriend, he began to feel irritable, trying to get him to live in Song Manor.

After moving into Song Manor, Song Yichen thought he was just a spoiled, simple-minded, well-behaved young master from a wealthy family.

As a result, he found that he was pretending to be simple and well-behaved, so he kept testing his bottom line, wanting to know his true appearance.

However, later, Shen Xingyang did not show his true self. But in the process of this exploration, Song Yichen found that Shen Xingyang was not what he had imagined.

His life was very difficult, and it was hard to live, but he had been persistently moving upwards.

Song Yichen himself didn’t know when that desire to explore turned into liking, but by the time he realized that this feeling was liking, he had reached a point where he couldn’t restrain it at all.

His dreams had long since become Shen Xingyang. In his dreams, he could do those things and say those words to Shen Xingyang without any scruples. Seeing that Shen Xingyang’s pillow was soaked with tears, the kind of desire he was suppressing could be satisfied.

“If the real me is really like in the letter, can you really accept it?”

Song Yichen’s eyes were very deep, not knowing what was hidden inside.

“How much difference is there between last night’s… degree and your dreams?”

Shen Xingyang didn’t answer Song Yichen’s words, just raised his head and asked.

Song Yichen looked at him, moved his lips but didn’t speak.

Shen Xingyang patted Song Yichen irritably, a little angry: “Answer me.”

“Far less.”

Shen Xingyang was stunned, shocked by Song Yichen’s straightforward answer. So his bottom line was Song Yichen’s constant forbearance?

Shen Xingyang was discouraged and slumped on the sofa dejectedly: “Then let me die.”

Song Yichen turned around again, got closer to Shen Xingyang, and poked his face.

“You get angry if I don’t answer, and you get angry if I answer. Why are you so difficult to serve?”