TTOA Chapter 5

#5

“You… are you trying to li, lick my eyeballs…?”

“Ah. I got caught.”

“You son of a bitch…”

“Am I a son of a bitch? A puppy?”

Seo Eui-woo pretended to bark like a dog.

Kwon Jae-jin had a headache.

‘When am I ever going to turn that… that beastly bastard back into a human being?’

Damn it. A curse came out naturally.

Even knowing that the end result would be a game where Kwon Jae-jin wins, he couldn’t help but curse when the process was this terrible. He suddenly felt like his vision was darkening.

“Eyeballs, mucous membra, anes, are not welcome. Keueu, if you’re going to be a son of a bitch, then like a son of a bitch, lick my mouth, instead.”

Jae-jin tightly shut his eyes. Then, he slightly parted his lips.

His mouth, which had been clenched shut to endure the pain, opened, revealing a slightly drooling, red tongue. His neatly aligned white teeth were also visible. Seo Eui-woo clicked his tongue as if disappointed, but he didn’t refuse the offered meal.

“Okay. Good.”

As if he had been waiting, Seo Eui-woo matched his lips to Kwon Jae-jin’s.

He twisted his head to make them completely attached and deeply pushed his tongue in, sucking mindlessly. Every time he changed the angle of the kiss, his jawline, which fell appropriately without any sharp edges, became distinctly prominent.

“Ugh, heuk… Ack…!”

“Haa, goo, euung, good.”

Their breaths, heated to the brim, collided roughly and mingled.

It seemed like Seo Eui-woo had no intention of giving him any room to breathe.

The tongue that had invaded his mouth rubbed against his weak mucous membranes, and his dick, like a weapon that deeply pierced his insides, relentlessly pounded against the inner walls. It felt like all of his flesh was festering and about to burst. It felt like a bruise had formed on his lower abdomen.

In the moment when he felt like he was going to lose his mind from being attacked so fiercely from above and below, Seo Eui-woo reached out and grabbed Jae-jin’s neck. He whispered with slurred pronunciation, his tongue still intertwined with Jae-jin’s.

“G’onna, put you, to sleep now.”

Then I’m going to put you to sleep now.

Facing the words he had heard once before in his first life like a déjà vu, Jae-jin’s neck was violently strangled. The blood flow to his brain was cut off, and his vision gradually blurred.

The thought of going through this terrible nightmare again made the back of his head throb severely. But even so, there was nothing he could do.

“Heo, aack…! Ugh.”

With the thought that he was getting dizzy, all the strength drained from his body. The hand that had been desperately clutching the sheets faltered and stopped.

After a hesitation that was short if you called it short and long if you called it long, Jae-jin slowly raised his hand. He wrapped his arm around Seo Eui-woo’s back and stuck his fingers into his disheveled hair.

He grabbed the sweat-soaked hair irritably,

And stroked it just a little.

‘Seo Eui-woo, you fucking bastard…’

Doing this kind of thing, and yet he can’t remember anything…

‘Really, until the very end, you…’

*

When he came to his senses, the inside of his throat felt scratchy as if he had swallowed iron filings. His lips were sore and tasted of the salty blood, as if they had been torn again at some point.

“…Ugh.”

That cracked and twisted voice was coming from a human being?

His whole body was a wreck.

He felt muscle pain all over his body, his skin was covered in bruises, and blood mixed with semen was flowing down his thighs. Besides, he didn’t even know what day it was or what time it was.

Kwon Jae-jin had been fucked for a long time after he fainted. He had regained consciousness several times in the middle, but he was still held by Seo Eui-woo and his body was still shaking, and each time he had to be strangled repeatedly.

If an emergency summons hadn’t been issued to Seo Eui-woo, he would probably still be getting fucked right now.

“Keueueu…”

Jae-jin forcibly moved his exhausted muscles. He was in a state where it was difficult to move even a finger, but he couldn’t just lie still. He groped with his hand on the headboard of the bed with difficulty and felt a small, flat object.

Healing Factor.

A bright blue liquid was contained in a transparent case.

Jae-jin pulled it into his hand and twisted open the lid. There was a syringe inside. He found a blue blood vessel on his forearm, stuck the needle in, and pressed the convex switch at the end.

The drug mixed with his blood, and he immediately felt his self-healing power rapidly increasing.

Gradually, the torn flesh was revived, and the bruises noticeably disappeared.

For reference, this miraculous cure was an item completely unknown to the general public. The general public doesn’t even know about the existence of the Healing Factor. If they knew such a thing existed, they would all go crazy and try to take possession of it.

‘No, maybe it’s just that poor people like me didn’t know about it.’

Even if they were ordinary people, the wealthy might be diverting it secretly and using it. Well, that wasn’t a problem for Kwon Jae-jin to worry about right now.

After injecting all of the Healing Factor, Jae-jin threw away the case and lay buried in the bed until the sensation in his body returned properly. His torn and dirty clothes were sticky, but he didn’t have the energy to take them off.

He just stared blankly at the ceiling and blinked.

…It’s blue.

Seeing that the sky outside the bulletproof glass was bright blue, it seemed that the time was roughly daytime.

The day he was kidnapped and forced to be Guided for the first time, Seo Eui-woo had returned after finishing his combat mission around sunset, so he had quite a bit of free time.

‘Seo Eui-woo… you son of a bitch.’

Thinking of that bastard made his chest feel hot again.

It was heavy, as if something was stuck inside, and it was also annoyingly restless.

Kwon Jae-jin cursed Seo Eui-woo with the slowly boiling anger.

‘I wouldn’t feel satisfied even if I beat him to the ground… you crazy, psycho, dog, son of a bitch…’

It was okay that he had regressed, it was okay that he had died, and it was okay that he had become Seo Eui-woo’s Guide for the second time.

He even thought he was lucky to have been given the opportunity.

He thought that in his second life, he would be able to easily obtain what he wanted, and that he would be able to reach his goal by choosing the optimal path without wasting time.

But,

Actually,

In all honesty, he felt wronged.

He felt wronged and was about to go crazy because his past four years of struggle had disappeared like a bubble.

‘That bastard, that one should have his ass torn apart, too. You ingrate.’

Is this how it feels when a tower built with effort collapses?

Kwon Jae-jin’s past four years.

That time filled with blood, sweat, and tears was completely reset.

Suddenly kidnapped and confined, having his ass rammed with a horse’s dick, diligently teaching a beastly bastard who couldn’t communicate, he had persevered and lived, but he had died in vain without any reward, and all the hardships he had suffered so far had been in vain, and he had to start all over again from scratch.

Could anyone not go crazy in this situation?

Even the most saintly person would feel frustrated and angry if they were in Kwon Jae-jin’s situation.

To have to catch that inhuman, non-human, S-rank Esper Seo Eui-woo and explain, teach, and build up from scratch, starting with the basic differences in their common sense. He was so wronged that he ground his teeth.

What sin had Kwon Jae-jin committed? Why did he have to repeat this again…?

‘Ha. I don’t know.’

At that moment, his strength drained away.

‘Okay. What can I do if I’ve already regressed?’

It’s not like there’s anyone who would understand that he feels wronged. It’s not like the situation would change if he complained.

‘Instead of this, let’s quickly train Seo Eui-woo.’

Jae-jin was lonely,

And alone.

The Seo Eui-woo who existed in his timeline was no longer there. What was here was Seo Eui-woo who had returned to the starting point.

He was not Kwon Jae-jin’s Seo Eui-woo.

But, that didn’t mean that he couldn’t be Kwon Jae-jin’s Seo Eui-woo.

Just as parents with Alzheimer’s disease don’t stop being parents just because they can’t remember their children, Seo Eui-woo didn’t stop being Seo Eui-woo just because he couldn’t remember Jae-jin.

Kwon Jae-jin had already agreed to date him once.

Therefore, Seo Eui-woo was Kwon Jae-jin’s love…

Love… a puppy-like…

Lover.

Should he call him his ex… boyfriend, or his current… boyfriend? That point was a bit confusing, but anyway, he hadn’t told him to break up yet, so Seo Eui-woo was Kwon Jae-jin’s person.

Lover. Beloved. Boyfriend. Precious, that, whatever, whatever that is…

‘It’s not like Seo Eui-woo has only been doing crazy things to me for a day or two… And it’s not like he’s doing it with malice…’

That’s why Kwon Jae-jin was planning to be in a relationship with him in his second life, just like in his first life.

The most convenient way to get Seo Eui-woo’s cooperation was to date him, but he just vaguely thought that Seo Eui-woo should naturally be Kwon Jae-jin’s lover.

Kwon Jae-jin was going to tame Seo Eui-woo into a human being, avoid the Gate disaster that would come in four years, and then try to live well together in his own way, giving affection to the one he resented. As time went on, he was going to cherish him and adore him, and now he was going to stop fighting and live peacefully with him by his side for a long time.

‘It pisses me off that I have to go through so much hardship twice, but it’s okay… It’s better to be a kidnapped and confined experienced worker now than when I was a clueless newbie, right?’

Anyway, the hardship is only temporary.

After that short time passes, Kwon Jae-jin wins.