SWG Chapter 85
by VolareChapter 85
Xiao Wenyu, who had already come out, looked at her strangely, but Ruan Shengyi just pushed her and urged her to go sit at the table.
This made Xiao Yanyue even more puzzled.
But Zhao Wen nudged her, signaling her to go quickly. Xiao Wenyu also seemed indifferent, so she walked over dubiously, not forgetting to casually ask, “What’s wrong?”
Ruan Shengyi stood nervously at the door, leaning against it, biting her lower lip, as if deep in thought.
Xiao Yanyue slowly typed out a question mark, “What exactly do you want to do?”
She called her in, and then acted like she wanted to say something but didn’t dare to. Was she some kind of scary person?
Xiao Yanyue suspiciously looked herself up and down. She didn’t have much of a teacherly vibe today, so why did this child look so scared?
She tried to ease her imposing manner a bit and said gently, “What exactly do you want to do?”
Ruan Shengyi seemed to have made a decision, lowering her voice and saying, “Teacher Xiao, I want to ask, is there any way to make Xiao Wenyu gain a little weight?”
Xiao Yanyue tilted her head, looking at her in confusion.
Ruan Shengyi walked over and explained the recent problem to her, adding, “Wenyu won’t let me ask you, she says it’s all normal, but I’m worried about her health. What if all the nutrients are being taken by the baby? What if she gets thinner and thinner!”
Xiao Yanyue stared at her blankly, clearly not expecting that this child would solemnly ask her over for such a small matter.
She thought she would be bribing her, or talking about her own difficulties, trying to make her not look so unwilling, but this child didn’t. She really just wanted to ask about this matter, her eyes full of concern and sincerity.
Just like after Lu Ke led the two of them to add each other as friends, this child didn’t say too much about herself, nor was she eager to show herself off. Instead, after receiving the application form, she said thank you and fell silent. After that, the chat box didn’t become lively again until Xiao Wenyu found out about the application.
This child never seemed to expect any recognition beyond the boundaries, but was just working hard to do her own thing.
Isn’t that what mothers want? To hope that their children will be happy and joyful in the future. If they find a good partner, then they hope that person can continue to make them happy and joyful. If not, bring them back home. It’s not like they can’t raise them themselves.
This child was clearly someone who could continue to bring Xiao Wenyu happiness and ease, so why did she feel so…
Uncomfortable?
Xiao Yanyue couldn’t help but bite the inside of her lip, clicking her tongue softly and turning her head away.
This child was really something.
She patted the empty space next to her, “Come sit down.”
Ruan Shengyi tilted her head, not quite sure what she meant.
Xiao Yanyue turned her head back and glared at her, “Do elders have to repeat everything twice? Come sit down!”
“Standing there dumbly like what!”
The Ruan boss walked over nervously, clutching the corner of her clothes as she sat down. Before she could react, she was pulled into the other person’s arms and gently patted on the head.
She was instantly stunned, not knowing how to react.
Why, why was she suddenly hugging her?
Xiao Yanyue just gently hugged her, patting her back, and said softly, “Everyone’s constitution is different, so don’t worry too much. As long as she’s in good condition, that’s all that matters. Because even if you ask me, I have no way. We also… can’t make her gain weight.” Her words were full of helplessness.
She took a breath, relaxed a little, and said gently, “Thank you.”
Thank you for taking care of my daughter so well.
But these words, in Ruan Shengyi’s ears, had another meaning, a layer of tolerance, a layer of acceptance, and even more like a hug from a mother.
Her breath trembled slightly, and she couldn’t find her way coming or going. She pursed her lips and, in the end, muttered, “Can I hug you?”
Xiao Yanyue’s heart ached slightly, and she nodded in agreement, “Of course you can, of course you can.”
When Xiao Wenyu told them about the past, she didn’t describe it as too tragic, but she had long guessed the painful truth hidden beneath the surface, and she also guessed that this child… would experience a difficult life.
How difficult must it be, that just a pat would make her want a hug?
And how difficult must it be, that just a hug would make her shoulder wet?
Xiao Yanyue smiled and stroked her back, “Am I very similar to your mother? Did I give you the feeling of having a mother?”
But even with such emotional fluctuations, Ruan Shengyi still shook her head, which made the big cat a little unhappy, pinching her cheeks, “You rascal!”
“It’s different.” The person who had turned into a little girl at this moment said softly, “Everyone’s existence is different. No one is a substitute for anyone else.”
“…” These words made Xiao Yanyue’s eyes heat up too. Her usual domineering arrogance had disappeared by half, leaving only a gentle stroking of the child’s back.
How silly.
When the two people in the living room came to look for these mother and daughter, they pushed open the door and saw one person crying silently in the arms of another, not at all like the formidable figure she usually showed to the outside world.
The two moved almost simultaneously, walking over and silently embracing them together.
Just like a family.
They were a family.
*
On the way back, Xiao Wenyu asked this person what she and Xiao Yanyue had talked about, that could make her cry like that.
Ruan Shengyi coughed softly, “It’s nothing, it’s not important.”
“However, Auntie Xiao said that besides making you gain weight, there’s another very important task to do.”
Xiao Wenyu tilted her head, “What else could there be to do?”
Ruan Shengyi paused, saying each word clearly, “Take you to exercise.”
“…” Oh, she really forgot about that.
Ruan Shengyi: “Auntie Xiao said that when you were in her belly, you were just like Anqi is in your belly now, unwilling to move at all. Every time you went for a checkup…”
“Ruan Shengyi!”
“Every time you went for a checkup, the nurse had to use that vibrator and call you before you would move.”
“Ruan Shengyi!!”
“And she said you’re very magical, you love to eat but don’t move, but your weight just doesn’t change. Luckily, you’re always healthy, so she just let it go, and let you do whatever you wanted… Hey, hey, you’re driving!”
Xiao Wenyu glared at her, “If you keep talking, I won’t drive anymore. Let’s jump out of the car together, three lives in one car!”
Ruan Shengyi stopped the car and couldn’t help but burst out laughing on the steering wheel, as if she wanted to pay back all the jokes she had been made fun of at the dinner table.
Seeing that the person in the passenger seat couldn’t hold back anymore and was about to get out of the car, she chased after her, grabbed her arm, and persuaded her to come back with kind words, thoughtfully saying, “It’s okay, from now on we’ll just exercise a little bit every day. I’ll be with you. Whatever you do, I’ll do. Okay? When you’re in your late pregnancy, you have to practice that breathing method, and I’ll practice with you. Okay?”
The Xiao boss snorted coldly, raising her hand and slapping her, “Consider yourself lucky.”
She curled back up in the passenger seat, patted her belly, and said unhappily, “It’s all your fault! Your mom is going to be forced to exercise now. If you’re not born smoothly and quickly, and make me switch to a C-section, you’re done for!”
Coincidentally, the little kid who was awake at this moment stretched out her leg and kicked, not knowing whether she was expressing dissatisfaction or agreement.
However, her opinion was meaningless. Whatever she said was just a stamp of approval for the adults’ words.
Ruan Shengyi: “I’ll ask about the epidural during labor later, okay? It seems like you can get anesthesia after you’re dilated two fingers. Before that, you can use a pain-relieving pump. Let’s ask about everything in advance.”
Xiao Wenyu said forlornly, “We’ll talk about it later, it’s still early.”
Although C-sections and some surgeries don’t leave scars anymore, and anesthesia technology has developed very quickly in recent years, and the subsequent repair and recovery have also entered subsidy programs, so she doesn’t have to worry at all, but when she thinks about having a scar, and not being able to see the baby right away…
Ruan Shengyi sensitively sensed her sadness, leaned over and kissed her cheek, and said softly, “Don’t worry, I believe everything has its own best arrangement.”
She gently held Xiao Wenyu’s hand, pressing it against her chest, “I’m here with you. Whatever decision you make, as long as you’re happy, I’m willing.”
Xiao Wenyu smiled, “Because I took your first kiss?”
The Ruan boss said gently, “No, it’s because…”
“You said I’ve grown into a very excellent adult.”
The suddenly faster heartbeat was well transmitted into Xiao Wenyu’s palm. She looked at her in surprise, her eyebrows and eyes full of surprise.
She thought the beginning of everything was that night, but she didn’t expect Ruan Shengyi to say that it was so much later, even, at that time, she already liked her a little.
She blinked, and suddenly, her eyebrows and eyes softened, gently stroking Ruan Shengyi’s cheek, “So, it was that time. Yes, the Ruan boss has really grown into a very excellent adult.”
Ruan Shengyi tilted her head and rubbed her palm, and said softly, “So, you’ll also be very, very smooth. Don’t worry, I’m here with you.”
“This is not your responsibility.”
“But you are my lover.”
“…”
This was a seriously rule-breaking love confession, but for an increasingly anxious person, it was indeed a very pleasant and soothing phrase. She suddenly squeezed Ruan Shengyi’s cheek, biting her lips as if to retaliate, and some words flowed out between her lips and tongue——
“You’re really going to spoil me.”
Ruan Shengyi gently bit the tip of her tongue, “I’ll spoil you, I’ll take care of you.”
The intense kiss suddenly softened, accompanied by faint sobs, Xiao Wenyu was reluctant to let go of this considerate and gentle person.
Why, why didn’t she appear sooner?
But Ruan Shengyi seemed to be telling her in practice that appearing now wasn’t too late either.
Starting in mid-December, the two of them would go out for a walk for half an hour every night after dinner. The not-so-obvious bulge gradually developed and grew day by day. Until around the New Year, the little guy started to change every day and grew more obviously.
Although she was still only the size of other people’s babies at five or six months, the pressure on her body was no less, and she suffered all the sins of late pregnancy.
Xiao Wenyu bit her lip and looked at the person who had given up the New Year and was silently accompanying her to bed early. At this moment, she was holding one of her legs, massaging her to relieve the edema. She couldn’t help but sigh.
Ruan Shengyi didn’t even lift her head, “Are you thinking about saying that I’m working hard again, and that you feel very sorry for me? You’re not allowed to say it, I’ll be angry.”
“…” She was preempted and silenced.
Xiao Wenyu smiled dumbly, “But that’s the truth.”
“You’re not allowed to say the truth either!” Ruan Shengyi was very familiar with the sensitive spots on her legs. At this moment, she was silent, using her fingers as a ruler, comparing them for about half a centimeter before suddenly pressing down. Almost instantly, that leg trembled for a second, and she couldn’t help but want to hook it back.
Ruan Shengyi: “If you talk nonsense again, I’ll press you like this!”
Xiao Wenyu chuckled and suddenly thought of something, leaning softly against the head of the bed, opening her mouth in a hoarse voice with a little bit of carefully designed breath——
“So the Ruan boss still has things she’s afraid of?”
“It’s okay, you can try the things you’re afraid of slowly.”
“Very good.”
“Very Great.”
“Isn’t this being done very well?”
“…”
Ruan Shengyi’s eyebrows jumped wildly.
This trick again! The first time she massaged Xiao Wenyu, this woman used this trick to tease her. She tried to seal her mouth, but the woman held her fingers in her mouth, raising her eyebrows slightly, and could take all her strength.
Too illegal!
Ruan Shengyi leaned over and said in a low voice, “Xiao boss, everything you’re doing now is making enemies with yourself four months from now, you know?”
Xiao Wenyu raised her eyebrows, put her hands together on her shoulders, and softened her voice: “Can you get fifteen minutes of hate?”
When the eyes collide in mid-air, there is only one sentence left.
Facts speak louder than words.
After circling the eyes and falling back on Xiao Wenyu’s lips, a light point was lit, and an irresistible breath blocked it, biting the woman’s lips, hooking her tongue, not allowing her to escape.
Between the breaths, one hand couldn’t help but hold the back of the woman’s head, supporting her and pressing her down, so the breath became more and more chaotic.
Until a firework symbolizing the new year exploded in the air, illuminating half of the sky.
Ruan Shengyi reluctantly let go of her lips, and leaned over again to kiss the obvious lip line that had been gnawed blurred, and said helplessly: “Sometimes I also hate the current situation.”
Xiao Wenyu smiled, “If one day the Ruan boss changes her mind and has her own baby, I will also seduce you fiercely when there are less than two months left.”
Ruan Shengyi didn’t pick on her mistake, but was stunned for a while, “Less than two months? Have you thought about it?”
Xiao Wenyu nodded, “If the evaluation is reasonable, come out when it’s time, I can’t wait any longer.”
“Okay, no matter what, I’ll listen to you.”
“Can you not get up on time tomorrow?”
“That’s not possible, morning is the best time to do those exercises!”
“But I’m not necessarily doing well.”
“You have to do it, what’s good for you, you have to do.”
Ruan Shengyi kissed her but was stopped, struggling to squeeze her voice between her fingers, “It’s okay, I’m here with you.”
The meaning of having her with her is to get up regularly every morning to do stretching exercises, do some relaxing exercises before the midday break, go out for a walk in the evening, and massage and relax, hug, kiss and hug before going to bed.
The already precarious weight is even less under such movement, until the scheduled surgery date, Xiao Wenyu has only gained less than six kilograms. These six kilograms are really only the weight of the child, her body has not increased at all.
You must know that Ruan Shengyi herself has been fattened by nearly five kilograms.
But it doesn’t matter, the last assessment before the operation, the child’s weight has been estimated to be 3.2 kilograms, which is a very good development, and has not been affected by the mother’s weight and body shape at all.
After comprehensive assessment, the doctor also gave a new plan, the conditions for natural childbirth are relatively good, and the anesthetic drugs have also developed very well, if you are willing, you can choose to have a natural childbirth with only consciousness retained.
Xiao Wenyu finally chose this plan, she was still a little afraid of those cold surgical knives Skip around on her body.
The doctor repeated again: “You may be a little confused during the anesthesia process, please completely obey the instructions you hear and use force or relax. If you don’t speak, keep relaxing, okay?”
“Since the other mother is in, she will act as a trumpet, and let the Pregnant woman adapt to the rhythm.”
Ruan Shengyi nodded nervously.
Listening to the midwife’s command, she held Xiao Wenyu’s hand and did not dare to look at the miserable situation on the other side, just tightly holding her hand, trying to Stop her the allowed drinks when her face was pale and almost fainted.
But where did the woman have the strength to turn her head to meet her.
Ruan Shengyi then contained a large mouthful of energy drink, carefully feeding it to Xiao Wenyu during the relaxation gap, watching the woman’s face appear a little rosy, gently letting out a sigh of relief.
The doctor said that this is a common scene in the delivery room, because many times there is no strength even to bite the straw, so many other halves come over to feed some food and drink.
After all, everyone is a girl, and they all know how much fatigue and trouble there will be in this process.
Ruan Shengyi held the energy drink in one hand and the sweat-wiping cloth in the other, squatting by the bed, her heart and eyes full of only the extremely pale woman in front of her. In her heart, she couldn’t help but mutter repeatedly——
Please, be smooth.
Please, be smooth.
Please, be smooth! !
So much so that when the first cry of the newborn sounded, she was still a little dazed. The hand that was wiping sweat for Xiao Wenyu paused, and the eyeball was even slower than the Xiao Wenyu who had been anesthetized by the influence. After turning half a circle, she saw the little Baby who was kicking her legs and crying.
Xiao Wenyu turned her head to look at the child who was being wiped clean of the Fetal fat, relieved, and murmured: “She’s so small.”
Ruan Shengyi regained her gaze and said softly, “Six pounds and four ounces, not small.” The hand wiping sweat did not stop, and even put the back of her hand on it, “Xiao Wenyu, are you cold?”
“I…I don’t know…” Xiao Wenyu turned her eyes back and said woodenly: “The Anesthetics is really reliable, I’m so sleepy.”
This scared Ruan Shengyi a lot, “You can’t sleep yet! The doctor hasn’t said you can sleep, you…Doctor!”
The nurse came over with the child and Posted in Xiao Wenyu’s face, smiling and said: “Let her sleep, let them all sleep, she doesn’t need to participate in the next step, rest assured, there is a detector.”
The Ruan boss relaxed, looking at the little guy lying next to Xiao Wenyu’s head, wrapped with only two arms left, twisted her arms and turned, and actually grasped a strand of hair from her mother.
The little guy’s pair of beautiful eyes suddenly smiled with satisfaction, holding this strand of hair, smiling silently, trying to Leg kick but unable to, she could only lie here quietly.
Her exploration of the world began from this moment.
Ruan Shengyi looked at her and couldn’t help but stretched out a finger and gently touched this guy’s face.
So ugly.
How come she didn’t inherit her Mom at all.
*
Xiao Wenyu turned her head and looked at the little guy who was drinking milk very hard holding the Bath bottle, and looked at the woman sitting so far away with a disgusted look.
Unfortunately, she doesn’t have the strength now, otherwise she would have to kick this guy hard.
Who was so expectant before, but now has a disgusted look!
Xiao Wenyu said weakly: “You come over, why are you sitting so far away?”
“…She’s so small.” Ruan Shengyi said in a low voice, and only dared to move over a little bit.
It feels like she will break if she touches it lightly.
Instead, she is so ugly, she doesn’t want to touch her anymore.
Her head was suddenly tapped, and Xiao Yanyue laughed extremely heartily, “Because she dislikes the little guy for being ugly.”
“Let me see, how is my baby drinking milk powder. I took the liberty to help you make the decision to Back to milk, our family doesn’t lack money, so just drink milk powder.”
Zhao Wen sat on the small sofa at the end of the bed, and smiled softly when she heard the words.
Wen Harmonious is nothing more than this.
However, when she thought that there would be three Xiao Yanyue-like Ghost personality people in the family next, Zhao Wen rubbed her forehead, quite helplessly.
I hope this child can grow some different personalities.
Xiao Yanyue said happily: “Little boss, let me tell you, your wife was also like this when she was just born, you continue to dislike it.”
“…”
Ruan Shengyi’s face brightened a little, she sat down carefully and touched the little vegetable head who didn’t even want to open her eyes, “Really? Can she become beautiful later?”
Xiao Yanyue: “She changes every day, she’s basically beautiful by the full moon.”
Ruan Shengyi: “That’s good, that’s good.”
Xiao Wenyu said slightly angrily: “Do you have to say this in front of me? I’m still awake!”
Xiao Yanyue said happily: “Well, well, then you guys stay here, and Teacher Zhao and I will go back to cook. What do you want to eat? You can eat whatever you want, send it over in a while.”
“By the way, I have completed the birth certificate and put it in the bag. You two can sit like this for half a day, and no one is thinking about giving our little guy a certificate, you’re really something.”
Ruan Shengyi was slightly stunned, she really didn’t know about these follow-up arrangements. After the two left, she turned over the bag and found the green Big book.
Is this the proof that human beings exist in the world?
Xiao Wenyu said softly: “Ruan boss, would you like to open it and have a look?”
Ruan Shengyi looked back, the woman was looking at her with a smile, pressing her eyes slightly, like encouragement.
She opened the book and couldn’t help laughing first, “Our family has a Capricorn, a Pisces, and now a Aries, it will be a riot in the future.”
Her gaze fell on the name column, but it was stagnant.
What was recorded there was not Anqi, which they had been calling for several months, but another name.
Xi Yu.
Xiao Xi Yu.
Ruan Shengyi couldn’t help Silent the slightly downward-pressing words, biting her lips.
Happily, Xiao Wenyu came over to hold her clothes and said softly: “I think Ruan Qing’s mother changed your name for a deep meaning.”
Ruan Shengyi looked at her sideways.
Xiao Wenyu smiled gently: “Anan belongs to her, but Shengyi belongs to your own full life. She hopes that your life is bright and brilliant, full of countless gentleness and prosperity.”
Tears had already Dizzy in the woman’s eyes.
Xiao Wenyu: “So, Anqi belongs to us, but Xi Yu is the name that belongs to her own life.”
Xi Jun Sheng Yu Yi, Yi Hua Bei Ming Yu.
She softened her eyes, reached out and pointed to the bag, “You’ve been nervous for so long, haven’t you carefully looked at the bag? Open it and see.”
In the bag, there was quietly lying a pink rabbit that could be called reborn, stuffed with a lot of cotton, and the ugly-looking patches on it were all removed, and replaced with extremely beautiful needle patterns, lying quietly on the bottom of the bag.
Together with a happy birthday, it appeared in her finally restarted life.
Ruan Shengyi came over and touched her lips one by one, not kissing deeply, just kissing away the false sweat on her forehead, and said softly: “Then I still owe Xiao boss a grand birthday gift.”
Xiao Wenyu looked at her with a smile, “I want you to be by my side forever, can you?”
“Too light.” Ruan Shengyi said softly, raising her hand to press on her lips, “Don’t make a wish yet, save it first.”
“Elder sister, save it first.”
The little girl in her arms didn’t know if she understood the flowing atmosphere, or if she felt it was interesting, she laughed Hehe, and casually held two strands of hair together.
Xiao Wenyu lowered her eyes to look at her, and then looked at the person leaning aside, smiled.
“Okay, save it first, we will have a long time.”
*Three years later*
Nowadays, when cremation has been universal, in some small places, small places where no one cares too much, there will still be some old ideas of covering the world with heaven and earth after death, and finding a mountain top is the final destination.
This also leaves room for some people to 추사.
Ruan Shengyi held Xi Yu in her arms, and the Toddler looked around on her shoulders, as if she was also very curious about this novel and strange place.
She had never seen such a bare mountain before. The dark yellow sky was cloudy and cold. The two adults were all quiet. She didn’t dare to make a sound, and only dared to hold Ruan Shengyi’s neck silently, her whole body soft into her arms.
She could feel that her Grandma seemed a little nervous, just like the time when she broke the cup and waited for her mother to come home.
Suddenly, Ruan Shengyi asked softly: “Is it here?”
The person walking in front nodded: “The address given by Grandma Shen is here… Eh, is that?”
In front of their destination, a girl in casual clothes had just put down a bunch of flowers, bowed again, looked at them, and smiled slightly.
It’s Shen Mingyuan.
Shen Mingyuan also noticed them, took two steps towards them, and nodded to say hello.
“Do you have relatives in Shacheng?”
Xiao Wenyu smiled, “Yeah, after all, she walked out of Shacheng, what about you?”
Shen Mingyuan looked at the tombstone behind her and said, “Mom said, this is my Auntie, who loved me very much when I was a child, but she passed away very early, and asked me to worship her every year.”
Xiao Wenyu: “So you will come back from Beishi to worship?”
“Not really, but now I’m working in Shacheng, so I came over to worship. I’m leaving first?”
Ruan Shengyi said coldly, “Goodbye.”
Shen Mingyuan looked at her, for a long time, nodded, “Goodbye, two elder sisters.”
They carried the long-buried silence and brushed past each other.
This is the retreat and choice left by Shen family for Shen Mingyuan’s sake, so that she can come here to worship a clothes tomb, instead of regretting her life when she learns the truth one day.
At that time, they didn’t expect that they could still contact Ruan An one day, and tell her this address, and also gave her a reason to return to Shacheng again.
Ruan Shengyi handed the child to Xiao Wenyu, stood in front of the monument, and remained silent for a long time. Her lips trembled, but she couldn’t speak. In the end, she simply gave up talking, squatted down, and handed over a bouquet of flowers.
Suddenly, Xiao Xiyu walked over, staggering with two short legs, stood in front of the monument, and bowed very solemnly.
The little milk voice was light and skillful, and said: “Thank you for giving birth to my Grandma, I like you.”
Ruan Shengyi turned her head to look at her Stupid, watched her give a kiss to this Empty monument, and then staggered into her arms, kissed her cheek before looking up at her, “Grandma, will you be happy this way?”
Ruan Shengyi smiled and pinched her.
The little girl shook her head, threw off her fingers, looked up at the sky in the distance, and said in surprise: “Wow, it’s a rainbow, the sky is going to be clear!”
Ruan Shengyi picked her up, helped the child who wanted to touch the rainbow, and gently held Xiao Wenyu’s hand with the other hand, tilted her head and kissed her eyelids, and said in a low voice: “Thank you.”
Thank you for bringing me the rainbow.
Xiao Wenyu smiled, pulled her neck, bit her lower lip, “I also want to thank you.”
Always firmly heading towards me.
Xi Yu: “Mommy is shy! Cover your eyes!”
The two adults laughed, pulled down her arm, and one person chose one side, and kissed the little guy so hard that her head spun a circle, and Hold it on her own face.
Take a photo Again.
Xiao Wenyu: “Then let’s go home? Just take Xi Yu to see the scenery of going out of the desert.”
Ruan Shengyi looked at her affectionately, for a long time, nodded heavily.
They came by car, and they will go back by car.
After all, they will have a long time.
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It’s over.