Chapter 54

    Xiao Wenyu smiled, hooking her arms around her shoulders, “Whether it’s excessive or not, it’s useful.”

    “Not scared anymore?”

    Ruan Shengyi shook her head and nodded, “Scared, but something seems to have transcended the fear.”

    The eager desire surpassed fear. Even if it was just this once and she fell completely, she was willing.

    Xiao Wenyu smiled again, hooking her neck to make her tilt her head slightly, sucking on the corner of her lips, her voice hoarse: “I’ll wait for you, to overcome your fear bit by bit.”

    “This thing isn’t that bad. She doesn’t deserve to make you so afraid that you’re deprived of the right to experience it.”

    Ruan Shengyi lowered her eyes to look at her. Something seemed to be beating in her chest, wanting to break free from the shackles, wanting to express herself, urging her to do some more, and some more.

    The elevator reached their floor, and the two stood side by side again, walking towards the two rooms they had booked on the left and right.

    Opening the doors and closing them, then each went back to put their things down.

    Ruan Shengyi suddenly felt a little wonderful, but also a little uneasy.

    After leaving the hospital, whether it was revealing her vulnerability and unease, or telling her about the past when choosing to come out together, what she wanted was not much heart-to-heart comfort. What she wanted was for Xiao Wenyu to realize that she was still very useful, to build up her own confidence little by little, instead of continuing down the road of decadence.

    Is this a success, or a failure?

    She looked at herself in the mirror, at the sparkling-eyed person, reason gradually returning, and then the memories of the past resurfaced.

    When Song Xiuyi discovered her hands were clutching the closet door tightly, her eyes were like this, the corners of her eyes were red, her eyes were blurred and irrational, looking at her, meeting her eyes, and then lightly showing a smile.

    That smile was deeply engraved in all of Ruan Shengyi’s dreams for a long time, turning all the dreams, good or bad, into nightmares.

    Until Ruan Qing roared and rushed in to fight the two of them, and then desperately hugged her, who was actually not too small anymore, into her arms and dragged her out, she saw that person looking at her with a smile that was not a smile.

    The mist in her eyes remained, making her nauseous.

    But the mist in her eyes now was different from that at that time. At least, in her eyes, it looked different. She had not fallen, she was very clear-headed, at least she was still very clear-headed now.

    She clearly knew that the layer of mist in her eyes was called expectation, not chaos.

    Ruan Shengyi slowly exhaled a breath and plunged into the cold water curtain.

    No matter what kind of backlash her calculations would bring, no matter what the future ending would be, she would bear it alone, she was willing.

    She eagerly looked forward to that embrace.

    *

    Ruan Shengyi dried her hair. The frizzy misty blue ends rested on her shoulders. She simply tidied herself up and then gently knocked on the door on the other side.

    Waiting was also worth looking forward to. What color pajamas would Xiao Wenyu wear today? Would her hair be tied up or draped over her shoulders? Would the brown ends look even more gentle and amiable under the warm yellow light?

    Anticipation suppressed all the fear little by little, little by little, taking her out of the old abyss, without a trace of mud.

    This was really good.

    The door was gently pulled open, and the first thing that poked out was a head with slightly damp hair. A pair of eyes, gentle as water, looked at her with a shallow smile.

    Xiao Wenyu was wearing a white slip dress. The two straps were a little loose. Lowering her head, she could even see…

    Ruan Shengyi subconsciously averted her gaze, blushing all the way from the roots of her ears to the depths of her neck. Seeing this, the other person tugged on her sleeve, “Why are you starting to blush just standing at the door?”

    Ruan Shengyi chuckled, “Xiao, you really have a lot of patience.”

    Xiao Wenyu smiled as well, “Whether I have patience or not, it’s useful.”

    Ruan Shengyi stepped in, closed the door, and slowly exhaled, “I…”

    “You?”

    She simply took a step forward, gently hugged Xiao Wenyu’s waist, lowered her head slightly, and gently rubbed her lips against her always straight nose, and said in a hoarse voice: “I lied to the child too.”

    Xiao Wenyu asked something.

    “The aloof beauty she sees every day is actually a black-hearted boss who’s scheming every day, just like her black-hearted mother.”

    After speaking, without waiting for Xiao Wenyu to reply, she leaned down and held her thin lips, which were still carrying the warm mist from the bathroom, gently bit her lower lip, and then used everything she had just learned, step by step.

    Then, her shoulder was tapped.

    Ruan Shengyi exclaimed softly, staring innocently at the person in front of her with misty eyes.

    The other person was even more innocent, “She said you tricked her, and told me to hit you. And…”

    Xiao Wenyu raised her head slightly, took over the chaotic breathing, and said in a low voice: “I’ll teach you some more.”

    This was a little different from the kiss in the car just now. The one in the car was just an introduction for beginners, while this was more like a show of skills by a guide.

    In the narrow entrance, breaths were fragmented. Ruan Shengyi’s learning ability was too strong. After being led through once, she could immediately turn around and apply it back.

    Xiao Wenyu’s legs went weak, and her whole body leaned against the wall behind her. A little bit of coolness burned her hot body through the thin nightgown. The long-lost heat burned wildly in her heart, urging her, urging her to do some response.

    But this kind of thing mostly comes naturally. Seeming to feel that she was so soft that she could barely stand, Ruan Shengyi returned the cool air to her, tilted her head, and gently kissed her neck. Her unbearable turning of her head seemed to give this person an opportunity, so that she could light all her thoughts with a torch.

    Suddenly, when Xiao Wenyu was about to lose her mind, the other person suddenly woke up.

    Ruan Shengyi hugged the person’s shoulders, supported herself on the shoe cabinet with the other hand, and gasped, “I checked, it’s not good for you to stand.”

    Xiao Wenyu smiled, tugged at her hair, and couldn’t help but say in a soft voice, “It seems that Miss Ruan has been plotting something for a long time.”

    “What else did you check?”

    Ruan Shengyi chuckled softly, leaned close to the woman’s ear and said, “The material of the condoms should be more suitable for people with sensitive skin, the pH value requirements are more precise than usual, and more attention should be paid to foreplay, and relaxation should be done well. Pay attention to frequency and intensity, no in the first three months and last two months. Most importantly, you can rub the breasts, but you can’t tease the nipples…”

    “Don’t hum too fast.”

    The last few words were almost spoken in a breathy voice.

    Xiao Wenyu was sure, she was doing it on purpose. She knew how charming her usual serious and taciturn appearance was, but she still used such a voice to do “popular science” here in a serious manner.

    Her legs were about to go weak, but she still had to support herself and chuckled, “It seems that some people actually know a lot, huh?”

    “Before I met you, I never wanted to understand these things.”

    These words were not insincere flattery between the sheets, but Ruan Shengyi’s deepest heartfelt words.

    Before that night, she had hardly been moved, nor had she thought about any possibilities, but when she saw Xiao Wenyu, the gears of fate began to turn, and one impossible thing after another was placed on the timeline. Until today, she had surpassed that layer of fear and was able to embrace her like this.

    Xiao Wenyu naturally knew how much sincerity there was in this. Her weak arms trembled slightly and raised, gently holding her face. Her lips touched her cheek, and then…

    She leaned over, didn’t kiss her red lips, but tilted her head and kissed the long scar behind Ruan Shengyi’s ear.

    Time seemed to freeze for a moment.

    This kiss was like an electric current, instantly piercing all of Ruan Shengyi’s reason. She directly held the person and steadily picked her up, her teeth lightly grinding the collarbone that was obviously exposed due to the shrinking of her shoulders, and finally reached the bedside when the area was rubbed red.

    She gently placed the person on the edge of the bed, pulled over the quilt and pillows to support her back, letting her lean on it, and then squatted half-kneeling in front of her, looking up slightly.

    Her reddened eyes looked somewhat shocking.

    Ruan Shengyi sucked on her cheek, and said in a hoarse voice: “You’re too thin, it’s not tiring to hold you at all.”

    “I’ve already gained one kilogram during this time.”

    “But that’s not your meat.”

    Xiao Wenyu chuckled softly, “How can it not be? Isn’t it on my body? Give me your hand.”

    Ruan Shengyi did as she was told.

    The two hands overlapped, and then were led to cover her slightly curved abdomen together.

    Xiao Wenyu smiled, “She’s growing much faster, isn’t she?”

    She could sense the other person’s trembling, and could also feel her desire. She softened her voice and said, “Last time in the hospital room, Miss Ruan touched her. This feeling, is it quite different?”

    “Who touched her? Weren’t we focused on arguing those two days?” Ruan Shengyi retorted without thinking, and only remembered that such a thing seemed to have happened after refuting.

    But, wasn’t Xiao Wenyu asleep at that time?

    She looked at the other person with red eyes, saw a familiar knowing smile, and her reason completely collapsed at this moment. Coincidentally, the corner of her clothes was already in her hand, she pulled open her clothes, leaned over, and gently kissed the curve.

    This was too amazing.

    The triple stimulation of visual sensation and psychology made Xiao Wenyu lose strength in her arms in an instant. Fortunately, there were well-placed quilts and pillows behind her. Even if she fell, she wouldn’t fall directly.

    So well-placed, so reassuring.

    The next moment, the person who reassured her stroked the curve and whispered, “Shall we protect her together in the future?”

    Ugh, this was too unfair.

    Xiao Wenyu trembled and let out a groan.

    The female amateur with only theoretical knowledge looked at her blankly, “This… this…”

    How could it be?

    Xiao Wenyu was speechless, but didn’t want to speak. She slapped her on the head. The unsuspecting person lowered her head and kissed the curve again, and then brought another tremor.

    Ruan Shengyi understood and chuckled, supporting her body, all the way up from the curve. Wherever she kissed, her nose would gently rub against it, the faint itch attacking Xiao Wenyu’s precarious reason from both inside and outside.

    Then she leaned her red lips against her again and asked in a low voice: “Xiao, I heard that there will be a second development after pregnancy, is it true?”

    Xiao Wenyu bit her earlobe, “It is.”

    The bartender’s hands are very strong and quite steady. Almost in the next moment after the words fell, the woman’s hand slowly fell, gently rubbing and pushing.

    This was another manifestation of sufficient theoretical knowledge.

    Shaking requires physical strength, while chiseling ice balls requires stability, but both have a common need——

    Coincidentally, Ruan Shengyi also has a lot of patience.

    It was precisely because of this patience that she could see every expression of Xiao Wenyu clearly when she slowly pushed up the peaks from below, instead of rushing to the next action.

    She could see her frowning in discomfort, biting her lip in forbearance, these expressions were like this, and there was some desire hidden in the gaze looking at her.

    What this brought was not only infatuation and disgust, but also some joy and happiness in watching the person she loved reach the peak because of this.

    Ruan Shengyi couldn’t help but bend over, gently touched her eyelids, and said in a hoarse voice: “You are so beautiful…”

    When her hand was on her waist, she whispered, “Please beg me.”

    Xiao Wenyu bit her earlobe and chuckled, “Where did you learn these words?”

    “It suddenly appeared in my mind, please beg me.”

    Her fingers were neither close nor far, never willing to fall, the woman was stubbornly hateful at this time.

    Xiao Wenyu looked at her with red eyes, gasping, “Bad…”

    “Okay, fine.”

    This was really bad, her fingers no longer circled or touched, but stopped in a very close position, even if she didn’t touch, she could feel the teasing and teasing.

    Xiao Wenyu bit her lip and looked at her. After a long time, she closed her eyes in resignation and groaned, “Please… please you.”

    “Ruan…” The words were cut off halfway, Xiao Wenyu bit her lower lip tightly, so that the shy voice did not completely flow out, but it was also dripping out from between her lips and teeth.

    She couldn’t help but clenched Ruan Shengyi’s hair, her body trembling, not knowing what to say.

    Before long…

    The crystal clear circle of red lips was so hot under the light.

    Xiao Wenyu thought, if she dared to kiss her like this, she would definitely knock this person off the bed.

    Fortunately, she didn’t.

    The woman just suddenly realized: “That’s how it is.”

    This was even more embarrassing.

    Although her red lips had not been close, they were still wreaking havoc on her body, until they rubbed against her lower abdomen, and her nose rubbed gently again. Only then did she straighten her waist and said with regret: “We must be restrained.”

    Xiao Wenyu was amused by her appearance and reached out to put her arm on her shoulder. “Keep an account, okay?” Her voice was filled with unimaginable softness and tenderness, more like a kitten scratching at her heart and lungs.

    “Then there’s too much to keep track of. I’ll carry you to take a shower.”

    Xiao Wenyu was slightly surprised, “You…”

    Ruan Shengyi turned her head away, “Let me prepare a little more…”

    Xiao, felt both distressed and amused, leaned into her arms, and said softly, “Then I have to learn hard again too.”

    Tonight’s consideration and tenderness were all things that this person had seriously learned on the premise of fear, so she couldn’t miss this sincerity either. Exchanging sincerity for sincerity could lead to more precious treasures.

    Ruan Shengyi hmmd, “Another debt has been recorded on Xiao’s account.”

    Xiao Wenyu smiled and bit her ear tip, “Sooner or later, I’ll let Miss Ruan fully display her shaking skills. Don’t regress.”

    “…”

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