Red Line Resurrection Chapter 84
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◎Do you feel sad?◎
Shen Lingjun’s faint sobs were the only thing left in the huge study room. He tried his best to calm down his emotions quickly, but the feeling of exhaustion from crying still made him tremble. In the end, he had to wrap his hands around Liang Ji’an’s neck, and kept stroking and turning the ring with his thumbs. He closed his eyes, and his wet eyelashes drooped. The heavy rain was finally about to stop.
Liang Ji’an carried him to wash his face. Shen Lingjun stood in front of the mirror and took a quick look. He saw his eyes swollen from crying and his nose that was red from rubbing. He felt ugly and turned his face away, unwilling to look at it anymore.
“Junjun.” The warm towel was gently wiped against the ends of his eyes and cheeks. Liang Ji’an kissed him occasionally, but Shen Lingjun had no other reaction. After a while, he finally felt that his blocked nose could breathe, and then he said in a low voice: “Where’s yours?”
He grabbed Liang Ji’an’s left hand and looked at it over and over, but couldn’t help but tap his finger on the scar. If he had known about this earlier, would he have accepted Liang Ji’an’s feelings earlier?
Shen Lingjun knew he couldn’t.
He doesn’t need any assumptions or thinking. He only knows that now he should have some confidence and trust, whether in Liang Ji’an or himself.
Liang Ji’an took out another ring from his pocket and handed it to him. Shen Lingjun grabbed it in his hand, held Liang Ji’an’s hand and looked at it for a while, then suddenly took the ring back.
“Can you leave it here for safekeeping?”
Liang Jian was a little surprised, but he agreed immediately, “Okay.”
“Junjun can put it on me whenever he wants.”
Liang Ji’an seemed to know what he was thinking. On the day when they were honest with each other, he could even leave the decision of life and death to Shen Lingjun, and it was a complete trust and guarantee. He was even glad that the little physical pain he suffered at the time could still be used today.
Shen Lingjun held the ring tightly in his palm and said after a long time, “Don’t tell anyone about this.”
He repeated stubbornly: “Don’t tell anyone else that you and I are not related by blood.”
Shen Lingjun has been worried about how others will look at them once they find out about the relationship between him and Liang Ji’an, but now he doesn’t care about anything. He only wants Liang Ji’an to always be his brother and to love him on the basis of his brother’s identity.
In the past, he always felt that Liang Jian was paranoid and unreasonable, but now that it was him, he realized that he was even worse.
Liang Ji’an seemed to have finally waited for him to say these words. Shen Lingjun’s decisive tone and his love that could no longer be concealed made him completely satisfied. The last dam between them was cut into rubble by the red threads. Liang Ji’an looked at him calmly and said, “No.”
“No third person will know.”
“Whatever Junjun wants is true, then it is true.”
Shen Lingjun was stunned. After a while, he opened his mouth and called him softly: “Brother.”
Liang Ji’an forcibly raised his face, forcing their eyes to meet. With a clear smile in his eyes, he coaxed: “Don’t be afraid.”
“I will not abandon Junjun.” He mentioned the old story again, “Only Junjun does not want my share.”
Shen Lingjun blushed instantly when he thought of what happened before. He squeezed Liang Ji’an’s hand with embarrassment and suddenly put the ring on him.
“You can wear it for a few days.”
“It’s a reward for your good performance.”
Liang Jian raised his eyebrows and said suddenly, “So that’s it.”
“Then should I say thank you, baby?”
Shen Lingjun curled his lips and muttered: “Whatever you want.”
He rubbed his still uncomfortable eyes, moved forward a little and wanted Liang Ji’an to hug him, but he still had something to ask Liang Ji’an, and he had to look at his face. When he raised his head, he felt that his neck was tired, so in the end he simply pressed Liang Ji’an’s shoulders and made him sit on the toilet seat.
Liang Jian wore trousers and spread his long legs, and said funnyly: “Can’t we go back to the bedroom to talk about it?”
Shen Lingjun looked down at him and glared at him fiercely, “Leave me alone.”
He organized his words, but when he spoke again, his momentum was inexplicably weaker. He felt a little aggrieved and pitiful, “Were you angry with me when you knew about this?”
Liang Jian held his hand and said calmly: “No.”
“Oh…” Shen Lingjun knew that he would not lie to her, and there was no need for him to explain more. He responded and then said: “Then will you feel sad?”
Liang Jian looked into his eyes and said, “A little.”
“I thought you would be sad.”
So I would be sad about that too.
Liang Ji’an raised his hand and rubbed Shen Lingjun’s cheek. He didn’t need to confess his feelings again and again. The eyes of his lover were better than a thousand words of promises. Shen Lingjun could feel it, so his fear and fear turned into a distant cloud under Liang Ji’an’s relief and comfort.
He grabbed Liang Ji’an’s middle finger and put his own finger on it. The two rings were stacked together. Shen Lingjun lowered his head and looked at it seriously for a while and said, “I like this very much.”
“It’s beautiful.”
Liang Jian interlocked with him in this posture and kissed the back of his hand, “I asked He Wen to bring an ice pack over. I’ll apply it later, eat something, and go to bed early at night, okay?”
Shen Lingjun tugged on his shirt, and there were still a lot of wet tears on his shoulders. He said a little embarrassedly: “I can just apply it myself. You can go take a shower.”
He turned around to leave, but before he could take a step forward, he turned back and said, “Forget it, I have to take a shower too. I’m sweating a lot and it’s sticky.”
Shen Lingjun seemed to just say it casually, and his tone was frank without any hint of ambiguity. On the contrary, Liang Ji’an, who had always been calm, briefly showed a blank expression on his face. Shen Lingjun was stared at by him. After realizing what he had said, he quickly pointed to the door and said, “You go to the next door to wash!”
Liang Jian seemed to accuse him and said with a smile: “Junjun, this is my room.”
Shen Lingjun occupied the magpie’s nest and said confidently: “What’s your room, my room? Haven’t I slept in your place recently?”
“Or am I no longer welcome here from today on?”
Liang Jian didn’t dare to say anything. Shen Lingjun wouldn’t complain even if he kicked him downstairs or asked him to just stand outside and wait for him. He wished that Shen Lingjun would boss him around.
Seeing that he didn’t move for a long time and didn’t speak, Shen Lingjun thought it was because he said something harsh that made him angry or sad. Although the latter’s emotions were very doubtful, he still cautiously leaned closer and said, “If you must wash here…”
He suddenly leaned forward and stood up on his tiptoes to kiss Liang Ji’an on the cheek. His brows were lively and there was a hint of pampering and arrogance, “That won’t work either.”
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BOO BOO BOO BOO!
It’s almost over.