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    59 Chapter 59

    ◎I can’t leave without saying goodbye.◎

    Panic overwhelmed the longing for days, and Shen Lingjun’s mind went blank. He could neither hear Liang Ji’an’s footsteps nor dare to look back. He could only stumble and run forward with his head down. He couldn’t even tell the direction, and he didn’t run very far at all. Soon, he was easily caught by Liang Ji’an at a haystack not far from the hut.

    His heart was beating fast, maybe because of the running just now, or simply because he was too frightened. Before Liang Ji’an said a word, he was already trembling on the spot, not even daring to raise his head. Only tears fell down his cheeks. Liang Ji’an reached out to wipe his tears, but he immediately stepped back warily.

    There was a slight sigh in his ears, and Liang Ji’an leaned down/put the back of his hand on his chin to catch his tears. Shen Lingjun paused for breath, as if he had finally organized his words, and couldn’t help but tremble when he spoke, “I, I lost my phone. Brother, I really came here to complete my homework. If you don’t come to pick me up, I plan to go back tomorrow. The signal here is too poor. I didn’t mean not to contact you. Don’t be angry with me…”

    Liang Jian didn’t expect that he would actually explain, even though the reason was poor and added fuel to the fire.

    “Junjun.” Liang Jian pinched his face and forced him to raise his head, “Why don’t you have a better memory?”

    His tone still sounded calm, so flat that there was almost no fluctuation, but Shen Lingjun knew that Liang Jian was very angry now, so he swallowed all the excuses he had made up so hard, pursed his lips and shed tears all over his face.

    Liang Ji’an put his fingertips on the wet eyelashes at the end of his eyes and rubbed them twice, “Lied again.”

    “It’s like this every time I make a mistake. I always try to use lies to get through.” Liang Ji’an’s tone didn’t sound reproachful, as if he was just helpless, “I know it’s useless.”

    Shen Lingjun didn’t speak. He was like a bird held by the wings of a hunter. When he lowered his eyebrows and eyes, people felt full of pity, but even resistance seemed weak.

    He should be aggrieved, scared, collapsed, and of course a little bit happy, but when these subconscious emotions came and faded like a tide, Shen Lingjun finally realized clearly that he was actually angry at the moment.

    “So what if it’s useless.” Shen Lingjun suddenly retorted, his tone gradually rising, “What can I do? I’ll tell you frankly, what should I say?”

    “I’m telling you that I just want to run away, but I just can’t accept your feelings for me. Will you let me go?”

    “Obviously you forced me to do it. I am so greedy for money. I don’t even want money. I only want to run away while I live a good life. Why do you think I want to run away?”

    “I can’t even run far!” Shen Lingjun’s eyes were full of resentment, “I just don’t want you anymore. I don’t want anything you gave me. I wish you had never taken me back. If you had left me alone…”

    He suddenly fell silent. He was so frightened by Liang Ji’an’s eyes that he stopped. He couldn’t help but pull hard on the hand holding the haystack, and heard him say: “What did you say?”

    Shen Lingjun originally didn’t intend to repeat it, not to mention that he didn’t dare to say such heart-wrenching words a second time, but the only thing that hasn’t changed in him since he was a child is his stubborn temper. Hearing Liang Jian’s four words, which was either a question or a question, he simply slapped Liang Ji’an’s hand that was holding his face away, raised his chin, looked him in the eyes and said, “I said, I don’t want you anymore.”

    “I don’t want your brother anymore.”

    The last time they quarreled, Liang Ji’an asked him this question, but Shen Lingjun didn’t respond directly, but this time he finally gave the answer. After saying that, he no longer wanted to care about Liang Ji’an, turned around and left, but never took a step forward. Liang Ji’an grabbed his wrist and directly threw him into a hug. Shen Lingjun was locked in his arms again in the blink of an eye, and he only had time to see Liang Ji’an’s red eyes.

    He thought Liang Ji’an would be furious, or at least say something, but he remained silent. Shen Lingjun kept tumbling in his arms, and he began to be afraid again, and belatedly realized that Liang Ji’an’s emotional ups and downs were really not normal.

    “你要帶我去哪兒?我不要回去,你放我下來!”沈靈珺用手一個勁地推他的胸口,但梁既安抱他的手紋絲不動,沈靈珺又改成小腿使勁想要往下蹬,可是被扣着膝彎很快也動不了,“我說了我不要回去!”

    “你從來都沒有在乎過我的話,不管我說什麽做什麽反正最後都只能聽你的,你就是一個古板的封建大家長,嘴上說着開明實際上每次都揍我,根本就不會講理!”沈靈珺沒有別的辦法只能言語控訴,“還管我管得那麽嚴,沒有哪個正常的哥哥會給弟弟手機上裝監視器,也不會管弟弟談戀愛!”

    “梁既安我在跟你說話,你放我下來!”沈靈珺又怕又慌,腦子裏亂糟糟地簡直想到哪句說哪句,而且梁既安一直不說話,就好像他在唱獨角戲一樣,越發顯得他無理取鬧。

    But it’s obviously Liang Ji’an’s problem.

    Shen Lingjun’s face was stained with tears, and his face was like a crumpled dough from crying. He had already seen the car parked on the alley, and he didn’t know if He Wen was inside. He still didn’t want anyone to think that his relationship with Liang Ji’an was wrong, so he grabbed and kicked Liang Ji’an. In the end, he had no choice but to compromise, “I stayed at grandma’s house for many days.”

    “At least let me say goodbye to her.”

    Liang Ji’an seemed as if he hadn’t heard anything.

    Shen Lingjun was really afraid of being seen, and he wasn’t lying just now. He pulled Liang Ji’an’s tie and said as a last resort: “Brother…”

    Liang Jian finally reacted, looked down at him and said, “Didn’t you say you don’t want me anymore?”

    Shen Lingjun thought to himself that you heard this sentence because of all the words I just said, but he had to lower his head under the eaves. He said vaguely: “I want to see grandma.”

    Liang Ji’an said: “I didn’t agree to this.”

    Shen Lingjun was furious and stared at him motionless for a long time, as if such a stalemate would get some good results. The two of them were like two stubborn donkeys pulling a carriage in opposite directions, just to see who was stronger.

    Shen Lingjun looked in the direction of the car for fear that He Wen would suddenly jump out of it, and at the same time looked in the direction of the cabin for fear that grandma would find something. In the end, he was defeated. He, a normal person, could not compete with the shameless Liang Ji’an.

    He said angrily: “Then will you go back to the head office with me?”

    “I can’t leave without saying goodbye.”

    [The author has something to say]

    BOO BOO BOO BOO!

    The outline is completely torn apart, my friends [holding my chin]

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