Red Line Resurrection Chapter 49
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â—ŽWhich one are you asking why?â—Ž
Normally, Shen Lingjun would have felt strange at most when Liang Ji’an appeared in his room, but now that he had sobered up, he remembered everything, including everything that happened in the car last night.
He could even remember the temperature and touch of Liang Ji’an on his forehead.
Shen Lingjun only felt hopeless in the confusion. Should he choose the type of wine after drinking?Why is it that the kind of wine Ruan Jichuan gave him made him forget all the important things, but the two sips Luo Mingyuan gave him made him remember it more firmly?
The memory regressed forward, and Shen Lingjun took a breath. When he realized what he had done last night, he didn’t even dare to look at Liang Ji’an. His whole nerves trembled as Liang Ji’an gradually approached, but he could only move closer to the bed under such constant approach, and said in a trembling voice: “Brother…”
“I’m wrong. I know I’m wrong. Brother, please don’t hit me. Don’t hit me, okay?” His voice was choked up. He usually kept on admonishing as if the scar had healed and he had forgotten the pain, but now he was scared to death at the thought of Liang Ji’an beating him. Tears quickly flowed down his cheeks, and he didn’t dare to look up at him. He just lowered his eyes, and the small mole on his eyelids kept trembling with his sobs. It was so pitiful that it made people quickly feel unbearable.
No matter how distressed Liang Ji’an was, it was impossible for him to get away with it so easily on these issues of principle. He pinched his chin and forced him to raise his head to look at her, and said in a deep voice: “Shen Lingjun, when did I punish you without a reason?”
“Why do you remember to eat but not to fight? You just don’t have a long memory.”
Shen Lingjun’s eyes were red, and his hair was wet with tears running down the ends of his eyes. Once his eyes were full of tears, they were like spring rain falling on a pond. His wet crying made people’s hearts soften. Liang Jian only felt that the fire in his chest was burning abnormally. He suppressed his anger and said, “Why didn’t I sleep well and then ran to the bar after I sent you back to the dormitory last night?”
“Do you know, if I hadn’t rushed in time last night, or if Pan Siyun hadn’t caught up with him, where would Luo Mingyuan take you? What would have happened? If you haven’t suffered enough from Ji Yuxuan’s loss, will you have another one?”
“Why do you dare to drink something out of sight when you’ve already gone to a bar? Have you ever thought about your personal safety?” Liang Ji’an rarely loses his composure. Even when he is asked to admit his unusual feelings, he calmly accepts it. But what happened last night really made him feel scared. The lingering fear did not come up all at once, but gradually spread as he kept ruminating on the one in ten thousand possibility, pinching his heart and stimulating him over and over again.
Shen Lingjun was stunned by his roar. His whole face was wet from crying, but he couldn’t make a sound. Finally, he waved Liang Ji’an’s hand away as if he was willing to risk everything, “Why did I go to the bar?”
“Because I’m unhappy because I’m very upset!” He raised his voice and said intermittently while crying: “It’s because you haven’t told me something all the time. I don’t like this. I don’t like the inexplicable estrangement between me and you!”
“Besides, I went to the bar last night just to know if you would come. It was already strange that you met me on the hill behind the school last night, and then you knew so accurately that I was in the bar. Did you keep people staring at me? I am already very old, why do you control me so much?”
After the hysterical outbreak, there was no response in the room, but fell into a terrible silence. Liang Jian looked at him. After a long time, he reached out and gently wiped away the tears on his cheeks. He suddenly chuckled and said, “Shen Lingjun, you are really not obedient.”
The changed topic was like a disguised silence. A more horrifying idea suddenly appeared in Shen Lingjun’s mind, so that he stuttered a little, “You, you won’t install a locator in my phone, will you?”
He looked at Liang Jian in disbelief, “Why?”
Liang Ji’an’s tone became softer, and he bent down and came closer, “Junjun, which one are you asking why?”
Liang Ji’an didn’t sleep all night, which was nothing according to his energy, but every word he said next made Shen Lingjun wonder if Liang Ji’an had stayed up all night and gone crazy talking nonsense. He wanted to cover his ears, but his wrists were easily grasped, and he was forced to listen to the words that were whispered in his ears.
“Ask me why I kissed you? Or why I put my finger in your mouth? Or maybe you’re asking why I pick that spot every time I punish you?”
If Shen Lingjun’s tears not long ago were still trying to please and show weakness, now he is crying and trembling because he is completely frightened by Liang Ji’an. He can’t answer a word. He wants to give an answer. For example, a comforting forehead kiss from brother is nothing. For example, you are actually checking the health of my teeth, but this is nonsense enough. He can’t form a sentence and answers the question he thinks is the most serious intermittently.
“You are reluctant to hit me…”
He was like a dying fish that had been swept to the shore by the waves, still struggling to give a satisfactory answer to this strange conversation between them. He remembered that when he was punished for the first time in the study room, Liang Ji’an should have wanted to hit his palm, and didn’t his mother beat him like that when he was a child?That place is the most solid and easiest to get good at.
Shen Lingjun almost convinced himself.
He hoped that it would end here, so that there would be some room for change between them, and he promised that he would never get to the bottom of it again.
But obviously Liang Jian didn’t think so.
He was completely trapped in the gap between the head of the bed and in front of him by Liang Ji’an, and his body curled up into a passive defensive posture. Just because of the huge difference in size, Liang Ji’an was able to control his resistance with one hand, and pinched his cheek with the other hand to force him to turn his face and look at him.
Shen Lingjun was unwilling and lowered his eyes, tears falling down his cheeks and onto the back of Liang Ji’an’s hands.
“I’m not willing to hit you elsewhere.” Liang Ji’an kissed his cheek and praised, “Junjun is very smart.”
“And every time there are two layers of fabric to reduce the damage.” Liang Ji’an seemed to be joking, “But this time you were too impulsive. If you do something wrong, you have to accept all the consequences.”
Shen Lingjun was silent at first and just thought he was mute, but now he had to struggle suddenly again. Liang Ji’an was taking off his pants, and now he, the dying fish, was completely beaten to death by the waves on the shore. When the slap fell, he was blinded by the pain, but he bit the bed sheet and refused to let out any cry.
Liang Ji’an looked at his instantly reddened skin and could hardly suppress the violent desire in his heart. He forced himself to calm down and put his hand that was slightly shaking with excitement behind his back, “What I want to ask most is, why is my brother so angry about your falling in love?”
He bit Shen Lingjun’s earlobe, just like Shen Lingjun did to him in the car last night, “Now you know why, baby.”
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