Nanke Yifu Chapter 61

As constant as the moon, as rising as the sun

Nan Yuesheng always knew that one of him and Nan Yueheng would die.

In fact, it was nothing. Whether he survived or died of a sudden abnormality, he was much luckier than those children who had been disturbed by the abnormality and suffered for many years. She did not expect a miracle to happen to her.

Yes, she didn’t expect a miracle to happen to her. She always thought that she would be the one who died.

Although there is no rule to follow as to which of the identical twins will die, Nan Yuesheng firmly believes that he will be the one who will die.

How she would live a life without Nan Yueheng, she didn’t even dare to think about it. Just the thought of it in her mind would make her feel scared. Fortunately, this issue was just left to Nan Yueheng to consider, and it had nothing to do with her.

But she could deceive herself, but she could only deceive herself. The facts would not change because of her deception to herself.

The sudden separation was without any preparation.

Nan Yuesheng didn’t know whether he should be called lucky or unlucky. He caught up with that moment, saw Nan Yueheng’s last appearance, and heard Nan Yueheng’s last words.

She said, great.

Great, it’s me who’s going to die.

I have always been afraid of how I will survive if I lose you one day.

Great, I was right.

In the last moment of her life, she had no fear, no instructions, no panic, no unwillingness, no confession of love, no last hug, she just said, great.

At the last moment of Nan Yueheng’s life, Nan Yuesheng realized that Nan Yueheng, like her, had always thought that she would be the one who died.

In fact, she had known it for a long time, but she just didn’t want to admit it.

No one of them can survive without the other.

Nan Yuesheng also thought about ending her life. Nan Yueheng didn’t say anything to her about living for me. It wasn’t because it was too late, but for them, these words were undoubtedly the most vicious curse.

But she still has a mother, older brothers and sisters, and younger brothers and sisters.Her mother told her that if it was really too painful, if she really couldn’t live anymore, if she really made a decision, she would not stop her.

She just needs to think clearly. There are so many children here who are struggling to live. If she voluntarily gives up her life, what will it look like to those children?

Ah, yes, if living is too painful, you can still die. You don’t have to endure the pain, it turns out that you just need to die.

Nan Yuesheng told herself that she could pretend to be somewhere far away from here, that she could pretend to live well elsewhere, but not return to the orphanage.

But she herself didn’t let herself go.

Suddenly one day, Nan Yuesheng stood in front of the mirror, and through a layer of glass, he reached out and touched the person inside.

That is Nan Yueheng.

The person in the mirror is not her, but Nan Yueheng.

Just live.

She uttered the most vicious curses to the person in the mirror and accepted the same curses from the other person.

If you miss me too much, just look in the mirror and touch the mirror.Just pretend that there is another world on the other side of the mirror, a world where the same scene occurs.Just pretend that I am the one who survives in that world. See me through a mirror, and let me see you.

Same scene…

It turns out there is another way out.

Anyway, we look the same, anyway, our experiences are the same, anyway, our preferences are the same, so just think that I am the one who died, and you are the one who survives.

But if you feel like I can’t survive, then just treat it as if there is only one person from the beginning.

From the very beginning, there was only Nan Yueheng, who would dream up a dead twin sister. Nan Yuesheng was just a imaginary person who did not exist.

Just lying to yourself is what Nan Yueheng is best at.