Nanke Yifu Chapter 39

Living in the Wind and Staying in the Rain (11)

Hearing someone coming to open the door, Lin Yuyou subconsciously thought it was Feng Su. He stretched his neck to look inside without even glancing. He didn’t look at anything before he sat up straighter and raised his head to look at the person standing at the door. It didn’t matter if he didn’t look up. Once he raised his head, his words were suppressed and the person retreated.After I went out, I looked at that beautiful, familiar face with horror. I felt that I might have accidentally fallen down when going up some stairs and knocked my head into coma. I was actually having a nightmare. After a while, I tentatively opened my mouth again and shouted: “Brother?”

The person opposite, Yan Laixi, obviously didn’t react, and asked with a confused look on his face: “Do you have anything to see Feng Su?”

If you have anything to do with Feng Su, by the way, Lin Yuyou remembered what he was supposed to be doing today. Looking at the person in front of him, he felt that his death was imminent, so he might as well run away now before he could react.

But Fengsu didn’t say that the one he picked up was her little brother!Brother Xiaoxi is such a gentle person, isn’t this a sheep entering a tiger’s mouth?And…no, there should be more. Where is Xiaochi?Had a quarrel?Noisy enough to run away from home?So noisy that you’re homeless and picked up?Impossible, absolutely impossible. If it were true, then she would be carrying a wheelchair to kill Chi Fu right now. Lin Yuyou could only accept the possibility that Yan Laixi lost control of his emotions and accidentally clicked Chi Fu’s hand, and was fleeing in fear of crime. But based on Yan Laixi’s character, Feng Su’s character, and what she knew about Chi Fu’s character, it was impossible for the facts to develop into what they are now.Sure enough, we should go and kill Chi Fu… No, Feng Su, there is another Feng Su, we have to save Brother Xiao Xi from Feng Su’s clutches first.

While she was hesitating whether to save her own life first, take Chi Fu’s life first, or save her brother first, the options were gradually fading, fading, and fading again, until Feng Su came out and while greeting her, Yan Laixi’s attention was directed to the puppy that was happily circling around her, which had been ignored deliberately or unintentionally.

Lin Yuyou knew that her first choice no longer existed.

“Haha, Xiaobao, did the bad guy who bathed you give you a new nickname?” She laughed awkwardly and performed a live performance of what it means to directly post a note on “three hundred taels of silver” and write “There is no three hundred taels of silver here”. It was so blunt that people wondered whether she was deliberately provocative and trying to pass the blame to Feng Su. This was her last struggle.

The last struggle was not very effective, and Feng Su didn’t even try to expose it. Yan Laixi blocked the wheelchair she was trying to retreat to escape from, and said with a smile: “Okay, Lin Yuyou, name the puppy after your brother, right?”

At this point, Feng Su finally got the exact answer to why Lin Yuyou hesitated when mentioning Xiao Xi’s name.

“I didn’t, I didn’t.” Lin Yuyou shook his head like a rattle, “Xiao Xi’s Xi is the Xi of the setting sun. I picked up Xiao Xi under the setting sun. It’s different. I definitely don’t use your name, Brother Xiao Xi.”

As she spoke, she turned her eyes to Feng Su, who was leaning aside to watch the show, and immediately drew the fire over.

What a joke, watching the fire from the other side?Let’s burn it together!

“Tell me! How did you abduct my brother back to your house!” She pointed at Fengsu and put on a “bandit” look that was “upright and upright”, nondescript, and said, “Be frank and strictly resist going to hell on the mountain of swords!”

Ignoring Feng Su’s inexplicable nonsense, in short, it was a situation where Yan Laixi had nowhere to go and was picked up and brought home by Feng Su.That’s either Chi Fu’s problem or Feng Su’s problem. It won’t be Yan Laixi’s problem after all.In her relationship, her little brother is like a soft bun that is still warm, easy to rub and not hot to the touch.Lin Yuyou knew that as long as the person Yan Laixi identified could endure it and persist, the other person would only need to “not speak too harshly,” “not do things too much,” and “the intention itself is not bad.” If he could get one of these three points, and did not drive him away, Yan Laixi would never leave voluntarily.

He was most afraid of being abandoned and separated, so why would he leave on his own initiative.

It was Chi Fu’s fault that he ran away from home, so it must be Feng Su’s fault that he is here now.

Why does Brother Xiaoxi know him but he doesn’t know Brother Xiaoxi? That’s nonsense!How could Brother Xiaoxi know him!Even if they knew him, Yan Laixi would definitely pretend not to know such an unimportant person since the other party didn’t remember him.

Her brother is a weakling. It’s not that he has a serious lack of safety knowledge and knows not to go home with strangers. Feng Su must have used his abnormality to do something… I didn’t expect that this person could be such an insidious guy!

Yes, probably.Unlike Chi Fu, Feng Su is her friend after all, and they still know each other to a certain extent. She knows, and in fact believes that Feng Su will not suddenly become interested in someone, and then through some means… Well, in the final analysis, Feng Su is not that interested in human beings at all, and will not put in such a big effort.

Although even if what Feng Su said was true, his interest in Yan Laixi was still a bit too much.

In short, although Lin Yuyou believed in Feng Su, she knew her brother better, so it was more likely that Feng Su had a problem.

The girl in a wheelchair was alone at the door talking about conspiracy for a long time with a solemn face. She never thought about the possibility that she knew Chi Fu, but she didn’t know about Chi Fu’s sudden abnormality. She knew Yan Laixi’s temperament, but she didn’t know the content of Yan Laixi’s dream. She knew Feng Su fairly well, but creatures like humans always have convulsions.

“First…” Yan Laixi sighed. He wanted to come in first and then talk. It was very cold outside. As soon as the words came out of his throat, he was pushed back. He suddenly remembered that this was not his home.

He looked over with questioning eyes. Even though Feng Su wanted to stay and watch the show very, very, very much, he had to admit that staying here now was very obstructive.

Looking at Lin Yuyou’s eyes, he has arranged himself into a heinous image, but he still retains a trace of reason.There is a high probability that this trace of reason will not disappear, but there is a high probability that he will find something interesting to do and go out now, or at least he will be able to get Yan Laixi to issue him another good person card.After weighing the pros and cons, Feng Su suddenly felt that it was not impossible not to watch this show.

Anyway, the interesting drama is over, it’s probably time for the tender part to come, and he doesn’t like to watch it either.

He took off the traction rope that was hung back by himself, fished for his jacket with his left hand, and Xiao Xi with his right hand. Finally, he decided that the brother and sister would meet unexpectedly after… maybe a few months, and he would no longer be in the way of this matter.

Before going out, he thought for a moment that he probably hadn’t said anything bad about Lin Yuyou to Yan Laixi.Well, there’s no problem, it won’t affect your image in the other person’s mind.As for whether Lin Yuyou deliberately ruined his image… Anyway, even if he poked the girl next to him, he would unscrupulously ruin it.

In line with Feng Su’s expectation, the noisy part is over, and now it’s time for warmth.Although it was not as if they had been separated for many years, Lin Yuyou and Yan Laixi had indeed not seen each other for a long time, not to mention the current situation when they met… Yan Laixi was somewhat at a loss, not knowing what to say, not knowing where to start explaining, and simply caring about the other person. He squatted down, raised his head, and met Lin Yuyou’s “ferocious” expression.That’s right, this girl has already thought of how to deal with Chi Fu’s body – for the time being, only Chi Fu, and Feng Su in her mind are on the trial stand waiting to be convicted, and at least they are still alive.

Unable to hold it back, Yan Laixi burst out laughing, which brought Lin Yuyou back to his senses. However, before she could say anything or ask anything, Yan Laixi spoke first.

“How are your legs?” he asked, his voice a little soft and soft, the tone he used to use when dealing with his younger siblings.

“Very good.” Lin Yuyou said, lifting up the somewhat empty trouser legs on her body. She was always as cheerful as the puppy she raised, even if the facts had nothing to do with cheerfulness.

What was covered by the cloth was not flat and smooth skin, not even soft flesh, but whole pieces of shriveled, rough bark.

Yan Laixi nodded lightly as usual and did not reach out to touch it. Instead, he asked Lin Yuyou directly: “Is it not spreading anymore?”

“It’s fine for a long time.” Lin Yuyou said briskly. His legs, which were like dead branches, just didn’t look good, but they actually seemed to be able to run and jump. He could also joke with Yan Laixi and said, “It hasn’t changed in years. Brother, you have to ask me every time I haven’t seen you for a while. Worrying about it every day will make you grow old faster.”

Yan Laixi followed her joke and said that he had not forgotten an important event, saying: “Having a sister who named the puppy after herself seems to be the reason why she ages quickly.”

“It’s so fun to have a wicked sister at home, but how could it be the reason for aging quickly? This is the secret to staying young.” Lin Yuyou said boldly, and he no longer defended himself at this time.

Yan Laixi smiled and stopped arguing with her. He knew that Feng Su had specially left space for them, but he couldn’t think of anything that needed “space” to say to Lin Yuyou, so he just chatted casually: “I heard from Feng Su that you are moving these days? Are you alone?”

“Yeah.” Lin Yuyou puffed up his chest and said, “I must be awesome.”

“Awesome.” Yan Laixi nodded heavily, said without hesitation, and then asked, “But why don’t you call me for help? I’ve always been in Chao Zhi, and you don’t know it.”

“Because I can do it alone.” Lin Yuyou said, holding Yan Laixi’s wrist with both hands and shaking it, “Brother, I’m hungry. I haven’t eaten yet. If Feng Su told me to leave food for me, he would definitely only leave pet rations for me.”

To act coquettishly, he didn’t forget to show off his pity and at the same time ruin someone’s image. Unfortunately, Yan Laixi didn’t take the right approach and just asked: “So?”

So Lin Yuyou temporarily gave up on saving his brother and causing trouble for his friends, and chose to put some food in his stomach first: “I miss my brother’s craftsmanship.”

“It’s not like I’m at my house, so I can cook you a bowl of noodles.” Yan Laixi said, boiling water without looking back as Lin Yuyou grunted in the background expressing his dissatisfaction.

He knew in his heart that it was not just an excuse to stay at his own house. He had used the kitchen at Feng Su’s house a lot in the past two days. Lin Yuyou was Feng Su’s friend. The two of them looked familiar, so it didn’t matter.Yan Laixi didn’t want to refuse his sister’s occasional act of coquettishness, but he had no choice. He didn’t want Lin Yuyou to see him suddenly rushing to the toilet and vomiting his stomach, unable to stop retching.

It doesn’t matter if you just make a simple clear soup noodle. Although it is not very delicious, it is always good to fill your stomach. Besides, Lin Yuyou is not a picky person. He hums and hums, and he eats happily even when the noodles are served.

Looking at the time, Feng Su would have to come back in a quarter of an hour at most. The guy’s conscience was very limited. The sun was already rising in the east if he could go out without getting in the way. It was pure wishful thinking to let him shiver outside while leaving enough time for them to talk slowly. So Lin Yuyou held the noodle bowl and asked while eating. He said a few words intermittently after taking a bite.

“Brother, why are you here? Feng Su said… that you knew him, and that he was the person in your dream… If that’s true, shouldn’t you run away immediately when you saw him? Why were you abducted home by him? And… where is Xiaochi? What happened to him? What happened to you?”

Yan Laixi had a soft temper and was soft-spoken to everyone, so he was very patient. Lin Yuyou was talking for a while without interrupting, and he just held his chin and listened to the other side. After she finished asking, he told her not to worry, and then answered her one by one: “Feng Su should have roughly told you that I thought I was dreaming. He helped me out of kindness, and then I relied on him.”

In this regard, Lin Yuyou said that such words should be ignored. The magical process mentioned by Feng Su was not as credible as the magical process. Her brother liked to exaggerate all his mistakes and blame them on her for a day or two.

But there was a problem… The noodles in his mouth were swallowed slowly and he didn’t get a word in.

Yan Laixi continued: “Chi Fu…he doesn’t remember me because it’s abnormal.”

He curled his lips at Lin Yuyou, tried his best to smile more normally, and said, “He will no longer remember me. Every day, he will no longer remember me.”

Lin Yuyou paused with her chopsticks, put a handful of noodles into her mouth, and chewed silently. She knew that since Yan Laixi said this, she had already tried various methods and pursued various possibilities.

As for Chi Fu…Chi Fu…he probably doesn’t want to either.

I thought about killing the person, but after all, it was an unscrupulous thought when I didn’t know anything. No matter the outcome was good or bad, no matter where the root cause was, it was always easy to have someone who was wrong and someone who could be blamed.

But because of the abnormality… Chi Fu never concealed the fact that he was not abnormal from anyone, and even went to Lin Yuyou in private.He told Lin Yuyou that if one day he died due to abnormality, or there was an abnormality that would harm Yan Laixi, please use any method to make him disappear from Yan Laixi’s eyes, and then mold him into a heinous scumbag, and tell Yan Laixi that he left without saying goodbye.

Chi Fu knew that Yan Laixi was afraid of being abandoned, but as he might have experienced before, the wounds caused by being abandoned were easier to heal than the departure of the one he loved deeply.

Because of this, even if their excuses are lame, they can more easily deceive Yan Laixi. People who have been abandoned before are always more able to accept the fact of being abandoned without reason.

If I am destined to cause harm to my lover, then at least, rather than letting him be trapped by me from now on, I hope that he will be heartbroken by me and helplessly let it go. At least in this way, he will have the possibility of being healed again.

At that time, Lin Yuyou was in disbelief and angry at first, then gradually became calm and helpless, and finally nodded.

She had to admit that she couldn’t think of a better way. If Chi Fu was destined to leave Yan Laixi, no matter what method he used, he was destined to leave indelible damage to Yan Laixi. Then at least, she and they should strive for the last possibility of healing.

At that time, she was like a glass of boiling water being placed in the refrigerator, slowly cooling down. Now she was like a glass of boiling water being poured into a frozen lake, and the heat disappeared without a trace in an instant.

If you have to blame it, it seems that you can only blame Chi Fu Crow Mouth.

The noodles slid down the esophagus and into the stomach, and Lin Yuyou’s face returned to that innocent smile.It doesn’t matter, brother Xiao Xi still has her, mother, and other brothers and sisters. Moreover, looking at the current situation, her and Chi Fu’s original plan seems to have been executed by Yan Laixi unintentionally. Thinking on the bright side, what if Feng Su is the “good medicine”?

This is the most important place now, Fengsu.

“So is Feng Su really the person in your dream?” Lin Yuyou asked again, “But your dream is not…”

“It’s not a nightmare.” Yan Laixi said. He smiled and touched the tip of his nose with his finger. He seemed a little embarrassed and said, “When I was a child, I thought it was because I had a nightmare that I would be hugged and comforted when I woke up. I never explained it. Later… I felt that there was no need to explain.”

He quietly raised his eyes and saw that Lin Yuyou had no special reaction before continuing: “Actually, it should be said that it is… a very real and beautiful dream. There is always a person in the dream, and that person will always… leave me for various reasons in the end, so…”

Lin Yuyou reacted this time. She put down her chopsticks and stared at Yan Laixi. She couldn’t tell whether her eyes were shocked or expectant. She interrupted him and asked, “Isn’t that person Feng Su?”

Yan Laixi nodded.

Lin Yuyou wanted to say something more, but didn’t know what else to say, Feng Su… Feng Su… If Feng Su was the person in the dream, the person who grew up with Yan Laixi in the dream, the person in the dream who was absolutely beautiful regardless of the ending, the person in the dream who Yan Laixi would wake up crying again and again because of losing him, such a person appeared in reality, and appeared in a reality that would not be forced to separate when waking up from the dream, wouldn’t that be…

She quietly pinched her thigh that was not completely transformed into a tree. No, no, no, she couldn’t think too well of things right away. She had to think more carefully. Feng Su’s anomaly had been confirmed, and things like Chi Fu would never happen again. He was… not a good person. Xiao Xi would definitely be bullied by him if he got to know him well, but he probably wouldn’t do anything too extreme.

The most important thing is, in what direction are the two of them developing now?friend?Lover?Lover… no!But…it has to happen.

Yan Laixi, who had no idea that his sister was worrying about his life, saw that the other party had almost finished eating, so he stood up to clear the dishes. On the one hand, Lin Yuyou’s mind was full of confusion, and on the other hand, she was struggling to fill Feng Su’s family’s pool. It was okay for her brother to use it occasionally, so he focused on her random thoughts and came to the final conclusion.

On the premise that it is almost impossible to ignore the fact that Yan Laixi and Feng Su will develop a relationship as lovers, we try to persuade Yan Laixi to let go of Chi Fu. If necessary, we can use Feng Su, who is like a plug-in being in Yan Laixi’s dream, but we must ensure that he is absolutely committed.