Nanke Yifu Chapter 38

Living in the Wind and Staying in the Rain (10)

I had a dreamless night and slept well. When I opened my eyes, I found that the alarm had been ringing for a while.It can be regarded as giving the alarm clock a chance to experience working. After all, as a person who has a very healthy schedule and basically doesn’t need to get up early, the alarm clock really doesn’t ring a few times throughout the year.

I don’t know if Yan Laixi is awake or not, but I hope he won’t be woken up by him.

There was no movement outside. Feng Su got out of bed lightly. The crack in the door that he had deliberately left last night was still open. He lay down at the back and looked out like a thief in his own home. Then he discovered that the direction of the door of his bedroom did not allow him to see the sofa through the crack.

The sound of the door being pushed open made the little white dog raise his head and look over, and then he was carried off the sofa, leaving the human embrace that was warmed by its body temperature.

Suddenly there was a furry and warm living thing missing from his arms. Yan Laixi had no intention of waking up and did not even move.

It was rare to get a good night’s sleep – even though Feng Su only knew Yan Laixi’s sleep status for two and a half days now, this man’s poor sleep was already written on his face – Feng Su didn’t want to wake him up, so he washed up quietly, went out to buy breakfast, and took Xiao Xi out by the way.

It’s also magical. People who can suffer from insomnia and take medicine to the point of vomiting frequently, but Feng Su didn’t react at all when he came out and went in like this, and he slept really well.Calculating the time from falling asleep last night to now, although Feng Su is not very clear about the inhibitory effect of his abnormality on Yan Laixi’s abnormality, no matter what, the abnormality he used on Yan Laixi last night should have expired by now.

Looking at the clock, the hour hand was almost pointing in the direction that meant it was time for him to go out to work. After much hesitation, Feng Su decided to wake Yan Laixi up.Firstly, he had slept long enough, and secondly, he was afraid that after he went out, Yan Laixi would wake him up like he did in the early hours of yesterday morning.

“Yan Laixi.” He carefully stretched out his fingers and pulled down the cup, completely revealing his beautiful face. He patted his shoulder and called softly, “Yan Laixi, wake up.”

After shouting several times and getting no response, Feng Su frowned, feeling that something was not right. He put a little more force on his hands, pushed the person around, and let out more of his voice.

“Yan Laixi!” The voice was somewhat urgent. Just when Feng Su started to consider whether to call for first aid, Yan Laixi finally frowned.

With his eyelids raised halfway, he was still confused. Looking at the face that was exactly the same as the one who just left, he subconsciously pounced on it.

Suddenly being hugged, Feng Su was also a little down. He opened his hands and didn’t know where to put them. Unsuppressible sobs seemed to gradually appear in his ears. The arms that tightly hugged him were trembling, and the chest that was pressed tightly seemed to be broken by the heartbeat. After a long time, Feng Su heard a very soft voice: “Don’t go.”

“It won’t leave, it’s just a dream.” Feng Su patted his tense back and said in a soft voice, “I’m awake now. It’s okay.”

I don’t know how long it took, dozens of seconds, or minutes, the bodies next to each other calmed down, the arms relaxed, and the room returned to silence, but the person holding him refused to let go of his own initiative.

Either he hasn’t recovered yet, or he has recovered but feels too embarrassed to face reality. Feng Su thinks the second possibility is higher.

So, he chose the most “unintelligible” answer: “I’m going to be late, can you do it by yourself? Why don’t you clean up and come with me?”

The head resting on his shoulder shook, froze for a moment, and then shook in another direction.

“Are you going or not?” Feng Su laughed and patted Yan Laixi’s back twice with his hand, “I can’t see you nodding and shaking your head.”

“No.” The sound was irritating. His voice hadn’t calmed down yet, and his face couldn’t possibly be fine. Yan Laixi let go and rushed to the toilet with his head lowered as if he were running away, saying, “I’m going to wash my face.”

Feng Su followed him. There was a door across the room. There was the sound of water running and the sound of tissue paper being pulled, but he didn’t hear any more crying. I don’t know if the sound was too quiet and was blocked by the door. It probably wasn’t the case, and I hope it wasn’t.

“Then I’m leaving.” Feng Su said standing outside the door, “I took Xiao Xi for a walk. If you need anything, call me. Don’t send messages. I may not see you.”

Before Yan Laixi could reply, the sound of the door being opened and closed was heard outside.He covered his face and squatted on the ground. His fingers dipped in cold water were as cold as ever, but his cheeks were extremely hot. He looked through the gaps between his fingers and looked at the floor drain, trying to get in.

What have you done!

After lingering in the bathroom until Xiao Xi started scratching at the door, Yan Laixi came out.The redness on my face has not subsided, and I don’t know whether the cause is physical or psychological.

There was no need to take Xiao Xi out, so Yan Laixi sneaked into the kitchen. Although this behavior seemed a bit self-abuse, he forgot about the embarrassment when he smelled the fumes and felt nauseated.

On the other side, Feng Su, with a subtle pleasure based on Yan Laixiang’s embarrassment, opened the store door briskly, sat behind the bar, and kindly sent Lin Yuyou a message, saying that he could wait for her to pack up her new home and help send Xiao Xi there.Of course, part of the reason for this is that he wanted to find something to do to invite Yan Laixi to come out and wander around. He couldn’t take others at home to watch the animal world together every day.

But Lin Yuyou refused very “ignorantly” because he wanted to visit Yan Laixi.Yes, Feng Su just thought about the additional condition at the end and did not tell Lin Yuyou. After all, it was winter, so it was hard to say whether Yan Laixi would be willing to accompany him on this trip.

It’s okay, it’s better if you don’t have to, and you don’t have to make a trip yourself.And… Feng Su thought about it and thought that waiting for Lin Yuyou to detain him might be a way to do it. That girl had a lot of tricks up her sleeves and could play with anyone. She also showed full curiosity about Yan Laixi’s existence. Anyway, the place where she moved was close to his house. If she stayed too late, she would probably be sent back.

It’s just that Yan Laixi is too shy, and he probably started looking for trouble after just a few words of conversation.

Thinking about it, Feng Su even sent a message to Lin Yuyou, asking her to find a time to pick up Xiao Xi when she was at home.The reason used was that Yan Laixi couldn’t sleep well and he was afraid that someone would be sleeping when she went and would be disturbed by her. The actual reason was that he didn’t want to miss the opportunity to watch a good show.

Yan Laixi, Yan Laixi, it seems that all the thoughts in my mind revolve around one Yan Laixi.

Just turn around. Anyway, he didn’t circle around two people at the same time. Anyway, according to Yan Laixi’s words, he should be in the stage of lingering feelings. The lingering feelings means that after waiting, he can start the next paragraph, or even pass the next paragraph.

As he turned around, he turned the person in front of him.Yes, whether it was for him personally or for him in the dream, it was always for him. Yan Laixi should also have some thoughts about him.

Not only did Yan Laixi come, he also brought a handbag with a lunch box filled with fresh food just like yesterday.He also said that he had finished eating, put down his things and went to play with the puppy. While Feng Su was eating, he also helped Feng Su see off a guest and cleaned the table.

As his eyes followed the dangling figure, Feng Su thought, maybe the person in Yan Laixi’s dream is really the person he is now. Maybe he will go to Yan Laixi’s dream after falling asleep, but he won’t remember anything when he wakes up.After all, even if it is an objective fact that they have only known each other for two or three days, if this objective fact is put together with the results that have begun to take shape now, if told to Feng Su seventy-two hours ago, he will get a blank look. For Feng Su who is actually experiencing and experiencing now, he himself feels very magical.

It’s just that the more he looked at it, the more he felt that something was not right. This feeling reached its peak when he reached for the tableware very naturally and subconsciously to wash it off after finishing his meal.

“I’ll do it myself.” Feng Su took back the used dishes and chopsticks first and said to Yan Laixi, “If you have nothing to do, you can go lie down inside for a while. I woke you up in the morning. Do you want to catch up on your sleep?”

“I’m not sleepy.” Yan Laixi shook his head and stood aside for a while, waiting for Feng Su to finish washing the lunch box and hanging the dishcloth to dry, and then helped to straighten it.

Feng Su looked at the neatly hung dishcloths and suddenly felt that his home seemed a little tidier when he returned home yesterday.

He was not originally the kind of person who would just throw things around without cleaning them up after using them. The house was always very clean, and Yan Laixi rarely touched anything outside the kitchen.Without deliberately observing, it is quite difficult to notice that almost illusory difference… Yan Laixi doesn’t look like someone with mysophobia.

Did I pick up a horror story… the snail girl from the legendary story?

Whether it’s Miss Tianluo or Mr. Luoshi, when you come to your side, you have to figure out what others think. It doesn’t matter if you simply can’t take time off, but you may feel uncomfortable living under someone else’s roof. For Yan Laixi, he doesn’t necessarily feel like living under someone else’s roof, but in order to help a little, to make himself useful, the possibility of such reasons is very high.

However, this concern was dispelled before Feng Su could think about how to ask or confirm, because he saw Yan Laixi turning all the pet cans on the shelf to face out, and after asking him if he could move them, he rearranged the cans in that area according to the gradient color.

He is just free.

Then just do it if you want, it just saves you from cooking and doing housework.

And we can spend more time together at noon every day.

Before Yan Laixi left, he asked him what he wanted to eat at night. Under normal circumstances, it would have been past dinner time by the time Feng Su got home. Yan Laixi stayed with him in the store until get off work on the first day he picked her up, so she knew the time.He probably planned to send him off again, but Feng Su refused.

It’s not like he hired a nanny, even if he hired a nanny, food and accommodation were included, but the former had to do it himself, while the latter could only sleep on the sofa in the living room with no salary, help with cleaning and walking the dog, and had to deliver food to him twice a day. Feng Su asked himself, although he was not a good person, he was not so wicked.

Yan Laixi, who wanted to be a free labor force but failed, returned to Fengsu’s house and left the house in need of cleaning. Fengsu didn’t need him to deliver food, and he had no appetite himself. He cooked some noodle soup in the morning and couldn’t drink it after two sips. At this moment, he didn’t want to get anything to eat. He had nothing to do. He looked at the sofa, shook off the quilt, and took out the medicine bottle hidden in the folded clothes pocket in the cabinet.

As the sun set, Lin Yuyou suddenly said that he could almost pack up today and was going to pick up Xiao Xi in the evening. He hadn’t eaten yet, so he asked Feng Su’s family if they had anything to eat and gave her a few bites later.Feng Su transferred the first half of the notice to Yan Laixi, but the other party didn’t reply, maybe because he didn’t look at his phone.As for the second half, let Lin Yuyou eat whatever she finds. If she can’t find it, she’ll grab a couple of bites from her son. Even if it tastes a bit unpalatable, it won’t kill anyone.

In case Lin Yuyou suddenly had a seizure and made a surprise attack, Feng Su closed the door for a while in advance and walked to the door of his house. There was nothing stuck outside the door. The door was closed well and there was at least no big movement inside. It seemed that he was still safe for now.

After unlocking and pushing the door, there was not only no big movement inside, but almost no movement at all.Yan Laixi was lying on his side on the sofa as he had been in the morning, with his legs curled up and his arms around Xiao Xi, sleeping peacefully.

The moment Feng Su saw the person, he slowed down, pressed the doorknob, closed the door slowly, let go, gently changed his shoes, took off his coat, slowed down his steps, and tried to make the footsteps as soft as possible.

He squatted next to the sofa and looked at Yan Laixi’s sleeping face. Xiao Xi also put her head towards Yan Laixi’s face and smelled it, then looked at Feng Su.

Should I wake him up or let him continue to sleep?

Calculating the time, Yan Laixi had slept long enough today. If he continued to sleep, Feng Su was worried that he would not be able to sleep at night and his biological clock would be messed up again, so he could wake him up. It always felt so pitiful. Moreover, the situation in the morning was not caused by being woken up.

Feng Su thought for a while, then stretched out his hand to cover Yan Laixi’s face. After a moment, his palm was rubbed.When a person is still asleep, it is a subconscious action, like a young bird still covered in down, whose wings are not yet full, or a wild ornamental bird that has unfortunately injured its wings and is temporarily limited in its ability to fly.Cute, beautiful, and harmless, but it is the most vulnerable and dangerous stage.

He patiently shook Yan Laixi’s shoulders and called his name. The awakening process was a little more difficult than in the morning, but he was calm after waking up. He sat up following the guidance and looked forward with misty eyes. He had not yet recovered.

People who are woken up by being woken up tend to get confused easily. Coupled with the abnormal effect of Feng Su, it is normal for them not to wake up for a while.

He went to get a cup of warm water and handed it to Yan Laixi’s hand. He took it obediently and sipped it in small sips. After a while, he felt that it should be almost done. Feng Su called out tentatively: “Yan Laixi?”

“Huh?”

His expression was still a little confused, I don’t know if it was just because he was still sleepy, or if it was a subconscious response.

So Feng Su asked a specific question: “Xiao Xi’s mother will come to pick her up soon. Do you want to hide from her?”

Of course Feng Su didn’t want Yan Laixi to hide from Lin Yuyou. After all, it would make him boring to watch. However, with Yan Laixi’s character, he would probably find it rude and reject his proposal.

Sure enough, Yan Laixi shook his head and said, “If it won’t cause you any trouble, I’d better meet him. It would be rude to avoid him.”

The man has woken up, and his answer is as expected. What does this “word that won’t cause you trouble” mean? Hasn’t he given up on his terrible little suspicion?

“She and I are really just ordinary friends…” Feng Su sighed and didn’t explain too much. Anyway, when we meet someone soon, we shouldn’t need to explain. After all, he and Lin Yuyou’s personalities can trip each other up, and they can also use tricks to hurt each other, but they can’t get too tired.

Yan Laixi doesn’t seem to be in the opposite direction of his own views on love. He believes that love can be accompanied by just looking for opportunities to hurt the other person with a few words.

Damn it, Yan Laixi might really think it’s okay, or maybe he wouldn’t do it himself – after all, Feng Su couldn’t imagine Yan Laixi getting along with someone like he did with Lin Yuyou – but he wouldn’t, which doesn’t mean he doesn’t understand, respect or accept it.

Especially since this way of love does seem to exist in the world!

No, I still have to explain.

But how to find an explanation that Yan Laixi can completely believe… Forget it, let’s wait until the two of them meet once.

“Have you eaten?” Feng Su asked. He never responded to the message he sent to Yan Laixi in the afternoon. He didn’t know if he had been sleeping since then. He thought that if Yan Laixi didn’t eat either, he would cook more and save some for Lin Yuyou.

It’s a pity that Lin Yuyou is destined not to enjoy this unexpected preferential treatment. Yan Laixi said, “I’ve eaten it.”

Since Feng Su said that the two were just ordinary friends, it could be regarded as a guest at home. Yan Laixi was just about to ask if he wanted to tidy up when he saw the floor that had been mopped four or five times in the past two days.

Except for Feng Su’s bedroom, there really is no need to tidy up anywhere else. As for the bedroom, whether to close the door directly or go in and tidy it up is all Feng Su’s own business.

So what to do now… By the way, I haven’t taken Xiao Xi out for a walk yet.Yan Laixi grabbed his coat and went to get the leash, clearly planning to go out, and clearly not showing any intention of changing his clothes.

“Wait a minute.” Feng Su called him. Although Yan Laixi also wore thicker clothes at home, he definitely didn’t wear a coat to go out. “Don’t go out to blow in the wind just after waking up. It’s easy to catch a cold. Its mother will come to pick it up in a while. There is no need to go out specially. If you want to go out for a walk, wait a while and change into thicker clothes before going.”

He took the leash and put it back in place, then took Yan Laixi away from the entrance, then turned and entered his bedroom.

Feng Su was not the kind of person who folded the quilt neatly every day, but at least he would spread it to make the bed less messy. This morning, he was just thinking about Yan Laixi and forgot about it. Although it would be time to go to bed in a while, he planned to take Lin Yuyou down and help him tease him… No, he was just playing with Yan Laixi for a while, so he had to pounce so that he could see in his room.

The difference between it and places other than the bedroom was not visible to the naked eye, so Lin Yuyou took the opportunity to say that he was exploiting the patient.

“Dong dong dong”, there were three closely arranged knocks on the door. The people outside seemed a little anxious. Feng Su was still in the bedroom, and Yan Laixi happened to be still standing, so he went to open the door.

As soon as it was opened a crack, before anyone could be seen, the sound came in first.

“Let me see what kind of fairy can…”