Nanke Yifu Chapter 33

Living in the Wind and Staying in the Rain (5)

The movement of the spoon into his mouth became slower and slower, but his Adam’s apple kept rolling up and down, and he repeated the swallowing movement. Feng Su finally realized that something was wrong.

“If you really don’t want to eat, don’t force yourself.” He told Yan Laixi, poured a glass of warm water and put it in his hand, “Put it aside first, and take a bite or two after a while, and take your time.”

Hearing this, Yan Laixi felt like he was being pardoned. When he took the first bite of the smooth egg custard, he had already quietly rolled up his tongue.

Want to vomit.

When he forced himself to swallow it, the slippery thing seemed to have suddenly grown hands and was wearing non-slip gloves. It seemed to be stuck in his chest and could not fall off. It also attracted other things in his stomach and surged up.

Yan Laixi held the water glass in both hands and took a sip while Feng Su slowly ate his lunch opposite him.

“It’s better to go to the hospital.” Feng Su said.

“It’s okay.” Yan Laixi explained, “It’s not because of the fever.”

Feng Su raised his eyes and glanced at him. He could certainly tell that Yan Laixi was not suffering from a fever and lack of appetite. It was precisely because of this that he wanted to go to the hospital.

Yan Laixi touched his nose, smiled and said, “No need to go to the hospital, I know what’s going on.”

“What?” Feng Su asked.

Yan Laixi answered vaguely: “I have stopped taking medicine.”

Feng Su put down the spoon, frowned and asked, “What medicine?”

“It’s for sleeping.” Yan Laixi said. Seeing the other person’s eyes staring directly at his face, he suddenly felt guilty and hesitantly defended himself, “But it has stopped. I haven’t eaten recently.”

He was lying. He was still eating secretly. He had no choice but to survive without medication.

“You know that medicine can’t be taken casually or stopped casually, right?” Feng Su looked at the dark blue under Yan Laixi’s eyes and said, “After stopping the medicine, did you start having insomnia again? Or even worse?”

Yan Laixi said nothing, and Feng Su asked suspiciously, “How long has this inability to eat been going on? Are you really not taking any more medicine?”

Yan Laixi pursed his lips and nodded, but still didn’t speak. In fact, he didn’t hear what Qingfeng Su asked at all. His stomach felt tight and he felt sick in waves.

Seeing that something was not right about the person opposite, Feng Su called him tentatively: “Yan Laixi?”

“Huh?” The paler cheeks were raised a little, and Amber was covered with a layer of fog, making it difficult to see clearly. Her voice was weak and a little unsteady, like the meow of a weak kitten.

“Want to vomit?” Although Yan Laixi shook his head, Feng Su still kicked the trash can next to him.

Before he could say anything else, Yan Laixi stood up and rushed out. His shoulder hit the door frame hard, but he raised his hand to support his side to avoid falling.

The skinny man leaned over the pool, seemingly paler than the wall. Only the red eyes retained a trace of blood for this man.Feng Su gently put his hand on his back, not daring to pat or stroke him.

Xiao Xi, who had followed, stood obediently by the door, meowing softly, her round black eyes full of worry. Yan Laixi stopped vomiting, and the first thing she did was to smile at it, and wanted to reach out and touch it, but Feng Su pulled her back.

“Rinse your mouth first.”

He caught the water in a cup and handed it to Yan Laixi’s mouth. He waited for someone to take it, rinsed his mouth, then handed the towel over and said, “Go to the hospital.”

It is a non-negotiable, commanding tone.

“No need.” Yan Laixi was still feeling uncomfortable, and his words were a little weak.

Fengsu repeated word by word: “Go to the hospital.”

“It’s okay, just take a nap and you’ll be fine.” Yan Laixi insisted.

He hates hospitals and is a little afraid of going there. He is not afraid of getting injections and taking medicine, nor is he afraid of finding out some serious illness, or what problem Yan Laixi prays to find out. What he is afraid of is that after going to the hospital, he will be told that everything is normal and nothing serious.

Feng Su was a little impatient. He thought that making trouble and refusing to go to the hospital would only happen to children under the age of ten. The one in front of him had not yet made trouble, but it was impossible to deal with children under the age of ten who had to carry it away.

The sleeves were gently pulled down, and two thin white fingers hooked a corner. Looking up, there were still some crystal tears in the eyes that were red due to vomiting. The look of pleading was real, not exaggerated, and pitiful.

One glance makes people feel soft-hearted.

Feng Su cursed secretly in his heart: You have caused a big trouble for yourself.

I cursed in my heart, but spoke softly: “You won’t get better even if you sleep like this for a few days. Stop making trouble and go to the hospital.”

He wanted to say, “Don’t drag me until you fall down in my house and are taken away in an ambulance to cause trouble for me.” If he really said that, this person would probably think that he was chasing people away, so Feng Su tried to make a deal with him and said, “Didn’t you say before that you wanted to ask me for something? Go to the hospital first, and I will promise you anything when you get better.”

A verbal agreement always means there is no agreement. Feng Su just tested it out first to see if Yan Laixi was interested in it and whether he would take the bait. If he could take the bait, he would move on to the next step and find the balance point where he could coax the other party to the hospital without losing anything. However, unexpectedly, Yan Laixi said: “This is what I want to ask you to do.”

Is this it?Which one is this?Feng Su couldn’t understand. Aren’t they talking about whether to go to the hospital or not?He’s not a doctor. Why don’t you ask him to take him to the hospital?

“Your abnormality.” Yan Laishi opened Feng Su’s sleeves, clasped his fingers, and said, “Your abnormality seems to allow me to have a good sleep.”

He explained: “In my own impression, I probably don’t dream until I am half asleep and squinting for a short period of time. But I slept for so long just now…you said it was your abnormality that made me fall asleep.”

“You mean, my anomaly can invalidate your anomaly?” Feng Su asked, “But the most I can do is let you have a good sleep. I can’t let you eat, and I can’t let you eat without vomiting.”

Yan Laixi shook his head: “The way I am now is probably caused by the side effects of the medicine and the irregular diet and rest period some time ago. Every time I lie in bed and close my eyes, I start to think about some messy things, and I always can’t fall asleep. That’s why I rely on medicine to fall asleep. When I wake up, I will… Because of the content of the dream, I either continue to sleep or feel hazy for a while before I calm down. I have no mood and no appetite, so I always skip meals. If I can sleep well, I should get better slowly.”

“But you are already…” Feng Su was silent for a long time, sighed, and asked: “That lover of yours, does he just watch you and ignore you?”

The colorless lips curled up again, with that innocent smile again. Yan Laixi said: “Don’t blame him, he doesn’t know anything – because of the abnormality, he doesn’t remember me. And I ran away from home for a while, and he couldn’t find me those days. It’s strange that he knew. Besides, he has really done enough.”

Even though he was terribly sad, he always smiled no matter what he did.

Feng Su couldn’t understand: “When did he forget you? Before you ran away from home and made yourself look like this? Then he never noticed that you were uncomfortable after you went back?”

“Of course I can see it, but I fool him every time.” Yan Laixi said, “He forgets me every day.”

He explained Chi Fu’s abnormality to Feng Su, and also told Chi Fu’s various attempts to this end. He said that Chi Fu was already doing his best to maintain this relationship, and as a person who has completely lost the memory of the other party, it is already a miracle that he can persist in trying to retain the other party.But he still couldn’t accept it, so he chose to leave.

The corners of his lips always maintained a slight arc, but his eyes were lowered, not knowing where he was looking.

“One week.” Fengsu said, “If you don’t feel better after a week, you must go to the hospital.”

The mask-like smile finally became a little more real, and Yan Laixi said, “Okay.”

“I can help you fall asleep, but I can’t guarantee whether my anomaly will have any side effects on humans. After all, I haven’t tried it before.” Feng Su said. In just half a day, his positioning of Yan Laixi has changed from a stranger to a person who acquiesces that the other person will live in his home. In this regard, Feng Su expressed his contempt for himself, who seemed to have had his brain gnawed by a ghost. He still asked, “Will a person be scared when he just wakes up and sees a strange environment? Do you need me to wake you up before going out every day?”

“I shouldn’t sleep for that long.” Yan Laixi said, squatting down and picking up Xiao Xi, “And didn’t you say you would leave it to me? It’s okay.”

Look, it has only been a few hours, and the person who picked up the person and the person who was picked up, two people and one dog, have so easily accepted the upcoming “living together” life.

Life is unpredictable. Human beings can never know what kind of convulsive thing they will do in the next moment.

Perhaps there is a special connection between people and dogs with similar names, but Yan Laixi really attracts Xiao Xi’s liking.The little guy who had been either following Feng Su at his feet or lying down anywhere in the past two days disappeared with him as long as Yan Laixi didn’t show up today. Feng Su couldn’t see the little white cotton ball several times, but when he looked for it, it was definitely at Yan Laixi’s place.

“Can I feed it?” Yan Laixi poked his head out of the lounge, pointed to the little white dog at his feet and poked his head out with him, and asked Feng Su, “If possible, do you want to rinse the shredded chicken in the porridge in water before giving it to him?”

“Okay.” Feng Su said. He was combing a little white cat that was shedding seriously. When he opened his mouth, the kitten shook its head and ate a mouthful of hair.

“Bah! Bah, bah, bah!” He turned his head and heard a very light sneer. When he looked up, Yan Laixi was half covering his mouth with his hand, squinting and looking to the side, his eyes full of undisguised smiles.

“Don’t bother, it’s not that valuable.” Feng Su said deliberately, “Just don’t let Xiao Xi eat more than Xiao Xi.”

“Okay!” Yan Laixi replied. He retreated behind the door, leaving a small gap, and said to Feng Su before closing the door completely, “Why don’t you put on a mask, so you won’t be unable to eat dinner for a while.”

Without waiting any longer to see the other party’s reaction, the gap was closed.

“Xiao Xi, come here.” Yan Laixi waved to the puppy – he didn’t know that the word “Xi” in “Xiao Xi” was not the same as the word “Xi” in “Xiao Xi”, so he subconsciously accepted that this little guy had the same name as him.

The puppy jumped on his lap and was held in his arms. The freshly heated porridge was still steaming. Yan Laixi took a pair of disposable chopsticks and picked out some shredded chicken from the porridge and put them aside to dry.He stretched out a finger and played with it in front of the wet little nose, calling the puppy’s name softly.

It always felt like it was calling him, which was a strange feeling. Yan Laixi didn’t hate it, and even wanted to call him a few more times.

Maybe it’s because mood has a great influence on appetite, or maybe the way puppies eat also whets the appetite of humans. Yan Laixi also put a few mouthfuls of porridge into his mouth while feeding Xiao Xi, not much, but he didn’t vomit again and didn’t feel too uncomfortable.

The stage is getting dark, and today’s play is coming to an end. The actors are still busy in their respective positions, finishing the performance.After seeing off the last little guest who came in the dusk, and seeing that it was almost time, Feng Su knocked on the door and reminded the people inside to pack up and prepare to go home with him.

Before going out, Feng Su looked at Yan Laixi’s almost thin attire in this cold winter month, touched his forehead, and put his scarf on him.

The fever is gone, but the fever can easily come back at night, so it’s better to be careful.

Feng Su’s house was not far away, and it was only a few steps to walk back. He held Xiao Xi’s hand and asked Yan Laixi to follow him.

It had been a whole day, and even after sending his location to Qiuye, Yan Laixi finally remembered that he hadn’t paid attention to where he was.

So, after some belated guy almost bumped into a branch that came out of the tree, Feng Su held Xiao Xi with his left hand and Xiao Qi with his right hand.

The street scenes on both sides looked familiar. After turning a corner, Yan Laixi finally recognized that he was now near the hotel where he had stayed before.That’s right, even if it’s far away, Feng Su won’t pick it back up.

Fengsu’s home is very tidy. It is a one-bedroom and one-living house. It is not big and does not have many things. There is a small doghouse in the corner of the living room, but judging from the position of the toys, Xiao Xi should usually sleep on the sofa.Standing at the entrance, Yan Laixi glanced around quickly, then consciously retracted his gaze and stopped looking around, waiting for the owner of the house to arrange what he should do next.

After changing his shoes and going in, Feng Su didn’t show any politeness to the patient. He went straight back to the bedroom, took out the quilt and pillow from the closet, threw them on one side of the sofa, and then went to pack up Xiao Xi’s toys on the other side.

The puppy seemed to be quite dissatisfied with this decision. He bit the toy that Feng Su had taken down and tried to put it back on the sofa. Feng Su snatched it away again. He patted his little head and said, “Your territory is occupied. Please go back to the den.”

Hearing this, Yan Laixi, who was standing next to him like a wooden pole that wasn’t quite straight when he walked in, suddenly said, “Don’t let it change the floor. I’ll just lay the floor.”

As soon as he said this, both pairs of eyes looked over. Xiao Xi stopped grabbing the toy and tilted her head, obviously not understanding what he was talking about. Feng Su also tilted his head slightly, but he also didn’t understand what he was talking about.

He considers himself a person who is very friendly to small animals. If the puppy doesn’t want to sleep on the ground, he would be happy to let him squeeze the puppy onto a sofa to sleep, but he can’t afford to give up the entire sofa to the puppy to make a floor, not to mention there is a nest next to it.

Feng Su: “It doesn’t have to sleep on the floor after getting off the sofa. There is a ready-made nest next to it that suits its size. You don’t need to be so protective of small animals.”

Yan Laixi clasped his hands together, clasping his fingers quietly, his eyes wandering, and said, “It’s just…it seems to be unwilling.”

“It doesn’t understand that you need a place to sleep.” Feng Su said, “It’s just an ordinary puppy. Don’t overestimate its IQ.”

“Is this so…”

“Don’t just stand there.” Feng Su handed a pair of neatly folded pajamas to Yan Laixi and said, “Go and change your clothes. The heating in the room is sufficient. It will be hot soon. Please wear my pajamas first.”

“Oh.” Yan Laixi took the clothes, went to the bathroom, and closed the door. He was too cramped and a little dazed.

The clothes on his body were taken off and temporarily placed on the table aside. Yan Laixi put on his shirt and picked up his pants. When he lowered his head, he saw the bruises and bruises from the past few days, as well as the skin on his thighs that was slightly darker than the surrounding skin.

He ran his fingers over it, put on his pants, and quickly put away his clothes.

The height difference between the two was about the same, but Yan Laixi was a little too thin. Feng Su’s clothes couldn’t hold up on him and were empty. But it was just pajamas anyway, so it didn’t matter. Even the waist was a bit loose, and Yan Laixi always felt like his pants were going to fall down.

Xiao Xi had already accepted the fact that her territory was occupied, and lay down in her little nest, biting and playing with a little doll.Feng Su moved the pillows on the sofa and saw someone come out. He took Yan Laixi to the kitchen and told him the positions of the rice, noodles, eggs, pots, bowls and spoons, so that he could cook and eat at any time.Anyway, Yan Laixi can use this thing now, and it’s useless to tell him in too much detail where the others are.

It was still early, and Fengsu was not one of those humans who has a super healthy schedule, is extremely busy at work, and has to sleep as soon as he gets home.After asking Yan Laixi, he was still not going to sleep. He turned on the TV and sat on the sofa. He probably really had no interest in human beings – now it may have to be changed to have no interest in humans other than the people he would appear in people’s dreams all year round without his knowledge. – In his leisure time after get off work, Feng Su nestled on the sofa and watched animal documentaries.

Unable to adapt to the sudden absence of the pillow, even if it was taken by oneself, it is human nature to accidentally forget it. Feng Su leaned back and leaned against the empty space.

He kicked off his slippers, crossed his legs and moved back, leaning on the back of the sofa. Seeing that Yan Laixi was still sitting on the edge of the sofa with his feet on the floor, he asked, “Aren’t you tired from sitting like this?”

Yan Laixi looked back at him, shook his head first, looked at his posture, then suddenly reacted, opened his mouth slightly, and followed his example and sat up.

Feng Su found it a bit funny. When he first woke up, he could directly ask for help, but now that he had been together for a day, he felt uncomfortable.

“I’m just asking, sit as comfortably as you want.” He said, handed the remote control to Yan Laixi, and asked, “Do you have any recommended movies?”

Yan Laixi didn’t answer and said, “Just look at this.”

“I really don’t know what to watch. Who else would watch animals at work and then watch animals after get off work?”

What he said was not just against his will. If Lin Yuyou were here, he would have already completed the two-piece set with a sneer and a white eye. He would also add another sentence: “You don’t want to see animals yet? If you want to make a contract someday, you will have to find someone who is abnormal and will turn into an animal. This is under the premise that humans cannot form contracts with animals.”