Mixed Chapter 67
byThere are traces to follow
The bathroom door opened, and Chi Nuan walked out of the mist with wet hair wrapped in it. The scent of cedar wood left on every inch of his skin immediately filled the entire bedroom.
As for the subsequent steps of taking off the drying cap, plugging in the hair dryer, and spending seven or eight minutes blowing her hair, she was so exhausted that she didn’t want to move.
Chi Nuan sunk her upper body into the khaki lounge chair next to the bay window, turned on her phone, switched to her Weibo account, and searched for ‘Song Shixue’.The first thing that pops up is the hot search for her comeback.
Chi Nuan thought of the awkwardness of the situation tonight, and she just hoped that no one would take pictures in the restaurant.
Otherwise, the reputation of the great painters of the Song Dynasty will be damaged.
Otherwise, I will lose the face of the great painter of Song Dynasty.
She found the long-lost old friend in the user column and clicked in. The avatar was the same snowflake as always, and the name was still simple and clear.
The latest one is Song Shixue’s promotion of his comeback painting exhibition “Spring”, and the following one is from October 23, three years ago.
The content is – due to my own reasons, I need to make adjustments, so I need to practice for a period of time, the time is uncertain.
At the end of October three years ago, she was searching for Song Shixue alone in the streets of Chengdu, and was regarded as a madman by everyone passing by.But her IP address showed that she was in Hangzhou.
Did Song Shixue stay in Hangzhou and never left, or was he avoiding her on purpose?His hiding skills were so superb that even Jiang Luohe, who had a strong background, sent people to search all over Hangzhou without finding anyone.
Are you really unable to find it, or do you just not want me to know?
The corners of Chi Nuan’s mouth grinned wider and wider, and a bitter and suppressed laugh broke through his throat.The more she laughed, the crazier she became, and the more she laughed, the more painful she became.
In the end, he is the clown; in the end, he is the one who is kept in the dark and never sees the light of day; in the end, everything is a plan.
She opened the curtains and looked out the window at the high-rise buildings and speeding cars.
I really want to get it over with.
No.
Three years ago, she should have been over it.
Maybe the person who spent the rest of his life in pain was Song Shixue.
“Woof! Woof woof!” Shining’s cry broke through Chi Nuan’s thoughts of death.She walked over, opened the door, let Shinky in, and blew her hair casually as if nothing had happened.
Shining jumped onto Chi Nuan’s bed, and fell asleep hugging each other.
At ten o’clock, Chi Nuan put on a gray loose blouse, pure white overalls and black-rimmed glasses. She casually combed her hair back with an air-cushion comb without styling it, put on her bag and went out.
As soon as I went out, I was stopped before I could find my car.
The person who stopped her was none other than the heartless Song Shixue who had made Chi Nuan a clown for so long.
She was so sure mainly because of the woody fragrance filling her nose and the star bracelet on her right wrist.Other than that, Chi Nuan didn’t even look at her.
Chi Nuan didn’t care how Song Shixue came here or how long she stayed here. There were only four words in her mind – leave quickly.
When Song Shixue stopped her on one side, she would switch to the other side.
The two of them went back and forth for a few rounds. Chi Nuan had no intention of playing such childish games with her anymore, so she turned around and left.Even though it has to go a long way, it is still better than being embarrassed like this with Song Shixue.
When Song Shixue saw her walking in the opposite direction, she panicked and quickly grabbed Chi Nuan and pulled her into his car.
“Are you crazy? Let me go!” Chi Nuan is not such an easy puppy to tame now.From the moment Song Shixue pulled her, she had been struggling to break away. When she ran out of strength, she would use various other methods, such as scratching, scratching, and breaking her fingers.
As a result, the strength of Song Shixue’s hand did not weaken even a little, but instead she tightened her grip.
“Fuck!” It wasn’t until she was firmly seated in the passenger seat and Song Shixue locked the door that she accepted her fate.
Song Shixue leaned over and was about to buckle Chi Nuan’s seat belt. The moment she came closer, Chi Nuan’s head was turned away.His eyes were attracted by the scratches on the back of the white hand, the dense pinch marks and the bright red beads emerging.
Maybe it was because his skin color was whiter than that of ordinary people. These injuries were more serious and had a stronger visual impact in Chi Nuan’s eyes.
Her eyes were filled with inexplicable emotions.
Song Shixue has scarred skin.The small deep cuts in her palms were easily left forever, so would the bloody scratches just now be the same?
If so, is the emotion in your eyes more relieved or more distressed?
Chi Nuan couldn’t tell the difference.
However, every day after that, when Song Shixue looked at the back of her hand, she would think of Chi Nuan.
Maybe, it’s a little more selfish.
Song Shixue’s fingertips touched Chi Nuan’s blouse, and her eyes swept from the collarbone to the looming black bra, and finally to the waist and abdomen.
Too revealing.
If you are not careful, you can have a panoramic view of the scenery inside the clothes.
So, is it for Guan Ran?
Chi Nuan slapped Song Shixue’s hand away.
“Stay away from me!” She said with a sullen face, “Don’t let me say it a second time!”
“Where are you going? I’ll take you there.” Song Shixue said gently as she returned to the driver’s seat and fastened her seat belt.
“Don’t call me that!” It’s too late, Song Shixue, it’s too late. “Open the car door and I’ll drive there by myself.”
“Are you going to see Guan Ran?” Song Shixue’s voice was very calm, as if it was just a normal question.
Three years have passed, and Song Shixue’s technique of disguising emotions has improved, but Chi Nuan can no longer hear the deeper meaning.
She didn’t have much time to play another guessing game.
If Song Shixue didn’t want to say it directly, forget it, she was tired.
Let us leave all the speculation to Song Shixue’s new girlfriend.
“What does it have to do with you who I go to see?” When Song Shixue said Guan Ran’s name, her first reaction was to explain that there was nothing between her and Guan Ran, but she still held back. She could not come up with any position or relationship that needed to be explained to Song Shixue.
“Wherever she lives, I’ll send it to you.” He said “I’ll send it to you” again, as if he couldn’t refuse.
“Song Shixue, am I yours? What qualifications do I have for you to send me off? Are you mine? Why do you give it away just as you say?”
Chi Nuan outputted all the words, and then there was a deathly silence after outputting.
Song Shixue was silent again.
Disgusting!
Hate, hate, hate!
Every time, I am either sorry or silent!
“You’re talking! Why don’t you talk every time!” Chi Nuan couldn’t help roaring, with a hint of crying in his voice. “You’ve always been like this. Even when you left three years ago, you never said goodbye! I’m tired, I’m really tired of Song Shixue. I don’t want to wait for you anymore, and I don’t want to be sad every day… You have started your new life and you have new people. And I have to let go and try to get in touch with new people… and I have to start a new life…”
If this is your plan from beginning to end, then I hope I won’t love you for the rest of my life.
Song Shixue’s even breathing was erratic, veins popped up on the back of her hands, and her nails dug deeply into the leather cover of the steering wheel.
The smile she was trying to maintain was broken, and she lowered her voice: “You are not allowed to go.”
“What? I said something that made you uncomfortable. It doesn’t feel good, does it?” Chi Nuan was numb and didn’t care anymore. “You were the one who said he would send me to Guan Ran’s house in the first place, and you were the one who was not sure about going in the end. Song Shixue, do you think I will still be as obedient to you as I was three years ago?”
“Open the door! Open the door for me! I want to get out of the car!” Chi Nuan angrily pulled the door handle over and over again.
Song Shixue ignored Chi Nuan, she stepped on the accelerator and turned around.
Because of the effect of inertia, Chi Nuan leaned backward, frightening her: “You are really crazy Song Shixue! Where are you going to take me?”
“Go home.”
Home, that could only be said to be Song Shixue’s home, and her things had been emptied out three years ago.
Song Shixue must have discovered the missing items long ago.
You’re just blinding yourself.
Chi Nuan was about to refute her, but Song Shixue beat her to it: “Want to listen to some music?”
“Whatever.” Chi Nuan had a stinky face and her tone was full of impatience.
She was ruined.
Song Shixue glanced at Chi Nuan next to her with her peripheral vision, and then drove the car as if nothing had happened and turned on the Bluetooth and played the first song – she hadn’t seen him for so long.
“Actually, I have a lot of questions, but I persuade myself not to talk about them.
We haven’t seen each other for so long, but no one dares to talk about the important points.
We have missed a few years and should be more mature.”
…
“We mix in some lies to make it look better.”
When Chi Nuan played this song on Song Shi’s snowcar for the first time, they hadn’t seen each other for only nine days.
At that time Chi Nuan said: “It turns out we haven’t seen each other for so long.”
Looking back now, what does just nine days mean in front of three years?
“If we really missed a few years for some reason, would you fall in love with someone else?” Song Shixue’s original words echoed in her mind.
Was there a premeditation so long ago?Chi Nuan felt more and more ridiculous.
Everything is traceable.
Sure enough, only after experiencing something can you understand the meaning of these lyrics.
For example, Chi Nuan actually has too many questions to ask Song Shixue.
But I persuaded myself not to say it.
It’s not that I don’t want to speak.
I can’t find any identity to speak to.