snowflake tattoo

    Fate is a circle.

    Some people make wishes to gods and never get a chance to see them again; some people come back to them even after going round and round.

    Chen Zhiyu did not answer Chi Nuan’s question.To be honest, they are no longer young boys in their early twenties, and their words of comfort were already broken in the early years.

    All questions will be answered on time. If Song Shixue still has Chi Nuan in her heart, she will also be given an answer sheet for the past three years.

    The exchange between the two fell into silence for a moment. Apart from the soothing music in the restaurant and the chatter of other people, the only sound left was the sound of Chen Zhiyu cutting the steak with a knife and fork and putting it into his mouth, chewing happily.

    In the middle of the process, Chi Nuan clicked the cell phone placed on the water-textured glass table to display an incoming call. She picked it up and took a look at it. Then she made a mouth sign to Chen Zhiyu, “Go out and take a call.” She pulled away her chair and left first.

    As Chen Zhiyu nodded, she glanced at Song Shixue suddenly standing up, and the woman next to her pulled her wrist.

    What kind of plot is this?In reality, while we are talking about one person, there is still another person living in our heart?Chen Zhiyu was really confused.

    Ugh, disgusting.

    In line with her status as Chi Nuan’s friend and her principle of zero tolerance for people who are half-hearted and trying to do the same thing, Chen Zhiyu directly picked up half a glass of red wine and “teleported” to Song Shixue with a fake smile on her face.

    “Oh my god, isn’t this Teacher Song? It’s been a long time since we last met!” Anyone could hear the unfriendly tone in Chen Zhiyu’s tone. She spoke so hard that she gritted her teeth, and she was afraid that sparks would come out of her mouth.

    “Well, long time no see.”

    Chen Zhiyu’s impression of Song Shixue was still in college. At that time, she seemed to be at least “alive”. Although she was cold, she was not alienated at all in the eyes of students.Nowadays, Song Shixue has a smile on her lips, but her eyes are so dark that it is scary to say that she is a “person” rather than simply saying that she is a sculpture.

    Nothing but a beautiful shell.

    He looked the same as Chi Nuan three years ago.

    Or rather, worse pastries.

    “Teacher Song, who is this?” Chen Zhiyu narrowed his eyes, looking like he was eating something.

    “Friend.” Song Shixue’s voice was calm, as if she had read through Chen Zhiyu’s thoughts.

    “Oh, friend? What kind of friend? Girlfriend?” Chen Zhiyu covered his mouth and smiled, glanced at the expressions of the two of them, and then rolled his eyes calmly, “Just a joke, Teacher Song, you don’t mind, right? Come on, let me toast you.”

    As soon as Chen Zhiyu put the red wine in his hand to his mouth, the woman with shoulder-length hair next to Song Shixue spoke.

    “Sorry, Xiaoxue can’t drink.”

    Can’t drink?

    Big joke.

    “Huh, Song Shixue, can you stop pretending like that?” Chen Zhiyu held the goblet and tilted the glass in the direction of Song Shixue. With a “pop”, all the red wine in the glass spilled out and wet Chi Nuan’s denim jacket.

    “Okay Zhiyu, let’s go.” Chi Nuan looked at the red stains on her clothes and said helplessly.

    Chen Zhiyu angrily returned to his seat, picked up his bag and dragged Chi Nuan, who was full of strong wine smell, to pay the bill and walked out of the restaurant under the eyes of many gossips.

    “Zhiyu, don’t be so impulsive next time.” Chi Nuan’s voice harmonized with the night breeze to soothe her emotions.

    “Chi Nuan, do you know that I am venting my anger on your behalf? It has been so long, why does she act like she has completely forgotten and doesn’t care about anything, and she has started a fucking new relationship? Has her conscience been eaten by a dog?” Chen Zhiyu furiously responded to Chi Nuan’s injustice.

    Chi Nuan had nothing to say.She had actually finished the phone call when the woman with shoulder-length short hair grabbed Song Shixue’s wrist. As a qualified bystander, she found an inconspicuous seat in the crowd and leaned against the wall to watch everything.

    It seemed that he didn’t care, but the moment he pulled his wrist; the moment the other party called Xiaoxue affectionately; the moment he worriedly said ‘she can’t drink’, Chi Nuan’s heart peeled off again and broke to the ground again.

    It turns out that the only person she can never forget is herself.

    It turns out that the only person who has spent the past three years relying on memories is herself.

    Chi Nuan lowered his head, and the pace in the distance was getting closer and closer to them.

    Chen Zhiyu saw the person clearly when she looked back. She raised her voice and deliberately asked Chi Nuan: “Who called you just now, Chi Nuannuan? You’ve been here for so long.”

    “Guan Ran.” Chi Nuan lowered his head and looked at her with his eyebrows furrowed.

    Where did this come from?

    “Oh Mo, is that the model who has been chasing you? Is she dating you?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Do you agree?”

    “Well, she asked me to go to her house tomorrow. She said she would cook and talk about some things by the way.”

    “Oh Momo, is this the one I thought of cooking?” Chen Zhiyu looked mean all over.

    “What on earth do you want to do? Chen Zhiyu?” She couldn’t continue talking. “She and I…”

    Before Chi Nuan could finish her words, Chen Zhiyu interrupted her with a startled voice, then hooked her arm and walked forward without looking back: “Okay, okay, I know. You go back and have a good sleep today. Don’t be too miserable tomorrow!”

    No, what are you talking about?

    Chi Nuan felt no sadness at all now, only the urge to cut Chen Zhiyu into pieces as he talked nonsense in front of him.

    Chi Nuan drove Chen Zhiyu to safety and then drove home alone.

    After Chi Nuan gradually recovered from all aspects of his condition, he moved out from Chen Zhiyu’s house with Shanxuan. However, the distance was not that far from Chen Zhiyu’s house, almost three kilometers. It was quite convenient for him to visit from time to time.

    Chi Nuan stood in front of the bathroom mirror and took off her clothes layer by layer, taking off her irritable disguise today.

    She grabbed the long strands of hair that fell on her back and chest and rolled them up with her arms.

    The tattoo on the left chest/chest is clearly exposed in the mirror – a 6cm light blue snowflake.

    The pattern was tattooed after Song Shixue left, and she chose a special day – December 25th.

    Song Shixue’s birthday is also their first anniversary.

    At that time, Chi Nuan had just adjusted herself a little better. She went to a tattoo shop with a small store and high technology without telling Chen Zhiyu and Chi Sangzhi.

    As soon as she entered the door, she saw Guan Ran.At that time, Guan Ran could say that being a tattoo artist was her main job, while graphic modeling could only be said to be a part-time job that she found time to do.

    Guan Ran, who was concentrating on disinfecting the machine, casually said welcome, and after finishing the final cleaning work, he noticed this guest who had just met him once.

    “What a coincidence.” Seeing Chi Nuan’s guanran, the strong class smell on her face immediately faded away.

    She said she hoped to meet again next time.

    At this moment hope became reality.

    “What a coincidence.” Chi Nuan rubbed her hands nervously.

    “Do you have any designs you want to get tattooed?” After Guan Ran said hello, she changed her serious attitude at work. She took out her iPad and clicked into a folder. “These are all pictures we designed ourselves.” She pointed to a wall full of tattoo works. “You can also choose the pictures on the wall on the far left.”

    But none of them were what Chi Nuan wanted.

    “Can you help me design one?” she asked.

    “Of course.” Guan Ran took off the stylus and clicked into Procreate. “But it may take more time. Can you wait?”

    “Okay.”

    “What elements and colors are the main themes, the location of the tattoo and its approximate size?”

    “Light blue snowflake, 6cm.” She hesitated for two seconds, “close to the heart.”

    Chi Nuan didn’t leave the store, she found a sofa and sat down.It wasn’t until the lights came on outside and sparse snowflakes began to float, and when she drew her 29th smile at the window with her white breath, the final draft of the design came out.

    The cold transfer paper was attached to the warmest part of Chi Nuan, and the needles were rising and falling, biting the surface of the skin.She felt the pain caused by the needle and saw the color deeply imprinted on her skin, turning pink.

    In just over an hour, my chest/mouth continued to hurt, but the continuous snow outside the window was enough to fill my heart.

    After it was over, Guan Ran asked Chi Nuan a very personal question: “Can you tell me why you want to tattoo a snowflake on your chest/mouth?”

    “Because snow is very meaningful and important to me.”

    “Then add your contact information, and I’ll send you the notes then.” Guan Ran didn’t ask any more questions.

    Before opening the door and leaving, she told her name again, Guan Ran.

    And she answered her, Chi Nuan.

    Chi Nuan stared at herself in the mirror, touching the snowflakes on her chest with her fingertips, tracing them over and over again from the inside out.

    It is very important, whether it is for the previous Chi Nuan or the current Chi Nuan.

    However, Chi Nuan was not that important to Song Shixue.

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