Mixed Chapter 64
byPeace and health, happiness and well-being
In the following days, Chi Nuan continued to live as usual.
She recently found a variety show “Five Ha” as one of the few ways she can make herself happy.
During the long day, Chi Nuan just lay on the sofa and watched the fourth season from the first season without restraint.The arc of her smile always remained standard, and one episode after another was played, with each clip reflected in the lens without any gaps.
Even though her eyes were already sore and painful, she never turned off the TV.Now Chi Nuan doesn’t even have the courage to pause the variety show. She doesn’t have the courage to face the empty pain again and again.
The sound on the TV gradually grew louder before night fell.She continued to cover up her endless emptiness and sadness through the sound effects, slapstick and jokes.
Whenever Chen Zhiyu finished his work, Chi Nuan would withdraw from this self-constructed grand and hypocritical “happy” world.
Chi Nuan sat up from the sofa and followed Chen Zhiyu with smiling eyes.
Chen Zhiyu told her interesting things about work as usual, and from time to time he would make exaggerated remarks to her.
Everything seemed to be the same as when she was in school, but she didn’t say this to vent her emotions at all, but to calm Chi Nuan’s emotions.
Just like the recent non-stop variety shows can give Chi Nuan a moment of relaxation, Chen Zhiyu is also using the most familiar method to continue this relaxation that may be extinguished at any time.
Not knowing where the confidence came from, Chi Nuan thought she was much better.
The enthusiastic and optimistic Aries believes that his self-healing ability is first-class, but the invisible sadness in his emotions is everywhere.
She finally managed to hold Twinkle out of the door once, but the further back she got, the harder it became to move.
Along the way, she smelled the same woody perfume wafting from passers-by, and walked through the streets where the two of them walked together.
She also met a person. She was wearing a black trench coat and a baseball cap embroidered with small snowflakes. She pulled up her ears and hair and squatted down and asked, “Can I touch it?”
The familiar voice couldn’t help but make Chi Nuan’s heart tremble.
How could someone’s voice be so similar?
Chi Nuan subconsciously squeezed the leash in her hand tighter. She stared at the woman with her peaked cap lowered beneath her, until she raised her eyes and the two met their eyes.
Not her.
“Okay.” Chi Nuan’s lips curved upward politely.
“What’s its name?” the woman asked, touching Twinkle gently.
“Twinkle.” Chi Nuan knelt down and rubbed its neck and said to herself, “Because I don’t want it to live a gloomy life. I want it to be bright and cheerful throughout its life.”
The movement of the woman’s hand paused, and she stared directly at Chi Nuan, who was lowering his eyes and concentrating on explaining the origin of its name.
Until Chi Nuan felt her gaze, until their eyes met again.
The woman turned away and stood up. When another gust of wind blew by and the leaves rustled on the ground, Chi Nuan heard her say that her name was Guan Ran.
The next sentence is, I hope we can meet again next time.
Then Guan Ran put his hands into his bag and walked in the opposite direction.
Chi Nuan looked at her tall and thin back and thought of her voice. It was so similar.
The only difference is that Guan Ran’s face is too aggressive, like a sturdy rock on a cliff, while Song Shixue’s face is like a cold and translucent jade.
Chi Nuan lowered her head and looked up at the dead leaves spinning in the air. Pain poured into her body again as the blood began to spread rapidly from head to toe.
Chi Nuan had to stop this long-lost walk with Shining. She wanted to get rid of this suffocating feeling.
After returning home, she started playing variety shows again, thinking it was still useful.But every additional minute she watched made her breathing more difficult than the previous second, so she had no choice but to turn off the TV.
Then, while Chen Zhiyu was working overtime, Chi Nuan boldly escaped into the night and into the restless music.
Chi Nuan, who has always been smart and number one since he was a student, is now helpless in the face of the pain that will come at any time.In the end, she could only choose the worst and most appropriate way – to numb herself with alcohol.
Chi Nuan once again threw aside the previous instructions from the doctor and Song Shixue and returned to being the disobedient child.
Others say that wine is a good thing. It can make people feel happy and forget their troubles.
When Chi Nuan drank the tenth bottle, she felt that this sentence was right.
Her mind went blank.On this night, she forgot Song Shixue’s departure, Song Shixue, and herself.
It was already afternoon when she woke up, and Chi Nuan couldn’t remember how she went back to Chen Zhiyu’s house.She covered her aching stomach, shook her head that was about to burst, and went to the living room in a daze to drink half a glass of warm water.
She walked leisurely to the dining table, and there was a sticky note under the bowl: I have cooked porridge for you, if it gets cold, heat it up.
Chi Nuan couldn’t remember how he came back, but it must have something to do with Chen Zhiyu.
Chi Nuan drank the freshly heated seafood porridge, her shoulders shook twice, and the hand holding the porcelain spoon began to tremble.
She remembered that she would cook a bowl of hot porridge for her at home when Chi Sangzhi drank too much. At that time, she hated Chi Sangzhi’s habit of drinking at work, hated the smell of alcohol all over her body, and even felt sorry for the way she was running for life for herself.
But now she has become what she once hated the most.
The fragrant porridge was swallowed together with her salty tears.
Chi Nuan thought, this must not happen again.
But life during this time never went as she had hoped.
Like a person with dual personality, it takes two days to be happy and two days to be sad.In the next week, Chi Nuan was confused over and over again.
This state also led to her excessive dependence on alcohol.Day after day, cup after cup.Rather than being awake, it seems that she is groggy.
For the umpteenth time, the jar dropped from the coffee table, and Chi Nuan also fell down.
With a pale face, she remained curled up among a pile of colorful bottles and cans.
Shining screamed anxiously, but she couldn’t wake up the people on the ground.
Her life is really coming to an end, but the reality is not as snowy as in the dream, let alone Song Shixue.
Not even the last moment of life.
How long has passed, I don’t know.
Finally, she heard Chen Zhiyu’s voice in her extremely weak consciousness. It was a more urgent voice than before, calling Chi Nuannuan over and over again.
If I heard correctly, Chen Zhiyu seemed to be crying.
Just like Chi Sangzhi cried last time, Chi Nuan also wanted to reach out and wipe Chen Zhiyu’s tears this time.
But this time she was even more powerless than last time, and she still couldn’t do it.
The people sitting outside the hospital corridor changed from Chi Sangzhi and Song Shixue to Chen Zhiyu and Chi Sangzhi.
Chen Zhiyu knew that Chi Nuan didn’t want Chi Sangzhi to know, but now people’s lives were at stake, and as Chi Nuan’s mother, Chi Sangzhi had every right to know.
Chi Sangzhi still clasped his hands together and prayed more seriously and devoutly than last time.
She doesn’t ask Chi Nuan to be rich or famous in the future, she just wants her to be able to get through this, and she wants her to be safe, healthy and happy in the future.
The two of them shook their feet uneasily, pinched each other’s palms, and spent nearly an hour and a half struggling with the violent heartbeat.The next second the operating room prompt light went out, and the attending doctor came out sweating profusely.
The doctor took a long breath: “During the operation, the patient had too much bleeding, so the operation may take a long time.” He explained, which was equivalent to comforting Chi Sangzhi and Chen Zhiyu. “Fortunately, the patient is not seriously ill at the moment.”
“No matter what happens in the future, she cannot be allowed to drink again. If she does this again, she will definitely die.” The doctor took off his mask and said, “Two family members, go to the door of the operating room and wait for a while. The patient will come out later and you will need your help to push her.”
The two thanked the doctor repeatedly, and their long-stressed nerves could finally be relieved.
Within a few minutes, the operating room door opened again. Chi Nuan, who had not yet passed the general anesthesia, was lying calmly on the stretcher.The skinny frame made the hospital gown even looser. If it weren’t for the layers of water mist in the oxygen mask, Chi Nuan would really be no different from a corpse.
Chi Sangzhi and Chen Zhiyu went to hold Chi Nuan’s hand.
Bitingly cold.
The only hot spot was the wet tears they had fallen on her cheeks.
Chi Sangzhi’s prayer was successful again. She snatched Chi Nuan back from the God of Death and made a wish suffix for Chi Nuan.
Peace and health, happiness and well-being.
Chi Nuan will be safe, healthy and happy from now on.