Mixed Chapter 63
bySee you in the snow
——As the sky darkened, the snow in Hangzhou became heavier and heavier. The snow piled heavily on the roof of the car, breaking the branches of the dead trees and covering Chi Nuan’s heels.
She walked alone in the city where black and white intertwined. She walked for an unknown amount of time on the road with no end in sight. The street lights on both sides began to flicker on and off, and the snowflakes accompanied by the roar of the wind arbitrarily blurred her vision.
Until Chi Nuan’s long black eyelashes were covered with white, and the flesh on his cheeks was torn apart due to frostbite.
Every time the cold air invades her lungs, her lips turn paler.
She wondered if her life had come to an end.
At the last moment when she closed her eyes, Chi Nuan saw a pavilion with a woman painting inside.An off-white knitted scarf fell on her chest and she was wearing a dark gray wool coat.
This was the scene where she met Song Shixue for the first time.
The rare snow in Hangzhou shows Song Shixue concentrating on painting in the snow.
It’s just that the snow is much heavier this time, but she doesn’t have the extra energy to get to know her again.
Chi Nuan opened her lips and said nothing, but the woman who was painting looked at her.
Still cool.
Chi Nuan raised the corner of her mouth to reveal the crescent moon, and finally closed her eyes in her eyebrows.
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“Chi Nuan! Wake up!” Chi Nuan was stopped by an urgent voice, and then she felt a strong force shaking her shoulders.
She frowned, opened her eyelids to a thin line and spoke very weakly: “Zhiyu…”
“You scared me to death, Chi Nuannuan! I thought you…” Chen Zhiyu squeezed Chi Nuannuan’s hot fingers, “Why bother? Chi Nuannuan.”
Not long after Chi Nuan was brought home by Chen Zhiyu, she developed a fever, and thick beads of sweat began to form on her forehead unconsciously.
Her arms clamped the quilt tightly, her brows were furrowed with two small bulges, and she kept chanting Song Shixue’s name, saying not to leave, and saying I was sorry.
So, why bother?In the dream, I was so embarrassed and humble.
Chi Nuan just smiled at her.His gaze shifted to the right towards the cotton swabs, alcohol and torn fever-reducing patches on the bedside table.
“Thank you, Zhiyu.” Without her, maybe Chi Nuan would really die like in the dream.
“What the hell are we talking about?” Chen Zhiyu handed the medicine and water to Chi Nuan and said sincerely: “Chi Nuannuan, you can stay at my house during this period. By the way, you also have a Samoyed, so you can bring it with you when the time comes.”
“What, are you afraid that I won’t be able to think about it? Or are you attracted to my twin?”
“Well, the latter.” Chen Zhiyu joked, but Chi Nuan would definitely understand what she meant.
“Okay, I’d rather obey your orders than I am respectful. This will trouble our Mr. Chen during this period.” Chi Nuan smiled, she understood what Chen Zhiyu meant.
I’m afraid that she won’t be able to think straight, or that she’ll do something stupid.
Chi Nuan’s tone was as natural as possible, but he still couldn’t hide it from Chen Zhiyu.
Chen Zhiyu heard her last voice trembling, and saw her expression was bitter.
“Ahem, I’ll sleep with you tonight, I can’t refuse!” Chen Zhiyu pretended to be tired, rubbed his eyes, yawned, climbed up on the bed, and got half of his body under the quilt.
“Yeah.” Chi Nuan turned to the side.
She heard Chen Zhiyu turn over next to her, and then heard Chen Zhiyu say to her: “Don’t hold anything in your heart. You can tell me anything. I’m always here.”
Chen Zhiyu didn’t ask what happened between Chi Nuan and Song Shixue recently, nor did he ask why Song Shixue left.
Just tell Chi Nuan that she is always there.
Chen Zhiyu couldn’t tell how much damage this broken love had caused to Chi Nuan. She only knew that Chi Nuan loved Song Shixue so much that he almost gave her everything he had now.Chen Zhiyu knew very well that Chi Nuan was a very dedicated person, and she was still unsure about whether Chi Nuan could let go of Song Shixue, and the same was true for getting back together.
The chance of people like Song Shixue turning around is very small.
There is a high probability that Chi Nuan will not be able to let go of Song Shixue.
It was precisely because of this that Chen Zhiyu told Chi Nuan that no matter what, she would always be there as long as she was needed.
“Auntie…does she know about this?” Chen Zhiyu asked hesitantly, staring at her thin back.
“I don’t know.”
Chi Nuan doesn’t want Chi Sangzhi to know yet.
When Chi Sangzhi agreed that she and Song Shixue were together, it took a lot of effort, and she mustered up the courage to resist and finally sent herself to the hospital for gastric lavage.Not only that, Song Shixue had finally established a good image in Chi Sangzhi’s heart. If Chi Sangzhi were suddenly told that Song Shixue had left without saying goodbye and had not been heard from again, then Ms. Chi would have to scold Chi Nuan half to death.
“Wait a little longer.” Chi Nuan said softly.
Wait for Song Shixue.
Wait until you have the courage to confess.
“Go to sleep.”
It was Chi Nuan who said these two words, and it was Chi Nuan who couldn’t sleep in the end.
As soon as the surrounding area became quiet, Chi Nuan’s heart began to play a fierce symphony uncontrollably.The sound is in the ears, and the head is constantly colliding. After the symphony, waves of intensive palpitations and infarctions occupy the body.
Frequent feelings of near-death left her with no time to buffer or fall asleep.
For Chi Nuan, the departure of his lover is a swamp with strong suction, which tightly binds every inch of his skin and every nerve. Even though he exerts all his strength, he cannot climb out of the swamp.
All she could do was breathe greedily, then tightly hold the bandage in her arms, and finally bend her knees to curl up into a small ball.
This was not a position full of security, but it was the only position Chi Nuan could think of to relieve the pain.
She stayed curled up like this and spent the whole night half asleep.
Early the next morning, Chen Zhiyu was going to work, while Chi Nuan went home, packed her things, and moved to Chen Zhiyu’s house for a while as she had promised her last night.
Before going out, Chen Zhiyu kept repeating to Chi Nuan to message her if anything happened.
Chen Zhiyu took the trouble to speak, and Chi Nuan took the trouble to respond.
We can get through it, Chi Nuan thinks.
Chi Nuan would not let anything happen to him, Chi Nuan thought.
Everything will be fine, Chi Nuan thought.
When Chi Nuan was packing, she realized that she didn’t bring many things. Most of them were purchased for herself after she lived with Song Shixue.She came out of the bedroom and stood in the middle of the living room, looking around carefully and slowly.
Start with a painting and floor lamp next to the sofa and finish with a photo frame on the entryway wall.
Chi Nuan once thought in her heart that this big photo frame would be filled with photos of the two of them, but now only half of them were occupied.
She saw the gap between ideal and reality.
Chi Nuan once promised Song Shixue that he would take at least one set of photos for her every year, but now she and Song Shixue have broken their promise.
This time, Chi Nuan failed to pull the hook.
Chi Nuan stood stiffly, with a dull expression.
The big tree in her heart had long since withered, and the withered roots penetrated Chi Nuan’s internal organs and then rotted and eroded away. In the end, all that was left was numbness, an empty shell, and she could no longer feel the pain.
It wasn’t until Twinkle called out next to her that her heart started to react again.
The next second, her eyes became hot and red.
Hot tears fell down and fell into the cold gap.
She wiped away her tears, took the picture frame off the wall, took Twinkle with her, and dragged the suitcase.She was originally planning to take away the two letters written to Song Shixue, but she searched the master bedroom and found no trace of the handwritten letters.
Chi Nuan will never forget the location of the letter, which is under a relatively hidden book.
She wouldn’t be mistaken.
She could only think that Song Shixue found the letter and threw it away.
Chi Nuan sighed heavily and closed the door gently.
She didn’t look back, and without any thought, she dragged away all her belongings numbly.
But only Chi Nuan himself knew that his love for Song Shixue was only temporarily stored in his heart.
No matter how long it takes, as long as she reappears in Chi Nuan’s world, she will always look back.