Mixed Chapter 45

Chi Nuan’s letter 2

Song Shixue, this is the second letter I wrote for you.

You always say I’m stupid, but I think you’re the one who’s really stupid.After all, no smart person would choose to harm his body when his emotions are out of control, right?

I remember that when I listened to you talk about your past experiences, my heart never relaxed for a moment.Everything that happened to you before turned into a heavy punch, and it was so painful that you couldn’t breathe.

But I know that your pain is far greater than that of the listener.

So I gradually began to understand the reasons for your character flaws and the reasons for your unwillingness to communicate.

Others say there is no real empathy in the world, and I think so.I cannot 100% relate to you as you were before or as you are now.However, I will do my best to help you heal these pains.

You believe me, please believe me.

I want to hug you and kiss you.Because I feel that the previous comfort period was too short, I want to make up for the comfort to you.Well, when I finish writing this letter, I will re-write it.

Also, I really hope you can take good care of yourself and don’t take it out on yourself at every turn.To be honest, I would rather you smoke to relieve your boredom than see you hurting yourself again.

Promise me, please promise me.

If you don’t promise me, I will take back my star bracelet!

Finally, I want to say to my former teacher Song, thank you for walking such a long way alone, thank you for not choosing to give up on yourself during countless late nights, and thank you for growing up well so that I can meet you.

I will hold you when you have nightmares, I will hold you when you are shaking, and I will hold you for countless days.Therefore, whether now or in the future, Teacher Song no longer has to be afraid.

I love you.

Xiao Heichai loves you.

The stars love you.

Chi Nuan loves you.