Mixed Chapter 39

stubborn

“No matter how dirty he is, he’s still your dad! Where did you come from without him?” Chi Sangzhi spoke very forcefully, as if his teeth would break in his mouth in the next second. “Yes, it’s my fault that I met someone unkind and couldn’t give you a normal and complete family. It’s my fault.”

“You don’t have to get married, but no matter what, I won’t allow you to be gay! Don’t do such a shameful thing to me!”

Chi Nuan gave a wry smile, “It’s embarrassing? What kind of shame is being a homosexual? What about those who kill people, set fires, take drugs and engage in prostitution? They are much more embarrassing than me, who is a homosexual.”

Gay, dare to say that you are gay!

Chi Sangzhi’s eyes widened with anger, and he pointed at the door with his finger shaking, “Get out! Get out of here!”

She had heard Chi Sangzhi jokingly telling friends on the phone to “get out”, and she had heard her act chivalrously in the bar and say “get out” to those who wanted to do evil to young girls.

But she never thought that Chi Sangzhi would one day say “get out” to her, not as a joke, not as a hero.It’s disappointing.

This is the disappointment that Chi Nuan least wants to hear.

Children whose original family is missing are very sensitive.Very sensitive to words; very sensitive to tone; very sensitive to expressions, especially to people close to me.

So what’s the difference between letting her go and being abandoned?

Hate to be abandoned.

Chi Nuan was stunned for a few seconds in disbelief, “Mom…”

She timidly stretched out her hand and pulled Chi Sangzhi’s sleeve.

“Don’t touch me!” She looked sharply and waved Chi Nuan away.

Chi Nuan lowered his head, slowly moved towards the entrance, and looked back at Chi Sangzhi.

She was so distraught that she dragged herself to the wine cabinet and got a large bottle of vodka and a glass.Pull out the chair, twist open the lid, and pour out the turbulent transparent liquid.The numb movements didn’t stop until the liquid reached the rock slab and flowed to the ground.

In the end, she didn’t forget to wipe the water stains on the table with paper.

Chi Nuan rushed over and snatched away the wine glass. As her movements became wider, almost all the wine in the glass spilled down, and the splash of hops wetted her trousers, and the whole air was filled with the pungent smell of strong liquor.

Chi Nuan frowned and looked coldly, “With so much wine, what do you want to do? Are you going to die?”

Chi Sangzhi had basic stomach problems.

She recalled that in her sophomore year of high school, Chi Sangzhi changed jobs three times – having two drinks at the bar during intermission, having a dinner with colleagues after work and drinking five bottles of beer and one bottle of white beer, and then going to KTV to continue drinking after the dinner.

I got home in the evening and my stomach hurt, and my lips turned white from the pain.Chi Nuan gave her four pills of Weikang Ling, and she finally felt a little better. She drank again the next day, and the amount was not much less than the first day.As a result, I fainted from the pain, and without any delay, I was sent to the hospital for examination. The examination results showed that my stomach was perforated. It would be difficult to save my life even if the operation was intact.

But now, if I want to drink a full glass of high-concentration spirits, I really don’t want to die.

Chi Sangzhi pushed her away and opened his palm to pick up the remaining half of the bottle.Chi Nuan was one step ahead of her, holding the bottle neck and lifting it up.

She remained silent, went to the wine cabinet, took out another bottle of high-altitude wine, and opened it.

Chi Nuan raised his eyebrows and whimpered: “Chi Sangzhi, you want to drink, right? Okay, I’ll drink with you.”

She lifted the bottle to her mouth, raised her head, and the “gurgling” kept rolling in her throat.

Chi Nuan frowned and wrinkled her nose.It tasted awful, and she felt as if someone had lit a fire in her throat and it was about to be burned.

Chi Sangzhi stopped pouring wine and said, “Chi Nuan!”

She pulled Chi Nuan’s hand holding the wine bottle with all her strength, “Are you crazy?”

Chi Nuan remained indifferent, still holding back the discomfort and irrigating himself.When it bottomed out, she put down the bottle and wiped her mouth with the back of her hand.

Uncomfortable, stomach churning.

Before she fainted, she vaguely saw Chi Sangzhi crying.She wanted to pull a piece of paper to wipe away her tears, but she lost the strength and her head suddenly hit the ground.

Chi Sangzhi sent Chi Nuan to the hospital for emergency gastric lavage.

She sat on a chair in the hospital corridor with Chi Nuan’s cell phone and shook her legs anxiously.She clasped her hands together and raised them to her frowning brows, praying, and whispered: “Don’t let anything happen to me. Don’t let anything happen to my stars…”

At this time, Chi Nuan’s phone rang.

——Teacher Song.

Looking at this note, could it be Teacher Xingxing who has trouble with her?

Chi Sangzhi answered the phone with a respectful attitude, “Hello.”

“What are you doing? You haven’t replied to my message.” The other party said so quietly that Song Shixue didn’t realize that someone else answered the phone.

“You are…” Chi Sangzhi’s heart dropped, and he more or less guessed, “Chi Nuan is in Room 26 on the third floor of the People’s Hospital.”

There was no fluctuation in her tone, more helpless than aggressive when talking to Chi Nuan.

It would take an hour for Song Shixue’s family to get to the People’s Hospital, but she shortened the time to forty minutes.

There were only a few people in the hospital corridor at night, and Song Shixue’s panicked footsteps were particularly obvious.Chi Sangzhi turned around and looked with a haggard face.

Wear a gray straight wool coat with a black stand-up collar sweater, black wide-leg pants and a pair of black thick-soled leather shoes.

She looks fair and clean, but makes people feel distant.This was Chi Sangzhi’s first impression of her.

Chi Sangzhi patted the empty seat next to him and said, “Sit down.”

This was the first time that Song Shixue saw Chi Sangzhi, whom Chi Nuan called “unreliable”, in real life.She is dressed very fashionably, her skin is firm, and her true age is not visible at all. It is not an exaggeration to say that she is in her early 30s.

Song Shixue smiled politely, nodded, and stretched out her hand: “Hello, aunt, I am Chi Nuan’s friend.”

On the outside, she is calm and courteous, but on the inside, she is full of panic.

On the way here, Song Shixue’s mind was filled with Chi Nuan’s safety, and it could be said that she had completely forgotten about Chi Sangzhi.Now she comes in a hurry, with empty hands, which is too unsteady.

Moreover, this was my first time doing something like this. Why did God choose the hospital? I was not prepared at all!

To be honest, teaching students and delivering an acceptance speech in front of hundreds or thousands of people are far less stressful than meeting parents at this moment.

“Well, I know about your relationship.” Chi Sangzhi crossed his legs and stared at the precautions column on the hospital wall with a gloomy expression.

None of them looked at Song Shixue seriously.

Song Shixue retracted her hand and her throat couldn’t help but feel tight.The beating of her heart turned into the sound of runaway horse’s hooves rushing back and forth in the sun.

“I don’t agree with Xingxing being gay.” Chi Sangzhi said quite calmly, but Song Shixue saw her tensed jaw and asked, “How old are you?”

Song Shixue noticed the unkind look Chi Sangzhi glanced at her for that second. She kept her tone and expression calm and replied: “28.”

“Do you know the age difference between you two? She is young and not sensible. Are you not sensible too?” She turned sideways and tried to lower her voice as much as possible, but she couldn’t suppress the anger in her tone.

“I know, Auntie, please don’t get excited yet.”

Song Shixue comforted her and wanted to continue but was interrupted, “Do you know how she suddenly ended up in the hospital?”

Chi Sangzhi’s face was full of sorrow. She rubbed her brows tiredly and sighed: “Xingxing was having dinner with me and was absent-minded. I asked her what was wrong? Tell her and listen.”

She spread her hands: “Who would have known that she told me that she liked girls and I couldn’t accept it, so I wanted to drink to relieve my sorrow. She knew that I had a bad stomach, but I was quite stubborn at the time. I opened another bottle, but she drank the one she grabbed in one gulp. Just follow me, I’m very stubborn!”

Song Shixue felt sour in her heart.

She felt that Chi Nuan was really brave and also really stupid.

Chi Sangzhi laughed helplessly, “If her sexual orientation was normal, we wouldn’t have quarreled, and she wouldn’t have gone in for gastric lavage.”

Song Shixue rubbed her thumb back and forth on the inside of her wrist.When she stopped talking, she tried to say: “Auntie, any sexual orientation, whether heterosexual or homosexual, is normal. We should…”

Chi Sangzhi interrupted her sharply: “That’s enough! Love between men and women cannot be guaranteed, so how can it be done between same-sex couples?”

Sure enough, secular concepts are unbreakable. No matter how liberal they are in daily life, no matter how unreliable their parents are, they will not be able to accept that their children are gay.

Song Shixue was speechless for a moment.

“Love comes and goes quickly. Chi Nuan has never experienced this. Can you guarantee that she will not fall in love with someone else in the future? Can you guarantee that you will not fall in love with someone else in the future?” Chi Sangzhi asked her.

“You haven’t been together for long, have you?”

“Yeah.” Song Shixue answered without confidence.

It was not because she was unsure about the length of time, but because she began to think that what Chi Sangzhi said was right.In the era of fast-food love, she cannot naively make a guarantee that Chi Nuan will love her for the rest of her life, and she will love Chi Nuan for the rest of her life.

She began to waver again.

“That’s good, you guys can break up.”